Not just in the he-has-sharp-teeth-and-wants-to-tear-people-up way, though he has that, and sometimes he wonders if he always had that, always had the pounding red mist in his head or if it had wormed its way in somewhere inside a wizardās mountain and never gotten out until he couldnāt remember what it felt like not to have it chewing away at him and. He thinks he borrowed the sharp teeth from dogs, and sometimes he looks in the mirror and thinks, huh, he hadnāt always been like this, but frankly itās sick as hell to be so visibly a monster so like, who cares, heās badassā
The point is. He doesnāt have to be some kind of animal to get dogs, or like, thatās not the angle he gets dogs from. Or, he gets them like that? He doesnāt know, heās bad at metaphors, god, why does he do this to himself? The point. The point is that he could get wolves but not really get dogs, if he wanted to, but he gets dogs too.
He didnāt always, really. Like, all he really needed was blood beneath his nails and between his teeth. Not really doggish, that. A wild animal. Dogs are all domestic. Butā¦
So. Never tell Jimmy this. Joel will never hear the end of it. But he patted Joel on the head and Joelāmaybe itās silly. Itās a little bit silly. Jimmy is allā¦ weak and floppy or whatever. Except heād patted Joel on the head and really kept sticking around and Joel went:
Ah. Yes. Iāll die for you now.
And so likeāhe gets dogs, is the thing, because heās a wild animal and he wants to kill and bite and heās a monster and heās proud of it and heās not not a monster anymore itās justā¦ Jimmy put his arm around Joel last night and Joel almost cried, is the thing. Not sure how to explain that other thanā¦
There are benefits to being a domestic monster?
No, that sounds weird. Heāll workshop it. Heāll workshop it.
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