⊳ 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐫 :
random asks/requests/originals + rebloging + shitposts. will write for what i feel like. (cursing will be present and not always noted)
⊳ 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞 :
riri, they/them, minor, INTP 5w6, ♍︎
𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 / characters i write for / 𝐀𝐒𝐊
𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒 - closed!! on break due to school and schedule, coming back tbd!!
⊳ 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 (link to details)
1. no inappropriate asks/questions/requests! i will be deleting them from my inbox when i see them. (no nsfw, suggestive is okay)
2. stick to my boundaries when requesting.
3. i am able to write requests (any gender/pronouns) but they may take a while due to schedule conflicts and my sideblog/s.
4. i am able to reject any requests or questions as i see fit.
5. topics that may trigger trauma for some people may be rejected.
6. no requests for specific readers (specific hair/eye colour). if not stated, please know that the reader will automatically be gender neutral (gn)!
please feel free to ask any questions even when my requests are closed! personal or about my writing are okay!
hi guys this will be a dead account i think so the asks in my inbox/drafts rn may never be finished but this acc is literally haunting me but i dont have time or motivation to write for tumblr (or anything in general).
i rlly like it here on tumblr btw! i just cant do it like how my friend/s do. i know im mostly mia but its actually quite nice here.
i think i wanna restart my tumblr experience tbh. im not gonna delete this account at all but i think i’ll be on a different account from now on (for like writing or because i wanna go around and look at tumblr stuff).
thank u for ur time and support if u see this! i’ll be publishing my wips/finished pieces (that i never published) if and when i feel comfortable.
seeing as my birthday is coming next month, I decided to open comms so I can save some money to spoil myself on my birthday <33
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cancellations are only allowed when I have not started on your piece yet. prices are non-negotiable and I’ll let you know beforehand if I need more time completing your commissioned piece.
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just for safety, I WILL NOT BE WRITING ANYTHING CONTAINING NAOYA ZEN’IN SLANDER.
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okay i saw about the big sister getting married but what their big sister getting prego
This is the final part and I think it's a good note to leave off on - but this whole series has been crazy I didn't expect it to blow up HSHDHS big thanks to the anons who requested the big sis au ❤️ All other parts are on the masterlist (down below)
Characters - All of Toman, Izana Kurokawa, Kakuchou Hitto (ft. Haitani Brothers, Wakasa Imaushi)
FEMALE READER
Masterlist
TOMAN BOYS + RAN HAITANI
✰ mikey appropriately calls it mtb (mini toman baby) - because that is the baby’s nickname for the longest mf time until you and ran find out the gender AND what you want to name your baby
✰ ran and rindou disapprove of the name; between the two of them the baby is called little monster (which you kinda prefer, but you just remain neutral and call your baby ‘momma’s little cutie’ to avoid conflict LMAO)
✰ honestly, over time, the boys have gradually grown to like ran and rindou - they respect the two enough, and that actually really like the way ran treats you
✰ they can tell he loves you <33
✰ when the find out your pregnant?? it’s all over - they’re all gonna be uncles and they’re literally so hyped for it
✰ i feel like mitsuya is the happiest tho - for obvious reasons (mana and luna are grown up now and, oddly enough, his life feels a little less dramatic without having to care for them constantly)
✰ ran is very careful during your pregnancy and will physically ban mikey, smiley and baji from visiting the house during your last month - as close as they’re allowed to get is to stand at the bottom of the front yard whilst you sit on the bench out front
✰ all three of them? really grumpy
✰ everyone else? kinda relieved
✰ oddly enough, hakkai does your food runs for you more than anyone else - he will look after you
✰ takemichi also does that thing where someone lifts a pregnant womans belly to relieve the stress on their back?? draken nearly beat him up when he saw bc he got scared, you had to explain it was fine and it actually helped
✰ expect draken to do it now, as well
✰ mitsuya sews all of your pregnancy clothes and puts corny phrases on the front - “bun in the oven” “move, i’m pregnant and a bad bitch” “help i can’t reach the top shelf” “hangry momma”
✰ literally makes your week whenever he presents you with a new gown or t-shirt <33
✰ souya and nahoya? absolutely overjoyed when they find out you’re having twins, boys, especially when you say that you want those two to come up with some cute matching names
✰ the list is long but omg the names are all so cute - you and ran have a lot of picking to do
✰ chifuyu and kazutora induce what i like to call “animal therapy” where they bring small puppies and kittens to your house so you don’t feel isolated bc you’re always at home
