𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖑𝖎𝖕𝖘

indie, fandomless rp penned by andy.

[roscsofsablc]

𝔯 𝔬 𝔰 𝔠 𝔰 𝔬 𝔣 𝔰 𝔞 𝔟 𝔩 𝔠 【-】 studies in finding oneself through the elements and the darkness of one's life. exploring themes of gender identity, growing up still even as an adult, and becoming comfortable with the shadows. private, fandomless multimuse account. sideblog. penned by andy. she/they. 21+ (mun is 30+)

【✦】carrd【✦】

follows come from: @divinetenebris

[filmgifs]

Clueless (1995) dir. Amy Heckerling

[buckysbarnes]

WHY I WATCH STRANGER THINGS: THE “PLOT” - PART THREE

[divinetenebris-movedarchived]

nsft headcanons.

charlie: service switch. charlie, by default, is a fairly vanilla sort of person. he's not possessive or aggressive or anything of that sort. but the second he knows his partner is into something, he's doing tons of deep research and is going to give it the college-try more than once. i think as long as the other is getting off, he is very much okay with most anything. if he's pressed, he'll say he prefers to top, but it's a narrow margin for sure. loves a person sitting on his face for sure. a little worship vibe. zadkiel: pillow princess bottom. or rather, that's the closest idea. because they were so used to be an angel, handling 'sin' is a bit hard for her so she gets lost in the pleasure given quite a bit. with that said, she is not going to be selfish by any means once she's more used to the feeling. v v into the 'mommy' kink. daddy doesn't work for them, but 'mommy'? instant puddle. she hates being bound. it reminds her of losing her freedom and wings. but very into just being taken by her partner when they want. thorn: switchy-sub bottom. because of the way trans people can be fetishized, she is v hesitant to top with people. she doesn't want to be seen as just part of a checklist, so much much prefers to bottom. with that, she's like charlie but actually into more things. likes some light bdsm, leathers and ties and gags. 1000% into titles. she'll use all of them all the time. accidentally will call someone daddy or mistress like in public. every now and again, needs something vanilla and love-make-y to not lose the real connection beneath. especially if it's longer than a one night stand (she does try to avoid those, but alas touring.) cyrus: hard top. for him it's all about control. while he is a softer person at his core, if the partner is okay with giving up more control, cyrus will keep taking it. he enjoys the sight of the other and will hold off on touching them personally and use other things if need be. the modern world has been wonderful for that for him. you can use a title for him, he doesn't care. he will be a little name-cally if they're into it (slut and such), but he'll also compliment when he does it. (you look so pretty like that) likely would be into choking and biting and 'marking' what is 'his'

stza: top-switch. stza is probably the least 'kinky' person among the group here. definitely prefers the loving stuff. he is much too sappy to do much other than fairly 'normal' kink things (maybe something in public, some light choking, etc.) i'd say his biggest focus is always making sure the other party has multiple ends/orgasms. like it's never just one and done. which can make stuff go on for a long time, but he enjoys doing so. aurelia: sub-bottom. to be a succubus means to 'lie under.' so by definition, aurelia is a bottom. more of a service bottom though. like they are not not participating. thinking about everything, i think aurelia would be intersex, thus having male genitalia by default, but doesn't usually use that part of their anatomy very often. because of being what she is, she's used to being used and degraded, so when asked- won't want that stuff anymore. other than that, is v v okay with pretty much anything. by far has the potential the most kinky of anyone, but doesn't seek it out. usually seeks out more romantic gestures. big into aftercare. titles too sure. group stuff definitely as well.

cindy: switch. cindy was once definitely riding the 'brat' wave, but after discovering more of her sexuality and living more, she does actually enjoy being really in charge from time to time. probably leans a little further away from that, but just barely. kinda lowkey obsessed with straps. likes having them on her, using them on others (men and women, she'll peg for sure), various sizes and colors and such. when she's bottoming, likes a little degradation. when topping, will 'make' them call her 'daddy'.

bonus- hookups: thorn x charlie aurelia x cindy zadkiel x cindy stza x cyrus (tried, but it was some light rounding of third base) stza x zadkiel

[sinscfthedivine]

now for the roscsofsablcs muses turn!

