jaredsgal

23/Female/ENFP/Foxi. I'm a Dean!girl at heart but I consider Dean and Cas as my boys. And I'm finding out I might be Sam curious. My secondary is BadassRockerChick81

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So regarding the changes

Regarding the new changes to Tumblr. I will no longer be posting content to this blog. I thank you all for your support as its helped me to grow as a writer. If you want to continue to follow my works when I do post then feel free to join me over on ao3 under the name mamaFoxi :)

See ya there

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Meet my new family member, Rainer :)

The bigger cat in some of the pictures is my other child Sowen

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Meet my new family member, Rainer :)

The bigger cat in some of the pictures is my other child Sowen

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Do you rp your followers?

Rp my followers?

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Random update!

Okay so the prologue is almost finished and ready for posting for the supernatural crossover fic. Ive just been consumed by my art and work and breaking up with the ex. Lemme know if you want me to upload my art on here too :)

See ya next time

Foxi

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IM ALIVE-ish

lol a lot of things has changed since i’ve last been online. I’ve moved into my new apartment :) started working on a crossover (dont worry, Fear of the Moon will still be around just put on a backburner until the new crossover is far enough then ill alternate updates.) I also wanted to let you guys see abit of the crossover. It extends right after the final book of C.L. Wilson’s Tairen Soul series. So please like and comment if you like the sneak peak so far :) Happy Reading

: @stephizzle94 @kaylas-obsessions@castielspahdehrah@winchester-writes @bookshido @demondean-for-kingofhell  @supernatural-roleplayer @appleschloss @kittenofdoomage(senpai please lemme know what you think) @spnfanficpond @this-manis-playing-galaga  @rasax45 @caratala @docharleythegeekqueen@emmyhaynes@masterof-agony @soivebuiltupaworldofmagic@kaydallas21@iwrotemyownending (sorry it wouldn’t tag some of you!) @eyesoflily

I hope you enjoy and get some hype up. :) 

"What became of that Light tairen, none could say, but soon after its disappearance into the Rhakis, the waters of the Heras once more ran rich with the magical power of faerilas. And in the place that had been Boura Fell, where the Light tairen first appeared, what remained was a great monument of shining crystal, shaped like an enormous, six-pointed crown—a beacon of Light in the dark heart of Eld. And within the haven of the crystal crown’s radiant golden white light, no Darkness would ever again endure."

Carilissa watched in awe as her mother's spirit weave slowly dissolved, her small infant hands clenching and curling like the paws of a cat much to her mother's delight. The regal queen picked up her youngest child, smiling into the child’s whirling opalescent eyes. Ellyseta beamed as she watched the young eyes of a tairen look up at her from under a thick mop of hair whose colours mingled so tightly that the ebony and cinnamon formed a rich shade of fiery earth.

So young, Carilissa already showed immense promise and power in all six branches of magic - with Spirit and Azrahn being the strongest just like her mother. Ellyseta set her daughter down in her bed, a large piece of furniture carved completely by hand as a gift from her papa before he passed away. She wiped a tear from her eye as she regarded the masterpiece, protected by a subtle 5-fold weave, the visage of two adult tairen -one of ebony with amethyst eyes and one of cinnamon with gleaming emerald eyes- curled around a small nest would forever remain how it was the day Sol Baristani presented it to her oldest son, Barryl vel Daris. She tucked the small child into the blankets, so she'd remain warm during her nap, kissing Carilissa on the forehead in tender love. She smiled softly to herself, a look of motherly pride on her face as she stepped out of the room.

Her oldest Barryl was waiting for her when she came into the hallway. Ellie smiled at her son, his eyes were bright golden just like his taikomela (Grandmother), Elfeya. They were stunning when paired with the dark ebony of his gepa(father). Though his eyes weren't settled, instead whirling with tairen power. He was still young, borne a year after the second mage wages and a scant two months after Marissya's own tairen soul son, and still struggled with controlling his tairen. She could feel the rage that boiled under the surface as he looked into Carilissa's room with a gaze that radiated deadly protection. Ellie put her hand on her son's shoulder, snapping him out of the tairen rage that gripped him. He looked up at his mother, the few loose thoughts of a vengeance like the gods wrath on whoever hurt his sister, flowed into Ellie's mind before he tightened his barriers and returned her smile.

