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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟙 ╰⊹ ࣪

SOOOO pile 1, let’s start the reading.

starting off, one thing that is VERY clear is that the first 6 months of 2026 were hard on almost EVERYBODY (including most of y'all here)!!! things have been so messed up globally. every other day, something insane is happening, and nobody even knows how long this phase is gonna last. i just hope people stay safe and things settle down soon.

but ANYHOW, getting back to the reading!!

i’m NOT even kidding when i say almost everyone around me also went through some insane shit in these past months 😭 (i am also talking about myself here 😀). meanwhile, for some people it was weirdly calm too, BUT nah NOT U PILE 1 😭 ABSOLUTELY NOT!! y'all could have learned MANY lessons through all of it, some willingly.....some forcefully 💀 but i feel like compared to a lot of other people, y'all HAD IT EXTRAA HARD and i don't know why i am even laughing while writing this (it’s “smiling through pain” i guess), but i can relate because i feel like you people are the type to make jokes out of your own suffering 😭 like, y'all are not the kind of people who would lash out in anger or frustration, trauma dump on people, or maybe you just despise getting pitied. even if your life is actively falling apart, you’ll somehow still crack a joke in the middle of all of it 💀 things could be absolutely TERRIBLE and you’d still be there going, “well damn, this is some character development, huh? 😀” which is hilarious asf too lmaoo but this also says a lot about you as a person. i feel like humor is a coping mechanism for a lot of you people here. or maybe you are just REALLY funny people naturally. ANYWAY, moving on before i start psychoanalysing everybody here 😭

for the next 6 months, i am hearing a specific phrase: “just shut up and do your work.” the universe wants you to actually STFU!!! basically, if you actually wanna achieve anything, don’t let ANYONE know about it unless you have actually achieved it. and honestly, if you haven’t even thought about doing that yet, then maybe this reading itself is your sign!!

ALSO, your intuition is gonna be insanely strong in the next 6 months. your subconscious mind is gonna get SUPER active in the second half of the year. your gut feelings will operate so efficiently!! which by the way, ALSO means this is actually a really fucking good time for manifestation!! if you ACTUALLY put energy into it instead of just daydreaming 😭 you could manifest things surprisingly fast right now!! your mind is very powerful during this phase, so please use that to your advantage!! you’re also gonna start seeing through people VERY easily!! it’ll become RIDICULOUSLY easy for you to understand people’s intentions and get them. BUT the annoying part is, you’ll understand people deeply while not feeling equally understood in return. you'll be able to understand and read people flawlessly, whereas they’ll still fail to understand you properly. and YES babe that’s gonna hurt because it can feel very lonely and unappreciated :(

okay so next, i can see a LOT of y'all could possibly be getting a massive glow-up in the next 6 months. and when i say glow-up here, i SPECIFICALLY mean physically glowing up. PLUS y'all will start looking so much more “romantic” in general, if that makes sense?regardless of your gender, your feminine side is getting stronger as well. ALSOOO, you’re gonna have people confessing their feelings to you left and right, or at least having a major crush on you hehehe!!!! 💗i can see you getting a ton of romantic attention from people around you out of the blue!!! there are also people indirectly trying to make it obvious they like you (which is gonna be the case most of the time because y'all are also gonna come off as quite intimidating to a lot of people lmaoo). moreover, i can actually see so many people hiding their feelings from you (because of the same reason i just mentioned), they’re SCAREDD to come up to you!!! woah pile 1, babe y'all are ACTUALLY glowing the fuck up lmaoooo😛💗

also, your styling and dressing sense gets way better during this phase. like, either you finally figure out what suits you or you finally get access to the kind of stuff you ACTUALLY like, especially things like outfits, makeup, or anything related to that. the venus energy is so strong here, i ma seeing many of yall having taurus/cancer venus placement in your chart. this might be very specific, but maybe some of you are SUPERFANS of Sabrina Carpenter, hehehe 😁

and OKAY, this might sound a little dramatic, but i can sort of see a few people arguing over you 😭 for your attention most likely. also, you might actually end up in a love triangle, square, pentagon IDKK😭😭 for some of you, it’s someone who’s had a one sided crush on you for quite some time now, and they’re finally getting the courage to make a move!! 💘

OKAYYY UHM ONTO THE SPICY STUFF 🫷🏻😀🫸🏻 (this was unexpected, ahhh!) you are gonna be sexually quite active during the next 6 months 💀 for a lot of y'all, THEE best sex of your life in the next 6 months, or even losing your virginity for some of you 🤪 (BUTTT please be safe and don’t get pregnant if that’s not the plan lmao 😭 ✋🏻 because the chances are actually pretty high!!) EITHER WAYY, make sure to enjoy yourself, babe!! in all honesty though pile 1!! i am genuinely so happy and excited for you!!! PLS PLS make sure to make the MOST out of it!! <3

up until now, you know what’s actually the craziest part about this whole reading is the way the message of manifestation just keeps coming over and over again 😭 i am NOT kidding when i say your manifestation power in the next 6 months is gonna be insane as hell!!!! and the energy keeps telling me that if you don’t use this properly or don’t make the absolute best out of it, you’re gonna regret it later because this feels like a HUGE opportunity being handed to you. it's as if the universe is literally opening doors for you right now, handing you the opportunity to ask whatever you want from it!! whatever the fuck you want in your life right now, it doesn’t even matter what area honestly, it feels so easy for you to manifest during this time. and one of the easiest methods i personally feel would work really well for you is scripting. i just feel like scripting is one of the easiest and most effective things ever!! also subliminals, listening to subliminals + scripting together works amazingly well, so i would definitely recommend that.

also, moving onto more specific messages, i keep seeing you wanting to connect way more with nature. some of y'all are definitely going on a trip or vacation where nature is a huge part, somewhere with forests, plants, animals, greenery, maybe even jungle safaris!! and i keep feeling like you might finally see certain animals you have wanted to see for a really long time irl?? tigers could be that animal for a lot of you. and honestly, this whole vacation feels SOOOO healing for you. you're finally going to be able to connect with yourself. i know that sounds cliché, but it's 100% true for you here!!!

because i feel like until recently, life has been feeling kinda “cloudy,” “confusing,” or just messy in general. so being out in nature, seeing animals, and touching grass literally LMFAOO 😭 is gonna help a lot!!! put more plants around you!! more flowers, greenery, indoor plants, literally WHATEVER!!! i don’t even fully know why this message is SOOO strong, but it keeps repeating. having plants around your house is gonna lift your mood so much and help you mentally a lot as well. if you live somewhere where plants die easily or the climate makes it hard to keep them healthy, indoor plants work too!!

also, i feel like you're finally moving on from something too, which you were attached to for the longest time? it could be anything. so now, finally, you are gathering the courage to let that shit GO and move on from it. and honestly, i just feel like life itself is going to be very fair towards you in the next 6 months.

BUT BUT one warning though, i do keep seeing arguments/fights around you, and you specifically being involved in some one-on-one conflict with someone. so please avoid messy situations, drama, arguments, and all that exhausting stuff 😭 because honestly, it could interfere with your glow-up journey, which by the way is VERY MUCH happening in the next 6 months. some of y'all are definitely thinking about coloring your hair in funky colors 😭 especially pink omg. pink keeps showing up SO much. pink, purple, and blonde too. and i feel like some of y'all are inspired by celebrity crushes or celebrity hairstyles and wanna recreate them. tbh if that’s on your to-do list, then maybe this is a sign, hahahha!!! because i believe those colours would suit you so well!!! <3 and please don’t come for me if the hair turns out ugly, LMFAOO 😀🙏🏻 the chances of it looking bad feel low, but STILL. forgive me in advance! :’))

and i am also hearing that you recently (in the last few months) had some kind of breakup or “moving on” situation. someone either said something really hurtful, or you found out something you truly did NOT wanna know and it hurt like hell. but i do feel like in the next 6 months you're finally moving on from it naturally. and tbh it makes sense because there’s so much good stuff entering your life now, so moving on becomes easier because life itself starts giving you better things to focus on.

i’m not really seeing a serious relationship in the next 6 months. it feels more like enjoying yourself. this whole period is about YOU. you are enjoying your own company more. you are centering yourself as the main character finally instead of revolving your whole life around someone else. because honestly, i feel like until now, someone else might’ve been the center of your world. but NOTT anymore. now everything revolves around you instead 🫶🏻 also, water keeps coming through too, so you might be around water bodies A LOT. and please, for the love of god, drink MORE. WATER. that message came through so randomly, but the universe was adamant about it, so uh yeah 😭 stay hydrated babe!!!

BUTTT at the same time, one warning i do have is that your emotions look VERY strong during this phase, we have already talked about this earlier. at certain points, you might get overly sentimental or emotional, and because of that, there could be moments where you become overly emotional or impulsive and do something without fully thinking it through first 😭 i can see y’all becoming more expressive emotionally, but sometimes maybe TOO expressive 😭 so just try not to make huge decisions in the heat of the moment!!! i really don’t want you to make a decision that makes you feel embarrassed later. but to be real with you, i feel like there’s ONE SPECIFIC event coming for most of you in the next 6 months where you’re DEFINITELY gonna be “impulsive.” i can’t tell you the outcome yet because it’s a general reading, but this event is gonna be a MAJOR one. keep an eye on the 5th of any month, that’s gonna be important for you.

and despite all the romance and fun stuff happening, i really feel like the universe wants me to remind y'all to focus on your career and finances too. the next 6 months are actually so important for that. don’t let any temporary temptations distract you from your ACTUAL life path. and you know what? the best part is, you don’t even have to work THAT hard at it, you’re already super strong “manifestation-wise” right now, plus luck is on your side, so even a little effort goes a long way! but please, DO PAY ATTENTION!!

so yeahhh, enjoy your life wholeheartedly, have fun, do WHATEVER the fuck your heart wants 😭 but also make sure the important parts of your life aren’t getting completely ignored!! 💗

let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟚. ╰⊹ ࣪

first of all omg 😭 the biggest thing i NEED to tell u abt the next 6 months is that luck is literally ON YOUR SIDE. undoubtedly. From how i see it, it looks like luck has straight up fallen into ur lap and now it’s just sitting there waiting for u to notice it and actually USE IT 😭 cuz this period feels insanely lucky for u. It’s almost like doors are opening left and right for you BUT you need to get yourself up and walk through them cuz this is the period for you to make movements. Although like is by your side, spoonfeeding of the opportunities is NOT the option unfortunately

These next 6 months is especially good for those of u who are students, planning for higher studies, or working in fields related to writing, communication, media and so on. this period feels SOOO important career wise and academically, whichever aligns with you. opportunities are gonna start showing up left and right and i absolutely reccomend you to TAKE ADVANTAGE OF EACH OF THEM!!!  i’m seeing yall becoming wayyyyy more bold and confident in your life to. well..more like, being forced to become like that. and that confidence alone is gonna attract most of these opportunities towards u. stop worrying about “what if i fail” or “what if i’m not good enough yet” because experience is EVERYTHING. apply for things. accept opportunities. TAKE risks (calculated risks plsss 🙏🏻). PUT yourself out there. gain experience from EVERYTHING, whatever comes in your way, which you think would be helpful even in the slightest. cuz TRUST ME when i say experience is one of the BIGGEST things in life. almost everything u do, every action u take, every decision u make later in life gets shaped by ur experiences.

and it’s actually funny/frustating asf because even you look at it from a career or job point of view, the ONE thing everyone keeps asking for, even for newcomers is EXPERIENCE 😭 i really don’t get HOW is someone supposed to get experience if nobody gives them a chance?!?!? but yeah that’s exactly why i’m saying, grab every opportunity u can. don’t sit there doubting urself too much.

alsoooo i’m heavily seeing movement happening for you. physical movement. For a lot of u, i am seeing that you are gonna move away from ur parents or from a place you have been living in for a really long time? it feels like you're leaving behind some kind of “familiarity”. And it matches with how we saw the higher studies or new job part above.  There’s also sooo much travel happening for you as well. specifically short term/distance travel. little trips, work travel is significant, and that

ALSO comes with REALLYYY chaotic schedules. and honestly this also tells me a lot of yall might either already be in jobs that require travelling or ur entering a phase where work/studies are gonna have u moving around a LOT???? and if i’m being fully honest with you… ur schedule in the next 6 months looks chaotic ASFFF😭 ALL OVER THE PLACE (good luck cuties ;’)). i’m not seeing a fixed routine naturally happening for the most of you. which means you HAVE to CONSCIOUSLY build discipline for yourself cuz if u DONT, it could start affecting ur physical and mental health too!!! a lot actually.

See, a LOT of amazing stuff is happening for you in the next 6 months. career wise, academically, opportunities coming in… but emotionally and mentally i do feel like there’s gonna be moments where you could get super overwhelmed if u don’t take care of urself properly. so pls take yourself seriously 😭 do whatever calms your brain and body. whatever little rituals, habits, routines, literally ANYTHING that helps calm ur brain down. DO IT.  whatever makes u feel grounded again?? maybe journaling, skincare, listening to music, walking, watching web series, reading books of your comfort genre, meditation, gaming,  SLEEPING PROPERLY for once (non negotiable btw), literally WHATEVERRR for you the best. just make sure you have SOMETHING that keeps u emotionally stable amidst all this chaos💗

Because, okay, i understand, maintaining a proper routine would feel insanely difficult for u during this phase BUT i keep hearing that if u don’t actively try to create balance, work life balance, ur brain might start feeling overloaded from everything happening at once. everything in your life is gonna start moving VERY rapidly soon. to the point where things might happen before you even fully process the previous thing that happened. You might end up thinking “wait wtf is even going on anymore” 🥲

so honestly i feel like universe is just warning you beforehand, through this reading, so that you are mentally prepared for this energy instead of getting completely blindsided by it. becase things ARE ACTUALLY changing for u. At a speed which might be too fast for you to process. and even tho it might feel overwhelming sometimes, this whole phase still feels extremely important for ur growth and future overall!! 

november feels SUPER important for a lot of you. the month itself seems an important one (if you are reading this at any point of time where november just passed or might not be coming up in the next 6 months, but i would still insist that it would be an important month for you. The next November that comes up after you read this reading). Okay, so for many of you, i feel like your birthday could be in november too. and specifically the 21st of some month (doesn't have to resonate with everyone) or it could turn out to be an important date or number for yall so pls pay attention to that date cuz it feels significant for some reason!!  also… jackets. idk why the hell that came through so randomly the second i started pulling cards but it did. jackets. maybe someone wears one, maybe u buy one, maybe it becomes important somehow, idk. But it is going to be significant for some reason. Brown jackets specifically. 

