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[roses-and-scars]

iwanttocutiwanttocutiwanttocut

[roses-and-scars]

i just don’t want to be alive anymore

[roses-and-scars]

i just wish someone cared about me

[roses-and-scars]

you ever realize that the one person you thought actually cared about you really doesn’t give a fuck at all and you’d really just be better off dead ‘cause i’m feeling that right now

[justapeiceofshit]

You asked me why I cut my wrists, why I hurt myself on purpose and I did not know what to say, because i don’t know why I do it, i just know that I can’t stop.

[losing-my-memory]

I haven’t cut myself in such a long time that, when I relapsed earlier today, I felt euphoria and it made me laugh. Like a really crazy laugh. I was cutting myself and laughing at the same time because I’ve missed it so much and it felt so good. That’s how fucked up I am.

[whiitejeans-deactivated20200127]

me: has a breakdown

me: gets super embarrassed about it the second I calm down

[reluctant-catboy]

Friend- so you know it’s bad…

Me- Yup

Friend- … and that it’s self destructive

Me- uh-huh

Friend-… and there are no benefits your literally just hurting yourself

Me- Yeahh

Friend- yet your still doing it?

Me-Franky I don’t see what your getting at

[itsalla-masquerade-deactivated2]

The amount of self hatred i feel lately has never been this high. I’m tired of waking up in my own skin. I’m tired of waking up at all. My whole body makes me cry. Life would be much better if I wasn’t living.

[faintlythin-deactivated20181211]

[sad-but-happy-ish]

[stopbeingafatass]

I wish I had the courage to kill myself

[dissociativedollz-deactivated20]

I miss being alone, I miss my sadness, I miss how small i was. I miss the pain of the cuts and my depression. hah…isnt it weird l that I ended up missing something that I so desperately wanted to get rid of. No matter how happy I think I am, I still hate not being able to drag that blade across my body.

[broken-hearted-bisexual-deactiv]

“It will be okay, I will be okay. Please let me leave. Please let me go.”

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[shadowofhatred-deactivated20190]

“You bleed just to know you’re alive”

-Iris (Goo Goo Dolls)

[tokiobordell]

[fallingtones-deactivated2021082]

It’s getting bad again. But it’s already to the point where I don’t want to reach out to anyone. I just wanna fade away.

@fallingtones