"Kem'nos.(My Son) Don't worry your sister is safe and will always be safe within the pride."

"I know mela(mother). But what if another war happens...all of us will need to fight...including her. What if I can't protect her..." He looked back towards Carilissa as she slept, his emotions still turbulent. The young child's senses were already so strong that she growled in her sleep and turned towards her older brother. Thin threads of power seeped out like a baby's grasping fingers. Barryl chucked softly, fey vision kicking in to see the multicolour threads. He accepted the slight boost of power before spinning a weave of his own. Like his mother, he was a master of Azrahn - both the dark and the light - and it showed in his weaves. Being the first male in the history of the Fey to be able to weave a glowing golden magic known as shei'dalin's love, the lighter side of Azrahn.

Ellyseta smiled softly, the natural soothing presence of her magic calming the sparks of power that danced around him like fireflies.

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I know I’ve been silent for a while...things have been really rocky and all my inspiration has dried up in the process. I am currently also in the process of moving. Hopefully once we are settled then itll come back but at the moment, the only inspiration is for my supernatural crossover fic not Fear of the Moon. I’ll update you guys again.....thanks for putting up with me

~Foxi

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I know alot of you are waiting for the next part of Fear of the Moon and I apologize for the long stretch since the last upload. And unfortunately it might be a longer stretch still...my depression has made it severely hard for me to work on things i enjoy even though I am seeing a counsellor about it. I am also looking for a new apartment to move into. couple that with work and you can see how my brain is out of sorts. I just wanted to give yall a heads up....I’m not dead just need to recharge the batteries.

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I’m sorry for the lack of updating with Fear of the Moon. Work has sapped my inspiration for it, its been errr rough lately. So Have some art i’ve been doodling of a character of mine. 

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This blog loves Jensen and Danneel Ackles. They are beautiful, amazing people and parents that deserves so much better than this fandom gives them. 

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Fear of the Moon pt 9

Omega!Reader X Alpha!Werewolf!Dean

Like and Reblog if you like it :)

Warnings: show level violence, nsfw

AN: This is something I’ve been sitting on for a while, lemme know what you think. Feedback is the crack that keeps the writer coming back. Also, this one took forever to write. Everytime I sat down to finish it, i got so freaking worked up. MY OWN WRITING SHOULDN’T HAVE THIS POWER.

Tag Squad: @stephizzle94 @kaylas-obsessions@castielspahdehrah@winchester-writes @bookshido @demondean-for-kingofhell  @supernatural-roleplayer @appleschloss  @kittenofdoomage(senpai please lemme know what you think) @spnfanficpond  @this-manis-playing-galaga  @rasax45 @caratala @docharleythegeekqueen @emmyhaynes@masterof-agony @soivebuiltupaworldofmagic@kaydallas21 @iwrotemyownending (sorry it wouldn’t tag some of you!)

Special thanks to @impalaimagining for the graphic <3 And thanks to @eyesoflily for being my amazing beta <3

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Goodbye 2017

Reblog with your favorite fandom memory from the year. It can be a gif, picture, a link to a story… whatever you want. I’ll start. (Feel free to tag your friends in the comments) 

fun fact: my phone auto corrects “underwear” to “underbear”.

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*clears throat* *gets sappy* my favorite fandom memory from this year is all the friends I’ve made on Tumblr. Whether we chatted once, I liked one of your fics, you liked one of mine it we chat on a daily basis, I’m thankful for you. I’m on mobile do I might miss some people but, I love you guys! @escabell @wheresthekillswitch @pinknerdpanda @arryn-nyxx @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @sis-tafics @seenashwrite @yourewelcomeforbeingmyfriend @ravengirl94 @winchestersnco @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @deanssweetheart23 @docharleythegeekqueen @atc74 @bringmesomepie56 @babypieandwhiskey @evansrogerskitten @fandomismyspiritanimal @ilostmyshoe-79 @icecream-and-gadreel @kittenofdoomage @kathaswings @littlegreenplasticsoldier @luci-in-trenchcoats @lipstickandwhiskey @mrs-squirrel-chester @mamapeterson @salvachester @winchesterprincessbride @whispersandwhiskerburn @winchesterswoonathon

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My favorite fandom memory from this year is 

(I still can’t believe I met this beautiful human being :’))

followed by making new friends :)

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Raise your hand if you write SPN fanfic.