Moving on, there is DEFINITELY someone coming into your life in the next 6 months. and no i don’t feel like this is someone already around u. this feels like a completely new person entering ur energy. you might be meeting them during one of the short trips i mentioned earlier, could also be a work trip for some of you, and if not, then it’s definitely gonna be some kind of boring environment 😭 but somehow… yall end up getting unexpectedly close. initially, neither of you would plan for it, neither of u saw it coming, but the chemistry starts building naturally over time. personally, to me this chemistry here feels like ocean waves, which flow smoothly, timed perfectly, and under no one's control 🫠 also this person might have great communication skills. they KNOW how to talk. they know how to keep conversations flowing (very crucial skill trust me 🤚🏻) . and weirdly enough, this person also seems like a very lucky person for u in some way? as in, when they enter your life, opportunities, prosperity, career related stuff, academic opportunities or useful connections could also come into ur life through them (not like they are bringing them). even if indirectly. and honestly i don’t even think ur first reaction to them is gonna be attraction because the cards + the energy are making it very obvious that initially you probably wouldn't even plan/want anything romantic with them at all. one of the big reasons being, this person might not exactly give “green flag” vibes from the outside AT ALL. like yk how sometimes u meet ppl who LOOK like they rob banks as a job or do some kind of shady stuff, but then they end up being the sweetest person ever 😭😭😭 that’s literally the energy here LMFAOO.

their appearance or overall vibe might feel intimidating and suspicious at first. BUTTT at the same time i do feel like this person naturally has manipulative tendencies too. not necessarily maliciously evil or anything, but more like… it’s built into them 😭 like they emotionally trauma dump naturally. they unconsciously know how to emotionally influence people around them.

and i think THAT’S why u won’t immediately trust them or get attached to them from the get go. YES the chemistry would develop eventually, YES there’s potential for a long term connection, but i still see u keeping some distance initially. uand after your first interaction, i’m seeing multiple more interactions happening pretty quickly after that. not huge time gaps in between. and those repeated interactions slowly help u understand who this person ACTUALLY is beneath the surface. for a lot of yall, if this is a guy, he feels TALL TALL. brown hair too. and for some of u they might own a black car? 

i feel like for the past few months u’ve kinda been living in isolation mode? doing things like hiding away from people, staying in your comfort zone as much as possible. “I'm protecting myself, protecting my peace and just building…healthy boundaries”. THIS is what you told yourself. THIS is how you convinced yourself. BUT tbh i do think some of yall genuinely WERE hurt badly before this. that’s why u retreated into ur little bubble. but lovely, the energy here is strictly saying that phase HAS to end now 😭 if i had to explain the image i have in my mind rn, here how it goes: you are inside a small house hiding away from the world while outside the door there’s this future version of you banging aggressively on the door yelling: “get the fuck outside 😭 the weather is beautiful. why are u wasting ur life hiding in here??" lmaoooo

trust me babe, time feels super important for you. there are certain stuff about life which we as humans fail to realize early. one of them being the value of time and how short life actually is. and omg I'm not trying to terrify you or anything 😭🤚🏻 what I'm tryna say is, life moves fast. time passes quickly. and we deserve to EXPERIENCE life instead of spending all ur time trapped in sadness, fear, depression, isolation or overthinking. and one thing i  REALLY want you to remember is this: your inner self DIRECTLY dictates ur outer self!! if internally you constantly feel miserable, hopeless, negative, disconnected, eventually ur external life starts reflecting that energy too. but when u slowly start healing internally and allowing good things into your mind, it directly changes how life unfolds around you externally too. so plss try, even on difficult days, to look for small good things too 🫶🏻 even if u have to fake it at first!! i know it's not easy, but not impossible! even if you have to convince yourself slowly. because ur mindset genuinely matters a LOT during this phase!

i do NOT see u being overly comfortable in the next 6 months 😭 this period feels super busy and i feel tried while channeling this so yeah 😭🤚🏻 BUTTTT… it still feels worth it!!  because everything happening to you during the next 6 months feels directly connected to your long term growth. just PLEASEEE don’t ignore ur health in the process 😭  it’s way better to take care of yourself NOW than ending up in a hospital room later because pushed ur body way beyond what it could physically handle. (speaking from experience 🥲🙏🏻) 

NOW, because you are finally stepping out of this comfort zone/ little den you have been hiding yourself in for so long, there ARE gonna be moments where u suddenly feel insecure, underconfident, rejected or emotionally dejected at times.  there are gonna be situations, opportunities, environments, interactions, places where u suddenly start questioning yourself? “am i even good enough for this?” or “do i even belong here?”. and tbh it makes sense cuz u are being pushed into sooo many new situations at once.

you want a easy yet highly crucial advice? u HAVE to start convincing yourself that u are lucky!!! 😀✨ i KNOW this sounds a little delusionalbut trust me… manifestation literally works like that sometimes!! you almost have to lie to yourself about good things until those lies slowly become reality. even if u don’t fully believe it at first, no matter how unreal it might sound, the more u repeat those things, the more your external reality slowly starts shifting to match it. fake it until the universe is forced to make it real lmfooo

OKAY the BESTTT part is that ur guardian angels are SUPER close to u during this phase. you would actually feel a connection to them. they would constantly give you signs in various ways to show they are ready to help you and they are always protecting you!! so if st any point you sre confused about anything, feel free to ask them for signs!! ask for specific signs. ask for help. ask for confirmation. because they’re listening WAY more than u think rn!! they’re protecting u so heavily during this period tooo! like even when bad things happen, u somehow overcome them faster than expected. 

BUTTTTT spirit is also throwing a very serious warning at u rn!!! pls do NOT get involved in ANYTHING illegal or take any financial risks!! it might backfire in the worst way possible!! because it's VERY clear how any reckless action will destabilize ur life financially if u’re not careful!! also pls don’t spend money recklessly, focus more on saving rather than spending during this time!! 

BASICALLY this is the whole pattern happening to you:

when u stay calm -> opportunities flow towards u naturally!

when u panic or get greedy -> u start dismantling ur own life!! 

another thing i’m seeing is that you seriously need to love yourself more!! and i know “love yourself” sounds soooo cliché and annoying sometimes!! trust me i KNOW. but genuinely that’s one of the biggest lessons coming through in this reading.

 i feel like a lot of yall went through some REALLY rough mental/emotional periods recently or at some point in ur life. there was either a specific person or a specific situation that triggered a lot of this pain inside u. but the universe believes that now it's high time you stop grieving about your pain and MOVE ON. i know, this sounds easier said than done. when u’ve been attached to someone or something for a very long time, letting go feels terrifying as hell, and painful as well. but sweetie, trust me you have to do this one day!! spirits keep telling me that, the longer u stay stuck there, the harder it becomes to leave later 😭 so pls… choose yourself this time. 💗🫶🏻

let me know through the comments what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! Thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟛 ╰⊹ ࣪

HEYYY pile 3!!! 

SO. as i look at this, one thing stands out to me instantly: it's ALL about YOU. i feel like for the next six months, you are going to be your own biggest focus now. you'll be thinking about yourself, questioning yourself, trying to understand yourself, wondering why you feel the way you do, and just spending so much time inside your own head, contemplating about yourself, and somehow, your relationship with yourself becomes the main thing/topic for you for the next 6 months!! 

Right now as i am doing this reading, i can feel this cold breeze brushing past me (and the weather here isn’t even good rn🥲) when i close my eyes, i see sooo many shades of blue, white light, almost like glitter reflecting off water, i also see different shades of glitter (i can also hear the song " Formula " from the show euphoria?) BUT despite all this, there's this sense of “uncertainty” or some kind of vagueness hanging in the air. there's a lot of “moon like energy” here for some reason, which is interesting because i don't even have the moon card infront of me. This tells me how the next 6 months might be very muddled up for most of you.

OH BOY😭 if you've been avoiding looking within yourself and introspection, THEN the next six months might not give you much choice cuties 😋 i really feel like life is going to push you towards self reflection whether you planned for it or not.

i do feel like there are moments where your actions, your emotions, or even your reactions could influence situations more than you realise. at the same time though, i also see YOU being manipulated by other people. it's almost like both things are happening simultaneously.

But on a serious note, there may be situations where you truly feel like the victim (sadly, people would actually plot against you for whatever reason) there would be situations that make you feel completely frustrated, confused, or just absolutely drive you NUTS. but because you naturally carry such an empathetic and understanding presence, people may also find it easy to project things onto you or sway your perceptions.

i also see you living in your own fantasy world quite a bit during these six months. there could be periods where you become slightly delusional (or maybe a LOT 🫠)  i don't know why but the energy reminds me so much of autumn and winter. it's actually funny because a lot of people associate daydreaming with summer, but personally i always associate it with winter. That is the time when the days get shorter, whereas the nights are longer, when people spend more time alone, when you're wrapped up in your own thoughts most of the time. and that's EXACTLY the feeling i'm getting here!!

and wow, your artistic side is showing up VERY strongly here. i feel like your creativity is going to flare up in ways that surprise even YOU!!! some of you may return to old creative hobbies, while others may discover new ways of exploring yourself. there's such a beautiful “imaginative” energy surrounding you. and because of that, you may also appear incredibly attractive to other people.

i genuinely feel like you'll be admired a lot for your beauty, your aura, your presence particularly. I am seeing that some of you have this almost angelic, fairy like energy about you. regardless of your gender, it's this ethereal sort of aura that makes people stare at you or want to be around you. but interestingly enough, it also feels like people won't quite know how to approach you. It’s like, they are scared to me misjudged by you and in doing that they are misjududging you? 😭 (this part is SOOO difficult to explain i’m sooo sorry 😭) i'm picking up pisces placements, pisces moons, pisces mars placements for many of you. 

but here's the thing. people are also going to misunderstand you quite a lot actually. they may completely misjudge your intentions or create an image of you in their mind that doesn't AT ALL align with who you really are. and despite the fact that i'm seeing all this introspection and self reflection going on, i'm also seeing insecurities becoming LOUDER. Well that may actually be WHY you're spending so much time analysing yourself. because underneath everything, there seems to be a fear of not fully understanding who you are anymore. 🥲 ( i am sending soooo much love and protection your way lovliess 🫂)

i actually see you becoming MORE intuitive. your intuition isn't disappearing,  if anything, it's getting STRONGER. the problem is that there are so many things happening at once that you don't know what information to trust. there's noise everywhere, you want to contemplate, analyze and understand every DAMN SINGLE THING (plsss pile 3, let yourself breathhhh 😭) AND BECAUSE you're CONFUSED by this overtime with your brain, your judgments can become a little cloudy. 😀

SO HERE'S THE ADVICE I HAVE FOR YOU. please don't put your foot into everybody's business. 😭 and im sooo serious when i say this. LET people make their own choices. even if it's a very VERY close friend. if you already know that someone isn't going to listen to your advice and is determined to make their own decisions then let them BABEE. allow people to experience the consequences of their own choices. allow them to learn their own lessons. because i feel like one of the biggest traps for you over these next six months is overanalysing other people's situations to the point where you lose sight of your own. and when that happens, you start missing the bigger picture of your own life. you start investing energy into things that aren't even yours to carry. and that can slowly pull you away from your own path.

if there's a certain toxic comfort zone, unhealthy coping mechanism, or particular source of instant gratification you've been relying on lately, i feel like the next six months may slowly pull you away from it. and because of that, life might feel a bit boring at times and less exciting than what you're used to. For some yof you, it’s most likely that this particular “coping mechanism” is belong taken away from you against your own will, as if you HAD TO do it, not that you wanted to. 

you know when you've become SOO DAMN accustomed to chaos that peace suddenly feels strange? yeah... that's the energy i'm getting here. but i feel like it's happening for your own good. because as i move further into this whole thing, things start making a lot more sense.

one of the strongest things i'm seeing is that during the beginning phase of these six months, especially the first few months, stability starts entering your life rather quickly. and i'm seeing money here too. for many of you, this isn't just about receiving money, though. it's about what you DO with it. The advice i am hearing for you is, invest your money wisely for long term gains. Future YOU will thank present YOU for it 👏🏻

This could be a very specific message but here’s what i am hearing: there's been a piece of advice you've heard over and over and OVER again throughout your life. maybe friends have told you, maybe family and maybe even strangers. and every single time you heard it, you would clench your jaw internally because you were SICK SICK of hearing it 😭 BUT then life happens. and suddenly you experience something firsthand, and you sit there thinking… "oh…..THAT'S what they meant." and THAT’S the energy i'm seeing. it's finally understanding that repeated advice it through a very lived experience.

another thing i'm noticing is that so many of you naturally have a “service oriented” nature. yall actually care about and love helping people. you may even work in healing professions, psychology, therapy, healthcare, counselling, teaching, coaching, or any role where you're supporting others in some way. and even if your actual job has nothing to do with any of those things, i still feel like people constantly come to you for advice. you know exactly the type of person i'm talking about. the friend everybody messages when they're having a hard time, the friend everybody runs to when they don't know what to do, the friend who somehow ends up being everyone's unpaid therapist, the friend who ends up being the relationship counceller and sometimes even the mediator  😭🙏🏻 yes that's what i'm seeing lmaooo.

and then we get to something that honestly made me smile while reading these cards!!! because i keep seeing some sort of happy ending by the end of this period. earlier in the reading, i talked about all this confusion, this lack of self-awareness, this feeling of becoming detached from yourself. and while pulling these cards, i kept asking myself (and my spirits): "what EXACTLY causing this, it can’t just be all these reasons?" because, as i said, i don't really see you spending enough time alone.

and for some of you, i also keep wondering whether there's a particular person involved? someone who contributes to this confusion? AND now, this message might not apply to everyone. but if there IS someone important currently playing that role in your life, then i genuinely feel like there could be a happy ending between the two of you by the end of these six months. (woahhhh i really can’t express the happiness as i write this line 😭🫶🏻 gurllll i started giggling as i wrote this line, so i can only imagine how happy yall are gonna be when you actually experience this particular phase omfgggggg jrisjgisngosjon) but i HAVE to mention it because it kept coming through. throughout this reading, i kept being reminded of a particular kdrama. the vibe of your reading kept pulling me back to it again and again. something about your next six months mirrors the themes of that show so STRONGLY AHAHAHAHA. and i feel like some of you may end up relating to it deeply. It’s called, “DESTINED WITH YOU” (I LOVEEEEE THAT KDRAMAAA, i have rewatched it several times and mind you, it’s conig from someone who barely ever rewaches a movie or a show 😋) 

february keeps standing out to me. 14th february especially. or simply the number 14. it could be a date that becomes significant somehow. take that however it resonates.

