bella

fuck this

[rexiwhore]

i hate myself so much it’s physically painful

[rexiwhore]

i’m such a cunt. i threw away the girl i love and i miss her and it’s all my fault

[rexiwhore]

why the fuck am i still alive

[rexiwhore]

nothing hits like ket in the afternoon

[rexiwhore]

hi i’m not dead

[rexiwhore]

starving makes me feel so alive

[rexiwhore]

catching my reflection and seeing all that fat just ruins my entire day. i’m sick of this shit.

[rexiwhore]

guess who’s relapsing ffs.

[rexiwhore]

i’d let u call me anorexic but call me bulimic and then we’ll have a problem

[rexiwhore]

got mascara and vomit down my face and i have 10 mins to clean up before i go to college <3

[rexiwhore]

i have 19 days to get lovely and thin before i see my boyfriend again <3

[rexiwhore]

here’s my <30 calorie mocha recipe:

1 tbsp coffee granules (i like strong coffee) (10cal)

1tbsp lowcal hot chocolate powder (15cal)

mug full of boiling water(0cal)

u can add milk if u like but it doesn’t rlly need it!! i find it fills me up for about 2 hours no joke. been having 2/3 a day lately :) ps i am addicted to caffeine so if u don’t drink caffeine then use decaf :))

[rexiwhore]

i’m too weak to exercise i feel like such a failure.

[rexiwhore]

i just wanna be skinny for fucks sake xx

[rexiwhore]

how i’m tryna be

[rexiwhore]

i want to be so thin that i scare people.

[rexiwhore]

bella stop purging challenge