octaviangst

Independent Octavian. Established 01.22.14.

[diviniius]

hello !! it’s your friendly neighbourhood pan here !! if you could do me a huge favour and like / reblog this if you’re willing to interact with a roleplay blog for a Rich Bitch with a Heart of Gold™️ and Well-Intentioned Extr(meme)ist™️, I would appreciate it so much !!

( i’m really kidding; this is an independent, crossover-friendly roleplay blog for octavian from rick ri.ordan’s heroes of olympus series. i’ve been writing octavian for just over three years now, and i’ve been roleplaying for… i don’t know, eight years or so ?? but yes ! i would super-duper appreciate a like or reblog so i can check your blog out !! ) 

[rightfullydivine]

so ... yeah. i just feel kinda weird and gross logging into octavian. i don’t really ... know what will fix that? i’m toying with the idea of moving blogs, changing the url and the tagging system, redoing my icons and being like hella more selective with who i follow but... honestly i don’t really know if that’ll work? or what to do? i’m just... sighs

[aether-esta]

Boys

[rightfullydivine]

UNBELIEVABLE.

He shrugged, trying to keep a mysterious aura about him, but he couldn’t help the smile from creeping across his face.

“Maybe a little.”

Truthfully, he had no idea what his father did with his laundry and he really didn’t care to ask. Of all the conversations he had with Hades, he needed to talk about much more important things than what happened to his damned souls underware. Nico did know that Hades didn’t always wear those clothes, but what happened to them in between, he didn’t have the slightest clue.

Octavian let out a soft noise, something like a squawk, or perhaps a scoff. Either way, it was high-pitched and utterly offended, yet there was some element of playfulness to it. It was unusual, yet not strange-- it suited him, really. Little by little, he was learning to let his guard down, to let himself exhale and to allow himself to accept that he would... be teased. And that this would be an inevitable part of his life.

People walked over him. People tried to get a rise out of him. People called him names. This was his lot in life. He simply had to stop reacting. Become apathetic and, therefore, "cool".

So he swallowed, trying hard not to let his emotions show on his face. "I... I see. That's very funny."

[rightfullydivine]

FRANKLIN THE TURTLE...

     ❛     uh, nope — just frank.  although, wouldn’t it be funny if it was franklin?  and then i turned into a turtle?   that would be a hilarious party trick!     ❜     okay, not really — although the idea was enough to get a chortle out of the praetor, who gave octavian a once over before turning back to his notebook.    ❛     your name isn’t short for augustus, is it?     ❜    frank laughed again at his clever joke, lips splitting in a sheepish grin.

All the jokes. Hardly befitting of a praetor, really. Octavian's fragile shoulders squared themselves, eyes burning with a mixture of disapproval and shame-- yes, he had heard of Franklin the turtle once before, and yes, it would actually make for a nice party trick. But he could not STOOP to such a low level as to actually  l a u g h.

His face was actually turning red from trying to hold back a smile. Is your name short for Augustus. Really. "No, it is NOT."

[traumathoughts]

[entranchant-blog-deactivated202]

            and   those  of  us  with  ravaged   faces             lacking    in   the   s o c i a l   g r a c e s              desperately     remained      at      home             inventing     lovers    on    the     phone             who called to say:  “ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ  ᵈᵃᶰᶜᵉ  ʷᶤᵗʰ  ᵐᵉ ”             and    murmured   vague    obscenities

                          at ugly girls like me, at seventeen.

[rightfullydivine]

fractalesque replied to your photo: andonutty: i still can’t believe that i took this...

absolutely stunning!!♥

i’ve been complimented by a goddess,

[rightfullydivine]

vortship replied to your photo: andonutty: i still can’t believe that i took this...

pan why was i never informed that ur really adorable

unfathomable screaming

[rppanda]

Send💧to find my Muse crying and trying to hide it!

