My Personal Blog~

All about my LIFE. You can call this as my 'Diary Blog'. Languages: Little English and Mostly Tagalog. :)

[rinality]

September 1, 2012 (Saturday)

We don't have data com so we stayed in our classroom some of us sleep and the others including me watched a movie in Francis's netbook. We borrowed Boris's guitar and went to the fire exit. Francis was good in guitar. He was awesome. They sang some song that I didn't knew 'cause remember, I only love kpop and jpop as of today so I just listened to them. Jerou massage my right hand. He said "kunwari mamasahiin kita pero mamaya hahawakan ko lang kamay mo". I just laughed a little and let him massage my palm.

Dhon and me were sitting next to each other. He gently held my left wrist at isa isa niyang pinatunog ang mga daliri ko. I fliched a little when he did it and he told me to relax. He's doing it slowly. I dunno what came to his mind and did it. I just let him do what he was doing. When he was finished, he gently laid my hand in our side but his hand was still nakadikit sa kamay ko. It was awkward, I don't know if I should move my hand or what so I waited him to move his hand from mine. Our classmates mentioned him and he covered his face so I immediately move my hand too. I don't know if some of our classmates saw it.

Dismiss na ng BSIT 2-1N so pumunta na kami sa harap ng room nila. I'm waiting for Jaja and also for Cedrix (IT 2-4). Elah, Jerou, Dhon, Francis and Rodelio were also waiting for I dunno who. Francis and Rod already saw their friends, then Francis started introducing me to their friends tapos sabbi ng mga friends nila "ahh kilala na namin siya" then sabay tingin at turo kay Rodelio. I just smiled and laughed a little 'cause I don't want to be rude. They left already and only Elah, Dhon and Jerou were left. Jaja came to me and we're still waiting for Cedrix. I asked the three of them who are they waiting for and they told me that they're waiting for me. I was shocked 'cause I thought they were waiting for their friends too. Yah, they're really waiting for their friend and maybe that's me. haha. I was touched, actually. I told them that they don't have to wait for me kasi baka matagal pa sila Ced. Them Jerou and Elah left. Dhon was still with me. He borrowed my mirror. Cedrix came and Dhon's old classmated talked to him.

We started walking for us to go home. I'm with Jaja and Ced while Dhon was with his old classmates at our back. Dhon called me and inaabot nya sakin yung salamin ko kaya ayun, kinuha ko habang naglalakad kami. Pag hawak ko ng salamin, hinawakan pa ni Dhon yung kamay ko kaya parang hindi ko tuloy agad natangal yung kamay ko sa kamay niya. Tapos biglang tumingin naman tong si Jaja sa'kin kaya nakita niya na magkahawak kami ng kamay ni Dhon. Tapos ayun, issue siya agad. Sinabi niya agad kay ced. Kaya sinabunutan ko siya XD haha. Tapos sinabi ko na wala lang yung dahil inabot lang ni Dhon yung salamin kong hiniwam niya.

Nung gabi na, nag-chat kami: 

Him: hi, xD

Me: hello :)

'bat di ka pa natutulog ah? haha

Him: malakas pako ee, xD sorry knina aa.

Me: haha. sorry saan?

Him: trip ko kse ung kamay mo knina ee.

Me: hahaha. ayos lang yun. tangala si Jaja eh XD

Him: haha! bakit?

Me: nakita kasi nya kaya issue again. hahaha.

ayy? haha! xD

Me: adik adik yun eh. hahaha. nvm that x)

Him: hahaha! yaan nlng nga. xD ewan ko ba, gusto ko hawakan kamay mo ee. WAHAHA

Me: LUL! hahaha XD

Him: yaan mo na nga yon. xD

Me: yah yah XD hahaha.

Him: so what if i held ur hand?

haters gonna hate

potatoes gonna potate

xD

Me: nga naman! hahaha. XD

Him: peo auko ng may makakita pang iba. :))

Me: me too. haha.

Him: too much issue will happen. hahaha! xD simpleng pasimple lang ako knina, kunwari pinapatunog ko ung kamay mo, alam kong nkkita ni Francis ee.

Me: that style! hahaha. may gumawa na sa'kin nyan. haha.

commercial: iba ba yung Araneta Center Cubao sa Farmers sa cubao?

