Hope couldn’t help the laugh that bubbled up in her chest, and she pressed a swift kiss to his cheek. “I think that’s one thing that you and I can definitely agree on. You couldn’t be a jerk to anyone if you tried, River Barkley.” It was certainly in his DNA, judging by the way his family was, but he broke the cycle when it came to that sort of thing. She couldn’t imagine him even pretending to act that way. That sort of moral integrity was rare, both in the real world and even in her own family. Hope herself struggled with it from time to time, even though she tried to be better, challenged herself by giving herself mental points for doing the right thing. Even though morality didn’t exactly work that way, but it was how a younger her coped with some of the less than positive things that her family was known for. “But I’m still grateful that you agreed. I half-considered going to the stoner pit and seeing who was willing to agree, but I think that might have gone over in the worst possible way,” she said with a half-grin. In truth, she couldn’t imagine anyone other than River filling the position of “fake boyfriend”, not simply because he was a nice guy, but because he actually felt compatible with her in a way that most other men didn’t. It wasn’t about him being nice or good, but rather the fact that he seemed to see her in a way that others couldn’t be bothered to do. “You’re a good man. It has nothing to do with your family or your wealth, and everything to do with who you are here,” she murmured, pressing her hand flat against his chest, right over his heart.
perhaps his dna itself was the very thing that made him want to be so different from those who had given it to him. river had spent many years seeing his parents’ selfishness, their shallowness, their vanity, their frivolity, their concern for things like what their neighbors thought of their living room and lack thereof for things like how withdrawn their son could sometimes be. it wasn’t that he didn’t love his parents, because he absolutely did, even if it may not have been as simple or straightforward or unconditional love as other families might have shared. but river did fall squarely in the camp of those children who saw their parents’ mistakes and shortcomings and not only learned from them, but actively worked to be quite the opposite. he was glad relieved, even, that he seemed to have managed to establish himself as a basically good person, or perhaps just a decent person. that would still be more than could be said for roland or poppy barkley on occasions. and he could trust hope’s affirmations more than he felt he could trust those that might have come from anyone else. one of the things he’d come to know about her quite quickly was that she was quite reliably honest. she didn’t seem to have a penchant for sugarcoating or empty compliments, and that made everything she said mean much more. between the kiss to his cheek and her increasingly kind testaments to his character, river was growing increasingly sheepish, gaze ducked and his cheeks tinging pink and a shy little smile creasing his dimples. he met her eyes when her hand came to rest over his heart, a seriousness in his expression, gaze deep with sincere gratitude. “i’d say if anyone knows anything about character, it’s you.” his head dipped forward just slightly, brows raising the slightest bit, both as if to punctuate his words and provide emphasis to prove just how wholeheartedly he meant that. “i’m really lucky you didn’t go to the stoner pit first,” river began, smile lifting once again to crack the little joke. “because it meant that i got to know you, and ... i’m really glad that i did.” he hesitated a moment, eyes briefly dropping to the hand over his chest before he looked back up at her. “there’s not a lot of people like you in the world. hardly any, in my experience. ... and i mean that in the best of ways.”