𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤

[rostuhm]

EMMELINE.

“you can’t BELIEVE everything you hear – this school is a bloody gossip mill–” 

AYA.

                  ❛     𝐈  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐑𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐑      might  be  a  lil’  too  big  to  ignore  there      ,    sweetheart     .      How  ya  doin’     ,      yeah     ?        You  okay      ?      ❜

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✉ ⁇ % ♀ ( aya )

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. 

[ drafted – 1:38am ] - i should have kissed you that day. in the astronomy tower - we were watching the fucking sunset and i went in for a nudge. i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me, but that’s my biggest regret of 77′

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[ sent – 2:45am ] - why me? [ sent – 2:45am ] - you’re hot n’ cold and we’re just friends, but it doesnt feeel like just that[ sent – 2:46am ] - maybe i just cant be friends with you 

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

[ sent – 5:00pm ] - i know you don’t really talk about it much, but how’s your family? [ sent – 5:01pm ] - is everything okay? if you ever want to talk – i don’t have a life, so you know where to find me. 

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

[ sent – 1:40am ] - you’re going to get bored of me. [ sent – 1:41am ] - eventually [ sent – 1:41am ] - and then you’re going to be fine, but i don’t think i’ll be. [ sent – 1:45am ] - i think you ruined me for other women 

@rostuhm

[rostuhm]

MARLENE.

❛ well don’t leave me simmering in this suspense, you know you’ll end up telling me someday! sure, usually you’ll torture me for a bit but hey let’s consider it a welcome back present, out with it! we wouldn’t want you to sporadically drop dead now would we? ❜ 

AYA.

            ❛      Okay    ,    okay     ,     I’ll  tell   ya      .      ❜     Motioning  for  Marlene  to  get  closer     ,    she  opened  her  mouth  only  to  pause     .      ❛      Nah    ,     never  mind     .      I’m  keepin’  this  trap  shut      .      Ayyy  betcha  never  thought  you’d  hear  that     !     Self  burn      .      ❜  

[rostuhm]

MARLENE.

❛ sounds tough. a week thinking i was out of your life? how did you survive? i’m a stubborn one though, you’re not getting rid of me that easily. how are things though? with you, here, everything. dish, i’ve been starving for an update. ❜ 

AYA.

           ❛      I  think  I  might  have  something  to  say                 but  I  dunno  if  I  wanna  say  it      ?      It’s  personal  bullshit  and  y’know  I’ve  never  been  good  with  that  stuff     .     But  also    ,    not  to  be  dramatic    ,     but  I  might  die  if  I  don’t  tell  you     ?      ❜

[nurseyiiisms]

even if my titties aren’t physically out, they’re spiritually out, and that’s what matters

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[rostuhm]

MARLENE.

❛ you’re the epitome of perfection, rostam. and you sure as hell don’t need me to tell you that. but i’ll still tell you ‘cause i just love you that much. ❜ 

AYA.

            ❛      Damn  right  I  don’t    .    Doesn’t  mean  I  don’t  like  hearing  it  though     .     ❜

            ❛      Y’know    ,     ya  had  me  scared  there  for  a  bit    .     Thought  all  my  friends  were  up  and  leaving  me     .    ❜

[rostuhm]

HESTIA.

                       she was trying her best to keep up the act that she was fine, but it was already eating away at her. having to lie to everyone was exhausting, and all she wanted was to curl herself into a ball, and hide from the rest of the world. with classes and exams, that hardly seemed reasonable. ❛ i haven’t seen him yet, but i hardly doubt that’s possible. ❜

AYA.

          Finally  turning  the  corner    ,    Aya  cast  a  quick  glance  around  them  before  intertwining  her  fingers  with  Hestia’s     .     She  pulled  her  further  along  before  leading  her  to  an  empty  corner     .       ❛      You’re  walkin’  around     ,     lookin’  like  you  belong  on  the  front  of  Teen  Angst  Weekly  and  you  expect  people  not  to  notice     ?      What’s  goin’  on    ,    Hestia     ?     You  okay     ?    ❜

[rostuhm]

MARLENE.

❛ oh boo hoo, we’ll have a spa night and kick your skin back into shape and soon you’ll be the good looking one in this friendship once more. you can’t hate me for long, just admit it. you L O V E me. ❜ 

AYA.

          ❛      Excuse  you     !     No    ,    no     .    This  is  where  you  tell  me  that  I’m  perfect  the  way  I  am    .     Pfft     .    Spa  day  my  ass     .     I  should   slap  you  .     ❜

[rostuhm]

MARLENE.

❛ so i missed the train and took a week or two to myself, studies show an intensive self care routine is BENEFICIAL for mental health as well as your skin. so by missing school, i was really tending to my overall health and isn’t that just a t a d more important? ❜

AYA.

           ❛      Shit  girl     ,    it’s  workin’      .     You’re  practically  glowing     .     And  on  a  totally  unrelated  note     :     I  hate  your  guts  now     .       ❜

[rostuhm]

HESTIA.

