saturn🪐

[kitchentable]

from ask polly

[stuckinapril]

Was sitting cross-legged on the ground applying my mascara last night when I finally. Mind body and soul. Let go of the whole “we COULD’VE been” mentality that has haunted me all my life. Like for the past month I’ve pretty much been stuck on this one boy bc “we could’ve been really cute” “we could’ve been something” actually no we couldn’t have been bc I don’t even know him that well and the version of him in my head doesn’t exist and it’s just time to let go of that (and of every other time I’ve extrapolated my own fantasies to someone, friend or crush or otherwise). If we actually could’ve been, then we would be. But we are not. Next .

[musclepowerplay]

[rootedinthepresent]

i used to linger in places i knew i didn’t belong and stay with my heart aching

[rootedinthepresent]

tom blyth is sooooo lana del rey. ahhh i love him for that

[rootedinthepresent]

what is life? it is not short or excruciatingly long, it is not predictable or unpredictable, it is not fair or unfair… life is what you say it to be, what you believe it to be… YOU create it… such a simple truth…

[rootedinthepresent]

there is nothing more powerful than confronting your fears and being bathed in your own love and light

[rootedinthepresent]

sometimes i be like «it is what it is, i don’t care»

but then it comes to me crawling at night

asking me if i really don’t

and seems like i have to swallow my heart

[rootedinthepresent]

i’ll just start posting here because i genuinely think i’m an interesting person and have plenty wisdom to share here (i doubt that but whatever)