✰ never seen baji hiss but the moment some man gets too close to you when he’s helping you with picking out baby clothes for your baby twin boys (literally said “oh, you look like the type to be a single mother - you’d be lucky to have me” like mf stfu you idiot)
✰ baji kicked his ass, and you call him your little protector (he’s so happy like?? makes his whole year ngl)
✰ the girls (emma, yuzuha and hinata) all plan the baby shower
✰ so everyone, and i mean everyone, collectively agreed that rindou was gonna be the babies godfather - and he nearly cried, bc he literally thought either draken or mikey were gonna get it?? </3
✰ GIVE HIM PREGNANT MOMMA HUGS
✰ okay but honestly, at the end of the day - they’re both scared of you, and for you; you get really cranky and their crazy shenanigans really proves that to be worse than they initially thought it’d be, but you’re also really soft and get upset so quickly due to your hormones being all over the show
✰ when the babies are born, you can expect absolute protection - with toman’s big sister and one of roppongi’s monsters as parents, that’s a given, but these little babies also have insane uncles
✰ mikey is probably the best with children because he acts like one himself sometimes - your twins (appropriately named rintarou - kinda a spin from rindou, it was ran’s idea - and rura)
✰ they have a favourite uncle - funnily enough rura finds himself gravitating towards uncle rindou, and rintarou prefers the ever-loving takemichi (and, in turn, baji and chifuyu)
✰ lots of family gatherings - and very adorably crazy birthdays <33
✰ the neighbourhood call you the “odd ball family”
IZANA KUROKAWA, KAKUCHOU HITTO + WAKASA IMAUSHI
✰ wakasa had to leave the house for the first 3 weeks of your announced pregnancy because izana chased him with a knife- i’m not kidding
✰ “you defiled my big sister, you monster!”
✰ mm, protective baby brothers vibes
✰ kakuchou lowkey gets bitter at the idea of you having kids because he won’t be the “baby of the family” anymore
✰ but the two of them?? so very helpful and loving
✰ izana goes out at 3am to collect things you need to make the experience as comfortable as possible - your pregnancy cravings, heat packs, etc.
✰ eventually lets wakasa back into the house bc you cry about not having your husband with you >:( he’s not happy about it tho
✰ kakuchou makes it his mission to spend every waking moment with you - he cooks for you, offers to do basic household chores you’re perfectly capable of doing yourself, and even runs you soothing bubble baths
✰ i literally can’t even express how they give me “guard dog” vibes - like, you’ll just go to the supermarket or the store down the street and they’ll size up any mf who looks twice at you
✰ they know you’re a little insecure at the growing weight (but you’re carrying a second person in your belly, it’s normal), and even more-so at your newly appearing stretch marks
✰ you recall that one time a bunch of middle schoolers thought it’d be okay to insult you, a heavily pregnant, hormonal mess - you started crying, and those middle schoolers spent a few weeks in hospital
✰ good job ‘zana <3
✰ okay wakasa?? best baby daddy - best husband e v e r
✰ works his ass off to provide anything you need; literally has a “baby fund” and “(name) fund” and puts a lot of money in each after his paycheck
✰ takes you to the hot springs once a month to relieve any stress on your body
✰ also learns how to massage you - gives you foot massages (he hates feet, lowkey gags and it makes you laugh so much)
✰ one time when he gagged and you laughed, you felt your baby kick for the first time - he might have teared up but says “no, it’s because your feet stink” <//3
✰ you guys find out it’s a baby girl and,, izana just grins so brightly, kakuchou cheers and wakasa just smiles
✰ this little princess? protected <3
✰ izana, kakuchou and wakasa paint the nursery together as a bonding experience and they actually grow a lot closer
✰ wakasa and izana talk with each other and it ends with a hug - they’re both really happy with this outcome
✰ wakasa has made it adament that he’s not kicking izana and kakuchou out of your guys’ house - they’re family, and they can stay however long they like >:(
✰ the previously orphaned kids have never felt so thankful - because, once again, a reliable adult figure in their life isn’t abandoning them :((
✰ and, now, welcome baby amane into the world
✰ after your pregnancy, you do a lot of hibernating (it’s really relaxing because of the weight you were carrying, and now you’re not)
✰ izana?? absolutely smitten, calls her his little teddybear
✰ wakasa actually actively asks izana and kakuchou to babysit amane and offers to pay them - they reject the offer every single time
✰ “use that money to get amane-chan a new teddybear” <33333333
✰ the whole street love your dysfunctional little family
✰ tbh, it’s like you and wakasa have three kids instead of just 1 LMAO
Rindou loves animals, and watches National Geographic or Discovery all the time. There will be times when he and Ran are just walking around Roppongi, and he suddenly just blurts out an animal fact that he discovered that day. Ran finds it absolutely adorable, the way Rindou's eyes glowed behind his glasses when he'd indulge him and ask more.
