♡𝔁_𝓡𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓼_𝔁♡

♡25/ idiot/MDNI/ vent blog♡/ ♡Here to romanticize and glamorize my own self-destruction, not anyone else's♡

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

♡ I. Hate. Being. Forced. To. Recover! ♡

♡ I. Hate. Going. Cold. Turkey! ♡

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

♡ I. Hate. Being. Forced. To. Recover! ♡

♡ I. Hate. Going. Cold. Turkey! ♡

[piko-chan]

People nowadays dont wanna help you with your problems

They want to be the white knight that comes in to save you

Thats why they are so mad when you dont want to recover

Because the idea of them having to live with just a fraction of your suffering is apparently too much

[sleepy-princette]

♔ I wanna meet some of my mutuals and like, cut or drink or whatever, bleh its boring cutting on my own but at least the heart is pretty again ig ♔

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

My lunch date with Miffy today at Mona's Super Noodles down at Hamden

[pixicidal]

"jirais are so mentally unstable, self-destructive and suicidal!"

[thevo1dosphere]

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

I really wanna to go all out and cvt, but I forgot that I need to replenish my supplies ( gauze, alcohol, peroxide, razors ,wrappings, snacks, etc) and I don't have the energy to do so 🥺💔

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

♡I got some of my supplies l, I just need rubbing alcohol, hydrogen peroxide, a new blade, and snacks♡

[cloudkurokuroz]

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[rottingheartstrings-6999]

Is it bad that I want them to be the same as me? A walking liability, a royal fuck-up, a self-harming addict, a pill-popping bastard, who mixes alcohol with their medication and my medication to get a high that numbs our brains while our arms bleed out from the cuts we gave each other with the KaiBlades we bought. Then, during that high, we'll cuddle, and while we're cuddling, he'll kiss my deep scars as a sign that we're in this fucked-up relationship for life, we'll have only each other- a relationship built on codependency.

[bandage-myheart]

[zombfiixx]

i wanna be a mentally ill vtuber but instead of being a grifter or a racist i just tweak the fuck out and get sent to the mental hospital every month. i also want people to buy me things including disc nitro but thats not the point uaghjs i want people to think that im hot for being mentally ill... like i know im supposed to hate that and thats its kinda destructive to want a man that'll on enable me but i can't help ittt shjfgjah but the alternative is someone who thinks that they can fix me or save me and i don't want that. i want someone whos just chill with me crashing out on them

[anhellico]

Is it 2 much 2 ask 4 someone to die with??? (╥﹏╥)

Also dk who the artist is so I can't give credit o(TヘTo) lmk if u find them!! (o^ ^o)

[v4nish3d1]

whenever someone treats me wrong I get the urge to cut my arms open infront of them

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

High key same especially if you work in retail

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

♡Has any one sh in an empty movie theater?♡

(Not recommending as I've never done it, I'm just purely curious)

[rottingheartstrings-6999]

Is it bad that I want them to be the same as me? A walking liability, a royal fuck-up, a self-harming addict, a pill-popping bastard, who mixes alcohol with their medication and my medication to get a high that numbs our brains while our arms bleed out from the cuts we gave each other with the KaiBlades we bought. Then, during that high, we'll cuddle, and while we're cuddling, he'll kiss my deep scars as a sign that we're in this fucked-up relationship for life, we'll have only each other- a relationship built on codependency.