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Always looking for answers.

[rising-psyche]

I know you're taking a break Victoria, take care of yourself, I hope you heal from whatever conditions you're in. I hope you get better ❤️

Thank you so much for your support, my friend. I wish I could express enough how much these gestures mean to me. My life is being cruel to me, as it has been most of the time, but I will get better and then I will be able to dedicate myself to this account as before. I care about your presence. ❤️

[rising-psyche]

I'm stepping away from this space for a while, guys. I need to try to improve from the condition I'm in right now, I mean. Take care, everyone. ❤️

[mutilateddicks-deactivated20250]

who are your fave mutuals

@amputatedangel @amputee2705 @aqualityofthought @smarty1949 @vampirecookieprincess @rh1nest0neheartss @mortuarydolls @rising-psyche @iwuvcannibalism @ghostlyangelnightmar @luvleyangeldust @kn1fed1ck @casket0 and ++++ others that I am gatekeeping

[rising-psyche]

🥺❤️❤️❤️

[rising-psyche]

One of Jeffrey's greatest peculiarities when he was finally discovered was certainly how he collaborated with the investigation to find all of his victims. Initially, the idea was suggested by Patrick Kennedy and Dennis Murphy as his way of showing that he truly regretted what he had done — which he readily appreciated and accepted.

"This lightened the mood and he took my notebook, writing that he wanted to talk to me and Murphy. He would contact Mr. Boyle later. He then signed and dated his statement. I left the room and returned to the conference room where the chief and company were still discussing the matter, handing my notebook to Boyle. After reading it, he looked at me disdainfully and showed it to the inspector. "Is that how it is going to be?" The inspector shook his head and said, "Detective Kennedy, we have decided to allow the attorney to speak to your client. Since he's already here and he was hired by the defendant's father, I think he should be allowed in." Boyle walked past me into the interrogation room, asking Murphy to leave and closing the door behind him. Murphy and I stood together as the commanders huddled and talked. Murphy confided to me that Gerald Boyle was a high-powered defense attorney who had run for district attorney and had been a close ally of the police in the past. "I just hope we convinced Jeff to stay with us," he whispered. A moment or two passed and Boyle re-emerged from the interrogation room looking stressed and disgusted. He was holding a waiver form stating that he had advised his client not to talk to us; however, Dahmer had told Boyle of his intention to complete the task of identifying all the victims. Jeff signed the waiver despite Boyle's advice not to. Boyle looked directly at Murphy and me and said, "Okay. Look, guys, he wants to cooperate, but I want one of my associates in the room with you while this is being done. I'm sending one of them to sit in on the sessions." He left and Murphy slapped me on the back, telling me we had done it, and the two of us walked back to the interrogation room. We opened the door to the room and found Dahmer smoking contentedly. "Well, what's going on?" he asked. "It's all right," Murphy said with a smile, patting him on the shoulder. He sat down next to Dahmer. "Now we can take all the time we need to identify each victim." Dahmer seemed taken aback by Murphy's display of masculine bravado and was clearly uncomfortable with the term "victim." I asked Dahmer about the nature of his discussion with Boyle. "Well, what did you say?" I asked. Dahmer took another cigarette from the pack, lit it, and said, "I told him everything we talked about last night, Pat. I told him that I had already told him all of my crimes. That I felt that the only way to show the world, my family, and myself that I was truly sorry for what I had done was to cooperate with you. I told him I wanted to keep talking to you two until we found everyone." We all sat in silence for a moment. Murphy smiled widely and Dahmer seemed to be happy that we were satisfied with the outcome of the situation". (Grilling Dahmer: The Interrogation Of "The Milwaukee Cannibal – Patrick Kennedy and Robyn Maharaj).

[clubbing-at-219]

“The cat's doing fine. She always wants to be brushed." Jeff nodded. "You know how she likes that." "Yeah." "She's always trying to be brushed," I said. "Remember how you used to do it?" He stared at me silently. I shrugged, and added nothing else.”

A Father's Story Lionel Dahmer

[clubbing-at-219]

"Jeffrey is a very, very, very private person," said his lawyer, Gerald Boyle. “He's very cordial, very polite, very, very ashamed of what he is." His demeanour changed only once. The afternoon the case went to the jury, he carried into court a copy of a supermarket tabloid with his picture on the corner. The headline read: ‘Milwaukee Cannibal Kills His Cellmate.' The accompanying story said Dahmer also ate the man. "Isn't it amazing what they come up with?" Jeff quipped, flashing the tabloid which had been doctored to include The Milwaukee Journal masthead.