His favorite places to wander are the zoo, or aquariums, and he can spend the whole day there without getting bored. He usually goes during dead hours, when there's less people.
At school (or at least when he used to go still), his biology marks are the highest in the entire department and it baffles everyone because??!? he's been suspended twice now?! How the hell he get those grades?! (Some students think he threatened the teachers, but he wouldn't stoop that low).
And of course, Ran's his biggest supporter. If he notices hat Rindou's a little down in the dumps lately, he'd offer to take him to an aquarium field trip across Tokyo, or a petting zoo he loved going to as a kid. All his treat too!
It never fails to put a smile on little Haitani's face.
actor!mikey is always checking on his co-stars after filming a fight scene. ‘i didn’t hit you did i?’ is definitely something he always says.
i can honestly imagine the tokyorev cast being very fucking funny… i feel like actor!mitsuya always laughs during a serious scene (same with actor!takemichi like he could just be filming a scene where he is supposed be getting beat up or crying and just die laughing)
actors that forget their lines the most have to be baji, chifuyu, draken (emma stays laughing her ass off at him) … i think actor!kazutora is always asking the director if he can help with camera because it looks fun “wait, can i help with this scene?” he says while running off set.
what baji, chifuyu and draken do/say when they forget their lines
baji - i think he’ll look directly at the camera with a certain face and everyone will just know and start laughing at him “don’t laugh at me!” he says while laughing at himself.
chifuyu - “fuck” i think he says that a lot especially when he forgets his lines and he definitely over-exaggerates it a lot but not in a bad way more in a funny dramatic way.
draken - he can’t be serious, i think he stumbles over his words and covers his mouth with his hand to start giggling about it so he would definitely be like “i am so sorry” while dying of laughter.
all of them find dying scenes funny, they mess up the scenes by saying something cringy other than lines or making a funny face while there supposed to be seriously dead in the scene.
um … baji & chifuyu really do be bestfriends on set and on the show, they are always play fighting and ruining eachothers scenes on purpose “oh—i’m sorry was i in your shot?” and they definitely end up having a bunch of interviews together (when the whole cast has an interview together it is definitely chaotic and most of them can’t sit still).
actor!naoto makes fun of his serious look
actor!hanma has a spritz bottle laugh that ends up literally killing everyone during a scene
actor!hina doesn’t forget her lines but her placements during a scene everyone (especially takemichi) has to remind her “hina your supposed to be over here” and she’s just like “oh-“ like she’ll being doing a scene and end up doing a certain hand movement or gesture she isn’t supposed to do but they end up going with it anyways AND she definitely makes fun of the death scenes and laughs when takemichi has to film a crying scene with her and he’s just like “are you laughing at my tears again?”
