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I dont feel well

but I also never do

doesn't seem to matter

I certainly can't take it seriously because I literally can't

I'm not second guessing myself anymore so it's being harder

I never think oh maybe I'm crazy

I just think

i don't want this

I reject this

every single bone on my body rejects this

I dont want to forgive

I also dont want to give anything

I feel very eaten away

once when I was 13 a guy in eight grade told me I only drawn because I had nothing better to do, now 10 years later I fear he was rigth

drag me by my hair out of this reality

:( I dont feel good I wonder when I will be able to leave

put me in handcuffs and lock me in a institution cause I can't stand the weight of my own decisions

you can BET something horrific is going to happen to me before I leave this

no, it's not clicking to me i will remain in this floor I don't know for how long

I'm a failed child for no reason

I've grown to be undoubtedly useless

slit my throat

physical self harm is completely ineffective

porn is boring

and actual suicide demands too much energy

how to cope

someone come be my friend please

nothing is cute I want to die

there's no reason to be postponing my suicide

eternal doom girl

whoever sees this is obligated to murder me

kill me, god

I can't make decisions for myself

kill me or give me something real to hold into

please just one or the other

doing all this alone is being suicide inducing

roadkill corpse