The X Is Silent

Shelbie (aka Rock), a 26 year old artist/gamer from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 who has art block 24/7. Drawing ocs and fanarts ✨ (she/her)

[rockaberryx]

New meet the artist and pfp for 2026/27! The design of the mta is heavily inspired by adult swim’s message card bumpers (which is ironic because we technically don’t have [as] in the uk 💀)

[rockaberryx]

You can tell that I’m a shonen larper because what do you mean the average Naruto arc is like 5+ episodes long?

[rockaberryx]

Can I just get positive asks about my headcanons, aus and ocs instead of just bringing up some pointless and petty ass twitter drama again? I am so fucking tired

[rockaberryx]

I checked the twitter thread and something you left out is how you continued to vague post about Murds.

The harassment looks more one-sided and since there's deleted tweets, or looks worst on your end.

You can't get mad when a bear attacks you after multiple pokes.

It's not that you just poked the bear, you poked it, got attacked, left, and then came back with a bigger stick, and then got upset when the whole bear family attacked you. I don't know, man, please take this as a time to reflect, cause when a whole mini fandom is mad at you, then maybe the fault is more on you than on the other.

I hope all this is settled and for your well-being, stop vagueposting about drama and people. Put the stick away and stop approaching the bear.

I do hope you continue making art for the B&BH fandom.

I did not continue to vague post about him. The most I did was react to what happened to me after the kpop incident and made a tweet about how I hope she got off the internet and improved his behaviour. And even when I did that I still got harassed by one of murds’s moots about how I was apparently a creepy obsessive stalker when I only made previous vague posts about people in the fandom in general not just her. You would know this is you ventured outside of murds’s twitter fandom bubble and went onto other apps. Also I deleted some of those tweets and tumblr posts because I honestly do not want this petty pointless drama to seep into my blog/Twitter account because I just want the general vibe to be more positive and don’t I want to not be known as that one girl who fought a popular beavhead artist because I said that I don’t like how the boys are portrayed in some fanworks. And honestly I made that kpop tweet because that quote tweet Murds made on a popular cartoon news account about the main characters of that film being ugly in a ragebaiting tone was awful and I want to call her out of just how much of a rude asshole he was being. She also did the same thing towards other artists and people in fandoms including an animation student btw. I apologise if I came off as being antagonistic maybe I shouldn’t have made that tweet but saying that I’m being obsessive and stalking ONE artist when that’s not that context of what I said is just not true. Especially when in other fandoms there are people calling out other accounts for their rude behaviour so why can’t I do the same thing here?

Honestly I’m just so tired talking about this. This whole thing is why I’m currently taking a break from the fandom for the sake of my own mental health because all of this bullshit is just too much. Couple with the fact that I get constant homophobic comments on my instagram reels of my beavhead arts and the fact that someone else already accused me of stealing their au (when if you read my fic after grads is blatantly not true) and I just cannot take it anymore. I need this break from the fandom otherwise I would just be absolutely depressed and I just, don’t want that.

Anyway anon wherever you are I hope you have a nice day and yes whenever I’m mentally ready to head back into the fandom again I will definitely do more beavhead art and fics.

[rockaberryx]

Face of an angel 🪽🪽💫

[rockaberryx]

I think people suddenly blocking you and refusing to interact with you, even after good interactions following the Murdknux drama, should clue you in that maybe you're in the wrong. Also, no one needs to tell you why they blocked you, look at the cause and effect then take a hint.

Yes I do admit that some of the stuff that happened during that drama was my fault. I should have worded things differently and I should have blocked Murds way earlier before it was too late. However if you payed attention to my twitter thread even tho my intentions was me criticising the fandom as a whole Murds had to make it all about her and continued to fight and harass me all because I made threads and now deleted tumblr posts about my interactions with him (I made her an anonymous artist in those og threads so people won’t go out and harass him but I guess I shouldn’t have done that). Also the last part of the dms he sent me was pretty much the part that affected me the most and why I’m just so judgmental about my art more now.

If you want to learn more about my side of what happened I’ll put a link to my twitter thread below. I’m so sorry to anyone that looked at what happened as it was still going and hates me now for it but hey maybe I shouldn’t have unintentionally provoked a dead dove yaoi artist with a way bigger following than me

[chicknwire]

I love tumblr more than IG bc IG feels like I’m posting looking for a job but on here it’s like I already lost the job and my wife and the house and I’m just sitting on the curb talking to myself

[prawn-haunted]

...somehow

[rudyklownn]

🪽🔥

KILL

[feefal]

First time drawing a character I’ve specifically designed to be hot, and its making my head spin. Why do I wish for my own creation to step on me?

[saelrum]

"Was I sweet once?"

[oxalees]

old sketch (now in color)

[tinyhorror]

my son.. (frames from this video)

*.✧✶ twitter | insta | bluesky | inprnt | redbubble ✶✧.*

[rockaberryx]

Back on the bg3 hype! Always wanted to revamp my canonical tav and now after a while I can do that. More art of her and this little durgetav au to come! ⚔️🧠

[villainessbarbie]

Larian: here are 8 people you can romance

Me: ships the two customizable characters together

[demilypyro]

I feel like picking dark urge for your evil playthrough makes sense but I also think dark urge is more interesting when you're trying *not* to be evil so my hot take is that Durge should be your good playthrough so you care more when things go wrong and Tav should be your evil playthrough so you have no one to blame but yourself

[rockaberryx]

This is durgetav to me

[rockaberryx]

Been thinking about this again