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Give me attention please!!!!!! Taken by my beautiful @lavenlust

[rosybesotted]

This is a jirai and yan account, so expect posts with vent topics such as sh, obsession, and overall mental illness! Do not report.

ꨄ︎₊⊹───　　Names ⸝⸝ Angel ༝ Slyve ༝ Peony

ꨄ︎₊⊹───　　Pronouns ⸝⸝ She/Her ༝ Shy/Hyr ༝ It/Its ༝ Paw/Paws ༝ Hy/Hym

ꨄ︎₊⊹───　　Kins ⸝⸝ KAngel {nso} ༝ Zanka {gachiakuta} ༝ Sunday {hrs} ༝ etc

ꨄ︎₊⊹───　　More ⸝⸝ Alterhuman ༝ irlYan ༝ Jirai ༝ Unstable

†₊۶ৎ┊──⧽　　DNI ➺ No DNI ༝ Blocks freely

†₊۶ৎ┊──⧽　　INT ➺ Everyone ༝ I absolutely adore any and all attention

†₊۶ৎ┊──⧽　　BYI ➺ Non-Sharingyume ༝ Hyper or Dry ༝ Unstable mood swings ༝ Autistic ༝ Taken ༝ Posting whatever comes to mind ༝ Block do not report

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝐿𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒮𝒸𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃 <- Pins / Important

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝒟𝒶𝓏𝓏𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒢𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓂 ← Oomfs

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓂 𝑀𝒾𝓃𝒹 ← Just talking

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝒫𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝑅𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 <- Answering asks

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝑀𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓎 𝒯𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃 ← Reblogs

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝒟𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 ← Vents

𓏽ִ⑅　۪　𓎐✿˚　𝒜𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒱𝑜𝒾𝒸𝑒 ← Yearning

[rosybesotted]

I want to be someone's favorite blog so bad

I want to have at least one anon one day

But I don't think I post regularly enough for that

There is so many cool jirais that I look up to

Wahhhh (-﹏-。)

[hpdamechan]

i will never be able to present as a socially normal person.

[rosybesotted]

I need to start interacting with people here more

Hai please come interact with me please

I don't bite unless you ask really nicely (>人<；)

[rosybesotted]

Absolutely loving this attention right now

I heart all of you and especially my mutuals

[rosybesotted]

hello there

Hai there oomf!!!! (≧▽≦)

[rosybesotted]

ball cancer...

OMG NO NO NO N ONONONO NOT YOU TOO

[rosybesotted]

Harassment in my asks rn .silly

[rosybesotted]

Ball cancer

NO NO NO N ONONONONONONONO

[myhushedharmony]

how to get more asks no glue no borax ..

[rosybesotted]

Tw: sh talk

Of course you did better, YOU ALWAYS DO. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO STRUGGLE TO READ OR UNDERSTAND SOMETHING. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SIT THERE CRYING BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T GET IT. YOU'RE JUST SO MUCH BETTER AT EVERYTHING. I TRIED SO HARD. Im gonna relapse I can't do this.

[rosybesotted]

I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. IHATEYOUIHATEYOU.

[cerebrospinalflu1d]

.˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳.

Being stable is boring

This sucks

[rosybesotted]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🔴🟠🟡🟢🔵🟣🟤⚫️⚪️🟥🟧🟨🟩🟦🟪🟫⬛️⬜️❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔

I guess we'll answer all of them for you（；^ω^）

❤️ We are not but hope to maybe be

🧡 Our headcount is about 6 at the moment

💛 It really depends on how our environment is

💚 Yup! We have a few introjects

💙 Nope

💜 Angel and Me (Elliot)

🤎 Yup!! They prefer to not say

🖤 We will sometimes do things for eachother

🤍 Somewhat

🔴 Yeah we have some familial ones

🟠 We experience mild amnesia

🟡 Not that I know of

🟢 Switching for us can feel like a painful headache or it can feel just like mixing together

🔵 It depends

🟣 We can get front stuck but we don't usually try anything specific, we just do stuff until it works

🟤 Sometimes we don't notice it, it depends on who

⚫️ Switching "on command" is difficult

⚪️ We don't have a very clear headspace

🟥 Fairly difficult

🟧 Probably

🟨 Somewhat

🟩 Smaller and very simple

🟦 Nope

🟪 We have had to build it up somewhat

🟫 We looked for a pretty word that we liked

⬛️ We usually just ignore eachother (⌒_⌒;)

⬜️ Yes, Ivan pmo .silly

❤️‍🔥 Only online!!

❤️‍🩹 Our internal communication is fairly bad

💔 Yeah pretty much all of us have different styles and subcultures

[starfallsystemblog2]

System ask game stolen and edited from r/systemcringe

❤are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

🧡if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💛do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💚does your system have introjects of any kind?

💙do you have any subsystems?

💜who are your frequent fronters?

🤎do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are they?

🖤do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the system?

🤍does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

🔴does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

🟠how much amnesia do you experience?

🟡do you experience black out amnesia?

🟢what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

🔵do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

🟣do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get 'un-stuck'?

🟤do you ever not notice you've switched, and suddenly realise that 'you haven't been you' for a while?

⚫can you switch 'on command" or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

⚪do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🟥how easily accessed is your headspace? (If you have one)

🟧is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🟨do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🟩is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🟦do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🟪did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

🟫how did you pick your system name?

⬛how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

⬜is there anyone specific in your system you don't get along with?

❤️‍🔥are you 'out' as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

❤️‍🩹how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

💔are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones?

[gracieforever]

𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀:

𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻

[rosybesotted]

Except I probably still will

[asmoticonn]

Born to doomscroll on jiraiblr, forced to socialise with people i hate </3