So Big, So Angry, So Dead

Cryptid with a book hoarding problem. Studying Japanese, attempting to write a novel, constantly reading. [Header ID: Mordecai and Brick from Borderlands] [Avatar ID: Mordecai from Borderlands, with Bloodwing] Find me on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Mordukai/pseuds/Mordukai

[claypigeonpottery]

finally made myself a mug

the quote's from @marypsue

[thesustainedworldatransverse]

@roachzrivia for you

[roachzrivia]

It did not 😭

[roachzrivia]

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[roachzrivia]

Need to remember not to ask for things because not asking is better than putting myself out there and getting rejected or ignored.

Need to remember that I don't actually deserve anything so asking is greedy.

Need to remember that it doesn't matter what people say, when push comes to shove they don't follow through.

And that I can't complain about that, because I never deserved it in the first place.

Need to somehow not be too much and not enough at the same time.

[eraserheadbabyabortion]

they call me mr propaganda because i prop men up and have a ganda at their pretty eyes while i kiss them sweetly. is that anything .

[dogin8]

this literally isn't anything but I'm gay so gonna hit rb regardless

[eraserheadbabyabortion]

they call me mr propaganda because gay people reblog my posts despite them being nothing

[ettiqu-rtz]

reject booktok culture. go to the library and get a weird little novel you’ve never heard of in your life and read it all in 2 days like god intended.

[roachzrivia]

Fuck it, I'm pulling back before I get hurt. I don't know what's going on, and I don't want to ask, so this is the only option that makes sense. Need my guard back up again.

[i-hate-ziggers]

[mtndewloyalist-xix]

Pilgrimage

[konigstigerr]

nah, i'm fine, i'm going north, it's so much shorter.

[i-hate-ziggers]

[roachzrivia]

🙃🙃🙃🙃

[space-bee3s]

I’ve been obsessed with that unwanted animal for like a week now

[willgrahamscock]

pro tip: you can rewatch your favorite media again

[wardenapproaches]

Daily checklist of affirmations:

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

[roachzrivia]

At the moment the only time the depression stops is when I’m exercising, which really is not sustainable.

[fangenstein]

In this house, we make our bastard blorbos experience aftercare for the first time and watch them get fully embarrassed by it because they don't want it to stop and may never figure out how to verbalize that they enjoy it

[tiktoks-for-dead-pope]

[gorgug]

[Video Description: A tiktok of a person wearing a long dress, sunglasses, and holding a white cane standing outside on concrete. They say, "I'm blind and my white cane is great and all, but lately I've just been feeling like I... people aren't giving me the space I need when I'm walking down the street." The video cuts to the person now holding a weedeater instead of a white cane. They say, "so I've been trying this new cane that promises to command respect and give me the space I deserve!" The video cuts again to them still holding the weedeater, only now it's been turned on. They say, "Downside, it's a little hard to hear the traffic. But people definitely do move. Coming through!" The video has closed captions on screen of everything the person says. End ID.]

[roachzrivia]

It's one of those nights

[teathattast]

[mighwnt]

id: a screenshot of a tweet with the op cut off. it is in japanese but has been translated by Google. the english translation reads: “I’m doing it again lol”. the attached image shows a chinchilla standing on its hind legs on an orange. end id.

[queenrojpag]

The Witcher Appreciation Week - Day One: Favorite Character ↳ Yennefer of Vengerberg

[roachzrivia]

[ID: Series of gifs of Yennefer from the witcher netflix show, edited purple. End ID]