Him: yes, magkaiba sila, peo connected sa isa't isa. ehem! alangan namang rekta kong hawakan ung kamay mo sa harap nla knina dba? xd

Me: nga naman. haha. grabe si dohon. haha

Him: haha , sorry naman. :))

Me: haha. ayos lang yun dre ^^

Him: you dont mind? :">

Me: hmm.. ayos lang. haha. kamay lang naman.

charot! haha. XD jk

Him: OYY! HAHAHA!

Me: de joke lang!!!!!! XD HAHAHAHAHA

Him: hahaha! okay lang kung gnun. :))

Me: yah. HAHAHA. sensya baliw lang XD

Him: palagee aman ee. hahaha

Me: HAHAHA XD

Him: haha! peo seriuzly though, anu ba yung eksena knina? xD khit ako di ko malaman,

Me: anong eksena? hahaha. the one e're talking about?

Him: nung mgkatabi tau dun sa fire exit.

Me: ano ba yun? haha. tae. describe it. lol

Him: haha, ung time na kunyari pinatunog ko ung mga daliri mo.

Me: ewan ko sa'yo. haha. bigla mo na lang pinatunog daliri ko eh.

Him: peo gusto ko lng naman tlga hawakan ung kmay mo, kaya nga nakadikit padin matapos kung patunugin dba?

Me: ahh oo.. that awkward moment. hahaha. chos.

Him: hahaha, mejo akward nga. haha

Me: o di ba. haha.

Him: hahaha,

Me: hohoho :3

Him: peo, kinda happy. (luh?)

Me: sino? ikaw? haha.

Him: hindi po, ung laptop ko po. XD

Me: okay. harharhar. XD

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While browsing 9gag, we saw this post.

We read it quietly then..

Dhon: Tama! kasi Crush ko si Rina eh. (that's right! 'cause I like Rina) *he looked at me*

Me: *smiled a little* and then *poker face*

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June 20, 2012 (Wednesday)

After that, nagrecitation kami. Ano daw alam namin tungkol sa COBOL. As usual, wala na naman akong alam kaya nagtanong ako kay Karl. He told me that it was divided into 2 divisions which are Identification, Data, Process and Environment. I was hoping that our prof would immediately call me so I could answer habang hindi pa yun nasasabi. Then luckily, tinawag nga ako ni Mam Nayre kaya ayun ni-recite ko na yun. Akala tuloy ni mam, nag-advance study na ako para sa Cobol. hahaha >:D Salamat kay Karl. I'm glad that she dismissed us early and 3:30pm nya kami pinauwi kahit supposed to be until 7:30pm yung class namin :)

I waited for Jaja 'cause her class will finished on 4:30pm. Kaya ayun dun muna kami sa dome with my classmates. Nilibre kami ni Bryan ng club house. worth 20php. After that,  lumabas na sila Jaja. Nakita ko na naman si Justine. Birthday niya ngayon eh. The truth is, kaya ko din hinintay si Jaja dahil classmate niya si Justine at gusto ko siyang batiin personally. haha! landeee! PBBTEENS XD I saw him with Kevin. I called him "Justine!". He looked at me, as well as Kevin. I told him "Happy Birthday!" and he just smiled a little at tumango. I shouted "Libre naman!" then Jaja heard me and suddenly stood up and said "ayyyiiiee~ Justine! Kinikilig ako!". Taena! mapangasar talaga, alam namang mahiyaiin kami eh. Kaya hinampas ko na lang siya ng pamaypay. Then umuwi na sila.

Umuwi na din kami after that. Bumili kami ni Jaja ng keychain para daw sa USB niya. tag-isa kami. Sa kanya yung note at sakin yung G-clef. Sumakay na kami ng PNR. She told me na tinanong daw ni Kevin kung magees-sm kami and sabi niya hindi daw. Sabi ko sa kanya dapat sinabi niya oo, kasi mamaya manlibre yun si Justine eh. Then she just realized her mistake.

