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"even in the darkness when the moon hides, i know a glimmer of hope"

[rikuami]

— mayrx, any pronouns, sfw only. visual novel & idol lover. currently writing for idolish7 & ensemble stars

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[rikuami]

hello friends! i apologize for the lack of content here as of recent :(

if i'm being honest, i kinda got burnt out of writing for enstars & i7. both series mean so much to me, but i guess i kinda fell out of love for them temporarily?

this blog will remain up, of course! i may return soon, who knows. i just didn't want to force myself to write.

if any of you are interested, i did start writing for kpop, or more so, enhypen! it would mean a lot if you support my writings over there. just lmk if you want the user!

i'll be back eventually. i go thru phases where i just have to take a break or else i'll just get burnt out.

so please look forward to more writings here eventually!

take care, and hopefully i'll see you at my other blog :)

[rikuami]

Hi Mayrx! Just wanted to say that I adore your writing so much. I wanted to ask if you do emoji anons? If you do, may I please be 🍓 anon? Thank you 💕💕💕💕

hello, anonnie! :) thank you for your kind words!

i feel kinda silly. i had no idea what emoji anons were, so i had to look it up adshdsd

yes, of course you can be strawberry anon :)

i hope you have a great day or night. take care! <3

[rikuami]

hello, friends! thank you to everyone who has sent endearing messages and wishes for a fast recovery, it really made my day :)

i'm doing a lot better now! sure, my back still hurts and all, but it's tolerable pain.

i would like to announce that i'm finally opening requests again! i've recently got back into i7 (mostly for riku's bday shdffsdhd), so please send some requests my way, enstars requests are welcomed too! (though, i'd probably be a little more slower with those since i'm not in a enstars kick currently.)

i hope you all have a good day/night! make sure to stay hydrated, especially in this heat wave. :)

[rikuami]

wishing you a speedy recovery on your spinal injury!! 🫶🏽

thank you very much, anonnie! 💗

[rikuami]

Hii, do you perhaps write for the members of Zool? Some blogs don't write for them owo

hello! yes, i write for zool! :)

[rikuami]

MAJOR BLOG UPDATE!!!

hello everyone! i'm sure you've noticed i haven't been too active recently, so i decided it was time to make an update post.

quite recently, i've been dealing with a spinal injury which is currently preventing me from being up for long periods of time — including sitting at my desk.

sure, i can still write, but i think i want to take a small hiatus so i can recover — or at least until i'm able to sit up more.

i'll be pushing out current requests, but will close them once i'm finished with everything.

i apologise to everyone who has looked forward to my works. i promise i will return once i'm feeling better, but until then, please take care!

if you would like to keep in touch, feel free to message me on here and i can send you my twitter!

i won't be disappearing that quick, so please look forward to my next few posts :) and hopefully, you'll enjoy those requests!

take care and remember to drink water!

— mayrx :)

[rikuami]

sorry for the spontaneous post, but i needed to make a post about this.

firstly, thank you to everyone who has been sending me requests! i'm currently writing and trying to finish up a few. :)

i was originally going to brush this off, as it was only one or two people who have sent asks, but please DO NOT send asks asking when your request will be done/why i haven't posted your request.

please keep in mind that i do have a life outside of tumblr. i write in my free-time, and honestly, i'm just one person.

yes, i will get to your request(s), and hopefully i'll be able to write them. i just don't want to be pressured. i'm not okay with that.

i'll be updating my rules and navigation this week to imply this rule, even though i have it stated already.

thank you for taking the time to read this. i hope you all have a good rest of the day/night.

see you, friends! 💙

[rikuami]

Do you play Ensemble Stars music? If you do, can you share your friend ID? I want to be friends with you 🥰

yes, i do! you can message me on here, and i can share my friend code with you :)

[rikuami]

Hi >.< Just a question: who is your favorite character(s) from Enstars and who do you produce for? I hope you’re doing well. Remember not to stress over your requests 💝

hello :) thank you, i hope you're doing well too!

my favourite character is mika! he was actually the reason i got into enstars. i'm an editor, so around the time the anime was still airing, i would see edits of him and thought i should give the game a try. i'm really happy i did :)

i'm a switchP <3 love my sillies. but i'm slowly turning into a ryuseitaiP

[rikuami]

hi, friends! thank you for sending in requests. :)

a little update: some requests may take a little longer for me to write. i have some personal stuff coming up this weekend, but i will try to push what i have written/try to upload when i can.

also, would anyone be interested if i started to do match ups? i've had this idea on my mind for some time now, i just thought i should see what everyone wanted me to do. :) it will probably be for both enstars and i7, maybe more in the future? i'm not really sure yet.

okay, i'm just rambling now... but really, thank you for requesting and supporting my works! i love writing, so it means a lot when others enjoy my works as much as i do. :)

take care, friends! stay hydrated and be safe. 💙

[rikuami]

Hihi ^^ can I request some Kaoru headcanons in a relationship with a reader that has an opposite personality to him yet are still compatible? (Introverted, the cold and silent type but still caring, probably easily drained out in crowds) And perhaps they have like the typical golden retriever x black cat or sun x moon dynamic or something like that.

