Nevermind.
Just nevermind everything.
I don't understand why I have to be the only one to try.
I don't understand why I have to be the one to initiate every conversation.
Haven't been around?
Bull fucking shit.
No one even bothered to try to talk to me.
The only person who's been actively trying to talk to me or be my friend lately is Redha. And she lives in a completely opposite time zone as me as compared to everyone else I talk to. But she can at least manage to try.
It takes more than one person for any friendship to work. And I've never claimed to be good with people. I've never claimed to be good at reading people.
I've never even claimed to be a decent friend, but I tried.
But if I'm the only one trying I'm not going to try anymore. I think I've tried long enough.
So what fucking ever.
I'm apparently an unlikeable unfriendable just plain shitty person.
Excuse me for interrupting your lives.








