Dirty Hearts

So terrible are the hearts of rulers. They have power over everyone and answer to no one, they’re at their most dangerous when they change their minds. It’s much better, to live life among equals.

[riotwoody]

4th December

Sometimes I feel like fire, not in the sense that I burn in rage but that I destroy and dirty everything I touch. That the charred soot left by my fingers will remain long after I am gone. That the marks I leave will take years for people to repair, for them to forget.

Other times I feel like the fire doesn’t burn hot enough, that the rage and passion i once felt is gone. Left in its place is an empty shell.

I wish I knew how to regulate my fire, if there even is a way or if this is all in my head and I’m over thinking.

Perhaps I’m too self important.

Perhaps I’m mistaking ice for fire, that the burns I leave are frost bite.

[thatsrightice]

BTS footage from Top Gun (1986) filmed using Val Kilmer’s personal recording device.

Tom Cruise is not seen in many of the clips due to being away filming scenes that did not include the other pilots. Some of the shenanigans being had while not filmed can be viewed in this compilation.

(Uploaded to tik tok by skyler.slyy)

[feminismandmedia]

[riotwoody]

it’s not easy being the family disappointment but someone’s gotta do it

[riotwoody]

i can feel my relationship with my bsf deteriorating, but this time it’s not my fault and it sucks ass, like it’s always me starting the convos and even then she doesn’t say much :/

[riotwoody]

it’s so difficult when so much of myself is her, everything that calms me is something she showed me and it hurts even more knowing there’s nothing i can do

[riotwoody]

i forgot to post but it’s been 16 days!!! go me :)

[riotwoody]

i’m trying to stop smoking, and it’s been 6days and fuck i’m really craving a smoke

[riotwoody]

it still annoys me how my great grandfather was half Chinese but didn’t teach mandarin to my grandmother and I don’t know anything about that side of our family :/

[riotwoody]

its upsetting that I dont live in this happy world, that I dont live in a world with these thoughts. I just wanted to live a happy life where I do well in school get a job, fall in love and possibly have kids. Sadly I’m stuck in this world where I’m a lonely girl living in a lonely world.

[riotwoody]

i’m not poetic or gothic or romantic but that’s okay, i’m trying my best and that’s all i can do

[riotwoody]

babes i was not built to think critically, i was built to wear tight, low cropped shirts and stab motherfuckers

[byrons]

women don't belong in the kitchen! they belong in my arms

[byrons]

and if they are in the kitchen! it's because we're making dinner and I'm kissing her shoulder while she stirs the soup......

[riotwoody]

oh how painful it is to crave touch yet be repulsed by it just as much

[riotwoody]

titties? 

[husband]

[riotwoody]

I’m not striving to be perfect I’m striving to be human

[riotwoody]

and to think, my dreams were once filled with cotton candy and love