Have a great day <3

opposites attract — kaoru hakaze cw: fluff, kinda ooc kaoru (?) a/n: thank you for requesting! i'm not the proudest of this since i'm not good at writing for kaoru, but i still hope you enjoy this nonetheless!

— They say opposites attract, and that can be said with you and your boyfriend, Kaoru.

— A lot of people (cough, undead) weren’t sure how you two started dating but were happy for you nevertheless.

— When the two of you met, he was drawn to you out of curiosity. You usually do everything in your power to avoid being in the center of attention. Avoiding crowds, mostly kept to yourself, and sometimes were a bit cold to others.

— But the part Kaoru was drawn to the most was that even though you did everything to avoid people, you were still caring and oftentimes worried about others around you.

— When you two first started dating, he made it a mental note to not try to make you uncomfortable and had a tendency to overthink if he was doing everything right.

— You thought it was endearing that he was trying, but you also told him that he didn’t have to change who he was for you. 

— It took some time, but you two eventually made it work.

— You both try to incorporate the things you want to do.

— He wants to go on a date at a cafe? Sure, but you two sit in a more quiet area to prevent you from getting drained as easily. 

— In your relationship, he’s more the talker, and you’re the listener. Not that you don’t mind speaking to him; you just find it very cute that he can hold conversations and oftentimes ramble about whatever he can think of.

— He once offered to buy you DVDs of his performances, knowing that it would easily stress you out attending the actual live performance, but you wanted to see him perform in real time. 

— Kaoru finds it very endearing that you do attend his performances, but he still worries about you. Though all thoughts wash away when he sees that you're having a nice time.

— He was very excited for you to meet his group-mates, but wanted you to do it within your own time.

— Kaoru does warn them over and over about how they should act, but you were actually very open to meeting them and didn't shy away from talking.

— Overall, you two make this relationship work. You don’t change anything about one another since that’s the reason why you two fell in love.

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[rikuami]

Hewwo :3 Sorry if this is weird or anything but are you accepting mutuals or anything? You seem like a sweet person and wanted to ask if we could be friends!! Please ignore if this makes you uncomfortable. I hope you have a great day!!! 💕

hello, anonnie! no worries, this isn't weird at all! i'm actually flattered.

this is really sweet! of course, i love making friends, so feel free to message me on here! this applies to anyone as well. <3

just keep in mind that i have anxiety and am not always the best at responding, but i will do my best!

i hope you have a good day/night as well!

[rikuami]

Hello Mayrx!!! Just a question, what is your favorite songs by each group in Ainana?

hello, anonnie!! *cracks knuckles* oh boy, you're in for a treat i7: mr.affection, monster generation, and restart pointer (PLS SEEING RIKU JUST HIGH FIVE IORI WAS SO PRECIOUS AND HFSDJFHDSNFDSFSD *explodes*)

trigger: my precious world!! that song is just so good. very comforting

re:vale: all their songs (i'm not biased) (i love them) but if i had to choose, no doubt, and silver sky

zool: sobs. ok so. bang!bang!bang! is so good. but i also really love no sacrifice, domino, and conqueror!!

[rikuami]

Hello!! I love your works. I wanted to request Rei with a s/o who gets caught staring at him. They are doing anything and just stare at Rei. I would love to see how you write that. Good luck on your blog 💓

admiring — rei sakuma cw: no pronouns mentioned, "cute", "stunning", and "adorable" used to describe reader, fluff a/n: thank you very much for your kind words! this is my first enstars request, so i hope you enjoy!

It was early spring. The cherry blossoms had begun to bloom, letting the world know that winter was officially over. You had excitedly walked to your boyfriend’s dorm, hoping that he was free to take a walk with you.  Thankfully, and not to your surprise, he was still lying down in his bed, trying to hide away from the sunlight that had illuminated the room.

“Can you go on a walk with me? Please?” You said, as you were trying to give him your best puppy eyes. Rei, still refusing to give in, rolled onto his side, making you work even harder to persuade him to finally go outside with you.

