hey hey motherfuckers

this is what it looks like when you've resolved all your issues | kendall-coded roman-girl 💖 | tw: sometimes I post trauma/csa stuff and I don't tag most of my posts

[bipolarmango]

People: the normal amount of pain is zero

Me, chronically ill: sounds sketchy but okay

[pjharvey]

i don’t think men and women r supposed to date each other and if they do it has to be a romangerri type thing

[only-knives]

time with complex trauma is like. i need to do everything all at once and if i don't i'm a failure, even if there's nothing to do. three months ago feels like yesterday but i can hardly remember yesterday anyway. i'm running out of time. for what? i don't know. i need everything to slow down but my life is so stagnant. i can't go to sleep because the day can't end, but i need the day to end or i'll go insane. i'm constantly worrying about the future but it feels like i have no future. i'm running out of time. for what? i don't know. time has no meaning but every second is the end of the world.

or is this just me?

[my-road-to-existence-deactivate]

I feel guilty for everything. I feel guilty for having traumas. I feel guilty for being traumatized. I feel guilty for feeling the feelings I feel. I feel guilty for expressing those feelings. I feel guilty for showing emotions. Everything feels like it's my fault. And everytime someone says something remotely close to it being my fault, It feels like I failed the whole world, because I am not doing it right. Even if they are pointing out things I could do in a different way to improve myself, it feels like I am worth nothing but death. I feel guilty for my existence.

[detectivehole]

it hurts the lord when you listen to lustful, violent music. so crank that shit UP

[detectivehole]

together we can kill that old fuck

[milktea-grn]

hair gel things

[lousolversons]

“My dad wanted me to take over? He made me hate him, then he died. I feel like he didn’t like me. I disappointed him.” - SUCCESSION (2018-2023)

[kvtnisseverdeen]

[stewykablooey]

succession operates on the complete opposite end of the 'nobody talks like that' spectrum in which they write dialogue that is full of words nobody has ever said but instead of uber polished therapy speak its some of the most insane sentences in the english language that comes full circle into being actually authentic

[romulussy]

+ bonus:

[orangekingfisher]

"i dont dislike taylor swift as a person, i just think her music is not that good" well i hate her as well. why the fuck am i biking everywhere and taking trains and walking two hours if she produces two tons of co2 emissions for a 15min flight. fuck her

[orangekingfisher]

i dont wanna get killed

[meyelowe]

Roman roy girlies how do we feel

[fernscully]

it’s so insane we have to just keep showing up for work. no matter what is happening globally, locally, personally, you’re supposed to show up and act like the formatting on a report is actually really important and demands your attention.

[formulaeri]

Funko finally released Succession collectibles and my first thought was that Roman can't keep getting locked in places. Please free him

https://x.com/formulaEri/status/1757773299591905661?t=RQIvhg3XG4cVKe1wUPa77w&s=09

[caterinasmeanrighthook]

something so painful about roman regressing to childhood - right down to his choice of clothing - and retreating into the arms of his mother, a mother so detached from any maternal instinct and so horrified by the human form that she leaves the first aid up to her grasping leech of a second husband. something so sinister about the repeated pattern of parents leaving their children vulnerable to the machinations of adults with ill intentions.

[gwainestarroyco]

i’ve connected the dots you didn’t connect shit etc etc. anyway this isn’t exactly quite what i mean but i get what i mean so. well anyway

[tallchld]