desperate sloppy needy. etc.

my names lucky im 34 i’ll be a deanghoul till i die. they/them.

[roadkilldean]

hi hello my name is lucky (they/them or ve/ver/vis <33) i am 34 years old and i first watched spn in 2008. dean wormed his way into my soul and heart and brain at a very vulnerable time in my life so hes just in there forever now

im aro bi <3 and specifically aro in a way that makes me NOT get what a lot of people seem to get out of shipping lol but im also like not opposed to it. heller ally, wincest observer. not rlly 'shipping' but i also post about john and dean in a csa/spousification/parentification context, which i feel like i should warn for upfront.

i draw sometimes. havent drawn spn for a hot minute but its all under the my art tag which ill add to this post!

[stopanthropomorphizingme-deacti]

femme!dean in yellow and purple

[probuccalfat]

you people will make anybody a daddy dom it’s so scary

[horrorshow]

The only thing that’s really changed, is now I need a daily rape shower. OK, you’re right. Let’s go with Plan B. Oh yeah, we don’t have one. So till we do, sorry dude, stock up on soap-on-a-rope. Dean, if you wanna get my soul back, that’s what we gotta do, OK?

John & soulless Sam + objectifying and pimping out Dean

[roadburns]

i love dean 🥺🎀

[roadkilldean]

days that remind you why your spnblr blocklist is so comprehensive

[xofemeraldstars]

WE GETTETH IT

[alaynestone]

dean’s a bit of a pool shark and also a bit of a gambler. it doesn’t really show it all the time, but it’s definitely implied that there are poker games and pool matches that they can win some money on. and who knows? dean’s a promiscuous kind of guy. who knows how he drums up the funds that they use? - JENSEN ACKLES, TV WEEK 2008

[roadkilldean]

i’m in the pear wiggler rn for real but if nothing else i’ve got hurt dean fantasies in my mind palace to keep me company. OUR pear wiggler 🤝

[clickbaitcowboy]

Ok but I think Dean was FOR SURE born IN the impala on the way to the hospital in the middle of the night.

Don’t worry, he only touched the floor a little bit and only has ONE (1) straw wrapper stuck to him….maybe a pine needle…maybe some dirt…

[rawwwka]

crybaby

[ppups]

[deanwbigbang]

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[nymphalidaze]

I do not see Dean as sadist canonically even if I may sometimes write him that way in fic for funsies. Separation of church (fanon) and state (canon).

The man is horrified when Castiel asks him to torture Alastair. He doesn't want to do it, he literally begs not to. He was forced into being a torturer as the only way he could stop his own torture. He 'liked' it because it was a break from suffering, not because he wanted to do it or got off from it. He is adept at it because he had to be. It's also one of the tools of the trade (hunting). The fact he is good at it is devastating. He has to slip into the same mindset that made him survive Hell just to get through it. That isn't Dean, that's a trauma response and a coping mechanism. That's dissociating from his true self to be what he has to be so get the job done or spare himself. And the latter isn't a weakness but he still hates himself for it. He hates torture and he hates who he has to be do to it. What he did in Hell haunts him for the rest of his life.

And if he does ever 'enjoy' a kill, it's a righteous feeling - he has killed one more monster, prevented more death, avenged innocents, avenged the people he loves. At best, this gratification could be considered non-sexual sadism, but if that's the case, Sam and every other hunter is also a sadist. I see it more as righteous fury and satisfaction.

Both Dean and Sam torture people for the job. There's that episode where they torture a man possessed by a demon for information about Lilith. They both do it with the same cognitive dissonance of it just being part of the job.

Dean was also hunting with John from a young age and burdened with knowledge of monsters and what John had to do during a time when Sam was still protected from the truth. Violence and death were a part of him from a horrifically young age. He had to become accustomed to it because he had no choice. His still-developing brain has to build itself around some true horrors and he STILL grew up to be a good man who dedicated his life to saving people.

Dean is also shown as being gentle with his partners in bed, and often in a more submissive role, with women on top. There's no indication that he is sexually sadistic. (caveat: I have only seen up to s8).

[catnipster69]

Quilted Portraits No. 4 of Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester

17” x 17” cotton fabric

Stills from “The End.” Finally finished! See my pinned post for details about how these are made.

[chamomileblues]

something something ep17s8 theyre in love

[grung3puppy]

hump the boot that kicks you or whatever