pacifcy her -Edward Cullen x reader
I catch edward staring my way as that basic bitch bella talks about who knows what he seems so bored and annoyed by her
I softly smile at him and sent a small wave
Edward eyes lighten up a bit and smiled a bit widely back at me
the bell rings and I pick up my binder and notebook and hold them up to my chest and walk out
I look back in the hallways to see bella holding Edward hand
Edward clearly doesnât want to be all pda with her I just roll my eyes at them
and walk into my next class
I sit down at a two person desk next to the window and I see bella following Edward into the door way and I just give her a glare and look away
that basic bitch leaves finally
Edward releases a breathe which looks like heâs been holding in
and looks my way and his eyes brighten as he walks my way
Edward takes a seat next to me as he smiles at me
âheyâI say to him as I look up at him as he takes a seat next to me
iâm surprised he called me by my nick name he usually calls me by my actual name
âhow has your day beenâ
âa bit stressful actuallyâ he sighs
I give him a pity look knowing damn well the âstressâ he has been feeling was bella
âbut itâs fineâhe looks at me softly and I smile at him class starts but I canât stop laughing and Edward canât stop chuckling or smiling at my jokes
the teacher tells us to pair up with the person sitting next to us
me and Edward quickly look at each other
âgood thing weâre sitting next to each otherâhe said to me
âgood thing for me cause youâre really smartâ I say as I smirk at him
Edward laughs softly at me and playfully rolls his eyes at me and we start working I keep asking him what the problems mean because what the actual fuck I could not process any of this bull crap each time I would write something down or answer the question Edward would admire me âthinkingâ I didnât notice
I walk into gym class after putting our gym uniform on and sigh realizing that weâre playing volley ball
bella comes up to me and says to me âsomeone told me stay away from things that arenât yoursâ
I give her a blank face and say
âbut was he yours if he wanted me so badâ
she just stares at me with a disbelieved look on her face
sheâs getting on my nerves
and as if my prayers had been heard a volley ball flys out of no where and roughly hits the back of her head and she stumbles a bit
I gasp then start laughing as Jessica comes running over âOH MY GOD BELLA IM SO SORRYâ I walk away acting like I didnât see anything
one of the reasons I dislike bella is because why the hell are you treating Edward so badly playing with his feelings like why do you keep choosing Jacob over him when you have Edward and sheâs just so weird always blinking,biting her lower lip,and pushing her hair behind her ear
out of school she always chooses to hang out with Jacob and itâs so obvious Charlie prefers Jacob for bella over Edward.He would choose Jacob in a heart beat since heâs been knowing him since he was a kid
I know Edward feels insecure by Jacob anytime heâs brought up in his relationship with bella
thatâs why I always feel bad for him especially that time bella kissed Jacob infront of Edward
Iâm laying down on my bed wearing my night as my music plays from my record player and iâm reading
thatâs when I hear Knock from the window
then I hear another knock
I get up and open my window to see Edward I stare at him with wide eyes a bit surprised as Edward smiles widely at me as he slides into my room
I say not being able to process the situation
thatâs when Edward explains everything to me
the whole vampire situation
and that heâs only with bella because sheâs his blood singer
âuntil you moved back to forks thatâs when stuff changed for me once again. bella might be my blood singer but youâre my mate..my soul mateâ I stare at him a bit surprised
âI want you (y/n/n) I really do I just donât want you getting put into danger because of me and I donât know how to break it to bella because âŚI..still..love herâHe said that last part in a bit of a disgusted way
I know he did not want to say that last part he was second guessing himself
âYou donât love her.Stop lying with those wordsâ
I say to Edward as he sighs knowing I was right
Edward still really cared for bella he just didnât love her like that anymore after everything she has put him through shit even his family
â âlovingâ her seems tiring so boy,just love me downâ I say to Edward as he picks me up and I put my legs around his waist he groans and I softly grab his face kissing his face then lips passionately as Edward kisses me back trying to control himself
he lays me down on my bed carefully climbing on-top of me not wanting to hurt me
â(y/n/n) please tell me if iâm going to far I donât want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortableâ he says in the most sweetest,reassuring,calmest voice ever I shush him and start running my fingers through his hair as he gives me small soft kisses on my collar I lift his face up and start kissing his lips once again I harshly grab his hair and rub my other hand down his back which causes him to moan so I slip my tongue in his mouth he seems so relax yet trying to control himself so he flips us over so iâm top
after our little make out session
Edward lets me lay on top of him as I lay my head in the crook of his neck as he reads me my book in a gentle soft voice
I try not to fall asleep wanting this moment to last forever. Edward grabs the blanket covering us Edward tells me itâs ok for me to sleep telling me heâs not going anywhere and I shake my head he chuckles at me and holds me tighter then kisses my forehead eventually I fall asleep in his embrace
the next morning I wake up to Edward gently shaking me and saying my name
I groan as I turn away from him pulling the covers over my face
he sighed and chuckled softly at me picking me up bridal style in his arms
âbut we donât even have school todayâ
âyeah..but im going to break the news to bellaâ I quickly jump out his arms getting dressed
âhow are you going to tell her?â I ask him
âI think iâm going to tell her in the forest we always go to.but you stay hereâ
I looked at him a bit sad
âI promise iâll come back and tell you everything that happenedâhe said in a reassuring tone I smiled softly at him as he gave me a quick hug and kiss on my lips then forehead as he zoomed out my bedroom door
I cant stand her whining as bella is complaining,crying,and begging Edward not to leave her
âNO bella you listen I am so sick of you always choosing that dog and I know Charlie prefers Jacob over me.
you say you love me yet you keep hurting meâŚplus I already fell in love with someone else..â
bella looks to stunt to speak
âwho..? EDWARD WHO???â
she says in her high pitch annoying voice
as tears formed in her eyes
bella stares at him with disbelief as she feels betrayed
Even though she had already done all of this to Edward with Jacob what was she expecting?
âYOU DONT LOVE HER STOP LYING WITH THOSE WORDSâ bella screamed at Edward as tears streamed down her face
ââŚiâm sorry bella..â was the last thing he said to her as he left her in the forest
-back at (y/nâs) house-
I was watching a movie on my bed while eat popcorn when I felt something touch my shoulder I shot my head back so quickly seeing Edward
âjesus christ Edward you gave me a heart attackâ
he said as he gently scooted me over
I laid my head on his shoulder as I munched on my popcorn
Edward had told me everything that had happened part of me felt bad for bella but for most of it I really didnât
Edward had told me that he felt relief that he ended things with her like a weight lifted of his shoulder at-least now she could be with Jacob.
that night me and Edward had deep long talks he could listen to me speak for hours and still not get bored
Edward usually sits with his family at lunch but he wanted to sit with me outside on the bleachers I like sitting there because barely anyone went outside to eat because it was to gloomy and âcoldâ which the cold part was true for me at least but not for Edward since heâs a vampire so he let me wear his coat as we had my earbuds in listened to my playlist on my I pod
Edward had laid his head on my shoulder closing his eyes thatâs when bella walked out the cafeteria seeing me and Edward she glared at me
âstay away from things that arenât yoursâ
âbut was he yours if he wanted me so badâ
I smirked at her as she walked away clearly mad.
still love you bella đ