Then when we came home. Jaja texted me na sabi daw ni Kevin, manlilibre nga daw sana si Justine kanina. Then she told me na ako daw magsabi kay Justine kung pwede bukas na lang siya manglibre, ako daw talaga magsabi para effective. Lul niya! haha. As if naman teh, well I'm still hoping na tama pa rin siya XD hahaha.

[rinality]

June 18, 2012 (Monday)

Then we talked a lot about other stuffs. They saw Justine coming so I just ignored them. Jaja told me "ayan na si Juju". I looked away, as if I don't really care. Then she asked me "Hindi pa kayo nagkikita? Nhayon pa lang". I said "Oo naman, bakit naman kami magkikita nyan? Kita mong ngayon lang ang pasukan eh". Lumapit sila sa'min but I just ignored them. Well, we talked and talked again. Ganon din sila Justine at yung ibang boys, usap usap din. Well, minsan nagkakatinginan kami ni Justine pero saglitan lang. Tingin kami lagi agad sa ibang diraction eh. Pumupwesto nga ako dun sa hindi nya ako makikita, I mean parang may people na nakaharang para hindi kami laging magkatinginan. But then, ang likot niya. Kaya ayun, no epek ang pagtatago ko. Di ko alam kung sinasadya ba niya o tinitingnan talaga niya ako eh. LOL. 

Nilapag ko yung panyo ko saglit para magpulbo, alam mo na.. paganda, andyan siya eh. haha. Pagkatapos kong magpulbo, nawala yung panyo ko. Taeng Jaja yan, kinuha tapos binigay kila Marvin tapos pinasa kay Kevin hanggang nakarating na kay Justine. Then they teased us "aaaayyyyiiieee~~~~". Syempre I dunno what to do. I can't just walk in front of him and get my panyo. So nilakasan ko na lang yung boses ko at sinabing "Akin na nga yung panyo ko". Aba! Walang nagbibigay. I glared at Jaja and she told the boys to return it to me na. I dunno what they're doing. Jaja was persuading Justine to give it to me by himself. I guess he declined 'cause I know na mahiyain din yun like me. The next thing happened was nasa floor na yung panyo ko. I got a little pissed off so I shouted again and told them to return it to me. Jaja picked it up and gave it to me. Nung nakuha ko na, I fold it to the other side while saying "grabe ah! ang dumi na tuloy!". Karl said "aba! choosy pa!". Then I said "syempre teh! nahulog na sa sahig! naapakan pa ata nila". I just felt sad and disappointed. Para kasing tinapon nila yung panyo ko, instead na ibigay na lang sakin. Nainis din ako kay Justine. I dunno, grrrr.

We were fine naman kapag naguusap kami sa text but when in personal, lagi na lang kaming ganito. Awkward, Shy, Embarrassed and everything. We can't even have any proper conversation dahil magkakalapit or magkakatabi lang kami ng konti, aasarin kaagad kami. Syempre kami naman, nahihiya kaya medyo iwas iwas din.

We saw Regine so we talked to her too. Kumain muna kaming 2 ni Karl kasi malapit na yung next class namin. After that, umakyat na kami para puntahan sila Ja at Reg. We were walking on the hallway. Narinig kong tinawag ako ni Kevin "Rina!". At first di ko siya pinansin. Tapos tinawag niya ako ulit kaya I stopped walking and gently look at my back. Buti na lang maayos na itsura ko kaya lumingon na din ako. I saw him walking with Justine. I'm still there, nakatayo, naghihintay kung bakit nila ako tinawag. I looked at Kevin then kay Justine naman. There was silence until Justine talked "wala. Papansin lan yan". Well, his voice are still the same. It's not that loud but I still heard it kahit na medyo malayo pa sila sa akin. I continued walking and went to my friends. 

[rinality]

June 1, 2012 (Friday)

Justine: bat kaya kulay pula yung PHED ko?

Boris: ewan q

d mo ma check????

Justine: di nga e

Boris: bat skin okei nman

Justin: ano pe mo?

Boris: volleyball

nag enroll naba kau????

Justine: ako di pa

pula kasi yung pe e

Me: siguro kasi.. na-take na natin yung Physical Fitness, kaya hindi siya ma-click.

Boris: try mo ung back subj....

Justine: pano yun pare?