Now, darling, i would be lying if i sat here and told you that the next six months are going to be the happiest six months of your entire life.

because…that's not what i'm seeing. at least not from the current perspective my spirits are showing me. this reading is FILLEDDD WITH contrasts. one minute we're talking about intuition, the next minute we're talking about confusion. one minute we're talking about self-awareness, the next we're talking about losing touch with yourself. it's a VERY VERY contradictory energy. that's exactly why the neptune energy feels SO strong here. it's everywhere.

i'm also seeing that some of you may lose certain people you don’t resonate with anymore. or you could also distance yourself from these people. and in some cases, you may even blame yourself for it ☹️ you may carry guilt that doesn't AT ALL belong to you!!  But despite all of this... you do not lose yourself. and THANK GOD for that 😭🙏🏻

Because that’s undoubtably, one of my favourite things about you i've seen in this entire reading. you struggle, you get confused, make mistakes, overthink, cry, BUT you don't abandon yourself and that matters more than you realise!!!! 

because the biggest piece of advice i want to leave you with is this: you have to become your OWN SUGAR MOMMY!! 😭 because speaking frankly, nobody is coming to rescue you. I don’t mean that you are getting abandoned or smth. Basically i mean, if we're being real, most people don't get saved. YOU are the one who picks oneself up, YOU are the one who decides to keep going, and if you're unwilling to show up for yourself, nobody else can do that work for you!!! not your friends, not your partner, not even god himself!! don't depend on somebody else for your peace!!! (terrible TERRIBLE decision trust me 😀🫸🏻) don't hand over the keys to your emotions to another human, don't EVERRRR allow another person to become responsible for regulating your emotions.

because i genuinely see people testing your patience over the next six months, and interestingly, it doesn't feel like friends. it feels more connected to your professional environment? It could be colleagues, classmates., people connected to work etc. those are the individuals i see frustrating you the most. and YES there will be moments where they get under your skin, there will be moments where you're exhausted, moments where you want to scream into a pillow or beat the shit out of a person 😭 (pls don’t cuz we don’t wanna end up in jail) 

another very specific message i'm channeling right now is about friendship. this might end up being one of the sweetest things i see in this entire reading. 🥹💕 because i really feel like a lot of you either already have or are about to have a very special group of friends entering your life. for some of you, this group already exists. for others, these people haven't arrived yet. BUT REGARDLESS, these are the people who are going to support you the MOST throughout the next six months. for many of you, these friendships feel predominantly feminine in nature. that doesn't necessarily mean female friends for every single person, but there is a very nurturing, compassionate, emotionally intelligent energy surrounding these connections. these are people who ACTUALLY understand you!! and the BEST thing is that while i was pulling these cards, i suddenly got reminded of legally blonde 😭 specifically, elle woods and the friendships she had throughout her journey. and every single time i think about those friendships, my heart melts a little. because regardless of whether those people fully understood what she was doing...regardless of whether they understood every little detail of her dreams...they STILL supported her,  rooted for her. even when she was essentially fighting for her case alone, they came to support her (cutesttt scene in the entire movie omlll) regardless of how excluded you may feel in certain environments over the next six months, these people are going to remind you that you have someone whom you can lean on!!  that you're loved. and i truly think that's one of the most beautiful things happening for you during this period.

i keep getting this image of finally seeing the light at the end of a tunnel. or honestly, more like seeing sunlight after being stuck inside a cave for ages✨ i can literally see that image reflected in the cards themselves!!!

and what's interesting is that there are actually plenty of happy moments scattered throughout this journey too. the problem isn't that those moments aren't there, the problem is that i keep seeing you struggling to fully enjoy them 😭 because i keep seeing this self critisizing tendencies, this tendency to stay inside your own head. this habit of mentally wandering off even when something lovely is happening right in front of you.

for example, i can see some of you attending parties, going out with friends., being invited to events, being surrounded by people who care about you. and yet your mind is somewhere else entirely?  you're sitting there wondering about life. so if i could give you one gentle reminder here, it would be this: please don't miss the little moments🥹 please DON’T!!!!  there may not be hundreds of opportunities for joy during this period, but the ones that DO appear? BE. PRESENT. FOR. THEM. mentally, emotionally and ofc, physically. squeeze EVERY DROP of happiness out of them!! because they matter far more than you realise.

 one thing i noticed while trying to channel this reading was that huge portions of your next six months felt... unwritten. and that's actually one of the reasons this reading was so difficult to channel 😭 there were so many blank spaces, it tells me that a significant portion of what happens next depends on YOU.

and as i reach the end, that's honestly the biggest message spirit keeps repeating. everything is eventually in your hands. EVERYTHING.

let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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[zeldasnotes]

placement that indicate dark placements and please not Scorpion placement we all know how daaark and scary they are oooooo so scared

DARK PLACEMENTS⚰️

these are personal observations and are not to be taken as facts, the whole chart has to be taken into consideration.

Aquarius Moon & Moon conjunct Uranus: The cold, robotic, detatched and unpredictable nature of Uranus touching the planet of emotions and emotional reactions can lead to chaos. I often see this in the charts of those who inherit mental illness especially bipolarity. Even worse if 6th house if afflicted. Ive seen this in the charts of mostly men who were in jail for sudden and unplanned violent attacks that they later regret for the rest of their life.

Chiron 1st house or Chiron conjunct Sun: This can make the self feel damaged. And because of that the person creates a distance from their real self and the self they show others. The worst fear here is the real self being exposed. Coming across as confident and strong and hiding weakness is extremely important here. The whole personality becomes about hiding weakness instead of just being which can lead to a narcissistic traits.

Mercury aspecting Neptune: Seen this in the charts of a lot of compulsive liars. Its hard to stop unless the parents notice it and step in early. Sure all kids lie but when the lies are over the line and not just ”im saw a unicorn at the store” adults should say something. Ive seen people with Mercury/Neptune create CHAOS around them because of lying. They tend to be frustrated with themselves too because they cant stop. Neptune is also a planet that complete removes rational thinking from a person. Just like a person with Venus/Neptune completely lack rational thinking in relationships these people can lack rational thinking in general.

Mars Aspecting Neptune: Neptune removes rational thinking from the planet it touches. When it touches Mars the person might lack rational thinking when it comes to Mars themes like sex and anger. The person can commit violent or weird sexual acts and justify it in their own head.

Libra placements: Everything need to be balanced which can make these people very vengeful and willing to go far ro get revenge. For some Libra placements they might go around constantly doing small paybacks or mindgames for percieved slights so that everything feels balanced.

Lilith in Sagittarius/9th house/conjunct Jupiter: Lilith the darkest asteroid aspecting the planet of religion and philosophy can lead to extremism. The person can also have negative experiences with a specific group of people which they think justifies their hate.

Harsh Saturn aspects: Can lead to someone who only feel happy when they accomplish something. Can create a very harsh and hateful nature often because of a parent or other adult who might have completely ruined their childhood and instilled a bad self esteem in them. When Saturn aspects Mars it can show a very deep seated anger. When it aspects Venus can show hate towards the feminine.

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🩰What's Really Sweet About Your Personality ♦︎ Timeless Pick A Card

Have you ever met a lovely person?🧸 I think, lovely people sometimes get really shy and timid when they’re super excited, but then ferocious and upfront when they’re defending a super important cause🤺

I think, very lovely people very often are quite all over the place in their thinking, but strikingly clear and accurate when it comes to their moral compass🚏 And I think, a lot more people are actually a lot lovelier on the inside, in ways not always readily observable because people very often have to hide their true capacity for love and trust🐄

Well, what’s the alternative when we live in a world rife with predator frequencies?🐆 But then, I think the loveliest of all people is the person who still manages a degree of sweetness, as well as tenderness in spite of it all simply because they possess an immense strength of character🦍

Those with Love in their Hearts💞 Such lovely people have a something or a someone to live for; to have this desire to protect, to defend, and to heal and cherish something or someone important🏜⚜️🦌

Humanity will survive because lovely people such as yourself have survived the world’s systemic disappointments🍑 Our world is healing and, still, moving towards the Light because lovely people like you have refused to die in the Dark with rage and bitterness🥞

symphony: Lucy Van Pelt by advantage Lucy

philosophy: How to Spot the Loveliest People in the World | The School of Life

major arcana: VIII Strength, XIV Temperance Rx, XIII Death

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Pile 1 - The Spark in You that Heals and Uplifts the Downtrodden Ones

vibe: Jang Wonyoung of IVE

the way you move in the world☆ - Green Alchemist (Nicolas Flamel)

You, gurl, are the Sun repackaged in a small human girl form🌻 You are sweet, supportive, the joy battery that derives potent energy from the Sun itself. You were sent down here to hold the frequency of the Sun itself—to heal, warm and comfort those whose hearts are bleak and full of doubt🐍 There is transmutation magick inside of you, so it’s actually quite easy for you to attract darkness as you move in the world. You may have felt very much targeted by hate your whole entire Life, but this wasn’t a mistake, darling⚜️

It is part of your function, Soul Mission, to often come into contact with the darkest aspects of the human psychology❤️‍🩹 Essentially, you could say you’re a Spirit Doctor, a Surgeon even, who was tasked with ‘operating’ on many Humans on a deep psychological level so that they may gain the capacity to finally move forward with what they’ve been wanting to make manifest for themselves in this world💫 When you’re perceived by those already on their healing—and even building—path, they will recognise that you are the ‘successful’ version of themselves💞

But, complications happen when you’re perceived by those too deep in their suffering and self-pity😔 Your Light, your optimism, your cheeriness, your kindness, all that’s good and beneficial about you is only reminding them of the shadow work they’ve been refusing to partake, and it causes them a great deal of shame and even unworthiness! They sense they could be just like you, but they fear allowing themselves to be just like you, and it is only breeding a hate-loop inside their own system😡

the things that move your heart♡ - Red Magus (Edward Kelly)

And still, you being you, you have enough intelligence and striking intuition to understand that those who despise you are really only hurting because they can’t undo the threads of their own misery🪡 And because your heart is so tender and you do really care, sometimes in your own quiet, understated ways, you ruminate about the inner workings of the minds and hearts of those who can’t accept you🪞 Your heart really is wide and charitable, but… You’re just one person and the whole world is hurting, especially right now, so…

Other people’s hell that they’ve created—and sustained—on their own has got nothing to do with you. You didn’t contribute anything to its creation, so why burden yourself with its dissolution?🤷🏻‍♀️ You are a walking Spirit Medicine for the people who are seeking spirit medication—you’ve got plenty on your plate!😶‍🌫️ If you must care, pour that aenergy and attention to those who are seeking you, those who have been waiting to know someone just like you🪷 This is your collective who’s going to evolve with you as you continue to broadcast your authentic frequency.

Whatever your style on the outside may be and however you identify as a person as you move in the world, you’re genuinely one of the strongest Healers currently walking on Earth🧙🏻 You may be a dainty girl or a gorgeous supermodel or a metalhead or an awkward gamer…whatever… deep in your heart, you care all too much about healing, uplifting, guiding and motivating other people🌷 I’m kind of reminded of silvie the queen on YT—yeah, your healer vibe’s kinda like hers🍬

the world that moves because you exist♪ - Silver Geographer (Francis Drake)

Many of you resonating hardest with Pile 1 are most likely a world traveler🗺 This could mean that you were born in a country but are meant to do a lot of lightwork in another. This could also mean that you’re of mixed ancestry; your DNA carries a plethora of codes from different races of people still embedded with memories of different ways of life, priorities and philosophies☕️ This makes you an incredibly interesting person because you can so easily understand complex societal issues…

And contribute a ‘third way of seeing/thinking’ about those things most people can’t seem to agree with or find a common ground🌺 This is a ‘generational skill’ that will prove to be even more valuable as the years progress closer towards 2030🤭 With your gifts, you’re meant to become some kind of a voice of reason who’s quite easy for people to resonate with because you’re so polite, intelligent and graceful. You’re a whole different ball game than Piles 2 and 3, but as they’re needed for their trailblazing functions…

Your main function in the world is to smooth out the rough edges created by, let’s say, Pile 3’s explosive lightwork lmao Ultimately, you’re part of a team; you are the grace and the medicine after Pile 3’s bomb-drops and Pile 2’s surgical operations🧨💥🤕 You’re here to comfort, provide the ginger tea and the matcha latte🍵 You aren’t a Serve; you’re a Jupiterian caring Mother. Embrace this idea as representative of your authority in the world and protect yourself from drainage by the ungrateful ones, aight?👩‍👧‍👦

THE SWEETNESS THAT LINGERS🔻💜

the scent of your season - Priestess of Magick

to be slightly happier - Priestess of Healing

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Pile 2 - You are a Great Fire that Warms and Fuels an Entire Village

vibe: Marilyn Monroe♥️

the way you move in the world☆ - Red Astronomer (Johannes Kepler)

‘Intelligence’ and ‘depth’ are the first two words that I’m hearing as I tap into your aenergy. You could be the type of person who ruminates a lot, because you’re deeply and almost painfully aware of so many things✨🪬✨ You’re spiritual and often all too connected to the Cosmos and the whole of the human experience. I think you find your heart hurting more often that people realise. And most of the time people don’t realise this about your tenderness because you do hide that well from this often mocking world🛡

You’re sweet and soft, but you really don’t let a lot of people get too close to the core of who you are. You guard your secrets very well, and you have so many secrets that you believe could jeopardise your Life if you let them out🎁 It isn’t to say that you’ve got a lot of nasty secrets in that sense, I’d rather think, you’re complex and interesting, and most of all daring. So you’ve managed to do a lot of ‘taboo’ or highly unusual things that most people wouldn’t take a chance on🪜 Well, that’s just what you were designed to do: to rebel against mundanity.

Truly, you are passion incarnate itself; all your cards are RED💋 No matter how soft spoken you are or how mild your temperaments may be on a surface level, once someone gets to really know you on a deeper level, they’ll find that you’re a lot hotter, faster, more opinionated and ambitious than you let out on the regular. There is passion so intense it easily burns mediocre people☄️ That’s why they can’t cope with you; that’s why it’s been wise of you to guard yourself and hustle in secret.

the things that move your heart♡ - Red Astrologer (William Lilly)

Essentially, you really are quite the planner. I think you’re the type of person who has this huge brain capable of projecting a 20-year plan with such great details📚 For instance, if you were a comic illustrator or a novel writer or a film director, you’ve pretty much figured out the whole trajectory and progression of your storytelling before you even lay out the first brick to the building. What you’ve got isn’t just a draft or an outline—you’ve really figured out most if not all of the deets, babe🍁

And so, in Life and relationships, you’ve pretty much got a very similar approach. It’s just that, in real life, unlike in fiction of your own creation, other people aren’t always gonna act or choose or react to you the way you envision them to do🧵 And most of all, just because you’ve given time and advice to a dear friend you were genuinely trying to help, doesn’t guarantee they can keep up with your great plans for them. And so, I see that you’ve often felt quite under appreciated or just jaded from caring too much with no triumph to witness (in others)💔

Well, you were just sharing your prosperity and abundance of your wisdom and knowledge, weren’t you? It’s OK, you didn’t lose anything by giving to charity if you’re already overflowing with resources💰 So, you can think of it like that. You are a generator of Prosperity and Opulence—think of yourself as a Great Holy Fire generating healing aenergies for a whole village🏕 Whether or not the villagers come near you to benefit from your warmth or light, you’re not degraded nor do you lose your function🔥

the world that moves because you exist♪ - Red Alchemist (John Dee)

You’re some kind of a daredevil who’s taken it upon yourself to do things outside of the predetermined perimeters of what ‘someone like you’ is allowed to do👱🏻‍♀️ What was always confining you could’ve been stereotypes based on gender, nationality, socioeconomic background, or even perceived level of intelligence. There was most likely a time in your Life where you felt like other people’s ideas of what’s acceptable to expect of oneself were so narrow, so you decided you were going to disappoint them, indeed😉

Oh, you think someone like me can’t or shouldn’t do this or that?? Watch me, bitch! I’ll prove you all wrong☆ That was your mantra, so to speak, that got you where you are now. Some peeps below the age of 21 reading this are probably resonating with a feeling of wanting to rebel just as described here, but this is essentially what you’re meant to do in this world😚 To stealthily carve out a path of your own in order to live a Life suited to your personal tastes, instead of fitting yourself into a mould created by stupid dead ancestors or something🪦

Who knows? Maybe the thing is that you’re meant to be some kind of an Ancestor yourself—a wise and experienced one—and not just for your own bloodline but for a whole community, if not a section of the whole world🪔 Whether or not you decide to have descendants of your own, it is the legacy of your courage, rebelliousness, and philosophy what will linger in the hearts of many💗 I’m thinking of characters like Marilyn Monroe, Johnny Rotten, Kurt Cobain, Nina Simone, and Bruce freaking Lee🥋

THE SWEETNESS THAT LINGERS🔻❤️

the scent of your season - Priestess of Prosperity

to be slightly happier - Priestess of Opulence

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Pile 3 - You are a Creator of Worlds that Shows Mankind How to Create Their Own Blueprints

vibe: Estella from Cruella (2021)

the way you move in the world☆ - Gold Historian (Raphael Holinshed)

See, you are a walking paradox. On the one hand, and only if you’re honest with yourself, almost everything about you today is coloured by and a result of your past; for some of you, your past could’ve simply been rather unglamorous or lacking in ways that fell short of your ideals; for some others, your past could’ve been downright traumatic🤕 But on the other hand, you’ve reinvented yourself so hard, so radically, and it probably took multiple transformations, too, that it doesn’t feel like the person you are today is remotely similar to who you used to be during survival⚗️

You are naturally a transmuter of low-quality Realities. Is this making sense to you?⚛️ If there’s any aspect of Reality you do not like, you do not give the consent for it to remain as part of your World. You’re always rebelling because this world indeed gives you many reasons to rebel and break shit. You do not blown down to the limitations or even laws of the Matrix—you bomb the living shit out of their artificial constructs💣💥🚒 In a way, you’re often seen as too much of a menace for your inability to ‘make peace’ with social expectations or with shitty people in general.

