āĀ iām used to people generally not giving a shit about me.Ā doesnāt mean i canāt still choose to care regardless of whether not people will care back.Ā ā
āĀ iām not kind because i expect anything from it.Ā i do it because i like how it feels.Ā because people have not generally been kind to me and i donāt want to be that sort of person to someone else who.Ā Ā ā
āĀ why didnāt you ever tell me you were dealing with so much?Ā Ā you didnāt have to keep this to yourself.Ā ā
āĀ itās okay.Ā i donāt need you to help meā¦but if you wanna stick around while i fix it myself i wouldnāt mind the company.Ā ā
āĀ i generally donāt like people as a rule.Ā but i donāt mind you.Ā so uh,Ā donāt fuck that up for me alright?Ā next time youāre in trouble just call me. ā
āĀ are you sure you donāt want me to stay?Ā ā
āĀ you know i can tell when youāre lying.Ā so you can either talk about whatās wrong or we can just sit here together.Ā either way,Ā i wonāt let you do this alone.Ā Ā ā
āĀ no,Ā i donāt need you.Ā but i do want you.Ā my life is fine without you,Ā but itās great when youāre in it.Ā i donāt need to be dependent on you for this relationship to be important.Ā ā
āĀ well,Ā i already did theĀ ākicking their ass for being a jerkā part.Ā now iām doing the whole,Ā showing up for you and making sure youāre okay now part.Ā ā
āĀ i donāt want to be like this.Ā i want to change but i donāt know where to start.Ā ā
āĀ i see you.Ā i just wanted you to know that.Ā i always see you.Ā ā
āĀ i havenāt really done the whole dating thing in a while but,Ā do you want to?Ā we could go to dinnerāor coffee?Ā ā
āĀ weāre having a spa night,Ā okay?Ā i already have a bath started and there are face masks on the counter.Ā no arguments.Ā we need this.Ā ā
āĀ donāt start giving me the damn puppy eyes i was already gonna sayĀ āyesā okay?Ā ā
āĀ this is a bad idea but iām already committed so i might as well not half-ass being a dumbass.Ā ā
āĀ i always feel better when youāre here.Ā ā
āĀ iām going to give you a hug now but if you tell anyone about it i will have to kill you.Ā ā
āĀ did you just flip off that old guy?Ā ā
āĀ i know youāll lie to me if i ask if youāre okay so iām skipping past that part and telling you to go home and get some rest.Ā ā
āĀ you know iām not good for you right?Ā thereās probably a hundred other people you could be going to right now instead of me.Ā ā
āĀ can i say something here?Ā or do you need another minute of rambling before i get to do the part where i say what you need to hear and you realize youāre freaking out over nothing?Ā ā
āĀ donāt you get that i need you?Ā youāre always going on about being fine and being able to manage on your own and iām sure thatās true.Ā but what if iām not?Ā what if i need you in my life.Ā and i need you to let me help you with your life too?Ā ā
āĀ i know youāve been having a shit time so i brought some food.Ā ā
āĀ heyā get your hands off my plate.Ā i made you your own.Ā ā
āĀ i know you like the rain,Ā but itās getting cold.Ā you need to come in before you get sick.Ā ā
āĀ i knew iād find you here.Ā ā
āĀ if i tell you my eyes are red from weed and not because i was crying will you do me the favor of pretending to believe me?Ā ā
the truth was, no, she really wasnāt. anything he was saying was going in one ear and out the other as she walks towards the bench, her textbook open and resting on her forearms. every so often her eyes would drift up to assure she wasnāt going to bump into anyone, and to glance at tyler who was walking beside her rambling on with what seems to be excitement.Ā ā a whole month? jeez.Ā ā though sheās spent a lot of time anticipating going off to college and finally being free from her parents hold, juno couldnāt imagine being away from them for that long at this point of her life.Ā
the brunette sits beside him, but on the bench instead, placing her textbook down and swinging her bag on the other side of her. his words cause her brows to quirk up, tilting her head in rather searching though.Ā ā okay, i have no idea what the hell you just said.Ā ā and it has her second guessing herself for a beat because, yeah, juniper is usually the one saying big words. but as he continues, she lets out a breath, nodding her head.Ā ā oh, poison. like, alcohol,Ā right? ā what can she say? all sheās known was cheap beer and moonshine.Ā ā uh, i donāt know. any kind of beer, i guess? iām not really picky ā
ā yeah, itās a blessing from the gods. ā wicked smirk grows. being apart from him parents for that long was going to be exactly the refreshment he needed. & having the whole house to himself with the exception of his sister was icing on the cake. she didnāt bother him anyways. sure she was his sister so she could get under his skin if she really wanted to, but for the most part they were close. & they didnāt really have much to fight over. their parents did enough of it themselves. at worst they played minor mind games, & at the end of the day none of it mattered that much.Ā
ā boring. ā with a small pout he shrugs his shoulders, making a mental note of what she said.Ā ā i can assure you, there will be plenty of beer. itās not a party without the bread of alcohol now is it ? ā once again heās grinning, checking his bag for his wallet to assure itās there.Ā ā iāll get everything after school. come by any time. iām sure the party will go aaaall night. ā head cocks to the side as he looks at her, he continuesĀ ā unless you want to join me. help set up & make sure dite is on board to help. ā
@snakesimpā asked:Ā i handcuffed him to a radiator downstairs. heās not going anywhere. / jay @ evelyn
" good, cool. " evelyn had been idly tidying things up, not thinking too much about her surroundings. & honestly she probably wouldn't have been pulled out of her own head if it wasn't for a double take at jay's statement. " wait, what ?? " eyes widen as she finally breaks away from her own little world to look at him. " you didn't. " honestly as perceptive as she was, there was no telling if he was joking right now or not. & she didn't have it in her to check. for the time being, she'd have a little trust & follow the story to see where it lead " where did you get handcuffs ? "
@snakesimpā asked:Ā i handcuffed him to a radiator downstairs. heās not going anywhere. / jay @ evelyn
" good, cool. " evelyn had been idly tidying things up, not thinking too much about her surroundings. & honestly she probably wouldn't have been pulled out of her own head if it wasn't for a double take at jay's statement. " wait, what ?? " eyes widen as she finally breaks away from her own little world to look at him. " you didn't. " honestly as perceptive as she was, there was no telling if he was joking right now or not. & she didn't have it in her to check. for the time being, she'd have a little trust & follow the story to see where it lead " where did you get handcuffs ? "
@snakesimpā asked:Ā imagine the worst thing possible, assume itās true, and go from there. /darcy @ tyler
" well you're chipper today, princess. " brows raise with intrigue. if this attitude was normal for her he certainly had misjudged her. this kind of aggressive bite was unexpected, but he liked it. it was different, & for the time being he was focused on learning more. " tell me then, what's the worst possible thing you can think of right now ? better be good if i'm supposed to assume it's true & go from there. "
if you have degrassi ocās plot with me so we can connect them a little i think that would be fun :ā) & i mean plotting with canon characters is a good plan too but i love a connected oc