[rightfullydivine]

HIATUS NOTICE !!

as some of you may have noticed, i haven’t done anything on my blogs for… well, longer than usual. since i have a kajillion blogs, it’s pretty hard to notice, but… some of you guys that talk to me ooc a bunch know that school is really heating up for me + i have a bunch of mental health stuff to figure out.

so basically i’ve hiatused a bunch of my blogs. (hiatus, for me, means leaving the threads tracked in my tracker but also abandoning the blog for however long i need to.) i’m left with seven (and that’s literally terrifying how do i have s e v e n blogs i can’t remember the last time i’ve been under ten), which are as follows:

rightfullydivine

misspokcn

traittare

ladyiish

likemiinded

triptocaiine

anokasheart

the rest of my blogs (pakauale, justbefranken, notyourvalentino, journalingfreak, entraelles, derisivelaughtrack, aforabomination, lieutenacity, faranlegt) are going to be on hiatus, and i’m truly sorry for that. i’m aware that i’m likely letting a whole lot of you down but i… really need to do this for my own sanity. thanks for your understanding!

[rightfullydivine]

HIATUS NOTICE !!

as some of you may have noticed, i haven’t done anything on my blogs for... well, longer than usual. since i have a kajillion blogs, it’s pretty hard to notice, but... some of you guys that talk to me ooc a bunch know that school is really heating up for me + i have a bunch of mental health stuff to figure out.

so basically i’ve hiatused a bunch of my blogs. (hiatus, for me, means leaving the threads tracked in my tracker but also abandoning the blog for however long i need to.) i’m left with seven (and that’s literally terrifying how do i have s e v e n blogs i can’t remember the last time i’ve been under ten), which are as follows:

rightfullydivine

misspokcn

traittare

ladyiish

likemiinded

triptocaiine

anokasheart

the rest of my blogs (pakauale, justbefranken, notyourvalentino, journalingfreak, entraelles, derisivelaughtrack, aforabomination, lieutenacity, faranlegt) are going to be on hiatus, and i’m truly sorry for that. i’m aware that i’m likely letting a whole lot of you down but i... really need to do this for my own sanity. thanks for your understanding!

[astrosoeur]

the signs and their downsides

[joedavid-keery]

astrosoeur:

Aries: is both the protagonist & antagonist of their own life Taurus: constantly torn between what they want and what they need Gemini: doesn’t know how to function without stimulation Cancer: they make “homes” out of people, and relies on others rather than themselves for a sense of security. Leo: sees everyone as a threat or competition Virgo has an all-consuming fear of insignificance and lacking in all forms (major preoccupation with proving their worth) Libra: frequently loses their sense of self (by tending to define themselves by their friends & the people they surround themselves with) Scorpio: extreme distrust in not only others but also in themselves, seeing their emotions & obsessions as treacherous Sagittarius: has bouts of overwhelming loneliness and emptiness (and will do anything to fill the void) Capricorn: can’t handle failure, it feels like the end of the world to them Aquarius: has an existential crisis every other week Pisces: constantly waiting for something to happen, having absurdly high hopes & therefore getting them crushed over and over again.

[bitemarkks-blog]

[rightfullydivine]

mom: cheers for the birthday girl. cheers for the birthday girl. cheers for the birthday girl. cheers for the birthday gi

[rightfullydivine]

jason grace: places a hand on octavian’s arm octavian: excuse me what do you think you are doing jason grace you are a menace why i never piper mclean: places a singular finger on octavian’s arm octavian: blushing up to his gotdam ears. his mouth is opening and closing like a fish. incoherent squeaking noises. mayday mayday there is a man down the orator is lost for words

[rightfullydivine]

AN APOLOGY FROM A FORMER GOD... WELL.

Ho hum

“Apollo is fine.” the former god sounded a little tired as he repeated that phrase for what seemed like the billionth time. When he finally got back his divinity, lord wasnt going to feel right anymore at this rate.

He regarded the auger in front of him. Honestly, the last thing he’d expected from Octavian was an actual apology. “Uh… Thank you. I’m sorry if I accidentally gave you the wrong ideas while i was indisposed.”

Octavian bit back his I’d rather call you Lester-- after all, it really wasn’t his choice, was it? If the former god wanted to be called Apollo (sans the grandiose title), then this pathetic legacy had no sway in the matter.

“Of course. Apollo.” And then there was a silence, a silence that consumed Octavian. He thought about how easily his mind had been infiltrated-- broken?-- how terribly he’d acted, how impulsively, rashly. He was... unfit. For anything. That much was certain. “I... appreciate your apology, Lo-- Apollo, I mean, but... you don’t have to apologise to me. I am but a lowly legacy.”