Boris: db meron???

skin meron eh

scroll mu pa pababa

try mo lng

bka un gumana

Justine: di rin maclick yung back subject

Boris: hayyy

Me: ayaw din nung akin eh. baka exempted na tayo sa PE! hahaha LOL XD

Boris: try ka nlng sa SAG mag post ka bkit gnun

aq nka enroll na weh

Justine: SAG?

pula din sayo pare? XD

Me: oo, pati kay jaja at nicole :))

Justine: yon

Boris: na ka enroll nq

okei nman ung pe q

Justine: enroll ko na to, may kaparehas naman ako. XD

salamat boris!

Me: bukas ka na mag-enroll !

Justine: bukas? june 2?

Me: hahaha. mamaya pla :P

Justine: bat mamayapa?

Me: ei kasi red yung pe eh..

Boris: enroll na kau

wahahahaha

Justine: mawawala kaya yun mamaya?

Me: hindi naman siguro.

alam ko June 1-2 yung registration eh

Justine: i mean yun pula, mawawala kaya?

Me: ahh. di ko alam. haha

Justine: haha

enroll ko na kaya?

Me: wag muna.

Justine: mamaya nalang nga. 

Boris: enroll na kau

ace form nlng

Me: hahahaha.

Justine: mamaya nalang ako.

sige. good night. salamat. 

Me: excited kasi masyado si boris :PP

c'ge good night din ^^

[rinality]

May 25, 2012 (Friday)

Me: Hi Renzei~!

Isaah: Ui!

Renzei: Hi ate Shy! Saan ka nag-aaral?

Me: PUP.

Isaah: Saan yun?

Me: sa Sta. Mesa.

Isaah: ah. Na-miss kita ah.

Me: haha :)

Renzei: Naglalaro ka pa?

Me: Oo. sa Pitogo.

Isaah: Sa Pitogo?

Renzie: Di ba Pinag ka?

Me: Hindi, Pitogo ako.

Renzie & Isaah: Ahh..

Renzei: Ui! Miss ka na ni Allen ah. (She looked at me while saying, as if it was true. I dunno If Allen really miss me but I admit that I became a little happy when I heard that.)

Me: hala! haha..

Isaah: Na-miss ko din to eh. *lumapit sya sakin* Musta ka na? Apir nga tayo dyan! *apir!* (I missed him too. I thought he would not recognize or remember me. While talking to them, they were looking at me, as if looking if I changed or not. I'm glad that they still remember me.)

Then they decided to go home. We bid goodbyes.

I just remember Allen when we were in the screening for Inter barangay. We saw each other. I also saw Kenneth and Jelly. We sat on a table 'cause he's already finished passing his requirements. He helped me to convince the guy there to screen me already. The guy agreed and screened me. I took me pic there and smiled. Andrew and Hillary were there too. They're watching me. It was so embarrassing. Kenneth asked me if I still like Allen. I was surprised at his question so I denied it. He said that he knew that I like him before so I told him that that was already in the past.

We sat on the table again and talked a little. The other are telling Allen to go home with them. He said he'll stay for a while and talk to me. Then I remember him saying "Na-miss ko siya eh" or "Na-miss ko si Shy eh". He was still helping me with my requirements. He looked at my ID and I looked at his ID too.

I saw his keychain with a pic. I don't remember what pic is it. He saw that I have an extra 1x1 pic. He asked me if he can have it. I refused of course, but he was persistent so he grabbed it from me and a put it in his keychain. My pic was there. I just let him 'cause I missed him too. It's been a while since we've talked and saw each other. We haven't been playing and teasing each other since 1st year high school.

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February 1, 2012 (Wednesday)

It's the 1st day of February. Jaja  was not really mad so we made up. I was planning to give my Yonghwa keychain to her but I forgot to give it today. I hugged her while were in the hallway while we're getting out of the room and said sorry again. Justine was just behind me so I guess he saw it. I'm glad that she forgave me. Dexter told us that he will transfer to the other team. He was siting outside the room, along the hallway. Justine and Marvin were already there. I went outside to talk to him. Justine was listening to music with his headset. We're quiet noisy so I guess he could hear my voice. I dunno what he was thinking but he constantly looked at me. I just didn't pansin him 'cause I'm too focused on persuading Dexter to come back to us. 