Autumn: Service bottom-Brat/Switch

Autumn likes to have fun. He is brat coded for sure, but if he's attracted to someone, he's going to do whatever feels good at the time. Does this mean usually bottoming? Yes, but that doesn't stop him from taking charge. Big into the Daddy/Mommy kink. Typically bratty kinks too like being put in his place, bite marks, spanking, et.c Likes pretty people, so usually doesn't end up with gruffer types, but respects the aesthetic.

Haven: Switch

Haven is an awkward person when it comes to sex because she is so ready to go, but isn't sure what the right way to approach that stuff is. Absolutely just falls over herself for a pretty person. Pretty could apply to masc women as well; she just loves pretty. Has a fairly large toy collection, but doesn't need them. Actually quite fond of public things and will be found making out with/doing hand things on the train or bus if it gets hot and heavy. LOVES lingerie of all types. While not attracted to men, firmly believes that men look cute in it as well. Her preferred is like silk boxers and matching bra.

Bellamy: Bottom

Once Bellamy began to express their gender as they do (They are AMAB, femme presenting usually), he realized that he enjoyed being on the bottom of things. With that said, she is always open to new things and of this group, I'd say she and Autumn are tied for the kinkiest/most open minded. Very much supports multiple (safe) partners and polyamory. Doesn't like public much because the stuff behind closed doors can get a little intense (cough cough bdsm, cages, etc. cough cough) Needs a nice little normal session to break up everything though and will actively root for being made love to to have some nice, gentle moments with her partner.

Cade: Service Switch/Bottom

Cade is distinctly a nervous person and does very much enjoy someone showing them the ropes of what they like/enjoy. However! Once Cade understands what it is they enjoy, he will stop at nothing to make sure they are thoroughly satisfied and taken care of. While not inherently kinky, would likely be into anything that's kinky but intimate (pegging, soft ties, teasing, blindfolds, etc.) Definitely not entirely sure of it himself, but very much into people sitting on his face/him just doing oral and not needing release for themselves.

Astrid: Hard top

Astrid knows what she enjoys and that is being in charge. She is not a demanding Dominant by any means. She is not some dominatrix and doesn't need tools or toys or leather to get the message across. With that said, she would much prefer the bottom in the relationship enjoy themselves more than her just getting off. She prefers to peg for that reason when it comes to those who would like that. She likes stuff done to her from time to time to warm up, but would be more akin to a stone top with other women and such. V much into the 'Daddy' title for herself.

Cai: Bottom

Cai, much like Bellamy, once discovering their gender identity realized what it was they liked in sexual scenarios. They are like a combination of Bellamy and Cade. They don't want as much emotional distance as Bellamy enjoys, but isn't locked into only sweetly intimate acts like Cade is. At the end of the day, very much is okay with 'vanilla' sex with their partner- either them riding cai or vice versa- toys or not (Cai is also amab) The kinkiest thing Cai is probably into is c. cages for themselves and being edged.

Hazel: Switch

Hazel is a switch who is in charge at all times. She prefers that even when she's taking a more submissive role in the bedroom, it's on her terms. She is not staunch on these terms and will give up some control to those who she feels comfortable with. Because of that, she is unlikely to do hook ups and would likely be more akin to someone on the Asexual-Graysexual scale depending on the interpretation. With that said, she does enjoy sex quite a bit. She likes exploring ideas and doesn't have too many hard limits (besides blood, animal stuff, bathroom stuff, etc.) If she trusts the other, is open to anything not on her limits likely. Mistress kink for her for sure.

Bine: Top

Bine is still figuring himself as the youngest person in this group. So far, he definitely enjoys being the person in "charge" although he's not giving out orders and demands by any means. Titles make him uncomfortable so he prefers things like "Babe" or "Baby" and things like that. Things that are tinged with cute notions. Very much into blindfolds for his partner along with outfits/costumes. Doing some very light roleplaying would be right up his alley. Has never done anything with one, but very much into older women (35+).