[manie-sans-delire-xx]

I hate when people act like just because someone didnt have psychosis, their mental illness is irrelevant to a crime. Same with trauma. Or that just because a young person "knew it was wrong/illegal", that their age shouldnt be considered. As if not knowing is the reason why people commit crimes.

Mental illness, history of trauma, and age are always relevant to a person's psychology and their crimes, and should always be mitigating factors.

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Is it still there Jeff? Does it ever go away?

“- I wish it would go away I wish there was some way to completely get rid of the complusive thoughts,the feelings,it’s not nearly so bad now that there is no avenues to actually act on it but no it never seems to go completely away.”

[i-mawco]

Unreleased Photos of Dahmers apartament (part 2/3)

[livefromapt213]

Jeffrey Dahmer’s Paraphilias

Splanchnophilia-a pattern of erotic arousal to the visual imagery of the glistening surface of organs. When Jeffrey Dahmer was in high school, he went on a field trip with his class to the natural history museum. He recalled seeing a corpse in the anatomical position. It had been cut from head to torso, the organs on display. It fascinated him so much that he stood there staring at it, becoming so engrossed with his discovery, that he lost the rest of his class. He found it erotic and it was the glistening of the organs that he became aroused by. A number of common fetishes in which men find ‘glistening’ erotic are silk, nylon, and latex. 

Necrophilia-a pattern of erotic arousal to corpses. This paraphilia is what Dahmer’s defense attorneys said was the reason behind his possible legal insanity. He was diagnosed with having this paraphilia by several psychiatrists during his evaluation before his trial. Dr. Wayne Myers said that “Sexual perversion is a way of mastering earlier emotional trauma through scenarios that add sexual pleasures to the wound. It gives you solace, making you feel you have some control over the pain.” According to Dr. Park Dietz, Dahmer’s first preference for a sexual partner was a “living partner who gave him total license and had no time constraints.” The second would have been a docile sex zombie, the third would have been a drugged victim, and his last choice was a corpse.

Frotteurism-a pattern of sexual arousal from rubbing against bodies-alive or dead. Dahmer was known to rub the unconscious or dead bodies of the men that he lured to his apartment. During his conversation with psychiatrists prior to his trial, Jeffrey often referred to this as “light sex”.

Partialism-a pattern of sexual arousal to specific parts of the body. Jeff was attracted to very specific parts of the male anatomy, in particular biceps, hairless chests, and viscera. He would almost always choose his victims based on their outward appearance. Of the parts he tried to cannibalize, a bicep was one of the first pieces he tried.

Necrophagia-a pattern of erotic arousal to consuming human flesh. During Dahmer’s psychological evaluation with psychiatrist, Dr. Judith Becker prior to his trial, he explained his venture into cannibalism. On the stand, Becker later related that he “tried tasting the flesh and the heart. He bought a meat tenderizer, tenderized the heart, and ate it and the muscle meat. It gave him a sexual thrill while eating it. He felt that the man was a part of him and he internalized him. He reported having an erection while eating it.”

sources: (x)(x) Artwork found here

[rising-psyche]

"A prominent feature of the schizoid personality is the complete inability to offer trust to anyone for fear of being misappreciated, neglected, or even accepted, for then the giver is vulnerable and exposed. It is already clear that young Dahmer displayed signs that could be interpreted as schizoid. The understanding of trust develops slowly in the child from the first day of life, through trial and error, and enables him to understand his place and his responsibilities towards it. The decline into a schizoid state, totally isolated and without trust, is rare, but its seeds are easily sown and its harvest can be devastating.

There was a teacher at the Barberton school that Jeff liked. “I kind of got attached to her, so I thought I’d catch some tadpoles and give them to the teacher as a gift. She thanked me and acted like she thought it was a great gift, which made me happy.” At school a day or two later, he couldn’t see them during class. “I wondered where the tadpoles had gone. She used to keep them on the windowsill at school and then they were gone. I thought she’d taken them home or something.” He then went to see a friend his age who lived behind the house, and there, in the garage, were the tadpoles in the same container. He couldn’t believe it. He felt betrayed again, and then angry. Jeffrey poured motor oil into the container and killed all the tadpoles. “If she doesn’t want them, no one will,” he thought. Again, it is not the obvious value of the incident that matters — the two boys were friends again within days, and the rude teacher was ignored — but the effect was cumulative, secret, and subterranean". (The Shrine of Jeffrey Dahmer, Brian Masters).