                     ❛ yeah, might as well. it’s not like i have much else going on right now in my life. ❜ if passing out meant avoiding her troubles, hestia was all in. break was hard enough as it was, coming back to school seemed even harder. the atmosphere made a depressing turn, and all she wanted to do was escape from it. ❛ well, shall we ? ❜

AYA.

            Arching  her  brow    ,    she  watched  the  girl  with  careful  consideration     .     That  wasn’t  the  same  Hestia  she  knew  from  before    .        ❛      We  shall     .      ❜      Standing  from  the  table    ,     she  nodded  for  the  girl  to  follow  her     ,     Aya  already  intending  to  ask  her  about  it  when  they  were  in  a  more  private  setting     .      ❛      You  see  Teagan  yet     ?    Fool  got  hotter  over  the  break    .    Didn’t  even  think  that  was  possible      .     ❜

[rostuhm]

PETER.

“and i thought you were the one who was good at sneaking around.”  he glanced over, immediately taking note of the prophet in her hands.  pete’s stomach dropped every time he heard talk about it.  what a fucked world they lived in.  “guess i must be picking something up from you.  go figure.”

AYA.

            She  attempted  to  summon  back  her  missing  bravado     ,     setting  the  paper  down  as  a  sly  smirk  spread  across  her  sharp  features     .     He  wasn’t  wrong    .     Aya  was  often  considered  more  ghostly  than  the  actual  ghosts  that  wandered  the  halls     ;    sans  the  awful  appearance     ,     or  course     .     ❛      Don’t  act  like  it’s  a  bad  thing     ,    Pete    .      If  it  comes  from  me     ,     it’s  gotta  be  great     .    Them’s  the  rules     .      ❜      Arching  her  brow   ,     she  reached  over  and  lifted  her  goblet     .

[rostuhm]

VICTORIA.

                   “ yeah, “  victoria intoned with a raised brow. she slouched easily into her seat, settling in with her chin propped on her fist, and avoided glancing down at the article in aya’s hands.  “ I am a ghost now. france with my mother always feels like it kills me, so that checks out, factually speaking. “  she cocked her head at the other girl and let her expression settle into something more relaxed before she shrugged.  “ sorry to scare. I’m just light on my feet  …  but if memory serves you are too. you alright? “

AYA.

                ❛      Me     ?       Oh     .  .  .     yeah     ,     yeah      .      Just  kinda  went  somewhere  else  for  a  bit      .     Maybe  something  you  did  a  lot  in  France     ?      ❜      She  lifted  her  hand  at  the  thought     ,     shrugging  nonchalantly  before  practically  tossing  the  paper  to  the  side     .      She  didn’t  want  to  think  about  it     .      Besides     ,     she  was  pretty  infamous  for  not  caring  too  much  about  things     .     If  only  that  reputation  were  true     .        ❛      That  sucks  though                           that  you  didn’t  have  fun     .     Did  you  at  least  get  to  see  James     ?    ❜  

[rostuhm]

HESTIA.

                   ❛ yes, it is i, the ghost of hestia jones, come to haunt you, ❜ she teased her friend gently. although she had been in a panic ever since coming back from the holidays, it was a relief when she laid eyes upon the gryffindor. somehow, the other girl’s presence calmed her. ❛ how are you doing, anyway ?  hopefully your break was good ? ❜

AYA.

                  She  downed  the  rest  of  her  drink  as  if  it  were  alcohol    ,    a  dry  laugh  slipping  free  as  she  finally  caught  her  breath     .       ❛      My  break  was  amazing     .   Hand  to   .  .  .  eh     ,     you  know  the  rest    .    But  shit    ,    five  minutes  back  and  I’m  already  prepped  and  ready  to  pass  out  for  twenty  hours     .      Care  to  join  me     ?       ❜

[rostuhm]

OLLIE.

“ — sure am. bodeme says hi, ” ollie said casually, a comment which earned her a shocked glare of disapproval from the person next to her. “ — too soon ? my BAD. ” using humour as a default whenever uncomfortable probably wasn’t the best solution in this case. she lifted a shoulder in an easy, lopsided shrug, her blasé demeanour effortlessly masking how shaken she was by this whole mess. “ — guess i should ask how your break was, and all that fun stuff. ”

AYA.

                    ❛     Think  you  gotta  wait  a  week    .     ❜    She  mumbled     ,     chewing  a  bit  of  chicken  before  wiping  her  fingers  on  a  napkin     .     The  news  was  awful     .    Bodeme  was  someone  she  obviously  looked  up  to                           a  man  after  her  own  heart     ,     really    .    He  didn’t  deserve  what  happened  to  him    .    And  fuck    ,    his  poor  family     !       ❛     Got  drunk  a  bunch  and  walked  along  super  thin  ropes     .     ❜      Aya  offered  the  girl  a  smirk  before  popping  another  piece  of  chicken  in  her  mouth     .      ❛     So  basically  I  had  the  definition  of  fun    .      You     ?      ❜

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