Fay: Switch/Bottom

Fay leans into the most vanilla out of all of them present here. Fay likes women and is pretty much okay with all of the normal events in sex. While not particularly kinky, is open to trying some things. Thinks that words and the intent is what makes the act of sex better for them. Might use a title for their partner in specific circumstances, but otherwise is fine with names and nicknames like Bine.

Blair: Switch/Top

Blair has done most things, experimented fairly thoroughly and has discovered her own niches in things that she enjoys. Takes her cues from the partner and just goes with the flow. Isn't usually the one to come up with ideas, but if the other is really into something and approaches Blair, she will likely do it. Does not like overly aggressive dominants, ones who think they are the gift to submissives. They give her immediate ick and she will actively avoid interacting with them. The most openly into kinkier things like BDSM, titles, etc.

[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 : a mix of dialogue and action prompts. sent "+ reverse" to reverse the roles.

𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :

➔ you're gonna be okay , just keep your eyes on me. ➔ don't move - you're going to make it worse. ➔ it's not that bad. ➔ you saved me once before , now it's my turn. ➔ you fucking idiot , you weren't supposed to take the hit for me. ➔ i told you not to do that! now look! ➔ you're lucky that i know basic first aid , or you'd be dead! ➔ stay with me, okay? stay awake. ➔ i'll be as gentle as i can be , i promise. ➔ you're bleeding - oh my god , you're bleeding. ➔ you told me it was a scratch , this is not a fucking scratch! ➔ there's so much blood. ➔ next time you want to play here , just don't. ➔ stop fighting me and let me help! ➔ you're banned from doing anything remotely dangerous. ➔ you could have died , what were you thinking? ➔ if you die on me , i'm going to be pissed off. ➔ you didn't have to be so reckless just to prove a fucking point. ➔ the wound will heal but you'll have a scar.

𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :

[ carry ] sender carries receivers muse to safety after finding them injured. [ stitch ] sender stitches receivers wound. [ hand ] sender holds receivers hand during a painful procedure. [ wound ] sender cleans receivers wounds with gentle and shaky hands. [ panic ] sender panics while trying to stop receiver's bleeding. [ patch ] sender patches receiver up using makeshift materials (i.e. torn shirt). [ fire ] sender drags receiver out of a burning building. [ pressure ] sender puts deep pressure on receivers wound while yelling for help. [ mouth ] sender gives receiver mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. [ change ] sender helps receiver change out of bloodied clothes. [ wash ] sender helps wash dried blood off of receivers face. [ shower ] sender helps receiver shower after an injury. [ broken ] sender tries to stabilize receivers broken limb with rope and sticks.

[gloomglimmer]

›       TENSION   LINER   PROMPTS     

"I   dare   you   to   try."

"Do   you   always   get   close?"

"You’re   pushing   my   limits."

"Stop   looking   at   me   like   that."

"I’m   losing   control   here."

"You   have   no   idea,   do   you?"

"I   can’t   resist   you   anymore."

"Stay   back,   or   don’t."

"I   know   what   you   want."

"This   is   getting   dangerous   now."

"You’re   too   tempting   for   me."

"I   shouldn’t   want   this,   but…"

"I   don’t   play   fair,   remember?"

"Careful,   you’re   testing   me."

"You’re   just   making   it   worse."

"You’re   too   close   for   comfort."

"Do   you   always   push   buttons?"

"Stop   before   I   kiss   you."

"You’re   making   it   too   hard."

"I   can’t   stop   thinking   about   you."

"I   want   you   too   much."

"You   know   exactly   what   you’re   doing."

"I’m   not   playing   games   here."

"You’ve   crossed   the   line   now."

"Keep   pushing,   and   you’ll   regret   it."

"This   is   dangerous,   isn’t   it?"

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"Don’t   make   me   regret   this."

"You’re   playing   with   fire."

"You   don’t   know   what’s   coming."

"I   shouldn’t   be   this   close."

"We’re   getting   dangerously   close   now."

"I   can   feel   the   heat."

"Don’t   test   me   right   now."