[raindahmer]

Daily Dahmer

He was obsessed with anatomically perfectly shaped bodies.

He loved aesthetics. That's why he literally trapped some of his victims as works of art or sculptures.

He had a carved figure representing the horned head of the satyr hanging above the window in the living room.

He liked plants. He liked dogs. He liked cats, not just his grandma's. His neighbour across the hall said that he often petted the cats on the stairs behind the house. When he was arrested, he howled like a cat, the cops testifed.

He bought a computer and wanted to learn the programming language. He lost interest in it. When he was fired from his job on 14 July 1991, he wanted to sell the computer.

[rising-psyche]

What do you think about the fact people claim to talk to/see spirits of shooters/killers? Like Elliot, or even Eric Harris. I've been interested in the idea that these figures we hear about can truly be communicated with, even less popularly Jeffrey Dahmer. Even some people claim they're dating. What do you think of that? For me, it just tickles my curiosity.

Well, that's what makes us think a lot about it. Personally, I believe in things like that, in spirits and supernatural experiences, I mean. So, I think someone may have told the truth, but I also think that many stories may be lies to impress because people do that. For me, it's something uncertain that generates a lot of doubts like: where exactly are they to be able to communicate? I've never believed in hell or heaven and sometimes I think that dying is just the end, nothingness, but then I remember the amount of information about it and that we are very small compared to the existence of things. It's curious, really. Their life story is full of horrors and a lot of pain, which makes me want to believe that they are finally at peace. It's fun to imagine that Jeff gets upset with someone trying to talk to him when he just wants to stay calm where he is, lol.

[rising-psyche]

"A prominent feature of the schizoid personality is the complete inability to offer trust to anyone for fear of being misappreciated, neglected, or even accepted, for then the giver is vulnerable and exposed. It is already clear that young Dahmer displayed signs that could be interpreted as schizoid. The understanding of trust develops slowly in the child from the first day of life, through trial and error, and enables him to understand his place and his responsibilities towards it. The decline into a schizoid state, totally isolated and without trust, is rare, but its seeds are easily sown and its harvest can be devastating.

There was a teacher at the Barberton school that Jeff liked. “I kind of got attached to her, so I thought I’d catch some tadpoles and give them to the teacher as a gift. She thanked me and acted like she thought it was a great gift, which made me happy.” At school a day or two later, he couldn’t see them during class. “I wondered where the tadpoles had gone. She used to keep them on the windowsill at school and then they were gone. I thought she’d taken them home or something.” He then went to see a friend his age who lived behind the house, and there, in the garage, were the tadpoles in the same container. He couldn’t believe it. He felt betrayed again, and then angry. Jeffrey poured motor oil into the container and killed all the tadpoles. “If she doesn’t want them, no one will,” he thought. Again, it is not the obvious value of the incident that matters — the two boys were friends again within days, and the rude teacher was ignored — but the effect was cumulative, secret, and subterranean". (The Shrine of Jeffrey Dahmer, Brian Masters).

[averagetccfreak-deactivated2025]

the "freaks" of the internet people swear hate so much have always been way more fun to talk with as well as just being much more kind and understanding in general when it comes to mental health thats more than ur standard depression and anxiety lol

[rising-psyche]

The explanation: Because they know how bad it is when we are simply dismissed by people who pride themselves on their "normality," and because they face real problems, they are intimately connected with feelings almost all the time. I include myself here.

[raindahmer]

Daily Dahmer-Jeff’s 5th grade photo and class pic from that year

The text on the back states “Jeff age 10, 1971. Not his best pic, but thought I’d send it anyway” Fun fact-The teacher in the class pic was his 5th grade teacher that Jeff stated he was fond of, as she would read stories to the class that he liked.

[misswaukee]

honestly, i'd love to listen to jeff yapping about any silly thing for hours, his voice is soothing

[averagetccfreak-deactivated2025]

this