actors!peh & pah have to always be running off somewhere, literally no one can ever find them when it’s there turn to film…
actor!kisaki is always defending his character tbh and whenever someone tries to get on him about it he is like “ok but didn’t you character do *insert random thing that can be held against them* though”. i also feel like he is always fucking with the props (baji too! he definitely breaks something and is like “aw shit” cause he knows he is gonna get in trouble)
actor!mitsuya IS LIKE TOM HOLLAND THAT ONE TIME … lemme just show you WATCH. actor!hakkai gets on him about it all them time like “dude you are gonna get fired STOP” and he is definitely the one to have to watch him on interviews
actor!sanzu is always fucking up his makeup by accident and always has to go back to the makeup trailer like “yeah… it smeared again” (he pisses the makeup artist off THEY KNOW HE DOESNT MEAN TO THOUGH) like he’ll wipe his face with his hand and forget he has on important makeup
actors!emma and draken are always making fun of each other and i do feel like they would be the ones to actually end up dating in real life
actor!senju is hyper and is always running around on set, i think actor!wakasa laughs a lot during scenes and enjoys his lollipops (a real life sweetheart though)…
actor!taiju has to swear he isn’t mean to his fans “don’t be afraid to talk to me guys”ANDDDD is a real life sweetheart
actors!hakkai and yuzuha give off real sibling energy though … they embody it so well (they are definitely best friends in real life and always being seen at events together)
actors!mikey and draken are bestfriends irl also and they are always being seen together ON set and OFF set, always eating and having long drawn conversations, their trailers are across from eachothers… (also with baji and chifuyu and kazutora they are always in one of the others trailer tbh)
actor!ran does his own braids tbh, always fucking up props and always laughing
actor!rindou definitely pulls pranks (he just looks suspicious) with his co-star baji (you already know his ass be pulling pranks) and i think draken be pulling them too especially on mikey and he just be like “bro…” definitely be beating they ass fr MIKEY IS DEFINITELY THE MOM OF EVERYONE LOL
actors!smiley and angry are brothers in real life of course and definitely pop up a lot in the bloopers together … literally always getting in trouble, always in one of their co-stars trailer, always missing with pah & peh lol (OH AND angry can’t be serious for nothing… especially when filming them crying scenes)
they all get on eachothers nerves, they all LOVE there fans like they love to piss yall off (mostly .. BAJI, mitsuya, draken, emma & hina (loves to piss yall off TOGETHER) and chifuyu and SANZU (he is always fw yall PLS)
actor!hanma claims he dating all his fans when he gets asked who is he dating “literally my fans” (mikey, baji, mistuya and chifuyu too)
LASTLY when the whole cast has to do a table read they are just as invested as WE are … complaining, coming for eachother, laughing and definitely crying at the scenes they have to later film… yall they have so much fun together, the whole cast is more like a big ass friend group.
hii can you write chifuyu angst it doesn’t matter how you write it ^_^
「 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 」
when chifuyu's s/o gets into an accident and develops amnesia.
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠... matsuno chifuyu x gn!reader
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 - drunk driving, (mentions of) death, severe injury, slight angst? (i cant write angst for shit)
𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 - i was so sad when i got this req guys this is my little meow meow what am i supposed to think of... also its so cliche bc i was playing minecraft and thought of this i almost cried while building my house
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔 loves you with all of his heart and more. you knew that-- for a while at least. now he wishes that you remembered who he even was.
on the second day of august in the year of 2005, chifuyu gave you a matching necklace. it was a black cat that was supposed to curl up with its white counterpart like it was a ying-yang symbol.
“‘fuyu, i told you that you really shouldn’t be spending your money on me.”
“no, it’s fine! anything to remind us of our love...”
“you don’t have to get us anything to remind us as long as we’re together, ya know?”
“think worst case scenario--! like one of us losing our memory...”
he planned out an entire date for the fifth, three days after giving you your half of the necklace. but it never happened.
later that same day, you took a taxi for some sort of business that your parents set you up for.
for some reason, there was some sort of lunatic or drunk driver who was driving an industrial truck. they ran a red light at a big intersection, and hit several different cars, which included the one you were in.
thankfully, you and your driver were alive, though sustained several traumas and only a few life-threatening injuries. many of the other people within the accident were in the same boat as you or dead.
as soon as he heard, chifuyu rushed to the hospital that you were being operated in. as soon as you were stable, you would be transferred to a hospital closer your residence. and as soon as you were accepting visitors, chifuyu would become the next usain bolt.
it wasn’t very soon, but he was able to see you a month and a half after the initial incident. your procedures were successful, though you had a serious brain injury that rendered the majority of your body paralyzed and caused amnesia.
there were two types of amnesia that you could have gotten. the type where you struggle to make new memories and the type where you forget your past memories. unfortunately, you had the latter.
“will you still fall in love with me if you forgot me?”
“of course i would! why wouldn’t i?”
“didn’t you hate me at first?”
“it-- it was the personality that counts!”
chifuyu was your first visitor, even before your parents.
“(y/n), don’t you remember me?” you stared at the strange fake blond with an undercut blankly. who was this? and why did he act like he knew you?
“ah, i’m sorry! i don’t think i know you, apologies.” your boyfriend’s smile dropped. what did you mean that you didn’t know him? you were even given your necklace back, how did you forget?
