remaking to yet another private blog because i have no other hobbies that give me any relative fulfillment &. i love kinu too much.

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@rosuia
remaking to yet another private blog because i have no other hobbies that give me any relative fulfillment &. i love kinu too much.
yeah i’m… indefinitely going to throw the towel in.
i’m so stressed out, depressed, &. paranoid being here.
i’m sorry.
personal blog : @decors discord : 咲希 ♡ #4206
i don’t find joy in this community anymore, i apologize.
yeah i’m… indefinitely going to throw the towel in.
i’m so stressed out, depressed, &. paranoid being here.
i’m sorry.
personal blog : @decors discord : 咲希 ♡ #4206
i don’t find joy in this community anymore, i apologize.
yeah i’m… indefinitely going to throw the towel in.
i’m so stressed out, depressed, &. paranoid being here.
i’m sorry.
personal blog : @decors discord : 咲希 ♡ #4206
i don’t find joy in this community anymore, i apologize.
yeah i’m… indefinitely going to throw the towel in.
i’m so stressed out, depressed, &. paranoid being here.
i’m sorry.
personal blog : @decors discord : 咲希 ♡ #4206
i don’t find joy in this community anymore, i apologize.
yeah i’m... indefinitely going to throw the towel in.
i’m so stressed out, depressed, &. paranoid being here.
i’m sorry.
i’m considering leaving this website altogether.
today has been a confusing day. bluhhh.
a lot is on my mind, but my first post that i deleted still stands if it applies.
please don’t be afraid to tell me if i’m doing something that annoys or harms you in any way. i don’t mean to hurt anyone, i’m only human &. i mess up sometimes. i don’t mind taking accountability.
*drinks coffee until I am shaking* I’m coping
i have to go on hiatus in the next couple of days as i’ll be on a trip, but i’m considering starting it now.
✱ IN REGARDS TO RELATIONSHIPS ! ✱
REPOST &. 13 TAG. TAGGED BY : stolen from @zhuangshii! TAGGING : @butterflysnatcher, @voidfcks, @missinnocentscarlet, @kindredkinless, @howlkissed, @drugslngr, @nexarerum, &. anyone else!
name. kinu silvie kurokawa. nicknames. kiki, kicchan, silve, open to others. gender. known as x-gender in their native country. designated female at birth.
romantic orientation. biromantic. sexual orientation. bisexual.
preferred pet names. nicknames above, but from a partner, they love being called babygirl.
relationship status. single but in love with meir ( @voidfcks ) in main verse, multi-ship so there are other verses with other partners.
opinion on true love. romanticizes it more than anything else. more than anything, wants to be so deeply loved &. in love with someone forever.
opinion on love at first sight. experiences it, partially due to their BPD. depending on the person’s appearance, aesthetic, voice, &. body language, an instant intense crush will come to life.
how ‘romantic’ are they? incredibly, incredibly romantic. words of affirmation &. physical touch are kinu’s most prominent love language, so the more compliments &. flirting happens, or the more times they’ll nuzzle up to your muse or kiss them on the hands or cheeks, the more kinu loves them.
ideal physical traits. doesn’t totally have standards, but definitely looks out for someone who is well kept &. clearly able to maintain being hygienic &. fresh looking. although, they do look out for people a little more similar in their aesthetic, a more goth chic look.
ideal personality traits. loyalty, honesty, ability to tell full truths, tenacity to put up with their lows &. mental baggage, comedic, actual ability to apologize for things &. change, being more ambiverted like kinu is, charm, &. a hint of being just slightly domineering to have playful possessiveness towards kinu, but not nearly to an abusive level.
unattractive physical traits. clearly unhealthy hair, extremely heavy acne, bad breath, bad body odor, unclean body, unclean clothes. basically any big amount of sloppiness.
unattractive personality traits. someone who actively abuses &. manipulates people, especially if it’s clearly driven by misogyny, any form of bigotry, someone who will make a lot of kinu’s trauma &. issues seem deliberate or that they are overreacting, basically any form of disrespect towards their life experiences. someone who is flaky in any aspect. being emotionally absent. pretty much anything that communicates that you don’t give a shit about kinu.
ideal date. somewhere with a beautiful &. bright night view of a large city, but secluded. best during a summer night to spend time out in the fresh air.
do they have a type? simple gothic people who are entrancing &. conversative, healthily possessive &. loyal, to sum it up.
average relationship length. only a few months. they’ve generally never actually reached a serious relationship with someone, only friends with benefits with lowkey feelings at best.
commitment level. may sometimes be a little emotionally absent out of naivety to relationships &. dissociation that causes stunted emotions, but you’re granted unwavering loyalty &. honesty, true love from kinu &. the opportunity to let their walls finally break down.
opinion of public affection. kinu’s been fucked in public so,
@zhuangshii:
both ic and ooc are big moods
8:30 AM &. already so high i’m in space!!!!!!!!
@zhuangshii, ‘ want me to stay? ’
love starters, accepting.
“ you’re still not... moving very good, shao. even after some carbs. ” slow &. raspily slurred speech is a dead giveaway of intoxication; another night started at a bar, with an unexpected extension that led to kinu’s residence. “ you can... spen’ the night here. i don’t mind... at all. ” the world never treated self-indulging women quite nicely. all should be SISTERS, looking out for one another, after all.
* love ♥ starters
‘ want me to stay? ’
‘ we’re almost home. ’
‘ you should be in bed. ’
‘ we can share it.’
‘ stay there. i’m coming to get you. ’
‘ shh, shh. you were dreaming. ’
‘ grab my hand. ’
‘ i’m just going to pick you up. ’
‘ everything okay? ’
‘ i won’t leave you behind. ’
‘ don’t worry. better out than in. ’
‘ who did that to you? ’
‘ sit down and rest. ’
‘ sweetie, i would never think that. ’
‘ come lay down in my lap. ’
‘ i know you think you’re all alone out there, but you’re not. ’
‘ call me when you get home. ’
‘ we should change those bandages. ’
‘ you’re safe here. ’
‘ honey… ’
‘ of course we love you. ’
‘ wait here. i’ll go run a bath for you. ’
‘ take my bed for tonight. ’
‘ i promise. ’
‘ you’re always welcome here. ’
‘ don’t talk like that. ’
‘ bad dream? ’
‘ talk to me. ’
‘ it’s okay to cry. ’
‘ you need to be more careful.’
‘ we should hug this out. ’
‘ i worry about you. ’
‘ can i hold your hand? ’
‘ because i care about you. ’
‘ it made me think of you. ’
‘ take care of yourself. ’
‘ put your seatbelt on. ’
‘ where did you go? ’
‘ i didn’t mean to worry you. ’
‘ i made breakfast. ’
‘ sing something for me? ’
‘ open it and find out. ’
‘ how long have you been like this? ’
‘ you look nice. ’
‘ here, take my jacket. ’
‘ close your eyes and try to get some rest. ’
‘ focus on my voice. ’
‘ i meant every word. ’
‘ i was here all night. ’
‘ look both ways before you cross. ’
‘ you don’t have to talk. ’
‘ this is your favorite, right? ’
‘ you’ll feel better in the morning. ’
‘ you have a nice laugh. ’
‘ here, take my jacket. ’
‘ you could stay here. with me. ’
‘ we’ll figure it out together. ’
@butterflysnatcher:
You rice cracker.
I’M A HALFIE WHICH IS WHAT MAKES IT ACCURATE -
one time i got called a “rice cracker” &. i still think about it daily.