But the real ones out here know it isn’t to say that you’re a hateful person per se; you HATE mediocrity as much as you HATE mean-spirited comments as much as you HATE stupidity as much as you HATE unprofessionalism as much as you HATE cowardice disguised as patience and mercy. The last one especially, to you this isn’t goodness when people coddle obviously evil people (evil influencers and celebs usually get this privilege) because they just seem ‘clueless’; to you this is the general public’s lack of IQ🧠

the things that move your heart♡ - Red Historian (John Dee)

'Being a genius is one thing. Raising a genius, however, does come with its challenges.' — Estella

Just like Estella, you know you’re a genius. Minimum you know you’re unique and can’t be put in a single box. Whatever the society around you prized, you were always slightly outside of their box of expectations📤 For example, if the people around you valued physical beauty, your greatest asset was always your brains; if the people around you valued youths getting a respectable job at some corporations, your greatest desire was to be as far away as possible from the greyness of the accounting profession!🧮 Something of this nature. You were always just…a little disappointing…in every way.

In comparison to most people you knew in the early stages of your development, you always had substance about you👩🏻‍🔬 You saw more, understood more, wanted more. The kids who understood and accepted you the most were most likely outcasts in their own rights🤡 And some of you may even resonate with this quote that’s kinda been quoted as pick-me, but goddamn it’s actually the real life for you lmao ‘Too weird for the popular kids. Too popular for the weird kids.’ How could that not have been your real-life case when all your weird shit attracted immense attention—both good and bad😜

When you were growing up, a lot of people branded you as a misfit, and you liked that. Your band of misfits were truly cool characters with interesting minds. That was all that mattered to you. The greatest insult in Life is to be called ‘ordinary’, worse, ‘normal’🤢 Why live a Life according to other people’s blueprints? To you, this idea was insulting to your intelligence🤮

the world that moves because you exist♪ - Green Astrologer (Robert Fludd)

Now, unless you possess some kind of a villainous quality like Estella (fuelled by grief but her case is also genetical lmao think about it) you may not necessarily want to do evil things in the world🐩 However, if there’s one thing about you, it is that you’re always up for a challenge—and this could mean that you’re naturally inclined to challenge the status quo. And when you do, you do it so bombastically and loudly like Estella does when she turns to Cruella De Vil. I betch’all already have one or more alter egos👺

You like to shock⚡️ In your rationale, it is necessary to lay ruins to people’s comfortable conformity because it is their compliance to mediocrity that stops the whole world from becoming more extraordinary the way you know it can and should be🦄 You’re not menacing in the evil sense; you want to extract people’s potentials to the surface so they can see for themselves that they’ve always been so much more than society has told them🦹‍♀️

‘More good women have been lost to marriage…than to war, famine, disease and disaster. You have talent, darling. Don’t squander it.’ Remember when Cruella said this in the 1996 live-action? Yeap💁🏻‍♀️ They made a villain of a woman spit straight fax. Because, when you DARE to step out of your predetermined role, you become a witch, a bitch, a villain. And that’s precisely what you came here to do🪓 It takes one strong woman to say: ‘THIS IS BULLSHIT’ for others who were already feeling the same to find their strength to also say, ‘THIS IS BULLSHIT.’ And that, is how YOU start a revolution of da highest orda😤

THE SWEETNESS THAT LINGERS🔻💚

the scent of your season - Priestess of Luck

to be slightly happier - Priestess of Ambition

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Contemplations on Ardra Nakshatra and the Cruelty Inherent to Existence

"Did you say the stars were worlds, Tess?"

"Yes."

"All like ours?"

"I don't know, but I think so. They sometimes seem to be like the apples on our stubbard-tree. Most of them splendid and sound—a few blighted."

"Which do we live on—a splendid one or a blighted one?"

"A blighted one."

— Tess of the D’Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy, Ardra Moon

Today, we’re going to contemplate Ardra, the nakshatra through which we may understand the exact nature and cause of universal suffering. This understanding of the universe forms the basis of my spiritual philosophy and why I am constantly screaming for our collective liberation.

When we think about what makes us suffer in life, we tend to point the finger at economic systems and societal flaws, describing them as the root causes of all suffering. Money, as we know, is said to be the “root of all evil.” But we must collectively understand that it goes much deeper than that.

All suffering comes from the foundational nature and structure of the universe. Its duality and therefore its inherent division are what causes us to continuously struggle with little to no returns for our efforts. To elucidate this, I came up with a way to easily visualize the concept through examining that which is the basis of life as we know it: DNA.

DNA is a molecule that not just humanity, but all life forms, strive to maintain the structural integrity of. To do this, life forms need energy. They need energy to carry out basic cellular functions, to protect themselves, and to reproduce—all of which serve to maintain the integrity and continuity of DNA. Energy is a resource that is finite, since all matter and energy in the universe is finite, as far as we know, and as far as what we have access to. Therefore, there is a finite amount of resources, which means that this process of structural maintenance cannot go on forever, because finite resources will run out.

On top of this, the universe is expanding and accelerating in its expansion. This causes an increase in entropy, where the universe becomes increasingly disorderly and it becomes increasingly impossible for things to maintain their structural integrity or “orderliness.” This universal phenomenon of destruction directly threatens the integrity of DNA. It thus becomes clear that life is fighting a fool’s battle against the very forces of the universe, with a finite amount of resources to maintain its own existence. It is a zero sum game.

This constant battle for resources is everywhere. This is what causes violence in all forms of life. It even causes violence (which I define as the destruction of structural integrity) to that which is not alive. And so, violence and oppression are not unique to human beings. In order for creatures to maintain their own structural integrity, they need to absorb resources, which necessarily entails the destruction of the structural integrity of other entities to gain the resources they either contain or possess.

This is why lions kill wildebeest, why cows kill grass, why humans kill non-humans and each other, why plants kill insects, why insects kill each other, and so on, and so on, and so on. Even when there is no direct killing involved, in the case of, for example, non-carnivorous plants, there is, in fact, a destruction of structural integrity. Plants photosynthesize by obtaining light from the Sun, which emits light due to a process in its core called nuclear fusion, where elements are fused together in a process that releases energy. This process is what essentially destroys the structural integrity of the Sun, which will eventually die. And so the destruction of the structural integrity of the Sun maintains the structural integrity of terrestrial plant life. And hell, even plants are incredibly violent to one another, and I know this thanks to this post I read the other day.

My point here, if I haven’t reiterated it enough, is that the process of maintaining one’s structural integrity necessarily entails the destruction of another’s, and this is precisely the violence that is inherent to the universe and that causes suffering for all. Therefore, the very nature of existence is suffering. The desire to exist in this universe is in itself the root of all evil, of all the violence that is enacted in the name of existing on one side of the [exists / does not exist] dichotomy.

In Ardra nakshatra, we are forced to confront this harsh reality head-on. Biblical scripture has referred to this universe as the Valley of Tears, reminiscent of Ardra’s teardrop symbol. This tikshna nakshatra shows exactly how the dualistic foundation of the universe is the cause of all violence. The very nature of conflict requires at least 2 entities, with one causing the destruction of the other or both causing the destruction of each other. An axe cannot cut itself. It must first be divided into axehead and axe handle, at which point the axehead can be used to cut i.e. destroy the handle. And so the very reason that violence, conflict, and suffering can occur is because of the very existence of division and duality. A schism, a rift, a crack, it may be called. Ardra with its core essence allows us to see this violent realm for what it is.

And more importantly, you may have heard it said that Ardra is the fall from the “Garden of Eden”, a supposedly paradisiacal place where everything is sunshine and rainbows in which Adam and Eve are living with all the little birdies and monkeys like it’s some kind of fucking Disney movie. Ardra is supposedly the “Fall” where we are thrust into a world of division and chaos. But it’s not. Now, I will state the most important teaching of Ardra, which is that:

We already exist in Hell.

Ardra is where our eyes are opened to the true horror of existence in this universe where everything is constantly eating each other in an incessant process of destruction and consumption. There are people being bombed, shot, and burned alive in Ukraine, Sudan, and Gaza right now. There is a wildebeest somewhere in Kenya being eaten alive by hyenas. There are thousands dying of terminal cancer. Some are dying of the Ebola virus. A lioness has just killed a wild dog cub. A pack of wild dogs is eating a pregnant impala alive, devouring her fawn too. A polar bear has just killed a seal and her pup. An orca has just eaten the liver of a great white shark and left the rest of the corpse to rot in bacteria that will feast on it. A neutron star is tearing a planet apart. A black hole is ripping a star apart. A baby crocodile has just killed a baby rabbit. There are people being tortured and murdered. There are non-human animals being tortured and murdered, by humans… Hell, even the fucking trees are killing each other. I could go on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on.

And so in Ardra, there is no “Fall”. In Ardra, we simply realize that the “Garden of Eden” that we still exist and languish in has been the Hell we’ve been so scared of all along. Hell isn’t some distant subterranean place of fire and brimstone and suffering and torment.

Hell is right here.

[ser4ph7m]

“ashleshas are the ultimate seductresses and drive MEN crazy” “hastas are pick-mes towards MEN” “venusians are gold diggers of MEN” “pushya is the most beautiful to MEN” “MALE nakshatras are the devil!!!!!” “ketuvian MEN are serial killers” “sun women are MEN’S women” blah blah BLAH.

ALL YOU BITCHES ARE MALE-CENTERED. AS FUCK. I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is genuinely rare that i come across a “nakshatra observation” post or even general sidereal observations that don’t regurgitate these same bs pop astrology talking points. meanwhile, so much of the “discourse” still revolves around male validation, desirability politics, and internalized misogyny, and pretending to be “ascended.” you people are just repackaging the same patriarchal mindsets y’all claim to critique in pseudo-spirituality and calling it “empowerment.” but if the topic is still surrounding men, and especially women’s proximity to men, ESPECIALLY in the vapid and meaningless ways y’all discuss it, then guess what that makes all of you?

let me reiterate again, ALL of y’all are male centered and pick mes as fuck, because the entirety of most content i see on this app has to do with the most shallow and superficial aspects of vedic astrology. i thought we left that shit on twitter. #getoveryourselves

[sauleveil]

red flag placements in men and what they actually look like in practice !

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disclaimer before anyone comes for me: placements aren’t destiny, they’re patterns, and patterns can be worked on, but only if the person is actually working on them, which brings me to the post.

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Gemini Venus men who haven’t done their work will make you feel like the most interesting person alive for about three weeks and then you’ll notice he has five other conversations open that feel exactly like yours, and when you bring it up he’ll somehow make you feel like you’re the one who’s being unreasonable for wanting consistency. the talking stage with them is genuinely unmatched and that’s the trap. the red flag isn’t that he’s charming, it’s that the charm never actually deepens into anything. tldr: leave..immediately..

Scorpio Mars unhealed is the one who makes you feel like you’re always one wrong move away from losing him, and you can never quite put your finger on why you feel that way because he hasn’t explicitly said anything threatening, it’s more of an energy, a specific kind of silence after you’ve said something that makes you immediately want to take it back and apologize even though you have no idea what you did. the intensity that’s so attractive early on is the same thing that becomes suffocating later, and by the time you notice it you’re already emotionally in too deep to see it clearly.

Aquarius Moon men who haven’t figured out emotional intimacy yet will make you feel crazy for needing consistency because they’ll frame every normal human emotional need as you being “too attached” or “too intense”, and they’ll say it so calmly and reasonably that you’ll start to wonder if they’re right. they’re not running from you specifically, they’re running from the feeling of needing anyone, but that distinction stops being comforting around month four when you’re still having the same conversation about what you both actually are to each other.

Saturn in the 7th house men who are scared of their own placement will be the ones who are genuinely everything you’re looking for on paper and then find increasingly creative reasons why the timing is never quite right, why things can’t move forward yet, why they need just a little more time, and they’ll mean it every time they say it which somehow makes it worse. the commitment isn’t impossible for them it’s just genuinely terrifying, and until they decide to do something about that fear rather than just live inside it, you’re going to be waiting for a door that opens a few inches and then stops.

Aries Venus unhealed is the one who was SO into you during the chase and then visibly cooled off the moment he felt like he had you, and when you pull back slightly to see what happens he’s suddenly interested again, and you both know what’s happening and neither of you says it out loud because saying it out loud would mean having to do something about it. it’s not that he doesn’t like you, it’s that what he actually likes is the feeling of wanting something, and that’s a very specific problem that has nothing to do with you.

Pisces Mercury unhealed is the one where you genuinely cannot tell what he means, ever, not because he’s complicated but because he communicates in vibes and implications and things he almost said, and when you ask him directly what he wants he gives you an answer that sounds like an answer but isn’t actually an answer, and you leave the conversation more confused than you started. the kindness is real, the feelings are probably real, but if he can’t tell you what he wants in plain language you’re going to spend the entire relationship translating and that’s exhausting.

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again, none of this is a life sentence or destiny, it’s a PATTERN, and patterns change when people actually want them to, but that’s the key part: when THEY want them to, not when you love them hard enough

if you want to know what his chart is actually doing, reading slots are open and the price list is in my pinned !♡

[stellarsecrets86]

Jupiter Nakshatra and Your Husband: Ardra Nakshatra

‎When Jupiter is placed in Ardra(the "Star of Sorrow" or "The Teardrop") the husband shows an intense and highly intellectual nature driven by Rahu and Rudra (the God of storm).

🍀‎He likely follows a daily routine focused on intense mental tasks, deep research or solving complex crises.

🍀‎He may thrive in chaotic or high-pressure environments where others usually panic.

🍀‎His has theme of breaking down old, ineffective things and rebuild them in his life.

🍀‎He likely enjoys hobbies that help him unwind from mental stress, like listening to intense music or engaging in heavy workouts.

🍀‎He may use sharp, sarcastic or dark humor to cope with difficult emotions and situations.

🍀‎He likely had an emotionally turbulent or chaotic childhood that forced him to develop resilience at a young age.

🍀‎In his youth he may be often known as the "destruction specialist" frequently breaking toys apart to understand how they worked.

🍀‎He tends to follow a nontraditional lifestyle, favoring latenight productivity, minimalist spaces and unconventional schedules..

🍀‎He may initially struggle with emotional vulnerability, showing love through deep conversations and a desire to understand his partner's thoughts.

🍀‎He has a unique quirk of being quiet and detached one moment then intensely passionate and talkative the next.

