Royss

32 | M | ♋

[roysst]

[roysst]

Lost

How do you get over the loss of something that was never had?

This unknown feeling, an unknown emotion. I'd mourn for it, but where do I even begin.

Wrong time and wrong space. Yet, if they were right, what would have been.

I guess it was just not meant to be, but this is for the better, truly.

[roysst]

Once Upon In Time

There once was a point in time 

When I would’ve given up the world,

Just to again call --- mine

But sadly, fate did not have us in its design

And so the world marched on while I stood by

Lost in my head, stumbling around blind 

Looking up at an overcast sky

I can't help but wonder if the sun will ever shine

Then suddenly, as though woken from a dream

I find myself being pulled towards you

Something about you, or everything about you

Before I knew it, I was head over heels

It was as though you had cast a spell on me

How your smile cheers me up like no other

How it feels like a ray of sunshine

And now everything is warmer

My dear, even if we do not come to be

Thank you for bringing this glow to my life

And how so I look forward to

My next point in time

[creekfiend]

"Witches riding non-broom cleaning implements" gag always funny, congratulations to everyone who has ever made some variant of this joke, please keep making it

[portmanteaurian]

thinking abt a witch perched on a roomba, spinning through the air...

[un-un-creative]

[roysst]

Alone

Lying awake,

alone in this bed that is bare

This yearning feeling I simply cannot bear

Wandering thoughts,

as I lead myself in circles going nowhere

Wishing I could fall asleep to the scent of your hair

Dreaming aloud,

I see us embracing with you close to my chest

Ever lovely and beautiful as you dance in a dress

Fading away,

no matter how much I prayed for you to stay

It was bitter, yet sweet, as we go our separate ways

[roysst]

This loneliness... it’s scary.

I want to cry for help... yet there’s no one I can turn to.

I miss you, I miss our good times. I miss when times were much simpler.

I’m tired of this anxiety, I’m tired.

Help... who can help...

[pascalcampion]

Long day at the office. #pascalcampionart. Ok.. this one, I’ve been wanting to do for a long time..maybe I didn’t have exactly this composition in mind, or the details, but I have had this idea for at least a year and a half. It comes from when I bike back home in the evening and the sun is already down , I ride by this business complex that is made of glass. When it’s dark and the offices inside are still lit up, it gives me the impression there are little cubicles of light floating up there, in the air. It’s beautiful and eerie at the same time. I don’t know if I’ve captured it the way I really wanted, but it’s a first try.

[pascalcampion]

That one time when…

#pascalcampion

[pascalcampion]

Bridges

#pascalcampion

[roysst]

Goodnight

To you, my love, and to us. I love you.

[roysst]

Dreams and nightmares

Looking at our pictures, those were good times.  Fond memories that are still sweet, but now a little bitter.  And as the days go by, they don’t haunt me as much anymore.

Strangely, now my nightmares take a new form.  When I dream of us, happy, together, me being there beside you...  As I wake up, it crushes me.

All the what ifs and could have been,  They haunt me, for I know that will never be us anymore.  And each night as I go to sleep, I pray I don’t see you in my dreams.

But what if this reality is the true nightmare,  And the only time I get to be happy, is when I see you in my dreams.  Cause there you are, right beside me.

In my dreams, I felt whole again, I was relieved.  Everything seemed alright, like the way they were supposed to be.  Now I’m torn... do I want to see you in my dreams?

I guess if that’s the only place I can still see you, as you,  These “nightmares” I will gladly brave through.  But the words sweet dreams, I guess I no longer know what it means.

[roysst]

Separation woes

Your kindness Your gentleness Your patience Your beauty Your smile Your kiss Your touch Your body Your warmth Your stubbornness Your cold attitude Your forgiveness Your cooking Your voice Your nagging Your advice Your creativity Your maturity Your generosity Your jokes Your bad jokes Your attempts to try Your strength Your weakness Your sense of direction Your scoldings Your attention Your gifts Your handmade cards Your cuddles Your hugs Your niece Your sister Your brother in law Your dad Your punches Your happiness Your sadness Your singing Your translations Your pictures Your birthdays Your company I made a list of the things I’ll miss about you. It hurts to know I’ll never have them like how I used to. I took you for granted, failed to cherish you, and now I pay the price. At times I’ll miss you so much it’s gonna ache my heart, but I hope you’ll be happier without me. At least that will be enough for me. I’ll miss Your hand in mind I’ll miss Your laughter I’ll miss Your love I’ll miss You

[roysst]

It might have been

Why is it only when we’re about to lose someone, Then we cherish them even more, love them more, like never before.

Relationships shouldn’t be this way. But when things have reached this stage, Is it for the better that we go our separate ways.

Left with countless regrets that constantly lingers, The words that I should have said to you but never, Tears which should be of joy but now no longer, All made worse by the wishes of a chance to do things better.

And they start pouring out as what might have been will now never be. This pain, this sadness, I simply cannot bear to watch you leave. Surely, the parting of two people in love is an ineffable tragedy.

Yet if for once more I could hold you close and never let go, Oh what i wouldn’t give to have the chance to do so.

I failed to cherish you, and I never said it enough, but truly, I love you.

For all sad words of tongue and pen, The saddest are these, 'It might have been'. - John Greenleaf Whittier 

[roysst]

Kyoung Hwan Kim

[roysst]

You.

You're the hearth and home that anchors my soul The unmoving rock where fast streams flow We built a ship on unsteady grounds Tested and battered it almost ran aground The test of time, the greatest of all I who faltered will not crumble and fall To restore your faith I will do it all In me I still possess, the good you once saw I pray the day never comes when the well runs dry It was you who gave me wings and taught me to fly Before I knew, a whirlwind blew and I lost sight of you Nothing but a fool when I let you slip through My love I wish you knew, my feelings were ever true

[roysst]

Your Warmth

The first time we lied on my bed, I looked across felt the distance so near yet so far. It was awkward but we talked. The second time we lied together, I don't know what went through my mind then. Instinctively my body went towards yours, it was the first we were that close. It created a spark. We changed after that. The third time I remember vividly. It felt like only a few moments passed. A great night it was and there were fireworks, to help us celebrate. The countless times we lied beside each other, I came to love the warmth and comfort you give to me. The warm cuddles with our legs entangled, at the same time sharing each other's heat, all my stress and worries ceased to exist. The warm cuddles.... Everything felt right with you lying next to me.

[doznie]