☽ your refrigerator mother ☾

indie sleaze || nostalgic for media long forgotten || neo post punk || XVIII

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fakes

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my name

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my collection

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girl child

stay awake but do not cry 

mumble prayers and do not lie

i scrub away the pain, the pain 

i flick the switch again, again, 

i can't sit still, my minds at strain

my daughter's blood, it stains and stains

my limbs protrude like minarets,  

my eyes they hide, they're getting wet 

my stomach full with all regrets 

my head thinks of the child i've never met

a slice inside my uterus, 

a plunging pain i can't seduce, 

my daughter born, of still and womb.

my mother's words, they churn and churn  

"you'll never learn, you'll never learn" 

people like me only ever burn and burn

stay awake but do not cry 

mumble prayers and do not lie

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last summer, in south texas

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corners of my room

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what

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the morning after

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my bed

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and that's the way we get by

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i bite

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ego death

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meet me in the bathroom

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sleazy

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today's fit

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snuck out of school on halloween for this pic,,

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me without waterproof mascara, 2021