roadkill corpse

i really just want to win the lottery

[roadcor]

the abandonment olympics

[roadcor]

I dont know what to do I'm so tired I'm so depressed everything keeps on crumbling down

[roadcor]

I wish I had good comforting words to say to myself rn bc honestly no one else is going to help me so

...

I want to be real too

[roadcor]

turns out

I didn't got anything

and I was going to be unemployed and useless and alone for a very long time

[roadcor]

my bf is treating me like a raggedy doll

[roadcor]

I think a part of me is rotting I think im suicidal with no energy to lift a single finger to kill myself I'm just going to lie in here and soon I will be dead

[ludvigj]

near-life experience

[roadcor]

I have no friends

I dont know where to go

[roadcor]

I think im going to buy a stuffed animal

[roadcor]

everything on your terms I can't allow myself to think, this is what I have, all I have, I'm ungrateful it hurts everywhere but I don't have anything please don't forget it again you don't have anything you can't ask you can't say anything and you can't leave so please please just be happy with what you have you can't leave you can't leaving is for the people who live normally you aren't one of them so don't wonder just stay and sew your ears shut

[roadcor]

when does it stop tho?

like will it ever stop?

can I NOT be a slave rn?

is this a feature in my existence or nah?

[roadcor]

wtf is even consent

[roadcor]

my bf thinks I'm a fucking joke he literally just does whatever the fuck he wants to me because I am A DOG

oh to be so miserable

[roadcor]

am I made to be run over? I think I am that invisible

[roadcor]

my bf has broken every single promise he has ever made to me

I can't rely on him at all

I dont even know if you're going to be here tomorrow

this is too much even for me

[roadcor]

hello does someone want to be my friend?

we can play games and things like that. my computer really sucks so I can't play a lot of things but

yes I try my best

[roadcor]

it's nearly impossible to not blame myself even if I know none of this is my fault

I dont know what to do with myself right now

I want to die

[roadcor]

I think I should just die

it doesn't really matter if im slivd or not idk stupid depression talk but look, I'm not even existing anymore look I'm not here anymore I hate you people