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January 31, 2012 (Tuesday)

It's our PE day. I walk to the gym. Justine and Marvin are already there. I think they're staring at me while I was walking. I attemp to bring Cedrix's pants down but I failed so I targeted Jaja. I pull her jogging pants and we (only Ced and I) saw her underwear. She thought it was Cedrix who did it but it was me. After that, he walked out and went to the train station to go home. We tried to run after her but she seems to be very upset about it. I said Sorry to her many times but she continue to walk so we just let her be. I could she that she almost cry about it. Dexter and Ronald fought against each other again. 

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January 22, 2012 (Sunday)

Justine sent a group message saying that "sa turwing magdadasal ako, o nasa simbahan, makakakuha ng pilik mata, at makkakita ng shooting star, wala akong ibang hiniling kundi ikaw." and said that it was fiesta in their place so I replied to him "fiesta pala dyan sa inyo ah :)", "Yes.", "haha.", "baket? wala. sabi mo may kakaiba dyan?", "wala naman. sakin ;ang.", "baket?", "basta. :)", "kwento mo na~", "ayaw. haha.", "d wag! hahaha :P", ":)" and then I decided not to reply.

[rinality]

January 20, 2012 (Friday)

Me and my mom went in OsMAk to go to a dermatologist. I sent a group message saying that I'm in Osmak with a hashtag #amreD. JR and Justine knew that I went to derma. Justine said "wow. derma.", "haha. para gumanda nako xD lol.", "sos.", "haha. bkit?", "wala lng. parang di mo naman kailangan.", "kailangan. haha. pra kuminis nako.", "haha. oo na.", "hahaha xD", "mag-isa ka lang?", "kasama ko mama ko.", "ah. Nice.", "haha. si mama pa pumipilit skin mgpderma. Adik xD", "ayos nga e, libre.", "kya nga eh. Libre check up kpg my yellow card." Then he didn't reply anymore.

He sent a group message saying "sana mayy magtext" so I texted him "text. haha.", "pilosopo.", "hahaha. mayproblema ka pa din ba?", "meron pa.", "ano naman un?", "secret.", "K. haha x) di ko na aalamin.", "nice. :)", "pero gusto kng mlaman eh. kya sbhin mo na. hehe.", "pagiisipan ko.", "okay, sbi mo eh~", "mabait.", "ayokong mamilit eh. haha.", "ikaw na mabait.", "di! joke lng. haha. sbhin mo na.", "maya. wait.", "okay, cge. :)". Then yeah, I waited for his reply.

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January 18, 2012 (Wednesday)

Justine wore his uniform for the 2nd time. It was my first time answering in the recitation in Discrete math. When our prof cracked a joke, we laughed. I accidentally looked at Justine's side. I dunno if it was just a coincidence, we had an eye contact. I guess he just happened to look at my side too.

Justine sent a good night group message. I replied to him "Ui pare ..", "Oy. Baket?", "Nagalit ka kanina?", "Hindi. May problema talaga ako kanina. Hindi yun dahil sa kanila.", "weh? haha. mga adik kasi yung 3 yun eh. pasensya na.", "wala yun. Sige, tulog na ako. Wala talaga ako sa mood. may problema talaga ako e. Good night.", "o'cge. Good Night." and yeah, our conversation ended.

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January 16, 2012 (Monday)

It was our midterm in Programming today. I was just in time when our test will about to start. I asked my friends to leave a seat for me so I immediately asked them where is my seat. They keep on saying that they're insisting Justine to leave his chair and give it to me. Then they said that there's an available seat in front of Peter. I sat there. I thought I was going to be late but yeah, I'm glad that I was not. 

Justine sent a group message saying "and my day ended, without a single text from her for almost one week.". i knew in an instant that it was Giselle and not me. I felt sad there a bit 'cause he's still thinking about her. I got a little happy too 'cause the girl was not texting him.

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January 13, 2012 (Friday)

I decided to go to Glorietta to see ZE:A again and I will buy their album to get an autograph from them.

