Ana @riverdragonvika1 - Tumblr Blog

Sorry guys that I haven't been as active. I have been in and out of my Ana phase for a while and I am still restricting just a ton less. Thank you for all the likes that I have gotten but I will probably be MIA for a bit.

justsomerandomgay

one of the most annoying parts of ocd is how irrational it is. i hate it.

riverdragonvika1

Yesssss. It makes absolutely no sense

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I just finished a 40 min workout. Exhausted, lightheaded aaaaannnnndddddd I FEEL SO POWERFUL NOW!!!!!!

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imisshermyself

if you're looking for a sign to recover, this is it.

I can feel that I'm running out of time. My body is giving up. Doctors are terrified. I'm being evaluated for every program under the sun. I'm constantly stressed out trying to schedule appointments. I'm constantly stressed out GOING to appointments. I'm missing out on events I always dreamed of doing because of appointments. I might have to drop out of school when my life is just starting. I wake up in the night from hunger and eat something because I'm terrified I'm not going to wake up. I'm planning my own funeral in case I don't wake up. My heart rate is getting lower and lower. I'm beyond what I ever imagined as an ugw. I don't look "aesthetic". I hate how I look. And still, the fear of even eating at maintenance for one day is so intense. I am an addict, plain and simple. And there's a good chance it's going to kill me.

It might be too late for me. Get out while it's not too late for you. Get your life back, now.

please reblog and save someone's life. if I can get even one person to delete this app and save their life, I'll be happy.

riverdragonvika1

For those of you ready, make that step now