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@blue-sloan

Sloan Howell || 19 || Submissive

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ftf: Rory and Sloan

There was more than a small part of Rory that was happy she didn’t have to deal with the tears for the time being. She wasn’t sure she wanted to be that shoulder to cry on even for someone she cared about. She had done that more than enough in her past that she didn’t care to do it anymore. Rory nodded her head and took her hand to lead her to the couch in the living room. She sat down and patted her lap for Sloan to place her head in. “Are you worried about me leaving?”

Sloan followed her like the good girl she was. Laying on the couch, she placed her head on Rory's lap. Sighing some, she nodded. "I know you're off to school mistress but I wonder if you'll come back when I'm done. I know you said you will but words seem to be against me as of late."

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Rory wasn’t exactly the go to person that people came to when they were in need of a shoulder to cry on and sympathy. She just wasn’t good at that sort of thing and that was probably due to the fact she had shut off her emotions for so long. She didn’t rally understand the concept of emotionally being there for someone anymore. She more so believed in tough love and handed it like she did with her cupcakes. She looked down at Sloan and searched her face. “Do you need to cry?” She raised a brow.

Sloan looked back to her. She knew her mistress tended to keep things to herself when it came to emotions, so she wasn't wanting to push hers onto her dominant. "No mistress, I already cried. I just don't want to be alone and I have missed being here with you lately." Sloan licked her lips. "With you leaving soon and all, I wanted to have as much time as I can with you."

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Rory was doing her best not to think about what Sloan was probably going through, but she understood it all to well. The gaping hole that was left over when someone close to you just leaves wasn’t one that could be filled easily if at all. It was a feeling that Rory wished she wasn’t so familiar with but it was nothing more than wishful thinking on her part. She ran her hands through her red hair and sighed as there was a knock on the door. Tinkerbell ran around her feet, barking happily as she went to answer the door. The little brown ball of fluff immediacy jumped at Sloan and locked at her face. Rory stood there for a moment, feeling a ghost of a smile hint at her lips before she held out her hand for the submissive to take.

Sloan smiled to see Tinkerbell crawl into her lap. Petting the puppy, she looked up to see Rory's light smile. Taking her hand, she walked into the room. Once the door was shut, she kept her eyes down and stood by her mistress. "Hello Mistress." She stated. "I'm sorry to come over like this but I feel so alone and he didn't even say goodbye to me..."

ftf: Rory and Sloan

Sloan was down right then. Miles left without even giving her a good bye. She wanted to see Rory and was glad she was being given the option to do it. Coming to her room, Sloan knocked and kneeled like the good girl she is for her mistress. rorytheswitch

Pm mistress

I know. I saw.

May I come over?

Pm mistress

rorytheswitch my brother is gone...

Text: I have something for you.

txt: Yes mistress. rorytheswitch

Text: It’s something I need to give to you in person.

Txt: Yes mistress. On my way.

Text: I have something for you.

txt: Yes mistress. rorytheswitch

#this never shows up #I'm soo sorry #rorytheswitch

PM: Smiles

Of course we can, just let me know when you want me over and I’ll be there.

Tomorrow? Could we do it in your room?

PM: Smiles

I don’t hear from you a lot. Have you been around?

Of course I love and miss you too, but I haven’t heard anything since the exam. Did it go okay?

Yeah. Can we cuddle tomorrow?

It went. I just need my Smiles.

PM: Smiles

manymilesofhowell

I love you...and miss you.

#ic and ooc #thoughts

Txt: Mistress

Text: You may.

Txt: Thank you mistress.

Txt: Mistress

Text: It was fine

Txt; May I come see you?

Txt: Mistress

rorytheswitch

Txt: Hello mistress. How was your exam?

[PM]: Hey. So, I'm thinking that we should like, hang out tomorrow. Or, today. Sunday, I mean. Just to, y'know, talk and get to know each other for this thing.

PM: of course miss recklessredgilbert

#recklessredgilbert

PM: Alex

… I guess it’s not as bad as I thought. Just leaves me wondering what skills we’re supposed to be showing off, here. Do I– … I mean. Is there anything we need to discuss? Do you think?

I’m not sure honestly.

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