"I   want   you   too   badly."

"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."

"You’re   distracting   me,   you   know."

"I   won’t   fall   for   this."

"I   want   you,   but…"

"What   do   you   want   from   me?"

"I’ll   never   give   in."

"I’m   trying   not   to   care."

"You’re   playing   with   my   patience."

"Don’t   make   this   harder,   please."

"I   can’t   stop   this   feeling."

"I’m   already   in   too   deep."

"You   won’t   walk   away   unscathed."

"You’re   walking   a   fine   line."

"I’m   trying   to   stay   calm."

"What   are   you   doing   to   me?"

[the-rp-atelier]

|| ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝙵𝙻𝚄𝙵𝙵 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁

(Add "+🔁" or "+ reverse" for the reverse)

“Come here, you look like you need a hug.”

“You fell asleep on me… and I didn’t want to wake you.”

“I kept your hoodie. It still smells like you.”

“You can stay as long as you like. My door’s always open.”

“You’ve got a little something—here, let me.”

“I made you breakfast… well, attempted to.”

“You’re warm. Don’t move.”

“I saved you the last slice.”

“I could listen to you talk forever.”

“I like it when you smile like that.”

“Stay with me tonight.”

“I trust you. More than anyone.”

“Your hand fits perfectly in mine.”

“You always make me feel safe.”

“I made you a playlist.”

“Do you want to dance with me? Right here?”

“I’m not letting go first.”

“You’re the best part of my day.”

“I’ll be here when you wake up.”

“I love you. There, I said it.”

[resplendentdare]

Saskia couldn't help but frown at Autumn saying she was sweet; she could be many things but sweet certainly wasn't on that list unless it was to take something from someone. That was just who she was, who she'd become. "I can assure you, I'm not that sweet. I enjoy drama, as long as I'm not part of it. I can sit back and watch, and I'm gonna stick around for this."

[roscsofsablc]

"well, shit. aren't you immediately proving that? little spitfire." autumn couldn't help but be a little impressed and attracted to the other. (seriously, autumn- you buckle so quickly.) "okay, so the drama is- i slept with a guy and a woman. separately. didn't realize it at the time, but they're married. and they're not in an open relationship. both of them are regulars at my comic book shop too."

[resplendentdare]

Saskia could see Cai's reaction to her pet name, instinctively biting her bottom lip as she gave them the look over. Sure, using that name might've overstepped a little but they seemed to be into it. "If you get a couple drinks in me, I'll happily do it," she smirked.

[roscsofsablc]

the way she looked at them wasn't lost on them and only drove further blush to their cheeks. oh, hell. "oh, that's...wow. that's...that's g-good to know. i've got that for the future, immediate or n-not -" because just immediately jumping into that would be weird, right? "must be talented. you, i m-mean. i don't think i could if i tried." cai, objectively, had a great form for doing it, but they had never even tried.

[coastercruushed]

"i mean, it does make sense if i'm bein' honest," a soft laugh leaves him, rubbing at the tense muscles of his neck. ( he's not really used to people asking him out on dates. ) he's really not used to people like autumn showing any interest in him. now he's going to go home, change into something more comfortable and go watch movies at his house? yeah, this shit never happens to mapplethorpe. once his hand is taken, he'll blink slowly as he looks at the address. he'll grin, his face pink. "yeah, okay---...what kind of snacks do you like?"

[roscsofsablc]

autumn doesn't reply and just laughs along with him instead. god, he was so cute. once mapple has his hand back to him, autumn stowed the marker back inside his purse and clicked his tongue once against the roof of his mouth in thought. "snacks i like. besides you?" oh, he was really getting into now. "something, anything sweet. chocolate, swedish fish, skittles- nothing sour or with peanuts. you like popcorn? i can make tons before you get there."

[resplendentdare]

Saskia was very much aware she probably looked like an absolute mess, despite how cold the rink was, moving around the way she was always left her almost sweating and usually had to take off her sweater and gloves. "I'd hope so! I haven't bruised my ass constantly for nothing."