“i’m your boyfriend, (y/n). matsuno chifuyu. remember me now?”
you grin sheepishly. “no clue, sorry. i didn’t know i had a boyfriend, really.”
at this point, chifuyu looks more deflated than a pre-pumped balloon.
“well, even if you don’t remember me-- will you, er, will you still accept me as your boyfriend..?” you sigh. you were already tired, and your patience was growing thin.
“look, i don’t know who the hell you are but i’m really not interested in having a boyfriend while barely remembering someone,” you snap. “maybe past-me loved you but i don’t love you right now. talk to me about being my boyfriend after we become friends.”
you sucked on your teeth and closed your eyes. if you couldn’t see him, he wasn’t there.
“chifuyu, whoever you are...” you trail, your eyes still closed.
I just recently followed you…and frckn hell FHFJFKFK WHY ALL UR POSTS ARE SO HCKN GOOD???? I lit spend all my day reading and then REreading all of them ahah thank you for such a ✨masterpiece✨ (my heart can stand THIS amount of perfection and cutenes 💔)
Sooo…I saw that your rqs are open now, so can I possibly request the boys (preferably bonten!Mikey, Chifuyu, Izana and Koko) with very soft, caring and king-hearted s/o (someone who is like “when you can’t fine the sunshine, be the sunshine” type) ? Every time I read about Mikey, I feel this sudden need to hug him, feed him(I mean hey, the guy needs to have a proper meal) and just reassure him that he deserves everything in this world. Kinda same goes for Izana and Koko….about Chifuyu, well, I just want to smother him with hugs, kisses, love and affection and tits too💔
If you don’t want to write, it’s all cool and fine! Just be safe and comfortable with whatever you do💓
𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 - GOD I ALSO WANNA HUG MIKEY??? AND TY FOR THE COMPLIMENTS??? i honestly dont think i do very well but if u like it then ill still be writing <33 BUT YEAH IM SUCH A HOPELESS ROMANTIC AND TOUCH STARVED ARUGRHGHJDSFHKJ AND THEY’RE MY BABIES TOO.. they all deserve it. every single one of them deserve the best hugs. (also, mini break from fooled ya because i want some variety but i am working on it!! <3)
𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐘 doesn’t live the best life. a life of crime, a life of mental illness, a life of loneliness. this is what people mean by “money can’t buy you happiness”.
though somehow, through his troubles and “dark impulses”, he found you-- his beloved spouse. got married as soon as the two of you could, knowing each other since he started his second gang, kanto manji gang.
it sounds really cheesy; the both of you knew that, but frankly, who was to judge when you still loved each other like any other couple?
the years pass and manjirou disbands kanto manji gang and heads off to start up something new... bonten. before that, he cuts and bleaches his hair to match someone he knew of (apparently). though he’s not much of an artist, he designs the logo and insists that he gets it as a tattoo.
and he changes. he becomes more and more cold towards you and everyone else around him. you worry that you had done something for this to happen, but after days and days of thinking, you couldn’t think of anything you had done.
you were relatively easy-going with his decisions, and often times supported him unconditionally. so what happened? you really couldn’t figure it out, but you did know one thing amidst your roaring questions.
you still loved him, and you were sure that he still loved you. deep down, he cared for you in different ways, but he always swore to protect you and keep you happy.
～ 佐野万次郎 ～
in just a few days from now, it was going to be you and manjirou’s 10th year wedding anniversary, though you haven’t even been seeing each other much since he rarely came home and when he did, he would either come home at ungodly hours of the night or ignore you completely. it honestly hurt a little to be married and in love with a man who barely acknowledges your existence anymore.
“what should i do... wait will he even come home on time!?”
you laid your head down on the table of the vip room of a bar that your husband owned. next to you was a mostly-sober yuzuha, accompanying your drunken breakdown. a few shot glasses were strewn across the marble top.
