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ok fine subnautica. fine. this is kinda cute.

stuck in my head full of revolving thoughts:

"you don't matter"

"you're nothing special"

"what's the point of you"

it's harder and harder to get out

it's dizzying

I can't remember where the opening was

if I stumble the wrong way

I'll fall into a dark room,

the place those whispers originate.

#not really poetry #venting #im stuck

you make me ache,

oh, you make me crave

all these things I've never had,

but, god, I want them with you.

(l.m.b)

#wlw poetry #wlw poem #love poem #valentine #love poetry

I'm sick of palm trees and sunny blue skies

give me evergreens with thick, heavy canopies

and clouds choking out the blue above.

I want to be sticky with sap, not sweat,

while I'm knee deep in snow, ice on my nose.

I'm tired of thick heat and sunburn,

I crave the chill on my skin,

the sharp caress from Jack Frost on my cheek,

wind whipped and wild from cold,

layers thick between gentle skin and the world.

- craving the north (l.m.b)

#poetry #season poem #fuck florida #poem #seasons #trees #forests

softtst

oh my god I feel so gross a radfem terf liked one of my love poems and it feels so tainted now ewewewew

TERFS/RADFEMS DO NOT INTERACT WITH ANYTHING I POST. EVER. PERIOD.

do not taint my love for women/nb people with your hateful nastiness.

#from my main #hold true here too #dont touch my shit

the world is too large for it's own good,

you see,

ocean between us,

distance, measurable,

distance, unfathomable.

you're out of reach,

so far out of reach,

but my hands stretch out

nonetheless,

offering my heart,

asking, pleading,

"can we have this?"

#my poetry #poetry #poem #love poem #of sorts

I don't quite know how to do this,

but I want to figure it out with you.

#short poem #my poem

I hold close

the pieces of me

that nobody knows.

they are mine

and mine alone.

you cant say

I'm wrong

about something

you dont know.

you cant mock me.

cant shame me.

cant shun me

or hurt me.

if I hold them close.

if I hold them close enough.

they will be

enough.

for when everyone

leaves.

and I am alone.

those pieces

will be here,

still mine,

still safe.

roseandbloom

I want to be hated.

I want to be hurt.

I want to shred my skin

until I'm just bones,

clawing out this

awful heart

made of hurt and doubt.

I want to scream

and cry-

I want a reason

to explain this ache.

I want you to hate me,

because that's all I deserve.

I'm nothing.

I'm not a damn thing.

hate me,

so this hurt has a reason.

because it's not going away.

because I know I don't deserve you.

I don't deserve anything

I don't-

hate me the way I do

because I can't handle

when you love me

•spiraling• (lmb)

softtst

i'm full of softness and prone to tears when faced with gentle words

#not poetry #but could be a line #keeping

maybe falling out of a one-sided love is the best thing that can happen for you

#not a poem #but something ive been thinking about lately

sometimes i think i miss you,

until i remember that i never really knew you.

sometimes i wonder if you still think of me,

like i do you.

you see, those little bits you gave,

were something that i held tight to.

but in the end

we were still strangers,

weren't we?

l.m.b

#my poetry #poetry #mine #poets on tumblr #lesbian poet

maybe im a ghost,

just passing through.

maybe i was never here

and maybe neither were you.

im half alive now,

i was half alive then,

and im haunting myself

with what could have been.

there's this ache in my soul,

it's hollow, round, and true-

ive been aching for so long,

yet it always feels so new.

now there's a hole in my chest,

always dripping with want,

and what it thinks it knows best.

but that wanting is greedy.

that aching is old.

it's what makes me needy,

calling out to those i know-

as i search for a comfort in others

that i should be finding on my own.

°haunting° (l.m.b)

#my poetry #poetry #poets of tumblr #ghost #haunting

"when you 'always' me, you mean it,

and i know i can believe it"

- (l.m.b)

#my poem #my poetry #poetry

weeping willow

why do you cry?

tears pooling in

a pond beneath you,

with fronds reaching

to trail in that ache.

waterside, you cry.

(l.m.b)

#vent poetry #vent poem #my poetry #poetry #poets on tumblr

I wanna live among the trees and beneath the moon, listening to the wind as it whispers through leaves on branches high above. I want stars and dark and no city lights and trees so tall I feel swaddled in green like a dryad finally home.

#not really poetry #but im aching for forests and elder trees #all of me sings for the woods and i need it

I've never known peace

like that of the nights I spend

filled with your laughter

(l.m.b)

#haiku #wlw poetry #wlw poem #lesbian poetry #wlw #my poetry

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