Freak | Yuri warrior

I ljke being weird. autistic. adult :condifiction:

[rovarok]

Guess who got on Vgen!!

Rovarok (@Rovarok)

Check out Rovarok's commissions and portfolio! | My heads are sweaty and my interests are interesting. I like drawing characters smile ...

[mariesbee]

Venezuela needs help!

please consider donating, you can also help just by sharing this!

eng - hi all, I decided to open my ko-fi to raise funds and buy supplies to help those affected by the double earthquake in Venezuela 🫂🫂

esp - amigos, abri mi ko-fi para recaudar fondos y así poder donar a más centros de acopio en las próximas semanas! si no pueden donar, ayuden compartiendo esto‼️‼️

Support bee ✨️

Support bee ✨️

[mariesbee]

boosting to reach more people! we're at 46% of the final goal ($140/300), i'm doing everything i can to help even though these past weeks have been insanely difficult.

please share, and donate if you can 🫂💛

[mariesbee]

hi all!

the first $70 (completed 100% both from kofi and direct paypal donations) of the main goal were retired the first time the goal was completed (you can see proof of it on my twitter), later i edited that goal from $100 to $300, then $130 more were donated little by little, which leaves our current goal at a 200% ($130)

since there haven't been any more donations, I will be removing the goal for now and using the money to get more supplies! keep sharing donation/help links if you can and thank you all who have helped these past weeks 💛💛

[junobbuno]

tilly for @rovarok!!!!!

[rovarok]

LOOK AT MY SILLY!!

[rovarok]

Round two FIGHT!

[rovarok]

Guys i have so much unfinished sunset trio art i need to lock in and finish it...

They took over my brain so bad

[rovarok]

Back to my roots…

[rovarok]

KATIE AND MIKEEEEEEEEE :LETSGO:

[rovarok]

Godddd im so unwell about q!fit right now

And I have NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS (except one friend but shes not into Minecraft she just listens to me YAP [ily thanks for putting up with me smile])

[rovarok]

Something something this day aria... something something q2!hideduo...

[rovarok]

SPOILER WARNING FOR SPIDEY, 4C, AND SCHPOODS PERSPECTIVES

Babies first minecraft edit :woah:

Song Daisies by JerryTerry on YouTube!

[rovarok]

WHO UP DECAYING AND DECREPING????

[rovarok]

My sky kid!

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A friend

[rovarok]

Limestone angel

[kvassretriever]

[vampire-connoisseur]

the gap in maturity between wiwi upp and wiwi early s1 pd is eating me. in upp we see him in his element surrounded by his people, and even with all the horrific shit he faces and as a regular human boy hes never half as uncertain and self-hating as he is in pd. he was taken from his home, split up from his friends (the only people he says "get" him), and placed under prying eyes and a rigid daily routine, and he fucking crumpled. hes a natural leader; we see him take charge in scary situations and norah and isaac look to him by default. but even when dakota and vyncent are ready to obey him as directed by tide, he hesitates. his trust in himself has plummeted. furthermore, in deadwood, he knows people find him weird but hes able to be okay with that as long as he has his friends. but at the start of pd, hes terrified of summers rejection and ping-pongs between going along with dakotas bullying and hiding from both him and jimmy. hes supposed to be the leader, but outside of missions he knows if he stands up to dakota, hell really be alone. prime force wrung the life out of this boy and then dropped two other traumatized teenagers in his arms and put him in a stand-in absent fathers general vicinity for support (when tide isnt busy with his own shit).

alternatively, we see upp wiwi aware the town depends on him having recruited the only other people at his school who are outcast enough to hear him out (isaac, the delinquent; norah, whom everyone likes but nobody knows and who cant even tell her parents she wants to switch from flute to guitar; and lui, whose deal we dont know) sacrificing his childhood because the fact that he can keep people safe means its his responsibility to do so. he couldnt turn to the adults in his life when he was afraid, so he became the adult before he was ready and it took a toll. he learned to shove down his fear and doubts when someone had to make a decision or when one of his friends was in danger (which he does with isaac in e1 and norah in e3) and that fear comes seeping out all the rest of the time and thats why he cant relax for the life of him. then at the beginning of pd hes away from deadwood and everyones telling him he can trust the older heroes and then they go on one little mission and suddenly everyone is keeping secrets from them. there are just as many dark things moving about in the shadows and hes still on his own (plus a bully, an attempted murderer, and their guardian who repeatedly shows disregard for their needs and autonomy, punishing them for watching a movie with a 5:30 wakeup with emergency sirens) to stop them. hes coaxed to let down his walls and then the world outside them is exactly what he was afraid it was, and even in prime force hes talked down to and treated like a freak.

or maybe at the start of pd we see a wiwi who was just starting to believe he could handle things, when he lost everything. something he doesnt completely understand changed him fundamentally-- his body works differently, and no one can explain why, or what he even is now. maybe other things have changed. plus, everyone he used to rely on for support is gone. he isnt given the choice to not be ready to be a hero, because the world needs him and thats more important than however he may feel. get up william. sit down william. now get up again. do a little dance. thats a stupid dance. you did a really stupid dance and everyones pointing and laughing at you. what are you just standing there for? i didnt say you could stop.

[rovarok]

I’ll break your bones with all the love I carried.