I went there alone. I wore shorts and my checkered polo. I fall in line and waited for my turn. I was the 309th buyer. I look for a position on where I will see them clearly and near. I sat there in front of the bakal na pangharang, which is on the left side of the stage. I talked with the fans besides me. I also ate my lunch there on the floor. Judith and her 2 friends came. We talked and stuffs. Later on, Karl and his 2 friends also came. We put some fan signs on the bakal so that when they look at us, they will see and read it. We waited for ZE:A. Dumaan sila sa likod namin papunta dun sa backstage. They finally went up the stage and performed. We became crazy whenever they will wave at us and smile. I was recording their performance. We were really screaming so loud. I even jumped sometimes when Dongjun waved at me. Dongjun even did a tumbling. The took off his coat before that, I thought he will also take off his white polo, but he didn't. After their performance. I took some of their picture while they're signing the albums. The red stub was already called and it was already the orange stub. I thought I wouldn't have the chance to go on stage and let them sign my album. I almost cried there while talking to the guard. When I enter the venue, I fixed myself and put some powder and perfume. When I'm already near the stage, I clamed myself and looked at them. 

I first saw Dongjun. I wasn't expecting him to be the 1st one there 'cause I'm not really prepared on what will I say to him. It's finally my turn. The lady gave my cd to him. I walk in front of him and he looked at me. He smiled and said Hello to me. I was shocked so I just said Hello in a soft voice. He's fucking eye-smile made me stunned there for a moment. It was like I was seeing an angel for the first time. It's just that my mind went blank and all I could see is him. I keep on staring at him while he was signing my album. When he finished, he looked at me again and said Thank You so I said Thank you too while smiling.

Dongjun Hyunsik Taeheon Minwoo Junyoung Heechul Kwanghee Kevin

Justine sent a group message "I have died everyday waiting fro you. >.< XD" so I replied "weh?", "anong weh?", "yung sa gm mo.", "totoo yun. xD", "ayy.. kawawa ka naman. haha. xD lol chos.", "haha. sige na. matutulog na ako pare. good night. :)", "cge, gud nyt din :)", "

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January 12, 2012 (Thursday)

I saw ZE:A for the 1st time in TriNoma. I was late in school. I'm glad that Sir Inovero was late too.

While we are waitng for our prof, we sat on the floor and talked. They told me to look behind me (on the stairs) 'cause Justine was there, I looked and saw Justine looking at us too. So Regine teased me. n He is wearing a red shirt, it looks nice on him. The boys stood up then Jaja teased us again. She shouted "Justine, sino daw mas gusto mo? si Rina o si Giselle?", I was shocked at her question so I told her to stop and I mean it. I don't wanna be hurt if he will choose Giselle over me. Justine didn't answer and pretend that he didn't heard it so Jaja stood up too and came to him. When she came back to us, she said that he asked Justine "sino ba pipiliin mo? R for Rina, G for Giselle o yung janitor?". She said that he answered "C" which is out of the choices. Jaja teased Cedrix that it was "Charles".

We get our own chairs. Our prof told us to provide a space in the middle, it means all the chairs will be horizontal and we'll be sitting on the sides. I was in front with Cedrix and JR. Justine and the other boys were in front of us, sitting and nakaharap sila samin kasi tapatan nga diba? I told them that I don't like my current place but they just teased me that it's because I was shy in front of Justine. I was wearing a skirt so I crossed my legs and moving carefully 'cause I don't want them to see anything. Justine was playing his PSP and the other boys were watching him.

We count 1-13 to group ourselves. Justine is #5 so I want to get a #5 too. Unfortunately, I was #4 and Cedrix was #5. I was glancing at Justine whenever I know that he was not looking. Each group got a CPU and we were asked to disassemble and assemble it. After our prof taught us where the parts is, We just loiter around and I just observe the other groups. I sat on the a chair near Cedrix's group place. Justine was not there, he was sitting on the opposite side of the chairs with Ariel. Cedrix asked me and Lieza to help him. I ducked down and hold the case of the CPU. Cedrix can't pull it off. Then suddenly, Justine came. I just saw his hands, nearly touching mines. He wanted to help his group mates. I was shocked a bit 'cause I didn't expect him to be there. I just suddenly remember our holding hands scene yesterday.

