Sleeping Beauty

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

Text: Yeah we can.

Text: Are you in your room right now?

Text: Yes

#//no :(

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

Text: Not something I really want to talk about.

Text: I’m worried now. Can we talk for awhile?

Text: Yeah we can.

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

Unsent: Food.

Text: Sounds fine.

Text: I’m going to rehab before New York.

Text: Rehab??

Text: Not something I really want to talk about.

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

Text: Sure.

Text: Dinner. My place. My treat. All take out, don’t worry.

Text: Will you be off to New York right after or do you have other plans still?

Unsent: Food.

Text: Sounds fine.

Text: I'm going to rehab before New York.

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

Text: Friday.

Unsent: Can I come with y-

Text: Can I come and see you before then?

Text: Sure.

Text: I'm leaving. Unsent: And unlike you I know how to tell people.

Text: Oh. Wow. When?

#text: Nicole #//no crying

Text: Friday.

ndobreva

#mirror

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Sloan looked back to her. She knew her mistress tended to keep things to herself when it came to emotions, so she wasn’t wanting to push hers onto her dominant. “No mistress, I already cried. I just don’t want to be alone and I have missed being here with you lately.” Sloan licked her lips. “With you leaving soon and all, I wanted to have as much time as I can with you.”

There was more than a small part of Rory that was happy she didn’t have to deal with the tears for the time being. She wasn’t sure she wanted to be that shoulder to cry on even for someone she cared about. She had done that more than enough in her past that she didn’t care to do it anymore. Rory nodded her head and took her hand to lead her to the couch in the living room. She sat down and patted her lap for Sloan to place her head in. “Are you worried about me leaving?”

#f2f: sloan

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Sloan smiled to see Tinkerbell crawl into her lap. Petting the puppy, she looked up to see Rory’s light smile. Taking her hand, she walked into the room. Once the door was shut, she kept her eyes down and stood by her mistress. “Hello Mistress.” She stated. “I’m sorry to come over like this but I feel so alone and he didn’t even say goodbye to me…”

Rory wasn’t exactly the go to person that people came to when they were in need of a shoulder to cry on and sympathy. She just wasn’t good at that sort of thing and that was probably due to the fact she had shut off her emotions for so long. She didn’t rally understand the concept of emotionally being there for someone anymore. She more so believed in tough love and handed it like she did with her cupcakes. She looked down at Sloan and searched her face. “Do you need to cry?” She raised a brow.

#f2f: sloan

F2F | Auricole

She deserved that. She knew it was coming but she didn’t know it would hurt that bad.She deserved that. She knew it was coming but she didn’t know it would hurt that bad. She had a lot of explaining to do, she knew but she didn’t know exactly where to start. She prepared a written speech earlier, memorized it even but it was different having Rory right here, in front of her and adding to the fact that the red head wasn’t as pleased as she thought the red head would be seeing her added to the nerves she felt. “Just stay there,” she bit the inside of her cheeks, finding out the right words to say then she remembered why she asked the girl to come in the first place. She took a deep breath and turned around so now she was facing the piano instead of Rory. The brunette was never good with words, but maybe with a song, she’s hoping the Rory will know that she still loves her. Nicole’s fingers started moving creating a melody and she began singing just above whisper.

Your hand fits in mine like it’s made just for me But bear this in mind, it was meant to be And I’m joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks And it all makes sense to me.

#mirror #others: grumpy gills #private

Rory pressed her full lips together to keep her words at bay. She was doing a lot better with the whole thinking before she spoke, but there was a part of her right now that wanted to just unleash it all on Nicole. Let her know how pissed off she was. Maybe even how disappointed and hurt she was, but she kept her lips pressed firmly together to keep all of those words to herself. However, she really did want to mack Nicole in the back of the head. She folded her arms over her chest and narrowed her eyes. “Seriously?” She interrupted Nicole’s singing with an angry tone in her voice. “You invited me over so you could sing me some dumb ass boy band song? A normal person would have an explanation. I don’t know, maybe an apology, but not you apparently.” Rory shook her. “I’m done.” She turned to take her leave.

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Sloan was down right then. Miles left without even giving her a good bye. She wanted to see Rory and was glad she was being given the option to do it. Coming to her room, Sloan knocked and kneeled like the good girl she is for her mistress. rorytheswitch

Rory was doing her best not to think about what Sloan was probably going through, but she understood it all to well. The gaping hole that was left over when someone close to you just leaves wasn't one that could be filled easily if at all. It was a feeling that Rory wished she wasn't so familiar with but it was nothing more than wishful thinking on her part. She ran her hands through her red hair and sighed as there was a knock on the door. Tinkerbell ran around her feet, barking happily as she went to answer the door. The little brown ball of fluff immediacy jumped at Sloan and locked at her face. Rory stood there for a moment, feeling a ghost of a smile hint at her lips before she held out her hand for the submissive to take.

#f2f: sloan

Pm mistress

blue-sloan:

May I come over?

Yes you may.

#sloan

Pm mistress

rorytheswitch my brother is gone…

I know. I saw.

#sloan

ungifable

#the essence of rory

F2F | Auricole

To say that was Rory was frustrated would be an understatement. To be honest, she was fed and irritated and tired of Nicole disappearing with out an explanation and then reappearing and acting as if nothing had ever happened in the first place. There were moments where she had to heavily debate of their relationship was worth going through all of this. Truthfully speaking, she wasn’t really sure anymore. She ran her fingers through her hair before she knocked on Nicole’s door and waited for her to answer.

The brunette knew that she was just as tired as hiding as Rory was to not knowing half of the things going on Nicole’s life. But right now, she needs her girlfriend. More than she ever has. It was starting to get exhausting keeping things from Rory thinking it would protect her only secrets grew them apart. A soft knock snapped her out from her train of thoughts and her hands stopped from playing altogether. The brunette swallowed thickly, her hands clasped together as she made her way towards the door. She was nervous, of course, knocking that the woman behind it was most probably very upset with her. With a final huff, she turned to whoever was standing outside and, lo and behold there she was. It was what Nicole considers the most beautiful woman that has ever walked on the planet. She stared for a moment, completely unsure what to do next. She wanted to hug her, kiss her, throw herself at her but she couldn’t. It was as if there was this unspoken rule that told her don’t. At least not yet. “Hi.” She mustered up but it barely broke above a whisper. She never felt this happy and anxious seeing someone for what felt like the first time. She reached for the girl’s hand carefully, praying she wont pull back. “Come in, please..” her voice almost cracked on the last word. Her voice was begging, afraid that the girl would take her hand back and walk away.