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18/White/Autistic/T1D/TMA Genderfluid (Currently they/them) If you are an uwu smol bean petit bourgeois grifter artist who parrots unserious reactionary bullshit about GenAI please just block me so I don't have to hear any of your idiotic beliefs.

[rocmkii]

My fursona named roC. Probably won't ever draw a proper reference sheet for them sorryyyyy!

[rocmkii]

Tumblr may suck but is actual heaven compared to Bluesky. Some people here actually know that the US Military is bad.

[innerchildabortionclinic]

just got dropped off in christian teenager discourse tiktok ig

[rocmkii]

[despazito]

A lot to unpack

[em1e]

what made u guys pick ur url's !

[rocmkii]

I feel so fucking bad for black people sometimes. White liberals are calling shit from 2021 "woke 1.0". The caucasity.

[rocmkii]

I'm going to kill myself.

[rocmkii]

The main effect that the AI moral panic has had on me is making me realize all my favorite creators from throughout my life are the dumbest fucking people on the planet.

[rocmkii]

It will never not be hilarious to me that 90 percent of the other videos uploaded by Duck Song person are stop-motion Lego animations.

[rocmkii]

Physical media bad stupid suck dumb

[rocmkii]

I really appreciate Patricia Taxxon creating the term "mathematically perfect pop song" because it really is just the perfect way to describe a song you really want to dislike because it is honestly nothing that special and you feel stupid for liking mainstream slop but is unfortunately objectively well made so you have to unironically praise it at least a little bit.

[rocmkii]

I want to think these songs are stupid so bad but I can't bring myself to.

[rocmkii]

I really appreciate Patricia Taxxon creating the term "mathematically perfect pop song" because it really is just the perfect way to describe a song you really want to dislike because it is honestly nothing that special and you feel stupid for liking mainstream slop but is unfortunately objectively well made so you have to unironically praise it at least a little bit.

[farahhgaza]

‼️Farah is between life and death… your hand could save her or say goodbye 🙏🏻💔

Farah, 16 years old...her life is now suspended between pain and waiting 💔 A serious kidney disease is exhausting her body, and a severe drop in potassium threatens her life every moment... and the doctors decided: urgent treatment outside the country.🥹

🚨 What is needed now: 600 euros only to save her and start treatment Every moment of delay means greater danger.😭😭

💔 If you can't donate, share the post — Farah may reach someone who will save her life.🌹❤️

Urgent appeal: kidney failure and autism threaten Farah

Note: if you would prefer to pay via paypal, you can do so here.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #451 )✅️

[cozyprincessnook]

Don’t just like and scroll that does absolutely nothing Please help a Palestinian in need by donating or sharing with someone who can they haven’t been getting the donations they need to support their families please they are dying and desperate I’ve gotten so many messages from people begging for help just follow me and the people I repost

[farahhgaza]

💔 I beg you... Do not let this call pass in silence. Help Farah before her illness becomes more severe. She is weakening before my eyes. I extend to you a hope burdened with pain... Help us before it is too late.🙏🏻🇵🇸🥹

[bloominghydrangeas25]

please donate whatever you can if you can or share or reblog this across to those who can donate

[farahhgaza]

🟥 Every minute that passes is heavier than the one before... and we are still waiting for someone to extend a helping hand🙏🏻

[lyell-crookshanks]

Let's help the Abuzaid family out! Their campaign is at 60% We're almost there!

Urgent appeal: kidney failure and autism threaten Farah

Note: if you would prefer to pay via paypal, you can do so here.

Every reblog helps if you cannot donate!

Vetted by @/gazavetters here (#451)

[farahhgaza]

🥹Farah's cries of pain may go unheard—but you can answer them. She urgently needs your support and donations.🙏🏻🙏🏻

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

the fact that I feel the need to go, "and don't forget about Black people" is the most damning indictment of tumblr that I can give without being tempted to mention photovoltaic bartholemew. I have to browbeat you people to reblog any kind of Melanistic Mention. I love you, but i despair of you understanding the way I interpret your suburban accent.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

13 year ago eminem (marshall mathers) said,

"I don't know how to make songs like that I don't know what words to use."

you have to do better than 13 year old eminem lyrics. stop treating people as a social obligation.

deal with it, talk about it, stop hiding it away in your private suffering chamber. do your communism dishes

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

you do this to me and ignore Black women. I am irritated with you.. resolve this.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