[h4ppyberry]

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hiii & welcome <33 this pac will dive into how i (a tarot reader hehe) would describe you! pls do remember that this is a general reading and pls take what resonates!

masterlist ⨾ଓ my kofi shop

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⨾ଓ ┆꒰ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴏɴᴇ .ᐟ ꒱

⨾ଓ hi my pile one’s, and welcome to ur reading :3 okay so i feel like you are someone who is very observant. in my mind's eye, i see you in a crowded room, kind of nodding and looking around the room. you notice things quickly, and you're just very aware in general. so aware that you may also always have backup plans in case something happens. you are someone who may be more logical than emotional. you mostly focus on making plans and then taking action to achieve them. you have a goal for your future, a specific vision you want to manifest, and you will do everything to achieve it. you may be in your mid-late twenties (some of you!). your energy feels mature (no matter ur age!) and again, like you know exactly what you want to do with your life. 

⨾ଓ you are someone who likes to start new beginnings no matter how long it takes. you are someone who is consistent and may like routine. You don’t mind doing the work. you wake up every day with a goal for the day, something you want to accomplish. you believe in your vision board, you know in your heart and soul what you need to do in order to accomplish your dreams. you may think so much of your future that it could be an obsession/addiction. this could make you not be as focused on your present. you may be hard on yourself, and if something you wanted didn’t come into fruition, you may blame yourself and be in a negative headspace. 

⨾ଓ you may also focus so much on your future/goals/career to avoid feeling your emotions. your emotions could be currently imbalanced or get imbalanced. it’s hard for you to be someone who goes with the flow; instead, you are someone with an “all or nothing” mentality. you could also try to force outcomes. 

⨾ଓ because you're so focused on your goals and dreams, it’s hard for you to be spontaneous sometimes. but when you do have fun, you go all out! when you're in the mood to splurge, you don’t mind spoiling yourself! you may book vacations with friends or just you. you could have expensive tastes and like to stay in nice hotels. i’m getting an image of the four seasons in bora bora (oooh so pretty!)

⨾ଓ you don’t mind releasing your inner childhood sometimes and watch old movies/shows from your childhood. you may be going through the journey of healing your inner child or have already healed. 

⨾ଓ the word i keep hearing in my head is “boss” like you are such a boss, and you don’t take any bs from anyone! you have very high standards for yourself and for the people you want to surround yourself with. you only want to be friends with people who are in the same frequency as you. it has been difficult for you to find true friends and you have dealt with a lot of fake people in your life. over time, you have learned to walk away and not engage in that energy. “whatever. I don’t have time to deal with that. i’m too grown for all that.” is what i heard in my head. 

⨾ଓ lastly, i would describe you as someone who is so naturally beautiful hehe! your energy just pours out of you. i don't know what this means, but i’m hearing “your beauty is tied to mother earth.” which again reminds me of you being naturally beautiful! there's lots of earth and fire energy in this pile. you're authentic, you know yourself, you're humble, you're beautiful, you're ambitious, and i wish you the very best my pile ones!!! <333

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⨾ଓ ┆꒰ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ .ᐟ ꒱

⨾ଓ hello my sweet pile two’s! this is random, but i feel like some of you may be in college or in your early-mid twenties because i’m getting visions of my college era, so i thought i’d share lol. or you may be thinking about college in general? or just recently graduated (congrats!!)

⨾ଓ okay the first message that is coming out so strongly is that you are someone who deeply values your connections with others. whether its platonic, familial, or romantic, you value all of them deeply. you would move mountains for your people! you are a ride or die, and there truly is nothing you wouldn’t do for them.

⨾ଓ i know that being whimsy right now is a trend, but you guys are the og whimsical, curious, free thinkers! you probably were made fun of in your youth for liking “nerdier” things, such as anime, cartoons, books, video games, etc. i feel like you had hobbies that brought you genuine joy, and some of you may still do those same hobbies. i also feel like your aesthetic/clothing also shows how whimsical you are hehe! 

⨾ଓ you have a curious mind and you may be the type to go down rabbit holes in the middle of the night about conspiracy theories or topics that interest you. you may be the type to know a lot of random facts because of this, and i’m getting deja vu right now because i feel like i wrote this for a future spouse reading before? idk, but your future spouse may also be like this so i thought i’d share haha.

⨾ଓ knowledge and education are extremely important to you. you may also have a strong spiritual connection to your religion/whatever it is you believe in. some of you may also be spiritualists, tarot readers, witches, etc.

⨾ଓ i also feel like you’re someone who has never felt a strong connection to your hometown. you may have always dreamed about leaving and going far, far away. this could be going to a school that’s farther, wanting a job that requires travel, or simply moving somewhere else. you may feel a strong connection to a specific state/country, and it’s your life goal to live there. 

⨾ଓ you may sometimes feel like your mind is running so fast and constantly that it’s hard for you to think and focus. you may feel overwhelmed with all of your thoughts that sometimes it’s hard for you to describe in words what you're thinking and feeling.

⨾ଓ some of you may feel like your past is still holding you back and you're having trouble moving on to your future. you may currently feel unsure about your future and how it’s going to play out. but you're someone who has a vision, who has drive, and patience. you are practical and you will fulfill your goals!

⨾ଓ i think as you grew up, you became confident in yourself. someone who learned to understand themselves, your connection with yourself feels so deep and beautiful :’) i love that you're not afraid to use your voice! your aura, beauty, voice, everything about you just feels so magnetic! people can’t help but gravitate towards you. i feel like people just want to listen to you talk, as you have so many creative ideas and thoughts. i feel like you say things that are unconventional, and that’s what makes you so unique and you.

⨾ଓ i’m hearing that you are a wonderful mother (whether it’s pets, if you want kids in the future, etc.) and a wonderful human being in general.

⨾ଓ don’t put so much pressure on yourself my pile two's! you may feel like you haven’t tapped into your full potential yet, but worry not, because you will, and that should excite you! <333 the world is yours! you are capable of achieving your dream life! <333 .⠀ 　　　　　　　　　　.　　　　　　　　. 　　　　　✦⠀　   　　　,　　    　　　　　　　　. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀.　　　　　　　　　　⠀⠀⠀✦ ⠀ ⠀　　　　　　　　　　　　　　⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀* ⠀⠀⠀.　

⨾ଓ ┆꒰ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ .ᐟ ꒱

⨾ଓ hello hello my pile three i hope you're all doing good <3 okay right off the bat, i feel like no matter how much i say, no matter how many cards i pull, it will never be enough to describe you and your soul. you are someone who has so many layers, so many facets, that you may not even know them all yet. i feel like you’re still discovering things about yourself. you are someone who constantly evolves and i honestly think that is so beautiful.

⨾ଓ i feel like ever since you were young, you always preferred solitude. you may have hated group projects and having to do things with others. you preferred to do things on your own. it made you feel safe and comfortable. you feel like no one else understands your vision and doesn’t respect your opinions, which is why you prefer being solo. 

⨾ଓ you may have always felt like the odd one out, the one who just never fit in with anyone. some of you may have wished to be more “normal” and “conventional”. you saw the way people easily connected and communicated, and it made you feel like something was wrong with you. but the thing is my pile three, you are not unlucky, and omg i just realized that the picture for this pile says, “lucky me!” ah the concept of you always feeling unlucky in life and choosing the pile that says “lucky me!” and that's the thing, you are lucky! in your own special way, and i hope that you can see that <3 i hope you can see the beauty in your uniqueness :) 

⨾ଓ you are someone who could have had a rough upbringing. having lack of security (financially, family, etc) and it made you feel like you were just living to survive. you have had to rebuild your life from scratch, and that’s not easy. people always say that god/the universe always gives its toughest battles to its toughest soldiers, and you may resonate with that. i commend you for everything that you have had to endure in life as i know it hasn’t been easy. but you should stand tall and proud because you are still here my pile threes, and that is beautiful! you are beautiful! 

⨾ଓ i wish i could tell you this in person as i wish you could see my face, my eyes as i tell you all of this hehe. if you are ever having a rough day, i hope you can read this and remind yourself of your power! of everything that you have gone through and everything you have overcome!

⨾ଓ i also love how real you are! you are so genuine and authentic. and that’s what you didn’t realize when you were younger. you were always genuine and authentic, and you were naive to believe that everyone around you was as well. but you realized how many people wear fake masks in order to fit in.

⨾ଓ you have this raw, authentic energy, that people who are on the same frequency gravitate towards. it’s like you have this inner light that only certain people can see. and you are someone who is so giving and kind with your people. you are always there, listening to their problems and issues. you are someone who is empathetic and just so human. you are the definition of what being human is. 

⨾ଓ you may be currently going through the process of building your life and figuring out what you want to do for your career/next job. you may have an inkling about something, but you're not feeling confident about it. my pile three, believe in yourself and in your power. share your art to the world, you have so much talent!

⨾ଓ goodbye my beautiful pile three's, you have such an authentic energy about you that it is meant to be shared and seen! <333 

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⨾ଓ divider credits: @v6que @muerdida !!! <333

⨾ଓ ah i just want to say thank you so much for reading and for all the love and support you have sent my way! <3 i hope this reading resonated with you and pls do let me know if it did! this reading was truly so much fun to do as i learned a bit more about my collective hehe. you all have such beautiful energies and i thank you for allowing me to tap into your energy. i hope you are all doing good and i'm sending nothing but love and light always! <333

with so much luv,

your witchy tarot reader jas <3 　　　˚　　　　　　　　ﾟ　　　　　. 　.⠀　⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀‍⠀, 　　　　　✦⠀　   　　　

[manifestcafe]

𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄’𝐒 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔

In this Specialty Latte, we don't just look at the surface foam, we dive deep into your future spouse’s first impression of you—the first sip that got him hooked to your energy.

Sit back and let the cafe’s aroma guide you to your heart’s desire.

🌹 ROSE-SALTED AFFOGATO

A complex blend of chilled, velvety sweetness poured over a double-shot of intense, dark energy, finished with a sharp floral crystalline edge.

Your future spouse’s immediate taste of you is profound recognition. With the Past Life Relationship and Calling in Your Soulmate cards, they don't just see a stranger; they feel a magnetic pull that tastes like a soul-deep reunion. This isn't a casual meeting—it’s an encounter that feels destined, as if the universe finally served a long-awaited order.

With Ascending, Mirror, and Runner, the vibe you give off is both elevating and reflective. You aren't just a partner; you are a mirror to their own growth. The temperature is a fiery mix of growth and the complex dance of chasing and being found.

The specific trait that instantly draws them in is your creative, collaborative spirit, represented by the 3 of Pentacles. They are hooked by how you mesh with others and your ability to build something tangible, especially with them. This is topped with The Song, a lyrical, harmonious frequency that makes them feel like you are the melody they’ve had stuck in their head for lifetimes.

What keeps them curious is your complexity, seen in the 9 of Wands and The Lock. You have a guardedness, a protective foam that suggests you’ve weathered many battles. Combined with The Moon, there is a deep, shadowy mystery to you—a sophisticated bitterness that makes them want to unlock the layers you keep hidden from the surface.

In readings like this, I use music to channel certain messages. Right now, Trip by Ella Mai is playing in the background, which perfectly blends well with your cup. This song captures your mystery suggests as you may have a tendency of "tripping" over these soulful feelings. This tendency might be awakened by your fs as well as you come off to him as someone who wants to love but is careful of not falling too hard or too much.

☕️ 𝐀 𝐂𝐔𝐏 𝐓𝐎-𝐆𝐎

In every order, I give out a simple cup to-go. It's a signature! This cup is sprinkled with a grounded practice that helps you turn intentions into tangible reality.

To align with this energy, we have your 7 of Cups at the back of the deck. Pick one specific dream or romantic value and commit to frothing it into reality today by watching a film with the same trope or writing it down as a journal entry.

🍯 BURNT HONEY MACCHIATO

Deeply caramelized sweetness with a sophisticated bitterness, topped with a thick, protective foam that invites curiosity.

Their first taste of you is paradoxical. With Deception and Soulmate, they immediately sense a profound connection, but they also feel you are holding something back. You don’t give it all away upfront. There’s a burnt quality to the sweetness—they sense you’ve been through the ringer but have come out looking like a soul-level prize.

Your vibe is high-stakes and transformative. With Mask, Seduction, and The Phoenix, you give off an aura of someone who has died and been reborn multiple times. You are wearing a Mask of composure, but the "Seduction" lies in the mystery of who you were before the fire. They see a powerful, transformative presence that can be both alluring and intimidatingly sharp.

Whatt instantly draws them in is the promise of stability found in your 4 of Wands energy. Amidst your complexity, they see/sense an uncanny pull of a home in you. You are the Joker—the wild card they didn't see coming—who somehow makes them think of long-term foundations. They are hooked by the idea that someone so multifaceted could also be their ultimate sanctuary.

You keep them guessing with your intellectual cut-off game. The King of Swords and 5 of Swords show a sharp, mental fortification. They see someone who has won battles but might have a win-at-all-costs or protect-myself-first mentality. This is a sophisticated bitterness; they are intrigued by the logic you use to keep people at a distance and the swords you keep sharpened behind that Thunder.

I’m hearing Honeymoon Avenue by Ariana Grande in the background which I consider as a synchronicity; I named the piles before started the readings and guess what played right at the Burnt Honey Macchiato pile. This song perfectly captures that 2nd chance vibe—that feeling of wanting to go back to the beginning before things got complicated. Your future spouse sees you as the person they want to turn the car around for. It can be vice versa. You may see each other as the risk worth taking even after heartbreaks in the past.

☕️ 𝐀 𝐂𝐔𝐏 𝐓𝐎-𝐆𝐎

In every order, I give out a simple cup to-go. It's a signature! This cup is sprinkled with a grounded practice that helps you turn intentions into tangible reality.

To align with this energy, we have here the 5 of Pentacles at the back of the deck. Stop feeding the poverty mindset in your heart. You aren't out in the cold anymore. Today, acknowledge one area where you are still acting out of a sense of lack or old rejection, and intentionally choose to walk into the warmth of your own self-worth. List three things that made you lovable. And yes, you’re worthy of so much love.

🍋 LEMON FOAM POUND CAKE

A light, airy sponge with a tart citrus zing, topped with a delicate foam that hides a sudden, electric spark.

Their first taste of you is pure, vibrant sunshine. With the Sun card and The Dragonfly, they see you as someone light-filled and adaptable. You come across as a "breath of fresh air"—someone who has made Healthy Choices and is radiating a clear, light energy. They immediately feel a sense of optimism and Passion when they look at you; you are the person they want to take on a Date just to bask in that glow.

With The Storm, The Rain, and The Silent, you give off the energy of the calm that follows a massive release. There is a coolness to the air around you—a quiet, peaceful strength that suggests you’ve weathered the clouds and are now standing in the clear, damp brilliance of the aftermath.

What hooks them is your quick wit and infectious momentum. The 8 of Wands and the Sun show that being around you feels like everything is finally moving in the right direction. You have an boosting energy that is incredibly addictive. They are drawn to the way you communicate and the speed at which you live your life—it’s zesty and never boring.

But they do notice your sharp perception. The Knave of Swords and Queen of Swords (on the back) indicate that while you are light, you are also incredibly observant. You see through the fog immediately. They are intrigued—and perhaps a bit intimidated—by your mental boundaries and the way you can "cut" through nonsense with a single look or word. It’s a sophisticated tartness that ensures you aren't just sweet, but respected.

I’m hearing Made For Me by Muni Long emphasizes this custom-fit energy. They see you as someone specifically designed for their life. And with the 9999 angel number appearing on the car that passed by as I was doing your reading, you are at the end of a major cycle—the Pound Cake is baked, the storm has passed, and you are ready to be served.

☕️ 𝐂𝐔𝐏 𝐓𝐎-𝐆𝐎

In every order, I give out a simple cup to-go. It's a signature! This cup is sprinkled with a grounded practice that helps you turn intentions into tangible reality.

