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boitterfly

it’s so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!

Man I love rendering

#wip #riverdraws #just making more characters don't mind me

The immediate loss of all enjoyment when going from rendering skin/hair vs rendering clothes needs to be studied

#I hate you fabric they will never make me love rendering you fabric #river rambles

A really morbidly funny bit about being very mentally unwell for a very long time that I just discovered while listening to a podcast where someone turned undead: the whole 'losing yourself and becoming a bitter evil husk just because you can no longer take part in so called mortal pleasures' ? 100% A Skill Issue. Some of us can't even do that while still alive Kyle, get a grip.

#that wasnt even a part of the narrative like the character didnt lose themselves it's just the way the dm described the horror #of undeath that I found very funny #oh no baby can't feel? baby can't enjoy food? baby need solid sense of self to remain moral?#Baby would not last an hour with the Disorders #/j clearly btw. nobody undeathsplain to me about elemental evil influence or whatever I am Aware #river rambles

I can literally never win

#im back in the fucking building AGAIN #(aka reading sourcebooks. I got the digital version of the grim hollow player's guide because the setting fascinates me)#(and hey I had a little bday money left over)#AND OH MY GODS THE BETRAYAL I FELT #WHEN THERE'S A WHOLE PART OF THE BOOK DEDICATED TO TRANSFORMATION INTO A GIVEN CREATURE TYPE WITH BOONS AND WEAKENESSESS #BUT THE FEY VERSION OF IT IS COMPLETELY TIED TO THE COURTS #AND YOU BEING A SERVANT TO THEM AS A RULE #WHY #WHYYY #ARE WE ALLERGIC TO OPTIONS WITH FEY ONLY??? WHAT THE FUCK #THE VAMPIRISM ONE ESPECIALLY IS SO COOL WHY CAN /I /NEVER HAVE NICE THINGS #literally every other option is super cool like actually #there's lichdom. there's becoming a fiend or a celestial. lycanthropy. you can become an aberration or ooze for crying out loud #AND ALL OF THEM FIT THE VIBE PERFECTLY WHILE BEING OPEN ENDED ENOUGH TO MAKE SENSE FOR MULTIPLE TYPES OF PLAYER CHARACTERS #BUT NOOOO YOU WANT FEY???? COURT SERVITUDE- HAGS OR BUST FUCKER #Nevermind how slowly becoming a strange entirely alien creature with ties to a strange alien realm while having no solid connections #to any possible structures or even the other people wherein would be much more existentially terrifying and fitting vibe-wise imo -_-#when the fist fuckin bit of flavor text talking about the fey in your book is stressing freedom as a core aspect yet you ONLY #have the feudalism version of the mythology as a path to take. That is a Choice -_-#it really isnt that serious I should be happy there is anything at all but I CAN'T GODDAMNIT I CAN'T #being a picky fey enjoyer is the curse that keeps on taking away

dinklebat

OC playlist meme

Couldn’t find a template I liked for OC playlists, so I made one myself! feel free to use for whatever just keep my watermark :3

(transparent and filled out versions beneath the cut!)

#My hyperspecific playlists!! VINDICATED!!#gotta remember to do these later

heraldic-thunderbolt

I am a huge fan of retiring to my quarters

somethingusefulfromflorida

In this economy you'll be lucky to retire to your nickels

quinnception

Addicted to making characters I have nowhere to play

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #original characters #riverdraws

I've never quite gotten the 'home language swears mean more than second language swears' memo personally, but recently I HAVE been afflicted by the sense that the English language is just not quite enough when it comes to shaking around The Character. Putting him in the wood chipper is no longer enough πρεπει να τον τεμαχίσω

#river rambles

astronomical-bagel

Third base is when your blood is on my hands

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Forth base is dying in front of you

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fifth base is coming back from the dead to die in front of you yet again

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Sixth base is seeing my shadow in your reflection as a representation how we parallel one another and how you are unable to move on from me despite the harm we caused one another. I may be gone but the memory of me will never die as I haunt you for the rest of your life.

astronomical-bagel

I’m going to be honest. First base is ideological disagreement and second base is when I threaten to kill you for the first time

#*takes long drag of metaphorical cigarette*#I need to play wotr again

soulren

“Ghosts are real” I can see how you could believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real” it’s very fair and rational that you believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real anymore” I’m about to hear a poem or very sad story

“Ghosts aren’t real yet” the fuck are you going to do

this-is-trans-joy

everyone loves to hate terfs until they realise that it actually entails rejecting bioessentialism entirely and then suddenly you’re “taking things too seriously” and you “don’t have a sense of humour” like i’m sorry but saying protect the dolls doesn’t make you immune to terfism it has seeped into every corner of mainstream feminism and unless you’re actively searching it out and checking your own biases you will always be at risk of sharing a space with terfs

this-is-trans-joy

“Only women can—” nope. “But all men—” nah. “The divine femininity of—” gonna stop you right there. “Everyone born ama—” if you finish that sentence I’ll kill you. “Men don’t experience—” you’re wrong. “Gender isn’t real but sex is imm—” *loud incorrect buzzer*

It also goes without saying that bioessentialism inherently can’t be trans inclusive no matter how hard you try. “All men including trans men—” probably not. “This is only a woman’s issue—” is it really? “Afabs only—” why? “All trans men are like—” what? what are they like? finish the sentence i dare you.

RAW is going to turn me evil WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS ABOUT CREATURE TYPES JUST SAY WHAT YOU MEAN

#Oh being creature type fey just means you're unaffected by some spells and affected by others haha!#ok then why is trance-ing not mentioned at all #given that elves do that because of fey ancestry #oh maybe it is elf specific one might say- THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE PLAYABLE ELADRIN NOT FEY #by all accounts it should be a general rule but gods forbid we establish jack shit that might make fey interesting in this game #you'd at least expect them to be immune to charm given the whole enchantment flavoring they have going on #and maybe weak to something else to balance but NooOoOoOOo #pissing me OFFFFF

spin-the-wheel-polls

you have this superpower! BUT you have this side-effect

is it worth it?

yes!!

the side effect is bad but ITS WORTH IT

meh it's okay

the side effect makes it unusable/not worth it

Results/option I didn't think of

Voting ended onMay 20

#you can melt anything by touching it but only once a month #I mean even the power itself sounds plain useless once a month is just beating a dead horse #Like i work with metals!! melting stuff COULD be useful to me! But through TOUCH?#that'd be a one-use power anyway :/ I like still having fingers thank you #I guess I'd still take if for the off chance survival/self defense use case idk

apolladay

You gain access to a button that would allow you to permanently alter your height to whatever you desire, but it will only work once. Are you...

... making yourself taller or shorter?

taller

shorter

neither. I am satisfied with my height.

I will look at the results.

Voting ended onMay 18

#RELEASE ME FROM THE CURSE OF BEING SHORTER THAN NAPOLEON #I wouldn't even care to be super tall 6ft whatever I'd be happy just being my dad's height or somewhere close to that #just allow me to look at kitchen shelves comfortably and find shoes I like somewhere outside the kid's section I beg of thee

medievaljournalist

scientists have made a breakthrough in the cultivation of christobacteria from samples left on the holy grail, bringing us one step closer to a vaccine against divinity

#big day for vampires ghouls and creatures of the night of every sort

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