“you’ve asked that about twenty times already, (y/n). let’s get you a ride home--”
“NOPE! i can... i can walk home..!” you retort, though clearly under the influence. “i’m a grown adult, i’ll be fine!!”
you were not fine, though you got home safe.
there was lots of drunk people out on the streets-- catcalling you vulgarly, calling you slurs, you name it. not like you were so much more sober than them, but you were sober enough to process their words.
for the majority of your life, as far as you could remember, you were either the top dog that everyone listened to and praised or protected by mikey, so you forgot how it felt for this to happen.
once you got home, just just went straight to your shared bedroom to see yet another note on your nightstand. it looked like scribbles to you at the moment, so you made the executive decision to just not read it, like the past few notes you’ve gotten. it was probably from mikey, seeing how he was the only other person with the key, and it probably said that he wasn’t gonna be home for a while (again).
you sigh, softly landing on the giant bed. somehow, it wasn’t the lonely, stone cold bed it usually was. it was surprisingly warm.
alarmed, you jump up and take a better look at the assumed-empty bed. there laid your husband, still in his normal all-black clothing. jeez, did this man ever change his clothes? they must be dirty and musty to say the least.
“manjirou?!”
“that’s me, alright.” your heart started to race, and breathing started to become heavy. he notices this and his eyebrows furrow.
“hey, hey, what’s wrong, sunshine?”
sunshine. he hadn’t called you that in years.
“why don’t you ever fucking come home, you douche??” at this point you were sobbing. as if the alcohol you consumed wouldn’t make you dehydrated, the crying would. “you make me so worried, you know that??”
he gets up from the bed and gives you a soft hug. you nuzzle your head into his shoulder while your bawled your eyes out. there were faint traces of some kind of cologne on him, and it seems like he just showered too.
“c’mon, let’s go to bed. i’ll explain everything to you when you wake up.” he tightens the embrace. “just remember that i’ll always love and protect you.”
after a few more minutes of his warm embrace, you let go.
“the (y/n) i know doesn’t cry like this. they’re always bubbly and smiling.” he gives you the biggest smile you’ve ever seen him give anyone.
“and most importantly, the one who’s given my life meaning.”
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔 loves you to bits and loves to spoil you with all of his money. he would buy you the whole world if he could. (he’s working on it, but this capitalist world isn’t working out for him.)
and no matter how much he loved you, you loved him back even more. like it was some kind of competition. “who could love each other more” every single day. sometimes the two of you would flirt inside of the petshop after closing and kazutora would be sick of it after a long and tiring day.
“i know you love each other, but would it kill you if you just waited until you got home??”
“nah, i gotta recharge my energy so i can help you.”
“WE’VE BEEN DONE CLEANING FOR TODAY.”
the two of you enjoyed doting on each other and always went out of your day to do some kind of act of service for the other, especially during work hours.
for example: you would purposely wake up late and promise to take the train over to the petshop every so often to give it to him when you finished.
“yeah, it’ll just get it over to you! you should go before you’re late again, fuyu.”
he, on the other hand, would show up unannounced, saying that there was an emergency but it was just that he was taking you out of work early that day for a date. (he would do this while the two of you were in school too.)
he was... quite dramatic.
“I NEED (L/N) (Y/N)-- IT’S AN EMERGENCY!!”
“please calm down sir; tell me what’s happening--”
“TELL THEM IT’S PEKE J..!”
“you came here last week and said that he was dead.”
all would end well anyway. either it was a day off for you or a small visit that’ll always make his day was enough for the both of you.
it would all become good memories anyway. the two of you promised to always stay together, even if times were tough. you were like the epitome of the ideal couple, really. everyone in high school was jealous of the two of you and how perfect you were.
“wow, look at matsuno and (l/n), aren’t they cute together?”
“i would be devastated for them if they ever split up!”
“god, i wish i were them.”
from the start, this relationship wouldn’t have started if not for your bubbly attitude. always so friendly to everyone, and never really held any real grudges.
you were his sunshine, and he swore to always protect you even at the cost of his life.
𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐍𝐀 was weary of love. he was an orphan, and the son of a whore. not to mention that he was mixed in a mostly homogenous society like japan, he was destined to be outcasted from the start.
he had only experienced familial and platonic love once in his life separately. sano shinichirou and kakuchou hitto, respectively.
he had felt betrayed by the man who he had called his brother, and never wanted to look back. he believed that love was fake, and that kakuchou was his only crutch in this world.
or that was what he thought until he had met you.
unlike him, you loved everyone. you were friends with everyone. and you didn’t care about what they looked like, did, or came from. as long as they weren’t an immediate threat, you were determined to make them your friend.
of course, this applied to izana. and maybe a little too well. because he quickly fell in love with your positive attitude towards everything. obviously, you knew how to still know right from wrong and when to acknowledge reality from positivity, but you were bright.
and he loved that about you.
the two of you met while he was on a bench in a park. it was a particularly nice day and you had taken a day off from work, so a nice stroll would make your day better, wouldn’t it?
it was getting a little dark at that point, though it was in a pretty well-lit area so you weren’t so scared. for years, you took martial arts classes and climbed up the ranks and ever since then, you continued to practice your skills though quit the formal classes. quite a formidable opponent, if you do say so yourself.
during your short saunter around the small park, you saw a tanned man with outgrown white hair. it looked natural, and it didn’t seem like it would be because of any type of albinism. he was laying on a bench, cuddling to himself on the cold autumn evening.
