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-my body is my buddy

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goodbye yesterday, better days will come

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you think it's different, but it's always the same

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commitment isn't scary, wasting years of your life is.

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its a miracle we can meet.

I tell that person that it's so magical that we can meet and have a relationship as friends. two people from different locations, different mindsets, ages, fun, hobbies, habits can be close with a lot of laughs and funny jokes. every day always feels like there will be a lot of stories, especially today. every day always asking what to eat this afternoon. very fun.

If compared to a flower, she is a bright yellow sunflower dominating the yard.

But finally this day came, the day when the joke about resignation finally came. he resigned. i don't know, the laughter turned into what. but i didn't prevent him from leaving. if this is what can make him develop into a sunflower that blooms bigger and taller, my efforts to let him go will not be in vain. in the end we will still meet even though it won't be that often. goodluck, sunshine.

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you are exactly where you need to be because if you were supposed to be somewhere else you would be there.

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ke m bali

moving, cleaning up things, sorting out what you need and don't need, what's important and what's junk. a lot to take care of, luggage, the feeling of leaving loved ones, leaving behind the times you went 8 hours just to gofood coffee and netflix n chill with pipin anyak cece at the 3 million boarding house. whoa. very rushed but exciting.

on the way, meet the excitement of how you move your life from one area to another. different people, culture, atmosphere and air. crowded quiet people. enter the streets filled with canang and incense incense fragrant. who would have thought.

Who would have thought that today when I opened the office door I would smell the sea water mixed with the soil and leaves in Nyanyi. the coconut trees that moved a lot in the sea breeze. no one knew. this move all made me learn how to let go and accept what came to me. new people, new atmosphere, new uniforms, the lunch menu at the Student Union which was always new every 2 weeks.

In Bali, I met many animals and plants that I had never seen or held before. birds in the white rice fields, wild spinach that you can see on your morning walk to work, buffalo cows that at 6am had dede the sun and munched on the short Bitdec grass, squirrels that jumped from the flagpole to the roof of the office building, birds that sometimes crashed into the office window with a gubrakk sound, which is a pity.

These things make me realize that there are many things that I don't know, haven't seen, and haven't felt.

It's like a vegetable mix with peanut sauce. PECEL!

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canang sari

represents a symbol to demonstrate gratitude. The daily offerings made by Balinese Hindu to thank God in praise and prayer.

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most of the time people doesn't know the worth of something until they lose it.

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forgive everyone and everything. they were learning too.

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begonia, caladium, and alocasia (2022)