I trusted you, I let you in, I believed every word you said,
Only to find out far too late, that you would destroy my world and let me down,
You took everything from me, my confidence, my pride, my identity,
Piece by piece, you picked away my self esteem, until, all I felt was empty,
It has been far too long, that I've been imprisoned by your chains,
Isolated, mistreated and disrespected, overwhelmed with anxiety on the daily, anticipating what kind of mood your in, dreading any kind of interaction,
The stress alone has aged me past my years, I'm mentally and emotionally worn down, everything just feels so hopeless, I can't seem to get passed it.
I hope your happy with what you've done, I'm still in hell, even though your gone, so many triggers, everyday, anxiously, waiting for shit to go wrong,
I bet your sitting back and enjoying this, because seeing me in pain is exactly what you wanted,
Well congratulations on your sucsess, to making my life a fucking mess, there are not enough words to convey how much I hate you, and the saddest part is how much I still love you