Rant Thoughts

I’m a 24 year old feminist who’s probably depressed.. what can I say.

[sweephimoffhisfeet]

Reblog and follow please!

[onlinegirl420]

me on the first day of september

[skinnypsychoxo]

Depression is

staring blankly up at the ceiling

crying yourself to sleep

too numb to cry yourself to sleep

falling asleep easily

too many naps

not being able to take naps

wanting to cry but out of tears

too much sleep

too little sleep

always too tired

forgetting to eat

forgetting to wash

days are too long

nights are too long

no energy to do stuff

not knowing what to do

lost af

alone af

it’s never quiet

losing yourself in darkness

losing your mind

changing you in different ways

turning you into someone else

eating away my sanity

eating away my will to live

erasing my gift to feel

erasing my ability to connect

a cold blooded killer

[bee-poetic]

How to tell that it's getting bad again:

- I sleep to much or not at all -I eat too much or too little -I sound disinterested in everything -Be spaced out a lot - I will ramble a lot or not talk at all -I lose track of time - I make cynical comments, usually about myself -I push people away -I tend to rub my eyes and head a lot -I avoid eye contact -I am always shakey -I will avoid certain conversations

(New Blog: @bee-poetic )

[babyblackcat]

[parentless-suggestions]

I hear stories of parents physically abusing their children and can never compare to that- so often I feel the pain I suffer can not be nearly as bad as what they’re going through. My parents always tell me “you could have it worse” and i feel that they’re right. But since when does that qualify yelling at your children, making them feel worthless, unloved, suicidal? Raising them to be terrified of disappointment and failure. Sure it “could be worse”, but where does that line fall?

[furiousgoldfish]

raise your voice at me and i’ll never be interested in anything you have to say ever again

[fucked-up-but-it-is-what-it-is]

I’m never your number one priority, but you’re always mine.

it hurts

[mimikej]

“And when my mother asks me what’s wrong I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it anymore…”

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[thinniest]

having conflicting mental disorders..

depression vs anorexia: when suicidal thoughts come, u wanna give in but ana says you're too fat and that u have to be skinny to kill yourself

ocd vs social anxiety: u need to tap the left side of that chair 9 times but people are gonna look at you and hate you and think you're crazy

[thinniest]

having conflicting mental disorders..

depression vs anorexia: when suicidal thoughts come, u wanna give in but ana says you're too fat and that u have to be skinny to kill yourself

ocd vs social anxiety: u need to tap the left side of that chair 9 times but people are gonna look at you and hate you and think you're crazy

[missblack22]

Can’t believe I still miss you. Can’t believe I’m still letting you hurt me even though you’re long gone

Via (missblack22)

[rosealrobert-blog]

Parents

Parents confuse me. And as a mom myself I confuse myself as well. You see, my daughter taught me something important today. I got home from a day of work, she got home from a 5 hour practice. I began dinner for us, she made her own for herself, I had gotten back too late. I asked her to clean the kitchen, do the dishes, put them away, do the dishwasher, refill it, wipe the counters, finish our dinner, while I worked on the porch. She refused. The thing is, as a parent, we don’t let our kids say no. She had gotten her own dinner, could’ve cleaned it up herself if I asked, but I made her do it all. Why didn’t I listen to what she had to say? I didn’t give her a chance to explain she was tired. The stuff I made her clean wasn’t even hers. Parents don’t let their kids say no. And I realized that, we don’t give them a voice, a chance, an opinion. They are supposed to do what we say at all times. She obeyed, although with an attitude, and told me exactly what I had just said. And soemthing this time made me listen. She told me it was my choice to work as much as I did, my choice to do what I do, and she had hers too. So next time, I’ll clean up my own mess, and let her do her own thing.

[rosealrobert-blog]

Set examples for your kids. Don’t expect them to apologize to you for sassing if you speak to them just as bad. Don’t sit around doing nothing and expect them to clean your shit. You do stuff?, so will your kids. Don’t be stupid. Be grownup. If you’re such a shitty parent why did you even try to become one? Think straight. Act like a person not a cock. If your parents are bad, hypocrites, assholes, abusive, get out of it. You don’t need them. Respect yourself if they won’t respect you.

[rosealrobert-blog]

What’s it like having a father?😂

To the fat ass

[rosealrobert-blog]

You’re the reason, the only reason.

[rosealrobert-blog]

Don’t ask

Don’t ask me what’s wrong ..

1) I’ll break down in sobs

2) it’s probably your fault