With the Queen of Swords at the back, lean into your "No." Today, protect your peace by being very clear about your boundaries. Your future spouse is attracted to your clarity, so don't be afraid to be the one who sets the standard for how you are treated. List down your non-negotiables in relationships whether it’s platonic or romantic.

[ahandforheart]

NOTES ON KETUVIAN 

*applied if you have Ashwini, Magha, Mula on your big 6 and Ketu 1h, 2h, 4h, 6h, 7h & 10h as well as prominent aspects to inner planets. 

✰ Ketuvian natives might be born right after the family managed to battle a very difficult time in their life. Since we know that nodal is a karmic placement, all that is left is the family members dealing with internal issues while the natives watch them pick themselves up from zero. I believe that the natives’ existence is a reflection of the family’s karma as well and it urges them to look at their surroundings to work through it. 

✰ Might be more shallow but I notice that Ketuvian natives are often the better looking siblings. 

✰ They usually have a hard time accepting that they’re humans and every person I know (including myself) have a phase where they reject their humanity and they either identify as an animate object or the most powerful higher beings (dolls and gods are common with these nakshatras).

✰ I notice most of them are raised religious, or that religion’s teachings have been a big part of their existence (shaping their inner self and philosophy as well). That’s why most of them can be seen as the teacher because they carry lots of wisdom and influence. 

✰ Interestingly enough, they are very detached from their teachings and all despite being a very devoted follower, and even some have converted. This attitude towards spirituality where it is more casual and distant, is however the exact opposite to Rahuvians who are more consistent with their practices and beliefs. 

✰ Also it’s a weird thing but I’ve met a lot of second child ketuvian and never any other siblings (as they are either be the second kid, or could be the first born sibling but their mom could be pregnant for the second time when conceiving the natives). 

✰ Ashwinis tend to be their mother’s first child, I know 3 people and saw several celebrities with this placement.

✰ Despite what everybody says about ketuvian being the royalty nakshatras, Ashwinis can somewhat be an exception and are usually the rag to riches nakshatra.  

✰ Most of them can emotionally and physically raise themselves starting from teenage years. Out of all the three, Ashwini is the one with the strongest feelings about their families, Magha remains close emotionally but distant and only be civil for the sake of it, and Mula tends to be the one that follows their family’s orders. 

✰ A lot of magha natives are described to look bunny-like although it is a rat yoni. Rat and bunny does have a similar look to some extent, with magha natives usually possessing a characteristic of a softer face and can sometimes open their mouths that have two front teeth like bunny/rabbit yonis (although the vibe is very different). 

✰ I notice a lot of them are on medications for health reasons, usually have good health until they unexpectedly got very sick and have to become reliant on this since. Or either, they could be taking ones to nourish their bodies for preventative measures. 

✰ They also can be very performative, in a way that isn’t obviously come out as fake, but they tend to separate their public and private persona at first until it mashed together, causing them a lot of confusion about their identity. Most Ketuvian celebrities are celebrated as the ‘perfect’ idol because they can put on an act very convincingly and mold themselves into someone’s ideal version of that character. 

✰ Similarly to this, their performative ways stem from them never experienced what it’s like to fully ‘live’ or immerse themselves in their lives. While they exist in a physical form like everybody else, they don’t experience humanity in the same way everybody else does. They’re the writer of their own lives, the observer, not the main characters whose script is written by an invisible director, which is why they have a dismissive attitude towards living in general. This was brought to my attention by a post by @crismonfog (which I lost the link to, but it inspired me to start writing this post) and I’m elaborating on this point further. 

✰ Speaking about being the writer of their own lives, it’s why people say that they make great manifestators. They naturally manifest things into their lives as a form of escapism. They seek for some control over their own lives because without planning ahead, they won’t know what to do, so that’s why a confident and in-tuned Ketuvian usually has a good head on their shoulders. An immature ketuvian is when they go with the flow without taking directions or some sort of guidance or not spiritual at all, which can make them ignorant to their surroundings. 

✰ They might not realize it, but when they get into any kind of relationship, they end up looking for the meaning of themselves through others. It’s not a projection in any sort but if Ketu is in the house of self and makes any kind of aspect to things such as their sun, moon, mercury etc, they can often doubt themselves or feel empty and a bit confused. Companionship is how they define themselves through the eyes of others because they can observe themselves through 3rd person perspective and correct their behaviors and actions, helping them understand and grow, nurturing their Ketu. 

✰ They often are projected on and it probably shows up even more for people who have prominent Pluto and Neptune there. Ketuvians can appear very idealized to others and people really want to ‘tame’ these natives. 

✰ They often are met with major transformations in life very young and frequently. They’d write a good book on society because they’re not the collective people, they’re an outsider who assimilates into the living world and they experienced being on the receiving end of society and seeing others being on the receiving end of the same issue or different ones. They can also put themselves into others’ people's shoes because they’re not so in touch with themselves while also recognizing it’s not their story. 

✰ People think they’re self centered and self-obsessed but once they stop performing for others and you get to know them, they actually hate being perceived or think about themselves. This can make them very self depreciating.  

✰ The stereotype of them being empty on the inside is unfortunately true which is why they have tendencies to attract weird people who want to fill that void or make them into someone else. At the same time, they carry a lot of depth and wisdom that they are aware of but the void outweighs it in their mind. 

✰ They can be very socially awkward, even if they are not struggling with anxiety of sort. I believe that this is largely due to the hollowness that they often find themselves struggling inside and the less awkward and skittish they are, the more confident they will be (most of them in my experience tend to be nerdy). 

✰ The differences between Ketuvians and Rahuvians are their level of decisiveness and it shows in their speech (this is not to say that they’re unconfident, but these two are very different when it comes to voicing their opinions). Rahuvians tend to make a lot of references when they speak, more blunt, more straightforward. Ketuvians tend to be more awkward, maybe a little more passive when speaking. 

✰ Ketuvians tend to have a lot of people who see them as a mentor and unknowingly mimic them as well. They naturally command attention but depending on how they act, it could be either positive or negative and it heavily affects them to the point it could stun so much of their mental growth (as I mentioned earlier that it is actually a karmic planet to have). 

WRITTEN BY AHANDFORHEART, DO NOT TRANSLATE, COPY OR PLAGIARIZE

[harmoonix]

Asteroid Aphrodite

Music to my heart that's what you are

Asteroid Code [1388]

Aphrodite - Saturn aspects can indicate an ageless beauty, someone who is mature and confident. They tend to be very attractive all their lives though

Aphrodite in air signs Gemini, Libra, Aquarius can indicate the native posses a beautiful voice, songs, arts, creating beautiful things in the name of love, loves to flirt and chase whent they have the chance

Aphrodite in Retrogade can indicate lessons around confidence, beauty, find your worth. Learn from others, don't be insecure and live in the shadows

Aphrodite - Pluto aspects can be very dark, it can indicate obsession, controlling type of person. Their beauty is very mysterious, in harsh aspects they can feel followed, stalked, groomed. Can get what they want because of their looks

Aphrodite in water signs Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces have a more serene energy than others, reaching that 'flowing' state, romantic, obsessive, jealous, tempted to save or heal others but doesn't recieve the same treatment back

Aphrodite in the 1st/10th/11th houses can indicate lots of attention, staring to the point until it makes them uncomfortable, people coming back in their lives. Can often feel like a popular/celebrity energy

Aphrodite - Uranus aspects usually point up to an unconventional beauty, unique beauty features, feels like they lack something in their appearance though. "There can be 100 people in a room and 99 don't believe in you, but all it takes is one who does" vibes

Aphrodite at 0° can indicate the native is sensitive about their appearance, moody looks, can go though multiple stages of changing looks and be completely unrecognizable

Aphrodite - Chiron aspects can indicate issues with self - love, beauty, struggling with relationships, maybe being rejected or friendzone, falling in love with unavailable people, but can also be the one who will break the cycle and learn how to love

Aphrodite in the 3rd house is very vocally present, the native can have a charming pleasent voice, they can stand their ground and make a fair point during an argument because here Aprhodite may like to argue...also beauty between siblings is very likely, reminding me about barbie and her 12 sisters movie (i forgot the name lol) for some reason where every sister had something special

Aphrodite in harsh aspects to Jupiter or Sun can indicate selfishness, small self esteem, superficial, thinking they're higher than others or comparing themselves

Aphrodite in earth signs, Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn can indicate a very refined beauty, bossy, glamorous, indicates naturally beauty too. Takes things too seriously sometimes

Aphrodite in the 5H/7H/8H houses can indicate the spotlight of the relationship, beautiful spouse, appealing, attractive, might had more partners in the past, promiscuous

Aphrodite in the 2nd house can do whatever it takes to get what they want, can indicate blessed and wealthy, ultimately they can choose money over love but not in all cases

If Aphrodite sits without aspects that can indicate the asteroid is not being affected by any planets, therefore becomes more calm, they can be shy and introverted though

Aphrodite in the 12th house can indicate a very passionate point for Aphrodite. Artistic inclined, beautiful but shy to show, might hide from attention to protect themselves

Aphrodite in the 9th house can be very devoted to their faith and im not talking about religion since they shouldn´t be tied with astrology unless there is pagan/hellenistic practices because Aphrodite is present in those. The native loves to travel, can make it hard for them to settle in one country after visiting so much, may love to take little souvenirs reminding them about each place

Aphrodite - Moon aspects are actually when things get complicated in terms of natives nature

In good aspects: can indicate the native is in in tune with themselves, calming ocean vibes, charming, kind, nurturing

In harsh aspects: can indicate emotional pain, intense personality, has a hard time to accept things how they are, bold, unforgettable

Aphrodite - Neptune aspects can indicate illusions around the way they look, this energy can manifest as them thinking they look ugly or bad while in real life is just a projection, the native can be alluring

Aphrodite in the 6th house tends to be a devoted house for the native, their beauty is complex, standing out, working their way to the top, beauty industry, judgmental with their bodies at their lowest

Aphrodite in the 4th house, with this placement first i wanna think about inheriting beauty along family tree or generations, like in generak good genes and beauty in the family, Aphrodite in the 4h helps the native have a beautiful house later in life, deep focus on family but on buliding relationships too

Aphrodite - Midheaven aspects can indicate being known for their looks, in some cases getting everything they want for their looks and at their worst...being liked only because of how they look, makes it hard for people to appreciate one´s qualities beside beauty...

Aphrodite in Fire Signs Leo, Aries, Sagittarius can indicate aphrodite is at a passionate point in their chart, can make the native more extrovert, flirting, in some cases chasing after love or attention, the native may have an inner desire to be known or to be in the spotlight

Aphrodite - Juno aspects can indicate your spouse is very attractive, they may sound pleasing, attractive relationship, the relationship can feel blessed. In harsh aspects you can be compared with each other

Aphrodite in harsh aspects to Venus (square, opp, conjunction) can indicate an internal or raw feelings towards love, they can struggle with their deepest emotions and the feeling of not expressing love the way they want

Aphrodite - Mars aspects (all) can indicate a more passionate type of love, their love language can be intense and so are all the people in their lives, some of the partners can have angry issues, they may rush into marriage

Aphrodite - Jupiter aspects can indicate blessing with beauty, romance, liking personality, loving partner, beneficial, good looks

We have to end the Taurus Season in style! 🥰 with an asteroid post today! Have a good day everyone!!♡

[soybeanhoney]

Just saw this show called The Girlfriend where the storyline is basically that a crazy and obsessive “boy mom” tries to ruin her son’s romantic life (and really his life in general by obsessively coddling him like a baby at his grown age).

The Mother is played by Revati Sun and Anuradha Moon Robin Wright and is such a perfect example of how I previously noted that Saturn women tend to be the crazy boy mom trope, the mother who has odd, (and sometimes sexual) emotionally incestuous proclivities towards her only son.

The Girlfriend in question is played by Purva Ashadha Sun and Mrigashira Moon Olivia Cooke. The Son is Shravana Sun and Jyeshta Moon; which is interesting because his character is a spoiled, rich brat with douchebag tendencies to anyone who doesnt kiss his ass the way his mother does. That’s a common theme ive noticed with Jyeshta men as well.

In the show, the Mother purposefully misconstrues situations she gets into with the Girlfriend in order to demonize her and prove to her Son that “shes just not good enough for, shes evil and we need to get rid of her”. But through flashbacks and overhead views, we see that the Mother is in some sort of mental psychosis of sorts where she is just purposefully misremembering things to be more antagonistic than they actually were. For example, in one scene the Mother has a flashback where she swears up and down that she saw The Girlfriend staring her down with a disgusted, nasty look and trying to flip her off; but then we get The Girlfriend’s perspective and we see that she actually barely looked at The Mother for a few seconds. She actually looked away and put her head down into her chair she was lying down on because she wanted to avoid a death glare-off with The Mother.

The entire series is filmed from this perspective: showing us the delusional Mother’s warped perspective and then showing what really happened from the Girlfriend’s perspective. I find this so interesting because I had also previously noted how Saturnians tend to be kind of delusional about the realities they live in; like a lot of Saturnians think they are more hardworking and ethical than they really are but they actually tend to be quite lazy and have very petty and vindictive morals and ethics they follow. It’s interesting to see this delusional self-perspective playing out in the boy mom trope; seeing what they want go see, hearing what they want to hear, in order to play victim and become the valiant hero who has “no choice” but to save her son from a non-existent “evil woman” trying to “take him away”.

Saturn is exalted in sidereal Libra, and Libra rashi is predisposed to also suffering from delusions in my experience. Swati in particular, we have seen in Claire Nakti’s studies how this nakshatra can be obsessed with immersing themselves in false realities, desiring to be both the dreamer and the dream, distorting but also holding truth in their hands within “simulated realities” that follow their exact commands and thoughts. And even in her latest video on Chitra nakshatra, she kinda touches on how this nakshatra can be so obsessed with things other people “just arent seeing the way i see it” that they can become conspiracy theorists or journalists obsessed with finding out hidden and often sinister truths that they wont back down from (even when all the evidence shows them they might actually be incorrect in their theories and are wrongly antagonizing people).

I have also seen the delusional behavior in Vishaka but it tends to be more so from a perspective of power and prestige; Vishakas have a bad habit of thinking they are more important than others in the grand scheme of life, often deluding themselves into believing that no one else is as “worthy” or “capable” as them. Can also be seen in the pick-me trope i noted was often attributed to Vishaka women. They tend to look down on other women and have a stinging attitude in the back of their minds that “im better than her” or “im a better choice than her, its not fair that this other woman gets the guy and i dont”, “whats so great about her when i exist?”, etc.

Sidereal Libra is also the debilitation of the Sun and the Sun is our ego at its most stable and well-adjusted. Therefore Libra is the state of the Sun where the ego begins to unravel and dissolve. They become less focused on developing their self-image and self-awareness (1st house) and instead obsessively focus on their relationships with others (7th house). This can sometimes be a good thing, like in being accommodating towards others, but can also be bad in that they are more easily swayed and manipulated by others due to their underdeveloped egos. They often spend the day having more chaotic and frantic thoughts, constantly questioning their reality and the people around them because they arent mentally stable enough to spend their day to day in silence and peace with simply “being” (the 1st house exalting the energy of Sun and Sun being the planet that is able to encapsulate just “being” without any stress or anxiety).

Libra is also a state of division that needs to be balanced, as its represented by the scales. In this way, it’s interesting to note the common theme of “division that must be balanced” being displayed in both Libra and Saturn energy, either metaphorically or through literal displays of division requiring union of opposing forces to achieve a goal. Needing to “come together in the middle”. See pics below.

