Sunflowers and Turtles || Stellie
adventurous-ellie:
There was Stan, her amazing and wonderful and perfect Stan speaking positivity to her to hand her hope when Ellie herself hardly felt like she had any left. She never felt as sick, fatigue and exhausted as she had the past month or so while being in this hospital. It scared her. It left her worried, and this… this was what had made the redhead so hesitant about ever entering a relationship under the condition she was under.
That she could leave at any moment and hurt the one person she never wanted to hurt.
Ellie returned Stan’s squeeze with her own, although her’s was weaker from the lack of strength that had been sucked out of her body. She smiled now too, because even though everything looked like it was getting worse, and her hope was slowly draining from her, Stan knew what to say to make every moment that much better.
“It was the hardest part and it does feel a lot better not having it around anymore.”
But her numbers were still low, and with low blood count numbers that meant she could easily get just as badly sick all over again, but this time she got sick well…. she didn’t have the numbers to fight it back and if she couldn’t fight it back…. Ellie brushed that thought away, her head falling over Stan’s shoulder.
“Thank you. Thank you for always being right here for me, for always knowing what to say exactly when I need it the most. You’re the best thing that has happened me to here.”
Stan rested his head against hers as it lay on his shoulder. She was thanking him for something he really didn’t think he needed thanks for. After all, wasn’t it supposed to be that he would stick with his girlfriend even when her numbers weren’t great. Stan wasn’t much of a fighter, but he wasn’t the one doing the fighting so it didn’t really hit him as much. He was just encouraging her to continue to fight. He was pretty okay with that. He did what he could and he just figured if it was enough the universe would show it to him soon.
“‘Course, Ells. I’ll always be here. So will Donatello and Scute. You’re somethin’ real special and I wouldn’t wanna give that up for anythin’.” He turned his head to press a kiss to her temple. “Take all the time I can get with ya.”