I want to read new things this year!

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You guys are awesome!!

I’m already diving into some great stuff. But please… If you don’t have a mobile masterlist… Do yourself a favor and whip one up. It’s super easy to make and that way everyone can read your work! You worked hard on your story - show that shit off!

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I do :)

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Fear of the Moon pt 9

Omega!Reader X Alpha!Werewolf!Dean

Like and Reblog if you like it :)

Warnings: show level violence, nsfw

AN: This is something I’ve been sitting on for a while, lemme know what you think. Feedback is the crack that keeps the writer coming back. Also, this one took forever to write. Everytime I sat down to finish it, i got so freaking worked up. MY OWN WRITING SHOULDN’T HAVE THIS POWER.

Tag Squad: @stephizzle94 @kaylas-obsessions@castielspahdehrah@winchester-writes @bookshido @demondean-for-kingofhell  @supernatural-roleplayer @appleschloss  @kittenofdoomage(senpai please lemme know what you think) @spnfanficpond  @this-manis-playing-galaga  @rasax45 @caratala @docharleythegeekqueen @emmyhaynes@masterof-agony @soivebuiltupaworldofmagic@kaydallas21 @iwrotemyownending (sorry it wouldn’t tag some of you!)

Special thanks to @impalaimagining for the graphic <3 And thanks to @eyesoflily for being my amazing beta <3

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Sammy blinked before a wide smile spread across his face. Y/n couldn’t help but smile in return as Sammy wrapped her in a tight embrace. One normally reserved for welcoming family, and one she returned in earnest. Dean just smiled, his arms crossing over his chest as he watched his younger brother welcome her into the pack. Though part of him lamented that they could never truly welcome Y/n as she wasn't a wolf like they were. "You guys should come inside and eat." Sammy stepped back, gesturing for them to come inside the cabin.  

The interior was warm with a roaring fire in the fireplace. The walls were decorated with heads of deer and antlers, which didn't freak her out as much as she thought it would. It made a lot of sense, seeing as this was a hunter's cabin. Among the heads were photos of the surrounding forest and some of them held wolves. Y/n slowly walked around the living room, not noticing Dean's eyes following her as she looked closer at a particular photo. It was of a tawny blonde wolf as it stood proudly with a darker brown one, the woods behind it though, they were different. The trees were oak and maple with elm mixed in, not the jack pines that surrounded the cabin. Sam's voice next to her knocked her out of her daze as he chuckled. "I remember that photo. It was after I turned 18 and shifted for the first time completely on my own. I don't think I've ever seen my brother prouder."  

She blinked at him. "Wait, those wolves are you and Dean?" Her eyes fell back on the blonde wolf, a smile curving her lips as Dean came up behind her. "You both are beautiful." Sammy blushed, looking away sheepishly as he scratched the back of his head while his brother just let out a proud growl against her neck.  

“I'm glad my 'mega approves." She shivered slightly at the term and at the eye roll that Sam gave. The beta shook his head as he walked over to the kitchen and out of sight. She turned in his arms, resting a hand on the bandages. She hated that he had gotten hurt and though it wasn't her fault that he did, she still felt responsible. Dean felt the guilt through their bond and let out a warning growl. "Y/n, it's not your fault. Besides, it's probably healed by now. You're a hunter, you should know how we can regenerate." He cocked an eyebrow at her playfully, leaning down and nipping at the tip of her nose until she couldn't hold back the smile. He held her close, running his hand through her hair until all the guilt and tension had left her body. "That's a good girl. All that matters is you're safe." She sighed, pressing her face against his neck.  

She could only nod slightly as the combination of his voice and scent helped numb her mind. Her arms tightened around Dean’s waist. He was right, it wasn’t her fault that Shannon and those innocent hunters were killed. It was their attacker's fault, somehow, he had known that they were going to be stopping there and he had planned to blow up the place. Sam snapped her out of her daze as he stepped out of the kitchen, holding two plates with burgers on them. “You guys must be hungry. It’s not much but it’s better than nothing.”  