Hearing you whine and picturing the pout on your face, he smirked to himself before finally sitting up and agreeing to go on a walk with you. Much to your delight, you beamed brightly at your boyfriend, who was already smiling warmly at you. Finally making your way outside, you took his hand and walked beneath the falling blossoms. As you were observing the blossoms as they began to fall to the ground, Rei thought that you looked cute. You looked at him, about to ask him if he wanted something to drink, but you stopped when you saw how lovely he looked in the warm spring glow. Although it wasn't your first spring with him, there was something unique about this particular experience. Gazing at him, you were instantly brought back to reality when he decided to finally say something. “You know, it isn’t polite to stare at people.” Feeling the heat rush to your cheeks, you quickly covered your face with your hands, hoping you'd disappear at that moment. "Was I really staring at you for that long?" You mumbled in embarrassment. Rei let out a small laugh as he stepped forward, now centimeters away from your face. He cooed at how adorable you appeared, bringing his hands up to your face and moving them slowly. “I don’t mind if it’s you who’s staring, though." If you looked closely, you could see that the black-haired man's cheeks were tinted a warm pink. “Though, I’m one to talk. I was also staring at you, admiring how stunning you look beneath the fallen blossoms.” You pouted, staring at him with an unimpressed expression. "Stop talking; you're going to embarrass me even more.” Now smirking, he leaned in, face-to-face, and kissed your head lightly. "Embarrass you? I just really like the face you're making. Plus, the pink tint that is dusting your cheeks is my favourite." You pushed him away before kneeling to the ground, hands back on your face. “Please just stop talking!”

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[rikuami]

Hiiii sorry to ask but I haven’t been able to find Mp3s for any Enstars songs? Do you know where to find any? Thank you in advance 💖

hello, anonnie!

as far as listening to actual enstars music, you could make a JP spotify account and use a VPN. you can also buy the music through JP itunes or google play (using a JP gift card, which can be purchased through PlayAsia.)

downloading MP3s, that part is a bit tricky. a few months ago, someone shared a drive link that contained enstars music, but unfortunately, it was removed.

you can try downloading them from this lovely person's tumblr account — which i've used a few times for a few songs! they upload songs often, so i'd recommend checking them out. (@/ensemblesongs, though i linked their account already in the underlined :D)

another option would be downloading via youtube and converting the file to MP3 via an online converter.

i apologise that this is a bit scattered, but i still hope it helps you nonetheless!

[rikuami]

i'll call you mine — mao isara cw: no pronouns mentioned, tooth-rotting fluff, kinda ooc mao (?) a/n: first enstars related fic! of course, i had to start it off with the beloved <3

"Mao, when did you first fall in love with me?" You asked the violet-red-haired boy who was lying next to you on the blanket as you two gazed at the sky.

Mao hums to himself and turns over to look at you. He pauses for a moment, thinking, before he gives you an answer. “I fell in love with you the moment we first met.”

You smiled to yourself, thinking back to the time you both first met. You had just started attending Yumenosaki and weren’t too acquainted with your surroundings. Mao had noticed you standing by the fountain, looking around. He had approached you out of curiosity, since he knew that one of the responsibilities of being on the student council was to help out other students. After explaining that you were lost and were trying to figure out how to get to a club room, he smiled at you and led you in the right direction. When the two of you arrived in front of the club room, he stopped and looked at you. “Sorry, I don’t think I got your name. I’m Mao Isara of Trickstar, or, well, I’m also a part of the student council.”

You noticed the blush that crept on his face as he touched his neck and glared down. You giggled, and at that moment, Mao knew he was smitten. “I’m Y/N. It’s nice to meet you, Mao-san.”

“That’s cheesy, even for you.” You giggled as you stared at the boy next to you. Mao’s cheeks were flushed as he pouted at you. Trying not to stare at your gaze, he instead looks back up at the clouds in the sky. “You know, the moment I heard you laugh, it made me realize that I was really done for.” You lean up and stare at your boyfriend as he continues on. "Slowly, as we got to know each other, I fell in love with you every day. Anything new you did made me love you even more.” He pauses for a moment, collecting his thoughts, before continuing on. “When I’m with you, I can be myself. I feel like I don’t have to bear my responsibilities alone anymore. Even when I don't feel good enough, especially for you, you are always there with comforting words and reassure me that I don’t have to keep all of my emotions hidden.”

Mao now looks at you with a warm smile on his face. “The moment I met you, I knew I was smitten. But the moment I knew I fell in love with you was when you were there to reassure me that I’m not alone.” Now you were the one to look away from his gaze, tears threatening to spill at any moment. Needless to say, you both were equally smitten for one another.

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