Alys

20s, inconsistant and shameless abt it || autistic as hell || learning to own my own business. i'm a business bitch allegedly.

[phonyrams]

[incorrectpersona-cianthemighty]

Mitsuru: I saw it on the way up. How did you beat Takaya?

Akihiko: Magic.

Junpei: You punched him really hard in the head.

Akihiko: And it was magical.

[incorrectpersona-cianthemighty]

Magic.

[kazzarts-deactivated20221215]

The Thief of Hearts

It’s been a while since I’ve done any P5 art, and Ren is super fun to draw. Anyways, hope you’re all doing well!

[yagurahinoki]

[rosetintedalys]

so i don’t know how to put this... properly? but for a long time i’ve been stuck in a pit. i am SO deep in the pit of depression.

I literally claw my way out of disassociating a few times a week and its physically painful in my chest to bring myself to full awareness. You have no idea just how bad its gotten for it to hurt just to be myself.

It’s been running pretty wild and unchecked, I don’t have a support system; I live by myself with my cat, i’m housebound so I see nobody but carers.

I don’t know what to DO anymore. I try to reach out to people during moments of clarity, but once thats gone i’m just a flakey asshole. I spend so much time drowning just to tread water for 5 minutes.

[tastemywrath]

[rt0x0]

[angelnumber27]

For some people, life doesn’t truly begin until they’re 26-30. The way we romanticize and obsess over youth is super harmful. Your life is not over at 21, I promise you. It’s just beginning

[karnivil]

Man the way life only started for some of my friends when they hit 20+ because they came from abusive households. Some of them hit 30 and started healing enough to have fun. My uncle hit 40+ and published his first book and he was so excited.

After 25 my brain stopped being such a noisy mess. Life definitely isn’t over after 21. Infact, anything before 21 is a fucking clusterfuck.

[sarah-bbee]

2/14

In the case of Goro

[kirvia]

ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!!

[rosetintedalys]

im 26 yrs old and i just cried for an hour at fanfiction hows ur life going

[mimochi-art]

ref was a cat tiktok by helengracej (on ig)

[rosetintedalys]

stayed up till 3am reading persona fic my life is in shambles

[yugiohz]

girl fuck astrology how many siblings do you have and what’s their gender in what order

[yugiohz]

I don’t trust u if you’re an only-child (y’all can’t deal with conflict) or a guy with no sisters (self-explanatory)

[bisforbutch]

I just think we need to treat people who were suicidal as teenagers as in the same kind of recovery as people who were addicted as teenagers. There needs to be solidarity among the mentally damned.

[bisforbutch]

How directionless I feel in life right now has everything to do with refusing to make any future plans when I was encouraged to at 17. Because I was too busy planning how to off myself. My mom is a grown adult, seven years in addiction recovery and people are so proud of her from building a life from nothing. And I am too. But whats really hard is to see how she specifically empathizes with me while the rest of the world will not. I counted 3 years to the day this past April. I do so horribly near annually and I retraumatize myself when I slip up on my self talk. I have to recontextualize and rediscover the affects and severity of being suicidal at that time near monthly. Its bad. Like really bad. And its so much easier to regress than it is to move forward. This is not to say "Where's my cookie" but where is the accommodation and solidarity for people who have been and are experiencing the same???

[caspercryptid]

This is your sign to change your Harry Potter URL. This is your sign to edit your house out of your bio. Trans people are going to see you in their notifs and worry you're a terf or block you. Edit your blog description. Come up with another handle. Thank you.

[zoi-no-miko]

Also: it feels good. I just removed the last traces of TERF from my wardrobe and collectables and I feel GREAT.

[caspercryptid]

Spring cleaning!

[amandaherzman]

three vases - windflower, starflower and lily of the valley

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