taste your beating heart

raging feminist with a soft tongue and sharp teeth who writes, reads, listens to music, and just generally loves things and people and sometimes even life. my name's ellen. demigirl, she/her/hers. previously ramblingsofateenagedreamer.

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Best fraaaaaaaan @tatsu_san #ejs #instphoto #idohavefriends

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@amrit.s.brar 's Shitty Horoscopes. It's so lovely. I've wanted the anthology since it came out, more than a year ago, and now I finally have it! #amritbrar #instphoto #shittyhoroscopes

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Hi, I'd just like to remind everyone now that it's totally healed that I am 1000% in love with my tattoo #instphoto #ejs #tattoo #semicolon #butterfly

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My hands are hideous but this my favorite nail design I've done so far. I love it so much. #instphoto #ejs #spn #supernatural #nails

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What's up, my hair is blue now. #ejs #hair #instphoto #bluehair

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I got my first tattoo done today! It was done by Stephanie Lund at Scotti's Ink Works. #tattoo #semicolon #loveyourselffirst #instphoto #ejs

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Warped Tour! #vanswarpedtour #slc #warpedslc2017 #ejs #instphoto

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Have I made a sappy post about how much I love my cat lately? If not, here it is: I love my cat. She's precious and perfect. #instphoto #buggaboo #cat #catsofinstagram

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And since I'm on the subject of my coin collection, here's one of my absolute favorite coins. I have no idea what the story of this quarter is, but I call it my Babe Ruth quarter. #coins #coincollecting #quarter #baberuth #newyork #instphoto

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At first glance, this looks like a rather nonsensical photo of two quarters, one that's painted red and one that's painted brown, with a glimpse of my far more extensive coin collection in the background. These quarters are actually super important to me as a person. I got the red one years ago, when I was around twelve, as change from a vending machine. I was immediately enamoured with it - it was just so random, this red quarter among my change that obviously had some story, even if it was just that someone got bored and painted a quarter. I kept it in my pocket for weeks. All of my friends knew about this red quarter because I was so in love with it. The brown one was the second colored coin I ever collected. Candi gave it to me because she'd found it and thought of me, since I'd been carrying around the red one in my pocket. At the time, I was just amused at the second colored quarter, but after that I found a blue one, a black one, another brown one, another red one, a yellow one. I started picking them up - I found them or people gave them to me because they knew about the others. Slowly, it morphed into collecting any coin I found interesting - colored, or damaged, or foreign. I now have a rather large collection of these coins, and it's because of an accident and the love of a dear friend, and it means a lot to me. #coins #coincollecting #collection #quarters #instphoto

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This ball of my husband's hair just scared the hell out of me. I thought it was a dead creepy crawly. #instphoto #hair #marriedlife

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Some old #vent #art I found that @0ct0_bab3 made back in middle school and then gave to me. I still really love it, tbh. #instphoto #crow #tbt

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He's hooooome! #instphoto #idohavefriends

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Most cats when you put your head on them: freak out. My cat: licked my face and went back to investigating the spider on the ceiling. I've had this (not so little) love monster for 3 years now. Here's to many more. 💜 #buggaboo #cat #catsofinstagram #instphoto #nationalpetday

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I made a friend. #instphoto #ladybug #insect #bug

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I'm really excited about my haircut on Thursday. I'm also excited about how nice my face looks rn. #instphoto #ejs #dermatillomania

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Dean is totally wrapped around his little sister's finger, but that's alright with him.

hey guys have some shameless self-promotion

i finished a thing for the first time in months so i’m throwing it at the internet in hopes of validation and maybe self-motivation if i’m incredibly lucky