Dauntless

Richelle /ri•shel/ 16 years of chasing dreams. A good girl with bad side. Gamer. Graphic artist wannabe. Sonny Ventura's ❤ Curious Reader/s

[rishelazy]

wow it’s been 5 years.

[cinemakid]

[smelliott-smelliott]

[rishelazy]

[rishelazy]

Things I want to do with you.

[edings]

[republicx]

[rishelazy]

I have learned that if you are down, stay down. Don’t get back on your fucking feet until you are prepared to stand. Don’t get up until you have learned why you fell. Nine times out of ten, it is because you were weighing down on someone who could no longer hold you. You gave someone your power. You forgot about yourself. Let me tell you something - there is one person there for you. One person. It’s the same person that wipes your shit and feeds you and cleans up your vomit after a drunken night. It’s the same person who brushes your teeth and tends to your wounds and gets your crying ass out of the shower. The same one that tucks you into bed and cradles you in the night and fights off the darkness and embraces the light. It’s you. It’s always been you. Don’t get off that fucking ground because you see somebody you know or somebody you want to know, or somebody you can rely on. Wipe your fucking face and get up for you. Because you can. Because it’s the least of what you owe yourself.

[tropical-size]

[rishelazy]

why

[rishelazy]

“Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. Not yet. Soon, maybe.”

— Joan Bauer, Almost Home

[rishelazy]

I want to go back in blogging.

After several months, I'm here again. I left tumblr because of league of legends. Idk why I chose playing over blogging. I tried my best to learn that game and fortunately I learned it a lot and I really enjoyed it. So yeah, a blogger turns into gamer and as I expected, I lost many followers. My thousands became hundreds. I'm sorry for being inactive. My laziness just prevailed. I terribly miss blogging. I'll try my best to write worthwhile posts like before. Lol I hope so. 

[spiritualinspiration2]

[rishelazy]

In life, oftentimes we are waiting for something; waiting for a dream to come to pass, waiting to meet the right person, waiting for a problem to turn around. When things aren’t happening as fast as we would like, it’s easy to get frustrated. But you have to realize that the moment you prayed, God established a set time to bring the promise to pass.

God has a set time for your opportunity. There is a set time for that problem to turn around, a set time for your healing, your promotion, your breakthrough. It may be tomorrow, or next week, or five years from now. But when you understand the time has already been set, it takes all the pressure off. You won’t live worried, wondering when this is ever going to happen. You’ll relax and enjoy your life knowing that the promise has already been scheduled and your answer is on the way!

Prayer for Today:

Father, I choose to trust in Your timing. I trust that You have my best in mind. I believe that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. Thank You for ordering my steps and leading me in the life of blessing You have in store for me in Jesus’ name. Amen.

[the-worship-project]

[weeeenhi]

I want you to fall for me so hard,

[rishelazy]

that you become scared to lose me. I want you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I want you to fall as hard for me, as I’ll fall for you. I want you to remember me always, and I want you to chase after me when I push you away. I want you to pull me back when I’m trying to leave. I want to feel the reflexes of my own words. I want you to keep me grounded when I’ve done wrong. I want you to be relentless.

I don’t want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I want you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you’ve never even felt this way about someone before. And if I left, I would want every thing we ever shared to make you remember me. I want all the things we did, said, and never got to; to make you remember me by. I want to know you’ll fall so hard for me that if a song we shared came up on the radio; it would make you have this sudden sharp pain in your chest. And in those fleeting seconds, I hope you know how much you fell in love with me and how you can’t live without me. I hope then, you’ll come chasing after me. It’s selfish I know but I want to be the only girl you have your eyes on. I want to be the only girl you actually fell for. I actually want to be the girl you end up with. I want to know you’ll fight for me.

Pretty please? :( 

[rishelazy]

There is no such thing as perfect relationship. But if you’re both happy with what have you have, I guess that’s more than perfect. There may be two things involved in your relationship, hate and love, but the love always rules over hate. You can just be yourself around each other comfortably. No lies, no backstabbing, no secrets. The girl is absolutely safe whenever she’s in his boy’s arms. And the boy is doing everything to take care of that wonderful possession he has in his arms. 

[inspiring-pictures]

[staypozitive]

[itsmisscurrenttrends-deactivate]

[rishelazy]

There’s somebody out there who will. You deserve someone who listens to you. Hears every word and knows what to do. When you’re feeling hopeless, lost and confused; there’s somebody out there who will.

You need a man who holds you for hours. Make your friends jealous when he brings you flowers. And laughs when he says they don’t have like ours. There’s somebody out there who will.

He’ll take you dancing and pull you in close. Spin you around and won’t let you go till they turn the lights off and he’ll take you home. There’s somebody out there who will.

Tossing and turning and dreaming at night about finding him, and praying and hoping you might. Coz’ you deserve someone who knows how to treat you right.

There’s somebody out there who’s looking for you. Someday he’ll find you I swear that it’s true. He’s gonna kiss you and you feel the world stand still. There’s somebody out there who will.

[rishelazy]

Kapag nawala na siya sa piling mo, saka mo lang masasabing sana pala pinahalagahan mo siya, saka mo lang matatanto na dapat sana ginawa mo ang lahat para sa kanya.