He made my name fittingdo you know how disgusting thar is how fitting i want to eat him i wish he wastn gone i want to talk to gim gain but hes gone and they took him and im about to get parasocial with my own fucking grief wdym that istill spend every thought thinking about him wdym hes jgone wdym the person i would have spent my life with, as friends partners or otherwise can just be gone and it might be forver and i dont get any closure i just have to be in pain until the theoretical day i can talk to him again wdym it just has to hurt i hate this i want to talk to him again i wanr him to lugh on call again i want to write stories with him j want tohear about his pet lizard i want to buy him a miku game on steambut hes fucking Gone this isnt fair give him back if icaris is fitting, can god not be fitting to? What is this. It always hurtsyou would think id have a higher pain tolerance, diagnosis after diagnosis for trauma survival and i still have to experience the seven stages of grief for someone still alive i want him back and i want him safe its biblical this hurt and i have to go to the concert i bought us ticket for wo him and i have to look at my empty calender i have to FEEL his ABSENCE this isnt fair and i hate it i hate his fsmily and even more then that i hate grief. It hurts this hurts and i have to cest la vie and keep being alive the only way out is through is so bullshit. Could you not let me cut this pain out of me with a knife? Why did they make us victim to ourselves as much as others. I want him back i miss him. Its like you took away breathing but my lungs are still going.
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