Sammy shrugged, setting the two plates on the coffee table. Y/n tilted her head, she knew that he was a beta so he was part of that 1% of siblings that didn’t present the same. But for some reason, the presentation suited him. She sat down in front of the table, smiling up at Sammy. “It still looks delicious Sammy. Thank you.” The beta beamed, going back into the kitchen to grab his own burger along with 3 beers for them.  

“I-uh-I don’t know if you drink but.” She chuckled, looking up at him.  

“Does the sunshine?” Y/n laughed and grabbed one of the beers and popped it open, watching the bubbles rise to the surface. “I’d like to make a toast.” She glanced at Sammy and Dean. “In remembrance of my friend Shannon, and in celebration of meeting my soulmate.  So, to remembering old friends and finding new family!”

Sam and Dean both raised their bottles. “To old friends and new family!” Their bottles made a melodic cling as they tapped them all together before drinking from the lip. Y/n looked down at the floor, a small smile curving her lips. Dean looked over at her, giving her back a slight rub. His breath caught in his chest as she looked up at him. That's when he smelt it, it was sweet and smelled slightly of berries...her heat was starting. He growled low in his throat, their food sitting forgotten on the table.  

"Sammy, would you mind putting the food in the fridge?" He didn't even look at his brother as he growled out at the beta, clutching Y/n to his chest and making her stand with him. She couldn't hold it back anymore, even as he held her, her slick made her folds moist. Dean didn't waste a second as he scooped her up in his arms and started up the stairs two at a time before they reached his room. The Alpha locked his door before feasting a dark lustful look on his omega. His eyes locked on the way her chest rose and fall with each strained breath. His fingers hooked on the edges of his shirt, the maroon over shirt already laying in heap around his feet. Her eyes locked on the motion of it, the dark fabric being lifted away to reveal his toned stomach. Her mouth went dry as he pulled the shirt over his head, her eyes tracing over the hard lines of his chest. He chuckled, easily crossing over to the bed in two hungry strides. She moaned out in need as he bent down and kissed her lips with even more intensity than back at the motel. Her back arched up into his touch as he ran his hands down her sides, his fingers slipping under the fabric of her shirt and sliding it up to expose her skin.  

Y/n couldn’t help the mewl of want that bubbled past her lips as he pulled back just long enough to take off her shirt. That mewl soon turned into a choked cry as Dean rutted against her, his jean covered bulge pressed against her own clothes folds and sent liquid heat rushing through her body. She was already flushed and panting when Dean started to attack her neck, his larger and rough hands pushing up her bra to palm her breasts as he attacked her throat with teeth and tongue. Every sensation made her skin tingle with awareness from his hot wet tongue. She writhed under Dean's body as he slipped her bra over her head to join her shirt, her nipples being drawn to tight points as the cooler air in the room brushed against them. She managed to keep her eyes open and locked on his face as he bent his head down and brought one of the tight rosy buds into his mouth. Y/n's mewl turned into a full moan at the sensations batting against her body. Dean's hard and hot bulge pressed heavily against her folds with a friction that was threatening to melt her bones. His hands, one holding her hips tightly against him while the other palmed and massaged her right breast. Her back arched as he gently bit down on her flesh, soothing the bite with his tongue and sending electricity shooting down her spine.  

Her hands tangled in his hair as he moved over to tease and nibble at her right breast, sucking a dark bruise into the skin right beside her nipple before he took it into his mouth and sucked. "D-Dean!" Y/n cried out, slick already starting to wet her jeans. The feeling made the Alpha growl against her breast, his hips rearing back and surging forward against her wetness.

"Impatient omega." He looked up at her, his eyes more wolf than human as he stared into her eyes. Y/n couldn't stop the whimper of want from leaving her throat if she wanted as Dean started to nip his way down to the top of her jeans. His hand pressed down slightly on her stomach to keep her from tilting her hips up to him as he swiftly unbuttoned and unzipped them. She squirmed against his grip as he pushed her jeans down so they pooled around her ankles, the heat of his breath and the cooler air around them creating a torturous sensation against the damp patch on the thin fabric. Dean watched her face with a predatory intensity as he lowered down to her panties. Her eyes locked on that wet tongue of his as he licked his lips before licking a long stripe against her folds, smiling at the cry that Y/n made. God, she smelt so sweet and her slick tasted much better than anything he had experienced. The overlap of sensations that washed over him from their bond made his cock jump against the front of his jeans, throbbing with desire and a need to feel her wet flesh around him. He stomped down his need, swiftly ripping her panties off as his breath caught in his chest. Her folds glistened with her slick and dripped down in thin strands from where it stuck to her panties. She shivered as he growled before leaning in and lightly dragging his tongue over her folds, though her taste drove all restraint from his mind. He had been right, she did taste sweet against his tongue. He snarled, using his thumb and index finger to spread her wide.  