[aweirdlookingmermaid]

Rahu as the significator for “passing” (Racial, Gendered, Socioeconomic Passing, etc)

I personally interpet “passing” as Rahuvian because it concerns the manipulation of social perception and the crossing of identity boundaries. To pass is to be recognized and accepted as belonging to a social category that does not align with one’s actual origin or identity. In that sense, passing is less about who a person originally is and more about legibility and about how the individual is interpreted within a given social environment. Foreigners, crossing cross-cultural boundaries, deceit, falsehood, illusion are some of the significators of Rahu. The foreigner is someone who exists within a society that is not originally theirs and passing similarly allows someone to move through spaces, relationships, institutions, etc, with a level of acceptance that may not normally be given to their actual ethic, social or gender identity (this is how the deceit, illusion and falsehood of Rahu can come into “passing”).

The myth of Svarbhanu reflects this “passing” perfectly. By disguising himself as a deva (he’s originally a demon/asura) and entering their assembly, he temporarily bypassed the boundaries that separated him from divine/deva privileges (access to the nectar of immortality). Passing operates through a comparable mechanism: It involves navigating systems of perception in order to gain temporary (the goal often seems to try to get permanent access) inclusion within a group that would otherwise exclude the person. Yet the Rahuvian quality of passing also appears in its instability because passing depends on perception (Rahu blurs perception by using illusion and deceit) rather than inherent belonging, it is always vulnerable to exposure (this is directed to people who never reveal their origins ever and try to use the illusion as a permanent identity, especially in spaces that aren’t open to them if they were more forthright about their origin). Svarbhanu’s disguise was revealed by Surya and Chandra, leading to Svarbhanu’s head to be severed (his severed head is called Rahu and his body is called Ketu). In certain environments, the consequences of being discovered could range from social alienation to outright violence. Passing therefore embodies both the power and danger of navigating/existing between two “worlds”.

[julesknowsnorules]

Mleccha effect: Lana Del Rey’s example

The term mleccha literally means "barbarian," "outsider," or "foreigner." It implies a lack of adherence to Vedic rituals, language (Sanskrit), and social customs. Unbound by social shame – They don’t care about "log kya kahenge" (what people will say). Bharani, Ashlesha, Vishakha and Shravana belong to mleccha cast.

Most of Lana’s chart is placed in mleccha cast nakshatras:

Lagna in Vishakha

Moon in Ashlesha

Jupiter in Shravana

Venus in Bharani

Saturn in Vishakha

Rahu in Bharani

Ketu in Vishakha

Lana’s career went mainstream in ~2012, so she’s been in a public eye for somewhat 14 years. Up until 2012 she’s been doing music since 2003 — for almost a decade up until her break through. Despite the fact that artists in the industry appreciate Lana’s input, but she didn’t get to receive the similar recognition as they did. For example: how Billie Eilish have been praising Lana for years, yet Billie has 10 Grammys by the age of 24 and Lana has zero Grammys by the age of 40.

See how her being mleccha dominate puts her in the outcast position. Of course she’s accomplished, but not to the level as she could be.

Mleccha’s principle is basically having no concern about proving themselves, this energy makes you do whatever is true to you, not the society

[buttslushie]

[psycholadki]

Venus-Rahu (Venus-North Node) in Love (Part-2) : From Longing to Magnetism

Venus-Rahu people don’t just fall in love. They merge identity with desire.

They often mistake:

obsession for destiny,

intensity for compatibility,

longing for purpose,

and validation for love.

Because underneath the glamour of Venus-Rahu is usually a deep hunger:

“If I am deeply desired, chosen, admired, obsessed over… then I matter.”

And when life feels directionless, empty, uninspired, lonely, or emotionally disconnected, romance becomes the quickest drug of meaning.

Suddenly:

texting them becomes the highlight of your day,

being perceived by them becomes motivation,

suffering over them feels poetic,

and chasing emotional highs replaces building a life.

Venus-Rahu creates fantasies so intoxicating that they can temporarily substitute:

purpose,

self-worth,

creativity,

spirituality,

even identity.

That’s why many Venus-Rahu natives unconsciously become addicted to:

unavailable people,

impossible love,

idealization,

limerence,

beauty,

aesthetic suffering,

emotional chaos,

and the dopamine of yearning.

Because yearning itself becomes a personality.

But the lesson of Venus-Rahu is brutal and beautiful:

No amount of external validation can permanently fill an unlived life.

The obsession only quiets when you begin creating instead of consuming.

Create:

art,

beauty,

meaning,

business,

music,

writing,

healing,

knowledge,

self-respect,

a life that turns you on spiritually.

Because Venus-Rahu has immense manifestation energy when redirected.

The same intensity that once obsessed over a person can:

build a brand,

create magnetic art,

transform appearance,

shape culture,

influence people,

generate abundance,

and make someone unforgettable.

Venus-Rahu becomes dangerous when all its creative force gets trapped in:

“Do they choose me?”

Instead of:

“What am I here to create?”

And ironically, the moment Venus-Rahu stops begging to be seen… they become impossible to ignore.

Because true magnetism is not:

performing desirability,

chasing attention,

or emotionally starving for validation.

It is:

being so connected to your own essence, passion, beauty, craft, and inner world that people feel your gravity naturally.

That’s why the evolved Venus-Rahu energy is:

“I don’t chase, I attract.”

Not from arrogance. Not from passivity. But because they finally understand:

attention is cheap, but self-possession is magnetic.

And when Venus-Rahu stops romanticizing suffering and starts romanticizing creation, they become art themselves.

[deerkindred]

how are you seen by others? pick a pile ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

close your eyes, take deep breathes, and pick the pile you feel most drawn towards!

if my readings resonate with you, please feel free to let me know!

do not take my readings as legal or medical advice. i am NOT a professional in any shape or form.

Pile 1:

Hello my lovely pile 1’s <3

So the first thing that Spirit told me is you are a major pushover or people pleaser. I’m so sorry but that is literally what I was given straight away. To other people, you perhaps come across as very quiet, shy, introverted. You keep to yourself and perhaps have a small group of friends, and are very picky on who you allow into your circle. I am also sensing that someone physically may be short in stature, and/or of Asian descent (are some of you Thai? I am seeing a picture of Bangkok in my mind's eye).

Overall, your energy is seen as very feminine and girly (yes, even if you are a man!), your aura was mainly comprised of purples and pinks, which makes me believe that you are very connected to your heart chakra in this lifetime, and can tend to over give, and also be extremely empathic. You could also have dormant psychic abilities which are being highlighted for you to play with in this life. I also then saw an image of Girls’ Generation Jessica Jung and f(x)’s Krystal Jung, this ties into you being seen as quiet and introverted. Some people might get the wrong idea of this and paint you as an ‘ice princess’ or mean, when in reality you are just introverted and prefer to keep yourself to yourself. Also, I keep being taken back to Bangkok and the energy there whilst typing this, which makes me feel that some of you are of East Asian descent. You could also have a younger or older sister due to the Jung dynamic I was being shown when meditating on your energy. If you do, you two are probably very close and have significant soul tie/contract and are part of the same soul family. When typing this again, I was brought to the Buddha statue in my room, as well as a bag I have with elephants, and a brand I own made of coconuts. It seems to be really emphasising someone's South East Asian ancestry here and how it plays into how others perceive you! You are probably very connected to your culture and enjoy wearing it. I also saw someone wearing glittery hair objects, so perhaps you enjoy dressing up in your cultural attire and expressing it through accessories.

Alongside the Jung sister’s, show! show! show! By Girls' Generation was playing in my head when channeling. I feel as if you have a lot of secret admirers you don’t know about, or a significant love interest. Something about how you are perceived is very magnetic and alluring - Magnetic by Ilit started singing to me as well, so maybe this song has significance for you too. I’m not going to put the lyrics in this reading as I don’t feel called to, but listen if this resonates to you. Due to these songs I am also heavily being reminded of your girly nature and preference for feminine things. You might like sanrio, gyaru, and 2000s kpop/jpop. Spirit also showed me someone obsessed with reading, and then the novel ‘A Court of Thorn and Roses’ by Sarah J Maas, you could be a really big fan of fantasy series, elves, faeries, etc. This series is also really big on romance which ties me back to many people having a crush on you.Due to how much you read, I was then shown an image of someone getting on a school bus (do you live in North America?) and studying a lot. You could possibly do very well in school, and be extremely intelligent. Spirit also played me the song ‘Can’t Eat, Can’t Sleep, I’m Sick’ by Namie Amuro with the following lyrics:

“Can’t eat, can’t sleep, I’m sick, I’ve been thinking of you all the time. Whether asleep or awake I unexpectedly recall that grand scene immediately. You say “do you love me?”, I say “yeah baby, I really do”, like in a trance over and over, and on purpose I exaggeratedly sigh.”

Pile 1… either you have an intense admirer, boyfriend/girlfriend, or, you have a huge crush on someone! Perhaps in your near future, you are going to be dealing with a love interest if neither resonates with you. Lots of you seem to have many secret admirers which you don’t know of who could be forthcoming in the future. Some of you might also be a part of the LGBTQ+ community as I saw an image of two women together. Namie Amuro playing also reminds me heavily that you may be into the 2000s style, or like gyaru, as she helped pioneer a subculture of gyaru in Japan in the late 90s/early 2000s.

Advice: So, this is going to sound extremely mean but the first thing Spirit said was that you need to get a life. I told them off for this but they really did not care and just kept bringing it up to the point I couldn’t ignore it and kept laughing. They said getting a life isn’t so much about being social but more about creating a routine and lifestyle that benefits you, as your current one most likely doesn’t. They said that using electronics before bed and after waking is one of the worst things you can do for your health on multiple levels, and that you should start incorporating somatic exercises such as stretching or yoga, no matter how boring it feels in the moment, as it will help you in the long run. Going out in nature and drinking lots of water was heavily expressed, which is something I have picked up in every pile, as this helps clear your auric field, strengthen your intuition, and protect your energy.

Spirit also said that you suffer from an extreme persecution imprint. If you don’t know what this is, it’s basically when a soul in a past life (or multiple) was hunted, attacked, and traumatised, for trying to spread truth, and light through numerous means, but typically through spirituality. This imprint typically haunts souls throughout their lifetimes until they actively and consciously heal it. Spirit is telling me that this is a major trauma for you whether you know it or not, and is actually hindering your lifes purpose and abilities. I was shown that some of you are really drawn to artistic jobs and pathways, but always stop yourself due to intense self sabotage, specifically because of this soul trauma imprint. This seems to be tied to your life mission, but you unconsciously sabotage it every time due to not feeling good enough. Spirit kept repeating the words eyes, and realise to me during this part meaning this is really significant for a lot of you. My phone alarm then went off which heavily emphasises this part. You seem to not know what your life purpose is due to this persecution imprint, and Spirit is actively working with you to help you heal it. I was then told something about snow and the reader being drawn to it. Perhaps you have strong memories of the winter, were born in it, or just love snow. Someone also seems to have really itchy skin and could suffer from hayfever, this is a sign again of the persecution imprint and the intense anxiety you have internalised due to how significant the trauma was to the soul. Some of you also don’t get enough sunlight and are vitamin d deficient and/or anaemic. The sun will really help heal you.

They then finally stated that the reason why you are perceived as cold/aloof is due to past traumas and your persecution imprint. You learnt to hide yourself in order not to be hurt and for your light to not be dimmed. You seem to be very sensitive and became afraid to show your empathetic nature of fear that others would take advantage of you. Spirit is saying it is important you do shadow work around this as we need more people in the world with souls like you, and to open their hearts, so we can make our world a better place. You can be a beacon of hope and change in a place that is stuck in darkness and cold. The song Lightsaber by EXO started playing which I feel the lyrics are very significant:

“You’re a lone flower, a cold, iced over gaze, starlight hidden in the depths. If only I could awaken you from your long slumber in the jet black darkness… I wondered here to your outreached hand, found you to protect you, be your saviour. In the pitch black darkness I’ll take your hand… spilling forth like stars, defying the darkness. It’s time for me to make you bloom, make even the tears you’ve hidden shine.”

This song constantly played to me when I was going through my spiritual awakening, I recommend listening to the full song as you probably have more messages.

Thank you for reading pile 1, your pile ends here <3

Pile 2:

Hi Pile 2,

The first thing I noticed in your pile is that people perceive you to be an anxious person. Your energy was very fidgety and jumpy. I was shown an image of a frog croaking and jumping up and down everywhere, as if it was scared and trying to outrun a predator. You might come across as submissive, or a people pleaser. Spirit then flashed me to someone using a fidget spinner, perhaps a couple of you in this pile are neurodivergent? Or you need external stimuli to help soothe your nervous system. Whatever it is, this anxiety seems to play a big role in how others perceive you. For some of you, this makes it extremely difficult for you to pay attention in school or work, which your peers/colleagues notice.

Additionally, immediately as I tapped into your pile, I was greeted by an old man’s voice saying hello. Do some of you have a grandfather or father who recently passed away? Or any man you are close to for that matter. Or if they are still alive you are very close to them. You appear to have a lot of suppressed feelings around this, which is the cause of your anxiety, and the reason why people perceive you the way they do. It seems as though you have a lot of grief around this man, or another situation in your life. Spirit wants me to tell you it’s ok to be in grief, it’s ok to be overwhelmed emotionally, and to be in a really dark space. That is normal, and human, and you are here to be a human being. It might not even be the death of a loved one you are grieving, but grief of a job, education, a relationship, friendship, anything in life. But this is a natural phenomenon of life, and is the cycle of birth and death. We’re meant to grieve things. Our entire lives are about creation and destroying, moving on from the past and ascending. Even our sacred texts, these are all about becoming who you truly are. The main character starts at a lowly point in their life, then slowly through experiences, they ascend into consciousness and remember their connection to the Creator. Spirit showed an analogy of being in a job, then being promoted at this job, but in order to be promoted you need to develop certain skills and mindset. In order to do that, you need to die to your old self. Not dying in a literal sense, but dying metaphysically. To upgrade you must let go of everything you used to be. We are constantly in these cycles of birth and rebirth. It is ok to grieve who you were, because something better and more aligned will replace this.

I also heard the song ‘Love Game’ by Namie Amuro which could be significant. Spirit then corrected me and said it is very significant, which makes me think some of you are grieving a relationship or friendship. I recommend listening to the song because not only is it a bop, but the singer talks about uplevelling from a past relationship, with her and her significant other being in a ‘love game’, but in the end she eventually defeats him and wins back her power. Please read the English lyrics as well however because the entire song is in Japanese haha. Also, I just went to go watch the music video again after writing this. The video shows Amuro fighting with her lover in a video game, with her dressed in all white and him in black. She eventually defeats him and wins the game. This makes me think that this grief, or if you resonate with it being a relationship, is an important soul lesson for you that you are destined to win. Her being dressed in white makes me believe your soul has pure origins, whilst the opponent is part of our earthly matrix, designed to keep you in a lower energy and trapped in this world. But in the end, the light always wins!