Tears that are driven by white guilt are self-indulgent. When we are mired in guilt, we are narcissistic and ineffective; guilt functions as an excuse for inaction. Further, because we so seldom have authentic and sustained cross-racial relationships, our tears do not feel like solidarity to people of color we have not previously supported. Instead, our tears function as impotent reflexes that don’t lead to constructive action. We need to reflect on when we cry and when we don’t, and why. In other words, what does it take to move us? Since many of us have not learned how racism works and our role in it, our tears may come from shock and distress about what we didn’t know or recognize. For people of color, our tears demonstrate our racial insulation and privilege. I asked the woman of color I refer to in the opening of this chapter if I was missing anything in this list. This is her response: It’s infuriating because of its audacity of disrespect to our experience. You are crying because you are uncomfortable with your feelings when we are barely allowed to have any. You are ashamed or some such thing and cry, but we are not allowed to have any feelings because then we are being difficult. We are supposed to remain stoic and strong because otherwise we become the angry and scary people of color. We are only allowed to have feelings for the sake of your entertainment, as in the presentation of our funerals. And even then, there are expectations of what is allowed for us to express. We are abused daily, beaten, raped, and killed but you are sad and that’s what is important. That’s why it is sooooo hard to take. White Fragility, Robin DiAngelo (emphasis mine)

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

I must make two honest confessions to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the past few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro's great stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen's Counciler or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to "order" than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: "I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action"; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time and who constantly advises the Negro to wait for a "more convenient season." Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection. Letter from a Birmingham Jail, Martin Luther King Jr. (emphasis mine)

white transfems are not especially racist, but we are afforded an uncommon opportunity to confront the reality of white supremacy. it is not a coincidence that talking about race as a transfem feels like inviting people to call you racist. white power structures leverage accusations of racism against us not in defense of racialized people, but as a way to suborn us to service of white supremacy. it is not a coincidence that it feels like the only winning move is to stop talking.

white supremacy courts us in the same way that "gender ideology skeptics" court transmascs.

[downsouthdyke]

*pic for attention*

I need help bad. Idk what to say. I just im not sure if I want to keep trying. It feels like it all amounts to nothing. Im canceling dr appts bc I cant afford them. Im off my medications bc I cant afford them. I have until the 11th to save my car. My power will be off the 13th. I need food. Im exhausted. I just dont know how to keep going when for years I have tried and tried and done nothing but got sicker and sicker and therefore poorer and poorer. I don't think ive reached goal in months, years actually so i just keep drowning more. Im so tired. It feels like noone gives a fuck abt black women, abt poor women, abt disabled women, abt gay women, abt trans women. Feels like my and my wife's existence is just a joke to the universe.

If u are able to help me I'll put my paylinks and home needs wishlist below:

zlle: [email protected]

cshapp: $sailorsylvie

vnmo: Serena-Manning

pypal: [email protected]

Kofi

Home Needs Wishlist

My website where I sell handmade Press-On Nails

Thanks y'all, hopefully it all turns around. For all of us.

[downsouthdyke]

I have until tomorrow for my car. Im at $411/1338. Please keep sharing if u can!!!

[sapphireh3arts]

PLEASE! show up for my dear mutual who needs help and support more than ever!! share and donate whatever you can spare, they can't loose their car!!! $927 is needed TODAY!

[morganitism]

I wish all of yalls "love every trans woman you meet" posts actually applied to Black trans women as well.

[morganitism]

Oh it does? Then can you stop ignoring us

[morganitism]

Can you please stop ignoring us

[morganitism]

Can you please stop fucking ignoring us, it's killing us

[morganitism]

Please

[morganitism]

It's killing us. I don't think you understand it's killing us. Every time you scroll past a Black tgirl getting harassed without doing anything to make her feel less alone. Every time you just accept that a space you're in doesn't have Black tgirls. Every time you don't prioritize Black tgirls even when we are the primary victims of the thing you are talking about (like the ""deplatforming"" of trans girls who rely on mutual aid to survive, which disproportionately targets Black girls). I don't think you understand how much it's fucking killing us when you don't do a thing to help us and make us feel less alone in this transmisogynoirist hellscape. You use us for your arguments, you make one post or reblog about loving Black tgirls to make yourself look good, and then you leave us to die alone and afraid

[morganitism]

I'm talking about Black trans women and transfems. I'm not talking about "POC." I'm not talking about "all trans women." I'm not talking about "Black trans people." Stop trying to broaden this post that I specifically made about Black trans girls.

[morganitism]

I don't want to hear your white guilt. You are still ignoring us.