Stepping off the rink, she reached into her bag to take a long sip of water. "You here to just watch and admire my work? Or you getting on the ice yourself?" she asked, grabbing a small towel from her bag to try to get rid of her sweaty forehead.

[roscsofsablc]

"nothing worth itself is not...not worth a bruised ass." had he managed to confused himself with that one? "what i mean is that the pain pays itself off quickly. if you ask me." she didn't, but bellamy volunteered the information all the same.

bell shrugged. the cold from just the area was enough to have them dressed in (fake) furs and heavy jackets. the leg warmers were cute, if a little much. "more so the latter, but the former happened organically. hard not to be impressed. sorry to distract you from it."

[cloveds]

she  senses  the  anxiety  that  is  housed  bones  -  deep  within  the  other  career.  he  masks  it  well  for  the  cameras,  maybe  for  his  dumb  district  partner,  but  clove  is  like  a  shark  sniffing  out  the  faintest  droplets  of  blood  in  the  water.  his  unease  brings  a  smile  to  her  face,  wide  and  unsettling  and  perhaps  even  giddy.  if  he's  this  nervous  now,  she  wonders  how  nervous  he'll  be  when  he's  on  the  wrong  side  of  her  blade,  or  in  cato's  suffocating  chokehold.

❝ if  it  helps?  like  i'm  looking  for  reassurance  from  you? ❞  laugh  is  entirely  mocking  in  nature.  admittedly,  she  has  fun  with  the  pair  from  one.  she  enjoys  poking  and  prodding  and  seeing  how  long  it  takes  them  both  to  crumble  uselessly  beneath  the  weight  of  what  the  games  really  are.  ❝ maybe  you  should  cool  it  with  the  thinking  before  you  wear  your  poor,  little,  pretty  brain  out. ❞  emphasis  on  little.  she  makes  sure  each  syllable  stings  like  hot  iron  on  flesh.

for  a  moment,  clove  falls  quiet.  she  stares  at  him,  tilts  her  head,  clicks  her  tongue.  then,  in  one  swift  move,  she's  barreling  into  him  with  a  surprising  amount  of  force  stored  within  such  a  small  frame.  sharp,  freshly  -  cleaned  knife  is  pressed  against  his  throat,  and  the  girl  from  two  leans  in  close.  ❝ how  about  now? ❞  low  whisper  is  adorned  with  teeth,  ❝ is  it  fear  now? ❞  she's  messing  with  him.  for  now,  he's  an  asset.  or  something  somewhat  close  to  it,  according  to  cato.  as  much  as  she'd  love  to  drive  in  the  blade  here  and  now,  she  can't.

[roscsofsablc]

those from district two were obviously raised slightly different in regards to the games. the viewpoint was just off from theirs. as evidenced by the way clove shot over to him to hold the knife to his throat. he's not as quick and he's just barely got the spear up and over her head after she would have gotten the clean cut across him.

"if it helps clarify things, clove. don't put intent where it doesn't belong," the other career tribute shot back. the way she moved and looked at him did make him slightly nervous, though it was not much different from the way others did. like cashmere or gloss or hell, glimmer given specific situations.

"it's adrenaline not fear. not kindly take your knife from my throat before it starts an actual fight between all of us." marvel felt like the only one with the sense of needing each other at times. he knew how cato saw them. the other boy was not subtle.

"save the bloodthirst for hunter girl, lover boy and the rest of them."

[kissmedcadly]

given the topic of conversation, the suggestion of a date should be normal, expected. instead, it catches vic off guard, leaves her blinking at them for several too-long moments, probably looking like she's searching for the right way to offer the kindest let down possible. finally, she breathes out an almost nervous laugh, nods as she swallows hard. why is that nerve-wracking? "i could do a date in exchange for that, yeah," vic finally manages, shrugging a little. "it'll be a good time."

[roscsofsablc]

see, if there was one thing cai wasn't going to do-it would be assume. especially anything romantic. did they want it to be? duh. sometimes they felt too soft for the other, but cai couldn't help the immense crush they had on the other. "r-really? ...okay, okay, great. exactly what i had-had hoped? thought? would...-no, that's assumptive. i am very h-happy to have a date with you." nailed it.

