seeing carter hart cry like the little pussy ass bitch he is is SO satisfying

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seeing carter hart cry like the little pussy ass bitch he is is SO satisfying
Dear Jay,
Today marks one year since you died. Things have gotten easier, but your memory hasn’t died. I went to visit your memorial today. Your mom was there, and I couldn’t manage to look her in the eyes, I could only stand there with her in silence as cars whipped by (since you just HAD to die on the side of the road 🙄✋).
August hasn’t been my favorite month since Izzy died (9 years ago next Saturday), so you don’t have to worry about August being ruined or anything… nor November, our birth month… again 9 years ago… but hey, at least your birthday isn’t the day before mine (thanks Izzy), it’s 3 days before mine. Also how come you didn’t give me a motorcycle? Bro you knew I wanted your Honda, I accepted the fact that you crashed on your Yamaha. Oh and your girlfriend? Yeah she’s giving birth soon, unfortunately it’s not yours, it’s some dude who she rebounded onto, but I think you knew that considering how toxic your relationship was.
Oh yea, I also got to work with the medics who tried to save your life. They really do care so much about all the patients they have come under their wing, and were flabbergasted at the fact that you were my friend, but nonetheless they talked to me about the scene (at least what they could talk about because you know… HIPPA) and bro it was brutal. At least you didn’t have to suffer for long, somewhere in between the Fentanyl and the fading consciousness.
Anywho I miss you, and I think I’ll bring you a one year anniversary cupcake tomorrow since I could only visit for a short amount of time. And maybe on your birthday I’ll bring you a cupcake as well.
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Me, finally in the mood to write after a massive depressive episode in my life that created many amazing stories in my mind
Writers block.
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How does one grieve someone who they never knew? I had my first trauma call the other day, and it was super rough. I’ve dealt with death before… like I buried 3 friends before I turned 18, but this death is haunting me.
It was a MVC, airbags deployed, and entrapment. On the way to the hospital my partner went to push drugs while I was bagging when my patient crashed. I did CPR all the way to our Level I trauma center.
The Chaplain pulled me aside and calmed me down because I was overwhelmed, and being asthmatic and doing CPR for almost 10 minutes is a lot. And I’ve been fine… mostly.
Sometimes I get these random flashbacks, my boyfriend, little brother and I were all joking around and my boyfriend said
“Help I’m wounded!”
I laughed it off then I just got a flashback to the ambulance.
But it’s not even in situations like that. I’m still in school, and I was taking a test in a General Education class, and then BOOM in the ambulance giving breaths. Then the ED watching my patient be declared dead. Idk what to do.
I regret our last conversation. Talking about some street racing going on in our city. Placing bets on who’d win. After we made our plans to meet up later in the week for some racing I never would’ve imagined that you’d never make it.
I remember watching you speed by as I was getting off of work. And I thought to myself, you really need to slow down, it was a busy night.
I watched cop cars fly by me not even 5 minutes later. You were gone. Lived your life in the fast lane, and that fast lane killed you.
Our friends watched you leave this world. Watched you crudely die in front of a cemetery. The cemetery you would be buried at a week later.
Do you regret leaving us? You would’ve shipped out this week to the Air Force. Instead of your family and friends crying over your death we should’ve been crying over you moving to Texas. Now I pass by that damned spot where you died. In front of the cemetery you’ve be laid to rest in. And I think to myself. What could I have done to make you not race that night. To not speed through a light. To make the man that hit you slow down before he turned into the intersection.
•.*🩰*.•.Tips on How to Write Consistently .*•🩰*•.
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I am a person that especially struggles to write consistently: I’ll have a month-long writing phase where I write every day and then months without scribbling a single word. Over the years, I’ve developed some tips and techniques to initiate my writing phases even when I’m in the pirouettes and twirls of stress or a lack of creativity. They may be helpful to you or anyone attempting to write a little more!
1) Mentally Schedule Writing Time 🩰
Scheduling writing time is beyond adding it to your to-do list or planner as it is often left unchecked and forgotten—I’ve very guilty. Instead, you have mentally schedule it and put it in your mentality that you will write today! Tightly affirm that you will write and put it high on your priorities for the day! If writing is an afterthought, it will also be an afterthought before bed and the following day. Determination is really key and so is sticking to your word!
It’s also important to plan writing at reasonable times and for reasonable durations. I tend to plan to write after I finish my schoolwork but, I always end up too worn out and tired and simply slip into to bed. Instead, plan to write at a time where you know you won’t have any distractions or other tasking taking priority. If you’re seeing a friend later, grab your laptop or pen in the two hour period before. If you’re busy for the day, wake up an hour early or sacrifice some of your phone scrolling time for a quick few paragraphs.
Additionally, don’t expect yourself to immediately write for long periods of time or write very much. Unrealistic, unattainable goals can very easily kill your spirits so it’s important to be realistic. Start with 30 minutes and with the goal of writing one scene and naturally, as you get more in the mood, those 30 minutes will expand to an hour or even longer and your story or piece will have a fresh page written soon enough.
2) Books, Movies, & Music🩰
Before attempting to write, I always try to create the perfect atmosphere even if I may not particularly be in the mood! If I want to get in a creative mindset overall, I love reading a book in my genre or watching a tv show or movie that relates to the topic or plot line of my story. I mainly recommend reading a book since absorbing writing is a great way reinforce oneself to write. I also create music playlists for every story and listen to a couple songs before my writing session! It definitely sets the tone and puts me in the mindset of my story!
3) Do a Writing Challenge 🩰
One of my grandest periods of consistant writing was thanks to a writing challenge I did! For a Creative Writing Class project, I decided to follow the writing routines of several authors and blog about my experience. I dedicated at least half an hour every day and my results were fruitful. Not only was it a fun experience but, it also reinforced me to write and I got a lot of insight into different approaches! Any writing challenge is a very good motivator and I highly recommend it! For my challenge, I specifically pulled writing routines from this book (linked).
4) Journal Sessions 🩰
If you especially struggle to carve out large portions of time for your writing on a daily basis, a great tip is using a journal! Whenever you have 10-15 minutes of down time, let your stream of consciousness flow and write any scene or stanza or any part of your larger piece. Don’t worry about its quality: it’s simply important that you scribble something down. Once you have a considerable amount of time to focus on your writing, transfer your notebook writings to your laptop and edit away! After a few quick journal sessions, you’ll have a decent amount of material that you can mold into draft. It’s a lot easier to edit than to stare at a blank page!
5) Trip to Barnes & Nobles 🩰
This is a very niche tip that only applies if you are planning on writing a novel and looking to publish! I love Barnes & Nobles and sometimes, when I’m in a large writing slump, I love visiting a store and taking in the smell of fresh books and tracing book spines on the shelves. Looking at new releases and imagining my own book on those shelves really motivates me to go home and pick up my pen! It reminds me of my goals and sends me into a larger writing phase!
I hope this helps! Reblogs are appreciated! 🩷
XOXO,
lovewashed doll🩰