Justine and I have several eye contacts for today. I guess that the awkwardness between us has been lowered by 2%. haha. I slept on my desk while listening music through my headset 'cause I was so sleepy. I suddenly heard some screams from the grounds.  was curious , as well as my other classmates so we went to the hallway and looked down an see what's happening there. Justine was just beside Cedrix and Regine so I went on a different place. The people there were playing the "Kissing Card Game". It was like we saw a boy to boy kissing scene. Almost all of us screamed a bit. Regine told me that even Justine screamed. haha. I told my friends that he's gay. haha. The boys were really enjoying what they're seeing. The said that it's alright to see a girl to girl almost kissing scene than a boy to boy. I think they want to play that game too, well I want to play it with them if they asked me. haha. lol.

After our classes, I went alone in Trinoma to see ZE:A. I waited there until they come. I met new friends there. Cybil, Grail and the others. We also met the guy who stood near us. His name is Dendel, I think. He looks so cute and have a style. We thought that he's still iin college but he said that he's already working. We positioned ourselves on the right side of the stage. They performed  2 songs. We waited until they finished signing all the albums there. We went near the fire exit, where they will pass through to exit the venue. The guards and the bouncers were already in front of us, preparing to clear the way for the boys. I recorded what happened there. They give away their water/drinks to the fans. They walk and waved at us. Kevin even attempt to shake some of the fans hands. He suddenly appear in front of us. I thought that I will be able to shake his hand too but yeah, the guards blocked my way and keeps on pushing us away.

[rinality]

January 11, 2012 (Wednesday)

This is the 1st time that I've touched Justine, WE HELD HANDS !! I'm sitting and chatting with my friends. They suddenly pull Justine in the front so I saw him. They started pulling him to my place. Cedrix, Regine and Jaja were teasing us. They finally brought Justine in front of me, of course they'r still holding him. They told us to have a SHAKE-HANDS. I was a bit surprised and I could see that Justine doesn't want it. His hands are already in front of me because Jaja and Cedrix was holding it. I just put my hand near his hand, signing that I'm fine with having a shake hands. Justine was looking at me and I was looking at his hands. He finally took my hand. His hand were so cold (esp. his fingers) and bigger than mine. I guess we held hands for about 3 to 5 second. I looked at his face while I was holding his hands. He doesn't seem to be irritated or mad, it was like he was happy? or maybe enjoying the situation? or maybe just going with the flow? haha. We're still holding hands, he looked at me and our eyes met for about 1 second. He averted his eyes after meeting mine. I guess he was holding his smile or laughter while it was happening. Marvin and my friends we're looking at us and teased us by shouting "ayyiiiee~~". I just laughed 'cause it was really funny and enjoying. Then Justine went outside the room to have some air. Then Jaja saw Marvin and pull him again and pointed Cedrix, who is just besides me. We were laughing 'cause Marvin was teamed up with Cedrix. I looked at Marvin and he also looked at me. The others were laughing really hard while I observe Marvin's action. He was looking at Justine and then slightly looked at my direction to mocked him or tease him. I dunno why Marvin is doing that, I just hope that it was effective on making him jealous. haha. They all went outside the room and they continue on teasing Justine there. I just stayed on my seat and watched them.

We stayed in the Jollibee to wait for 3pm 'cause we're having our make up class in Programming. Regine and Jaja told me what happened a while ago. They said that Justine as light and not heavy 'cause hindi daw sya pumipiglas nung hinihila nila sya kanina. And then he went up on the 5th floor while they were running after him. We went back to school. We were climbing up the stairs when nakasalubong namin sila Marvin, Kevin and Justine going down the stairs. Jaja asked them where will they go 'cause it's already 3pm. Marvin said that they will already go home. Regne said when she saw them "si Justin Bibo oh!". We sit for a while on the chairs there in the dome. We saw the 3 boys again, sitting on a chair too but not near to us. Jaja called them and Justine. They're planning to teased us again but hindi nila yon tinuloy.

Justine asked for his group-mates that is online. I answered him and while we are talking, Nadine suddenly butt-in on our conversation. I was pissed and irritated at her so I them them talk for a while. Then Justine called me, 'cause we've got interrupted. Nadine must get it by now that Justine was talking to me and NOT to her. hahaha ! I felt that i've won there. 