[grackle-bone]

Anonymously (or not) send sexual fantasies your muse has had about mine 💣🧡💦

[yourfavoritearchnemesis]

Boy who falls in love with girl after she beats the shit out of him gotta be one of my favorite dynamics fr

[rpmemes-galore]

Send me “Cold?” to wrap a jacket around my muse’s shoulders

[recordmemes]

༘⋆｡ let's  get  trope-y.

almost a sequel to this. for the cliches, the relationships you read about in romance novels & see on your tv screen.

friends  to  lovers.

be  honest,  have  you  ever  thought  about  us?

if  this  ruins  everything,  i'll  still  be  glad  i  said  it.

you're  the  safest  place  i've  ever  been.

i  don't  want  to  risk  our  friendship.

i'm  terrified  of  losing  you.

you've  slept  over  a  hundred  times  before...  but  this  feels  different.

i  see  how  you  look  at  me.

you  look  radiant  tonight.

i'm  sorry,  but  i'm  in  love  with  you.  and  i  think  you  love  me  too.

i  don't  know  why  but  i  hate  your  new  [ partner. ]

if  this  is  a  dream,  don't  wake  me  up.

you  always  know  exactly  what  to  say.

fake  dating.

hold  my  hand.  act  normal!

we  said  no  falling  for  each  other.

you're  scarily  good  at  pretending  to  like  me.

i  thought  the  plan  was  to  fake  a  relationship,  not  be  in  one!

you  kissed  me  like  it  actually  meant  something.

oh  thank  god,  they  bought  our  story.

quick!  kiss  me.

don't  look  at  me  like  you  actually  want  me.

i  wanna  see  how  far  we  can  take  this.

why  does  everyone  think  we're  perfect  together?  ...are  we?

this  was  supposed  to  be  simple!  then  i...

quick  reminder:  we're  just  pretending.

rivals to lovers.

god,  you're  insufferable!

you're  infuriating. and  yet...  i miss  you  when  you're  not  here.

you're  the  last  person  i  want  to  care  about.

i  think  you're  the  only  person  that  actually  understands  me.

i've  never  felt  like  i've  been  pushed  so  far  by  someone  before.

i  want  to  win.  but  i  don't  want  to  lose  you.

you're  the  only  one  who  can  keep  up  with  me.

you  drive  me  crazy.  and  i  think  i'm  crazy  for  you.

i  think  you're  the  only  person  i  want  to  compete  with.

i'm  tired  of  pretending  like  i  don't  care  about  you.

if  you  win,  you  can  have  me  for  the  night.

mutual  pining.

why  did  you  say  friend  like  that  when  you  introduced  me?

do  you  ever  feel  like  you're  holding  onto  the  shadow  of  something?

don't  read  too  much  into  that.

i'm  not  staring  at  you!  i  was  just  looking  in  that  direction.

i  guess  i  just  know  too  much  about  you.

it's  nothing.  just  my  imagination  running  wild  again.

i'm  not  jealous  of  them!  you'd...  make  a  cute  couple.

i  wasn't  waiting  for  you,  i  just  happened  to  be  here.

it's  silly,  but  i  always  notice  when  you're  not  around.

you  don't  need  to  say  anything.  just  sit  with  me.

enemies  to  lovers.

you  make  my  blood  boil...  and  i  hate  that  i  like  it.

maybe  i'm  fighting  for  more  than  just  victory.

i  hate  you.  i'm  terrified  of  what  that  means.

i  loathe  everything  about  you.

i  will  destroy  everything  you  stand  for.  but  i  won't  hurt  you.

i'm  supposed  to  see  you  as  the  enemy!

i  can't  stop  thinking  about  you.  you're  in  my  blood.

you're  supposed  to  tear  me  down,  not  look  at  me  like  that.

i  want  to  crash  into  you.  i  don't  care  what  that  means.

we're  from  opposite  worlds!  this  could  never  work!

i  don't  care.  i  want  to  keep  you  safe.