I think some of you practice divination such as tarot or astrology, perhaps you are a witch? People view you as being very witchy, or spiritual. Spirit is actually really happy about this and is glad you are leaning into them. This actually ties into you experiencing constant death and rebirth. Do some of you have significant Scorpio or eighth house planetary placements? (in any chart, Western or Vedic). Because these placements are all about the occult, death, etc. Perhaps death and grief has been a running theme in your life, or you are always growing into someone new. People view you as someone always changing and it might be confusing for those who are not spiritually inclined. When typing this, I was brought to how I always moved growing up, to the point that close friends would become confused and never know where I was. People feel like they can’t keep up with you. Spirit is saying they are taking you down this divination path to grow your psychic abilities more. I’m being brought back again to the grief I picked up on, and Spirit is saying for some of you that you left an old job that brought no satisfaction, and moved into a spiritual field. Spirit is saying things may feel very uncertain, but you are on the right path and everything will work out. However, I did see negative energies around the tarot cards someone was practicing, and Spirit stated that you can be open to darker forces when practicing divination. They said to learn how to protect yourself energetically and ground. There is a difference between physical boundaries and energetic. Energetic ones are the most important, and if you don’t master your energy, you can become a channel for everything, including negative spirits. Spirit is saying to be cautious about this.

You are very very psychic and perceived this way. I was then shown an image of runes, so some of you could be Scandinavian, live there, or had a past life there/deep connection. Spirit then took me to a close friend of mine who recently went on a trip there. Even if you don’t know your heritage, there could be Scandinavian there for some of you. Spirit is stressing this and saying it is very important. Ancestry is very important in this physical world, because ancestors determine your gifts and abilities in this human incarnation. This isn’t just psychic, but anything. For example, if you are born into a lineage of farmers, you are going to be very good at working with the earth, growing plants, tending to animals, cooking, herbalism, etc. You will be good at growing a garden because this is naturally seeded into you. Spirit showed me an image of the sims, and when your sim is learning a skill, the levels go up once you learn enough points, so you go from level 1, to 2, to 3, etc. But if you are born into one specific lineage, you will master certain skillsets far more quickly. Spirit is saying to inquire about your lineage. I saw the old man again, as well as an old woman this time. This is very specific but they were very tall, pale, with blue eyes and white hair. They could be grandparents for someone. It seems as if they hold a lot of metaphysical knowledge.

Your energy is also perceived as very calming. You could have a lot of water sprites around you. I am seeing someone in a Scandinavian or Central European background drinking the water of the earth, and very loudly in my head Spirit said Switzerland. So someone might be Swiss, have Swiss ancestry, or live there/will live there. I also see you in my mind's eye surrounded by animals, and they are drinking from the same water. This makes me think you are seen as very soothing and nurturing, as animals only gravitate to those they feel safe around. I also kept seeing elementals and sprites. Spirit then said something about Irish, Scottish, or Welsh ancestry. I am mainly picking up European, specifically Germanic in this pile. If you are not European and reading this pile, your ancestry might be from the Himalayas region. So think Central Asian, Afghan, Kashmir, Tibetan, Nepalese. And I saw Kazakh for someone very specific. If none of this resonates, you just might feel very drawn to these regions.

Pile 2, you seem to have a strong connection and love for nature. As well as to animals. Some of you could work as vets, or animal sanctuaries, or want to. Some of you also love cottagecore, or want to live a cottagecore life. Spirit is saying this is possible for you, you can focus your energy on this and manifest it. I am just getting a very serene, calm and peaceful energy. I then heard the lyrics for Strawberry Shortcake “that girl is so sweet, just like her name”, so people perceive you as very kind, sweet and loving. Not just humans but animals too. People can’t get enough of your energy. I feel like you dislike cities and try to stay far away from them (or you should!).

This old man is very very significant for someone and is the reason why you are seen the way you are today. I saw a vision of him playing with you as a young child, and his energy seems infectious. I didn’t sense any negativity off of him, just love. He could be a role model for some of you. He is a very good and kind person, you base yourself off him. I then saw the old woman again, and they most likely introduced this way of slow living to you. Perhaps someone here grew up with their grandparents instead of their parents.

Does someone who picked pile 2 like Alice in Borderland? I saw the ending of the show when you win one of the games, fireworks explode in the sky. I then heard ‘Diamonds’ by Rihanna in my ear whilst writing this up “so shine bright, tonight, you and I, we’re like diamonds in the sky… you and I, we’ll never die, we’re like diamonds in the sky.” I really really feel from this that someone close to you has passed away recently pile 2. This person who has passed on from our realm has gone to another dimension, they are telling you that they are okay now, they have completed all their lessons on earth. They want me to tell you that this life is a joke, don’t take it too seriously. Everything in this life is an illusion, even the most painful moments, and the only true thing is Love. They are being really intense about this and really want you to understand it. They will see you again. They are telling you not to be scared of death, nothing ever really dies, it just transmutes. We are immortal souls living in mortal bodies. You can have whatever you want in this life as long as it comes from a place of Love, you are destined to have abundance because you are a beautiful beautiful soul. You came here to make our planet better, and everything will be ok. All the pain and suffering will end. Some of you in this pile could be religious and practice Christianity. I just keep being told that all will be okay for you and not to worry. There weren’t many messages on how you are perceived pile 2 because this reading was placed to comfort you. You have something about going home and connecting to your ancestry, some of you grew up in the countryside or had holidays there as a child, and Spirit is saying to do this again to heal your soul.

Thank you very much for reading pile 2, your reading ends here <3

Pile 3:

Trigger warning: mentions of abuse

Hello my lovely pile 3’s,

The first thing I felt and saw when tapping into your energy was that I felt I was drowning and couldn’t breathe, like I was sinking under water. I feel like this is my same pile from my previous pick a pile, pile 1, who struggled with negative thoughts and feelings. My head also hurt really bad before I started talking and communicating with your spirit guides and higher self.

Pile 3, there is someone in your life who does not have your best interests at heart. They are masking themselves with innocent intentions but deep down they are not a good person. I am feeling such a negative energy off of them. Their energy is the reason why you have so many negative feelings/thoughts and why I felt the sensation of drowning. I think you need more spiritual boundaries like pile 2. But Spirit is telling me you shouldn’t do anything with this person, go anywhere with them, or be alone with them. Protect yourself. Stay away from them! I saw in my head whilst typing the Demi Lovato meme “stay away from her! get a job!”. I don’t like using these terms but this person seems very narcissistic or sociopathic. This is the type of person that is very popular and well-liked, but in reality they are an energy vampire and use others for their own gain. They pretend to be nice so everyone can like them. This reminded me of a TikTok I saw the other day when I was randomly on the app (Spirit is bringing me to this for a reason), and I watched a video on how predators/serial killers choose their victims. The predators told psychologists that the people they would go after when they were told to survey a crowd were the people who appeared as meek, submissive, were very on edge, always on their phone, wouldn’t make eye contact with others, very jumpy, etc. These predators also admitted once they became closer to their victims they would choose those with extensive trauma, who had no one to rely on, and who were very alone with a poor family and friend system. Spirit sent alarm bells ringing in my head at this current moment, and stated whoever in your life who you know deep down is not good for you, has a lot of negative entities attached to them. You are ignoring your intuition when it comes to this person which is something you should never ever do. Your intuition is one of the most powerful things a human being is born with, and cannot be taken away from you. It is your connection to God/Source/the higher power you believe in. But I really do not like this person and please stay away from them. This person could be a highly functioning sociopath for someone in this pile, and makes themselves likeable to have people drawn to them, so they can choose their targets. I’m being brought back to the TikTok I watched in which the psychologists said that those with a strong support system, who were confident, and who had a strong male figure (typically a father) they stayed away from. The predators admitted that people who had their heads held up high, walked boldly,and could look others in the eye, would choose to stay away from. From all this I tapped into, perhaps to people you appear as quite insecure and not very confident, which makes it easier for others to take advantage of you. Perhaps this person I am picking up on is from your past, but Spirit is saying how you can utilise the ways others perceive you is to practice self-confidence and self-love. Spirit showed me a symbol of a red rose. Perhaps a part of your life path is to bloom into yourself and your innate power.

I asked Spirit to tell me how pile 3 can grow their confidence. They said you need to stop eating badly first of all. To eat fresh produce, and if you eat meat or fish, only eat in small amounts, as it shouldn’t be your entire diet. Spirit then took me to Goobie and Doobie on YouTube, and his videos on how to heal your body. Do some of you suffer from chronic illnesses or skin issues? His videos I am being told will be very helpful for you. People can see that your energy and auric field feels weak, and I do not mean this in a rude way, but like you are in an internal battle with yourself, which causes the cells in your body to fight against itself. We all have auras and energies we give off which everything around us can sense. Even if people do not say it out loud, they can feel it.

I was then shown an image of a close friend I used to have by Spirit who was addicted to gossiping. Spirit noted to me that gossiping is very very bad for your energetic and mental health, and you should try to avoid it yourself or anyone who does so pile 3. It is very bad spiritual hygiene and how more negative people or entities can attach to you. They crave the energy of drama and addiction because they have no other way of feeding their life force. My friend who gossiped so much always attracted very negative friendships and lovers into their life. This is not me trying to blame them, but Spirit told me that the reason for this is because their mindset is so negative themselves, more negativity can only be brought to them. I know it is easy for me to say oh, all you need to do pile 3 is correct your mindset, because from personal experience it is easier said than done, but Spirit is really stressing this to me. Spirit said that others see you as having a very beautiful glow about you, but over the years others have managed to dim it through abuse, gossip, etc. Spirit is saying to even detox from celebrity gossip, reality TV and social media. I’m being brought to people who do water fasts for days, and I am seeing that for this pile but energetically.

I wanted to get more spiritual and energetic advice, but Spirit stated this is actually about the physical world for you. You need to start taking care of your body by exercising, eating well, and sleeping well. Again, I am being taken to a woman’s testimony I watched who was a survivor of MK Ultra under the US government. The way they mind controlled her was through sleep and food deprivation. After that experience she stressed the one way negative beings cannot get you is through three methods: adequate sleep, adequate food and hydration, and a connection to God. That is how negativity cannot corrupt you.

I think you are viewed as quite a solemn and introverted person. In my first reading, I saw someone of Asian descent, which I am seeing again in this pile. Spirit is saying they know it has been hard for you, you have had harsh life experiences, but they emphasised you need to stop letting this define you. You need to be around people who love and support you, you just need Love. This negativity isn’t serving you, it is crippling you and damaging how people view you.

Spirit is saying you can also connect to faith and religion if you feel called to do so. For some of you I saw Catholicism could be significant, Protestantism or Pentecostal. Some of you could be Jewish. Some of you in this pile might have also grown up in abusive and violent homes, if that is so, I am very sorry and I empathise with the fact that this is a very hard thing to overcome. It seems like your nervous system is in over drive pile 3. Which people can also see from you. Spirit is saying somatic healing with reallllly help you. This will change the way people view you. I then started to have trouble speaking when channeling, so maybe someone in this pile has a stutter, trauma survivors and struggle with C-PTSD or PTSD. I think you feel overwhelmed a lot of the time pile 3. I then randomly saw a tea bag being dipped into water which Spirit is using as a metaphor, and the water turned cloudy. The water represents your energy and how it is pure but has been corrupted over time. For some reason, the word water kept shifting into war when I was typing this, so someone in this pile might have lived through a war, or be descended from those who did and carry significant trauma from this. I also felt really itchy when tapping into your energy pile 3, so some of you might suffer from rashes.

Your spirit guides are here for you and want you to reach out to them pile 3. Does someone in this pile speak Spanish? I heard in my head when channeling for this pile, the Spanish version of what I was channeling. Some of you could be of Spanish descent or Hispanic. You could be from Spain or Latin/Central America, or you studied Spanish at some point in your life. Something about Spain is important for this pile. I then saw Sophia from Katseye in my head when reading your energy pile 3, which is so random, but could also be important for someone. Is someone here South East Asian? Spirit then told me that someone in this pile has had corrupted experiences with religion, it could have been a way to control you. Spirit is stressing that this is not the religion of the Universe, but has been distorted by humans to create more pain and fear on this planet. But this isn’t the truth. Spirit reminded me of a teaching I once heard, which said that you view the Universe the way you viewed your parents. So if you view God as a negative, angry and vengeful being, that is because your relationship with your parents could have most likely been that way. But once you heal this, your image of the Creator changes.

My head also started hurting when tapping into your energy so maybe someone here suffers from migraines too. I saw a vision of lightning splitting through someone’s head. Spirit showed me a person who I used to be very close to who was in a similar energy to you pile 3, and they are saying that this person moved out of it by putting themselves first. Spirit stated that a significant soul connection shattered this person and forced them to rebuild themselves, and Spirit is kind of alluding this to you. Perhaps you have experienced this or will. Even though it seems upsetting at the moment, heartbreak can actually be a very powerful tool to change the self. Maybe people see you as someone who has gone through significant pain and trauma in your life.

Spirit then ended this reading saying they know it has been quite negative, so they want to give you a positive way in which others view you. People view you as extremely empathetic, which is why so many people are attracted to you. Spirit said you should create an energetic bubble around you throughout the day, and also declare that any energy that is not yours must be sent back to the sendee to help protect you spiritually more. You can also check in with your energy first thing after waking up, and as you go throughout the day you can feel how your energy shifts, recognise that it is not yours, and send it back. This will protect you against negative and positive energy, so your pure soul energy is picked up on those around you, and people will view you as your true self more. I do this quite a lot and I always feel the energy physically leaving me through coughing, sneezing, and just feeling physically lighter and more like myself. Another practice I do is imagining cosmic light circling and running throughout my body from the sky, to my crown chakra, and then to all my other chakras. This opens up my spiritual and psychic gifts more, so if I want to ground myself, I then imagine water or nature from the earth travelling up my root chakra and to all my other ones. Spirit is saying these practices will also help you pile 3.

I saw Jennie from Blackpink in my minds eye and how much hate she has received throughout her career. I also heard ‘Like Jennie’ in my head, and this is why you receive so much negativity from others – because they want to be like you. “Haters, they don’t really like Jennie, cause they can never ever be Jennie… make a pose in one go, moshpit, they can’t deal with me cause I’m priceless… get , get out of my way, name, shame, blame, tryna burst my bubble.” Because these people literally want to be you, they hate on you to siphon your energy. Spirit reminded me of a girl I was ‘friends’ with when I was younger. She copied literally everything I did. I remember getting a cat, and a week later she got a cat who looked exactly like mine, same gender, etc. to the point it really creeped me out. One day, we were very young and in school, I fell down when playing and hurt myself. All the other children came to make sure I was ok, and as soon as she saw that she purposefully tripped and hurt herself to get attention away from me and onto herself. Spirit is saying it’s ok to admit that people are negative towards you because they want to emulate you. There is something in your energy and your soul that they want for themselves, because they forgot their own connection to Love. Spirit is telling me you never forget your connection to the Divine which others can see in you. Even if you consciously forgot, your unconscious never did. Spirit is reminding me of how many other Korean celebrities would imitate Jennie’s style, and how she got so much hate, but this is because she is so influential and iconic, to the point people wanted to be like her. I was also shown G-Dragon from Big Bang and his influence. These two idols produce such a polarity in reactions from people, from love to hate, that I feel as though people in this pile view you like that. People either love or hate you, but either way, you are a trendsetter. I don’t like celebrities, but Spirit is using them as metaphors for me on how you are viewed. They then showed me Taylor Swift and how loved and hated she has been, but still deeply influential. Spirit played me the song humpty dumpty? And how he cracked his head, and all the kings men couldn’t put humpty together again, as a way of showing me how famous this song is and known by so many people, I think people view you as extremely iconic pile 3, because I kept questioning this, and Spirit gave me many famous songs back to back that nearly everyone knows. They then said, what is one thing all these have in common? Everyone knows them. Maybe you are famous in your community pile 3, or an influencer of some sort? Or people perhaps view you in that way.

Thank you for reading pile 3, your reading ends here <3