“uh, sir, would you like something..? like a blanket or a jacket..?” he looks up at you with the most empty eyes you had ever seen on a person.
“no, i’m fine.” and he left it at that. he didn’t even look at you, though he saw a glimpse of your clothing and liked to refer to you as the “red scarf person”.
from that point on, you took it upon yourself to see if he was there every night. spoiler alert: he was.
after a few consecutive nights of spotting him on the exact same bench, you decided to offer him a place to stay. you weren’t the wealthiest, but you had enough space and money to take care of someone by yourself for a few months.
you took in a big breath, preparing yourself for possible rejection or a random dude living with you because you cared too much.
“okay... i can do this. this is fine, he’ll just move out at some point anyway...” you mumbled to yourself.
as you made your way towards him, you checked your back if you had the backpack full of items for him if he didn’t accept. if you couldn’t house him, then you would at least have things to help him.
“hello?” you meekly peeked towards the spot where the tanned man laid to see if you were intruding as if you weren’t in a public park outside and in front of a bench.
he glances up, recognizing that red scarf that you had worn every time you went to check up on him inconspicuously. he didn’t wanna show it, but he was excited. he saw you hiding behind trees and pretending not to be there for the past few days.
“hm? there something you need?” on the outside, he seemed indifferent. on the inside, his heart was bouncing around, though he just felt like he shouldn’t trust you.
“oh! hi! i don’t know if you remember me but i’m the one who asked if you needed a blanket or jacket the other day?” he looks at you with bored eyes, though you could tell that he was fairly interested. “well, i was wondering if you were interested in a place to stay? you can, um, can stay at my place for the time being..! i know it’s weird to suddenly have a stranger come up to you and--”
“--okay.”
you blink, trying to process what he has just muttered.
OH MY GOD HE JUST AGREED... WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO??
“sure thing!! you must be cold-- i have a spare coat in my backpack that i brought. you can keep it, it’s old anyway.” he thanked you and you started to making your way back to your apartment, every once in a while looking back at him to make sure he was following along.
once you got to your apartment, which was actually quite far away by foot, the man stops at the doorway.
“if i died, would you be sad?” what a weird question. you laughed a little, though he didn’t.
“of course i would! why wouldn’t i?” he smiles.
“i’ll think of you too.”
in reality, he saw you as someone who would always stay by his side, just as the sun always came back after each night.
𝐊𝐎𝐊𝐎 was always left alone or used for his money-making prowess. he never really had any lasting friends, especially after leaving inui.
just like another certain bonten executive, he would only trust and be loyal to mikey, believing that everyone is a backstabbing bitch or would end up leaving him.
it was another night with the other executives. at a bar, out in the open, though each person hired someone to accompany them.
you and koko had met years before him reaching out to hire you. it had probably been almost half a decade before this, honestly. he was attracted to your positive view on the world and everyone around you.
he found you intriguing.
as someone who never really had someone who would keep to his side, he really wondered how someone could trust others so innocently-- so easily, just as he used to.
he also denied the fact that he actually did have feelings for you. not just platonic feelings, but romantic ones.
but god, there was just something about you that he just couldn’t explain. something that always brought him back to you.
maybe it was the way you presented yourself. confident, flawless, and very animated. never could he imagine you being down in the dumps.
～ 九井一 ～
“so you wanted to hang out... at a bar..?”
“do you not like it here? there’s nothing stopping you from leaving.” you sighed and leaned into his embrace. he was so warm... either that or it was the alcohol. you only had around two or three shots, but your face was already so warm.
“no, i just would think that we would be somewhere else. maybe for dinner or something..?” he looked down at you for the first time that night.
“why don’t we do that the next time i’m free, yeah?” you look up at him and give him a big grin.