Justine: may online na group 3?

Me: ako .

Justine: wala na? XD

Me: wala na ata. kanina pa sila nag-online eh :PP

Justine: ang pangit ng net ko. 

Nadine: anong itsura? XD

Justine: tingin ka sa salamid.

Me: palitan na yan :))

Justine: salamin*

Nadine: hahahaha!

angas mo talaga >_<

XD

Justine: -_-

Justine: pare.

Me: baket ? :)

Justine: may gumawa na nung sa atin?

ME: si Arjay daw, sabi ni Jaja.

Justine: talaga? inaantok na ako e XD

Me: oo, daw eh.

edi matulog ka na ! haha xD

Justine: hahaha

Me: :)

Nadine: kent

papasa ko na ah, kaso walang package yung 2 lang nman :)

Justine: parehas lang ba yun bus speed at bus frequency?

Me: hmm.. ewan . hindi ata .

Justine: anong oras pasahan niyan bukas?

Me: walang sinabi si sir. sabi lang nya, sa thursday.

Then Justine PMed me.

Justine: gagawa ba talaga si arjay?

inaantok na talaga ako. ang panget pa ng net. -_-

Me: oo, daw eh. sabi sa'kin ni jaja kanina.

dapat tinanong natin si arjay eh.

Justine: oo nga e.

di bale

mag oonline nalang ako bukas ng maaga.

try ko gumawa.

Me: text mo kaya si arjay.

baka mag-double ang gawa.

Justine: wala ako load

di muna ako magloload.

Me: bukas na lang gawin, kung wala man syang nagawa. Mamaya meron na pla tayo, sayang effort mo.

[rinality]

January 10, 2012 (Tuesday)

We had our P.E today. Justine was a bit late. He's wearing a pants but he brought his racket with him. He sat near JR then JR called me and said "Rina, laro daw kayo ni Justine". I told him that Nathan borrowed my racket. Then JR borrowed others racket and gave it to me. I thought he will insist me to play with Justine but he decided to play with me. We played for a while but we also stopped when we felt tired. We came back to the bleacher. The others were looking at me. Justine was also looking but I didn't looked at himi at the eye. I dunno where to pass but I still found my way up besides my friends. 

Justine and Marvin decided to play. We watch them from a far. I think this will we the first time that I will watch Justine play something. I giggled when I saw him move and hit the shuttlecock with his racket. It's just that his movements was unusual and different fro the others. I just found it funny. Cedrix heard me and suddenly said "si Rina, kinikilig. Kay Justine lang nakatingin". I tried to deny it but it doesn't work. I just watched him until they stopped 'cause our prof called us.

We were arranging our things. Cedrix and I were teasing each other. Then he decided to get my bag and Regine told him to give it to Justine. I tried to run after him but he was quite fast so I didn't catch him. They saw Justine coming out of the comfort room so they called him. The boys went in their original seat which is on the 1st floor of the bleacher. Cedrix gave it to them. I come near them and looked for my bag. I saw it in front of Justine, just besides his bag. I asked the other boys to give it to me but Regine and the others told them not to give it to me. I told them to give it to me so Justine get it for me and gave it to me. They were all saying "ayyiieee~!!" and teased us. I just make a face and told them to stopped. Then they didn't stopped on teasing me, they've got my racket and gave it to Justine again. I looked for it on their place while the boys were talking to each other. I thought they didn't mind me looking at their place. But then when I said "wala naman dito eh", Justine get my racket and gave it to me. I guess he heard what i've said and knew that I didn't saw my racket so he initially gave it to me. They teased us again. After I've got my things, I went to sit with my friends again and fixed myself. I told them to stop doing silly things like that and they said "sus ! kinilig ka naman !". Of course, I denied it again but as usual, they didn't believed me.

JR finally told them about him courting Nadine.

Regine, Dexter, Jaja and I went to Greenhills. We met 2 boys in the bus, they are studying in UST. 

[rinality]

January 9, 2012 (Monday)

It's was the Fiesta of Nazarenno. I thought we have some classes today so I went to school. I was already in the train station when JR texted me that he's already in school and the guard didn't allow him to enter the school 'cause the classes are suspended. I redeemed my ticket and went home.