[bucketofli]

Random watercolor shape into destiel ^^

[trains-gengar]

part of the reason i'm an oblivious sam truther is bc that man didn't even notice when dean was setting up the dean cave. he missed all that furniture. i'm actually pretty sure it would be easy to evade him.

[biblicallyaccuratecowboy]

do you think that when dean went to hell, sam prayed for him to come back? and if he did, did any angels hear him? what would it be like, to be an angel preparing for the apocalypse, and hearing lucifer’s vessel pray for the return of michael’s? hearing the pawn in your mission practically begging to fulfill his fatal destiny?

[iloveyoudeanwinchester]

Thinking about Resurrected Mary....

[plentyafish]

I loved the world because of you.

[deanwinchesterapologist]

[supersapphical]

i go on and on and on about how much i prefer the early season aesthetic and then i remember rowena and her bright jewel colored clothes and her bright red hair and her colorful makeup and her full rainbow's worth of accessories and HER PURPLE MAGIC and i realize that her entire image would have been impossible to fully convey with the dark aesthetic of early spn and think well. maybe the ugliness of the later seasons was worth it. for her.

[crownlessam]

dean winchester // “lady lazarus”, slyvia plath

[skepticalfrog]

i just think a whole season arc should have been dean and cas reckoning with the fact they never hug aside from life n death situations. also cas learning about human emotions and trauma from baby books 

2 months later:

[skepticalfrog]

@outdean​

[skepticalfrog]

it escalates is what im saying

[nespolkey]

Back again. I give you this guy

[alenseress]

Grieving fathers

[biggaybenny]

silent conversations

[zombiegirldean]

the thing about Faith is they literally heal Dean to humiliate him. his determined skepticism and disdain is a pronounced FEAR RESPONSE to the concept of God because of course concepts like 'hope' and 'faith' are fucking scary! faith makes you vulnerable. It makes you naked. It’s inherently the practice of taking down your shield, doing a trust fall, showing your underbelly, risking absolute humiliation. That’s like, the whole point. and dean is s1 is all exoskeleton, he's Tough, nobody's allowed under his skin, and he gets soooo horribly twitchy around priests. he can't resist snarking at Roy bc this culty southern gothic bullshit is FREAKING HIM OUT. which is exactly why Roy picks him, because a skeptic is a satisfying convert, they want to forcibly tear his armor away in front of everybody, haha bet you believe in God now. it's a violation. he doesn't react with wonder, he reacts with HORROR, of COURSE, bc why do I deserve to live, why was the natural order disrupted for me, you did something to my body that I don't understand, you got under my skin, everyone was looking, this is humiliating. and then s4 happens.

[pbeeanjay]

fish out of water

[bucketofli]

How he sees..

[superhell]

i just don't think 16 minutes is going to cover it

[telescopic-camera-nod]

I've begun to feel.