If you really need to talk about how guilty you are, how much you suck for being white, how you need to make more of an effort, go make your own post. Several Black trans women have used this post's tags and reblogs to speak about their own experiences being ignored in these spaces. When you fill this blog's reblogs and tags up with your "sorry for being white and sorry for ignoring them," you are covering up and speaking over their experiences in order to try and feel better about yourself. You are still prioritizing yourself in a conversation that is explicitly not about you.

Make your own post if you really, truly want to reflect on how you can be a better ally. Here is not the place for it. Let the dolls speak. Put them on a pedestal like they deserve.

[sins-of-sodom]

I'm dying. I'm fucking dying.

I try not to overreact but being surrounded in a room of white trans girls who might carelessly take any given action out of annoyance or disinterest with me will kill me

All it takes is a few words, I know all too well how fragile these things are

Everyday the bits of home I managed to hold onto seeps out of me and more until I hear myself unable to speak my own language properly

I search a top to bottom for a face of melanin and see not one

A new white girl gets added to my inner circle and I sigh

I only manage to speak my language for laughs because I can't imagine being taken seriously in it thanks to the Internet

Being racist is always so much more difficult than calling it out

Begging to find someone like me used to get the chains around my neck pulled tighter

Now that those chains have fallen loose I find it's my options themselves that have become restricted

I feel so alone

[morganitism]

I wish all of yalls "love every trans woman you meet" posts actually applied to Black trans women as well.

[morganitism]

Oh it does? Then can you stop ignoring us

[morganitism]

Can you please stop ignoring us

[morganitism]

Can you please stop fucking ignoring us, it's killing us

[morganitism]

Please

[morganitism]

It's killing us. I don't think you understand it's killing us. Every time you scroll past a Black tgirl getting harassed without doing anything to make her feel less alone. Every time you just accept that a space you're in doesn't have Black tgirls. Every time you don't prioritize Black tgirls even when we are the primary victims of the thing you are talking about (like the ""deplatforming"" of trans girls who rely on mutual aid to survive, which disproportionately targets Black girls). I don't think you understand how much it's fucking killing us when you don't do a thing to help us and make us feel less alone in this transmisogynoirist hellscape. You use us for your arguments, you make one post or reblog about loving Black tgirls to make yourself look good, and then you leave us to die alone and afraid

[morganitism]

I'm talking about Black trans women and transfems. I'm not talking about "POC." I'm not talking about "all trans women." I'm not talking about "Black trans people." Stop trying to broaden this post that I specifically made about Black trans girls.

[morganitism]

I don't want to hear your white guilt. You are still ignoring us.

If you really need to talk about how guilty you are, how much you suck for being white, how you need to make more of an effort, go make your own post. Several Black trans women have used this post's tags and reblogs to speak about their own experiences being ignored in these spaces. When you fill this blog's reblogs and tags up with your "sorry for being white and sorry for ignoring them," you are covering up and speaking over their experiences in order to try and feel better about yourself. You are still prioritizing yourself in a conversation that is explicitly not about you.

Make your own post if you really, truly want to reflect on how you can be a better ally. Here is not the place for it. Let the dolls speak. Put them on a pedestal like they deserve.

[sins-of-sodom]

I'm dying. I'm fucking dying.

I try not to overreact but being surrounded in a room of white trans girls who might carelessly take any given action out of annoyance or disinterest with me will kill me

All it takes is a few words, I know all too well how fragile these things are

Everyday the bits of home I managed to hold onto seeps out of me and more until I hear myself unable to speak my own language properly

I search a top to bottom for a face of melanin and see not one

A new white girl gets added to my inner circle and I sigh

I only manage to speak my language for laughs because I can't imagine being taken seriously in it thanks to the Internet

Being racist is always so much more difficult than calling it out

Begging to find someone like me used to get the chains around my neck pulled tighter

Now that those chains have fallen loose I find it's my options themselves that have become restricted

I feel so alone

[qamar2026]

I write these words with a broken heart. To those who read this and choose to ignore it, you can simply scroll past, but I am living through the most difficult moments of my life. My husband is slowly dying before my eyes. Due to a severe head and jaw injury, he has been unable to eat or drink for over a week, his weight has dropped to just 39 kilograms, and he is suffering from severe, life-threatening malnutrition.

[qamar2026]

The doctors confirmed he needs urgent surgery, but we can't afford the operation and treatment. I feel helpless watching him weaken day by day, while time is running out.💔

chuffed - Vetted#53

[qamar2026]

I'm not asking for the impossible; I'm simply asking for a chance to save his life. Please, if you can't donate, don't hesitate to share our story. It might reach someone who can give him a new lease on life.💔🙏