The first one -- I dreamed of, My first, My sunshine on a cloudy day Trapped me in his embrace of-- uncertainty The second one -- I prayed for, I asked for him, God answered Just the air I needed to breathe Giving me the space I needed to heal And when I lost both by choosing the first, That's when I finally understood That the sunshine was never him(but me) And the air is just what I need
and i just want to breathe
