Y/n bit her lip, letting out a loud muffled moan as she felt Dean's tongue slide from her entrance to her clit. She tried to tilt her hips up into his tongue, but his hand kept her hips still. She squirmed as he brought her clit into his mouth, he watched her as he suckled on the small nub of nerves. His tongue circled around and over the skin even as he lightly teethed at it. Her sounds were music to his ears as he dragged his tongue down to drink deeply of her slick. His thumb replaced his tongue, flicking and rubbing, as his tongue teased her entrance. "D-DEAN!" She cried out, trying to close her thighs around his head but unable to as he held her legs open with his shoulders. Dean growled against her as he slowly thrust into her core, matching the rhythm of his tongue and his thumb. He swallowed down the flood of slick that dripped from her hot flesh. His eyes closed as he enjoyed the way her cunt fluttered around his tongue, especially when the tip found that textured inch of skin. The sound of her breath hitching and quickening, spurred him on into action. Her body started to twitch as his tongue repeatedly flicked and stroked over her gspot over and over. Her moans became filled with need and submission, her blood boiled in her veins at every touch that Dean gave.  

He smirked as the Alpha drank down every drop of fluid from her as his tongue worked her higher and higher. He debated if he should bring her all the way, her frantic begging resonating in his mind as his reward. "That's it my 'mega. Beg for Alpha to make you cum" He growled against her, knowing just how each stroke and sensation was torture to the omega. She couldn't seem to make words form, just sounds as she whined and moaned helplessly. And call him a mean Alpha but he wouldn't give it to her. Dean's tongue flexed and writhed until her muscles started to tense around him in warning of her approaching climax. He enjoyed the frantic sounds his omega made as she gripped the bed sheets tightly. Though just as she hit that peak, Dean pulled back and licked his lips. Y/n whined as cool air rushed in to replace the heat of his mouth. He leaned down to kiss her hard, the taste of her still on his lips and tongue as Dean proved that this was only the beginning when his bulge ground up against her slick and saliva wet folds. Her alpha dominated her mouth, sucking on her bottom lip. His arms tightened around her as he attacked her neck with bites and sucking kisses until multiple bruises covered her neck and shoulder. Her back arched sharply, squeezing her breasts against his hard chest even as one arm moved down to undo his jeans. "Is my omega ready for her Alpha's cock?"

Her throat went dry as Y/n nodded, watching Dean straighten and pushing his jeans down. She bit her lip hard as she couldn't help but stare at his cock when he sprung free of its prison. He was so much thicker than she had ever imagined, seeming to grow even longer and thicker under her gaze. His head was already a deep red, slick with pre that had trickled down his shaft and over the slight swell of his slowly inflating knot. He growled, teasing her folds with the tip of his cock. "Are you ready sweetheart?"

She whined out as her hips squirmed. "Y-yes Alpha."

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Fear of the Moon PT 8

Omega!Reader X Alpha!Werewolf!Dean

Like and Reblog if you like it :)

Warnings: show level violence, nsfw

AN: This is something I’ve been sitting on for a while, lemme know what you think. Feedback is the crack that keeps the writer coming back.

Tag Squad: @stephizzle94 @kaylas-obsessions@castielspahdehrah@winchester-writes @bookshido @demondean-for-kingofhell  @supernatural-roleplayer @appleschloss  @kittenofdoomage(senpai please lemme know what you think) @spnfanficpond  @this-manis-playing-galaga  @rasax45 @caratala @docharleythegeekqueen @emmyhaynes@masterof-agony @soivebuiltupaworldofmagic@kaydallas21 @iwrotemyownending (sorry it wouldn’t tag some of you!)

Special thanks to @impalaimagining for the graphic <3 And thanks to @eyesoflily for being my amazing beta <3

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