Weightloss Blog

[richandthin]

Fasting

Okay. I'm going to attempt to do a dry fast. It doesn't have to be a dry one. More than anything, I will see drinking water as failing, to challenge myself. I will be 97 lbs. by the end of the year. I want to be thinner than Lisa from Blackpink :) My legs will not touch!

I can eat everytime I'm down 15 lbs. Thought about every 10 lbs., but I want a cushion in case I gain some weight back. Refeeding will probably be for 1 day if I can so. If not, maybe 2 days.

H: 5'7"

SW: 236.8 lbs.

CW: 236.8 lbs.

GW: 110 lbs.

UGW: 97 lbs.

[richandthin]

Fuck him

He already chose. That's what he wants. Don't let him continue to use me. I need to get over him & leave him alone. He doesn't love you. At all. Y'all are not sexually destined. He's just trying to use me.

[richandthin]

I'm

224.4 lbs. I'm happy I lost 2.5 lbs., but I wanted to feel fainty & proud. I'm not because I ate half a turkey drumstick AND I had bought a whole thing of flavored ginger ale just to find out they aren't sugar free 🙄🙄 If I lost that much, eating late at night & drinking a full on ginger ale, imagine how much I could have lost if I just not eaten!

Well, it's the top of the month, so I'm looking forward to maybe at least losing about 2.5 lbs. per day, so I can lost 25 lbs. in 10 days, getting me to 199 lbs.!! 🤞🤞

[richandthin]

Fasting - Currently I'm.....

227 lbs. 5'7"

I want to try to go 30 Days, but it's the holidays, so a week would be fantastic! Currently watching BlackPink for inspiration. Also Kai, because he just came out with the single Peaches. I know he doesn't want a Fat bitch. He dated Jennie from BlackPink!

What I'm looking forward to:

1) Feeling fainty

2) Feeling high

3) Liking myself a little bit more each day as I'm getting thin

I need to go to malls too. Not doing so for so long is probably why I felt comfortable enough to gain weight subconsciously

So far so good. No food

[richandthin]

You know who you are. Fuck off!!!!!!!!!!! I fucking hate you you fucking emotional ASSHOLE

[richandthin]

I Have A 6 Figure Job!! :D

Now, to get skinny

[brinty]

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[richandthin]

For the fat bish in me 😬🤤😋😋

[richandthin]

🙄🙄

I hate when you’re getting to know someone on an app & they want to talk about a song, book and/or poems they’ve written. I. Do. NOT. Care!! Take that boring ass shit to a website. The rest of us don’t care. Or maybe that’s why you’re telling us because even the website don’t give a shit.

[richandthin]

Planning on Leaving This Relationship & State by the end of this year

I'm literally in this relationship to not hurt this dude's feelings. As soon as I get the job I want & find a place, I'm getting out of this situation.

Inside, he knows I don't want to be with him & that I'm not happy. Mostly importantly, I know ALL the time.

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[richandthin]

Had Job Interviews today. Hopefully will be employed soon and make almost double what I was earning at my previous job 😬

Tired. About to relax

[201heartsforyou]

Amazing

Its amazing what losing a few pounds and changing ur hair color can do for u. She went from pretty to omfg hott.

[richandthin]

I Have A Therapist

It’s SOOOOOOO nice to tell someone I have been tellin the same things to family & bf/fiancé to actually hear what I’m saying, and be like “Oh, my goodness!! Wow, you have a good heart!! You deserve better”.

For instance, I’ve been with this man for 3 years & he can f*ck

Therapist: Oh my goodness, why are you still there!!

My inner circle: Well…….

All the while, the inner circle is getting theirs in, and I’m celibate & engaged. Da f*ck

Anywho, she’s going to make sure I get physically checked out, get a psychiatrist AND talk to herself. And I can call her anytime. I’m so thankful.

This will help me leave this situation & become a better person :)

[richandthin]

This “Relationship” had BEEEEENNNNN Shitty. Anytime you cannot Fuck your man & you are still faithful & cannot fuck but you STILL have the nerve to be an asshole = Shitty Relationship

If I personally had someone that was nice to me & I cannot fuck them but they DEFINITELY can, and are still faithful. I would be VERY VERY nice to them

[richandthin]

Now my family is making me feel like shit

I passed a hard exam yesterday. Instead of being excited about that, people in my family who used to talk so much shit about me staying in my room is like “Please do your hair today”.

I am depressed. I am on medication & just went through a stressful situation. When I was celebrating at the table they was like “Okay so what we gonna do about her hair!!!!”. Like fuck me, I am fucking unemploymed an POOOOOOR pay to fix my car before you make me feel like shit because after studying day & night I want a break & don’t care that my car is running shitty right now. Don’t put me on the spot like that.

[richandthin]

I passed my Exam today!! Sooo happy.

Just got in an argument with my ex. I asked him how I made him mad & he just kept saying he’s not mad when he is....I’m over this shit & him. I can’t be with a man who tries to make me think that his being mad is all in my head.

Now that I’m certified, as soon as I have a job, out of this state.