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[rtypus]

Removing myself from a bad situation and refusing to be a victim anymore has to have been the best thing I’ve done for myself in years. Sure, it means losing my entire family back in that fucking place but there was no support there. In fact, there’s been more support living where I do now than there ever has been. 

I have a job and I’m closer to owning my own vehicle, no matter how good or bad it is, than I ever have been. Not only that but I’m going to be heading to the gym and losing weight soon too so I don’t have to be as dysphoric as I’ve been for my entire fucking life. I have a fucking chance now. 

Had someone told me this was how my year was going to be in January, I would have laughed them into the ground. If this ain’t some of the most hopeful shit you’ve ever seen...

[takethisride]

“Do more things that make you forget to check your phone.”

— takethisride

[dark-water-siren]

Swimming in Sunlight 

by Amethyst Coleman

[thoughtkick]

“One day you will thank yourself for never giving up.”

— Unknown

[maureen2musings]

Peaceful morning at the Tetons

alberthbyang

[domhnallbaby]

Billy Close Ups // He’s absolutely beautiful and sweet, I miss him already!!!! 

[expressions-of-nature]

Bali, Indonesia by Ines Alvarez Fdez

[inspirationlane]

[rtypus]

Me: -was always on laptop; always had someone to talk to while at home-

Me now: -hardly ever on my laptop but I have a phone on me 24/7 and everyone's silent-

Probably stupid of me to notice this but I'm starting to see there's quite a few who only really talked with me because I could give them RP content. I get that people have their own lives and shit but it's still disheartening to notice. Am I really that easy to toss aside? That forgettable? Idk. Things have been an emotional rollercoaster lately.

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

How to Save Your Own Life, Erica Jong

[moonskek-deactivated20251028]

“Quatre Saisons“ by Takako Ugachi

[shisasan]

Dita by Serge Sarkisoff

[soyeahso]

There are a couple of things about current shipping culture that confuse me.  

1. The focus on whether or not a pairing will become canon as a reason people should ship something or not.  Do you not understand what the “transformative” part of “transformative works” means?”

2. This idea that saying “I ship that” means “I think that, as presented in canon,this is a perfect, healthy relationship that everyone should model their relationship after.” 

Sometimes shipping something does mean that.  Sometimes shipping something means “Person A is a trash bag who doesn’t deserve person B but I would love to explore how Person A might grow to deserve Person B.” Sometimes it means “I want these characters to live together forever in a conflict free domestic AU.”  Sometimes it means “I want Person A to forever pine after Person B.  Nothing is beautiful and everything hurts.”  And sometimes it just means you like their faces and want to see Person A and Person B bone in various configurations and universes. 

[mominmudville]

Listen to your parents, kids.

[handypolymath]

This really should be one of a handful of Public Service Announcements randomly and chronically inserted into one’s dash.

[violent-darts]

Hell man sometimes it means “these two are TERRIBLE and I want to watch them burn like a catastrophic forest fire as a proxy for all the shit I don’t actually want in real life (like to light my own apartment on fire and scream) and then laugh at the destruction at the end.” 

[mikkeneko]

All “I ship it” really means – really – is “I think there’s a story in those two, and I want to hear it.”

[mad-madam-m]

All “I ship it” really means – really – is “I think there’s a story in those two, and I want to hear it.”

[drop-the-raincoat]

LOUDER

[thehopefulquotes]

I do not exist to impress the world. I exist to live my life in a way that will make me happy.

— Richard Bach

[open]

[rtypus]

that moment when you start realizing that you’re not the ‘hot commodity’ anymore and start seeing people distancing themselves from you.

like i knew i was never going to be the super top popular blog for my character, but sometimes it feels like people were using writing with me as a way to flaunt a trophy. in a ‘oh look who i’m writing with!’ type of way and idk how to feel about that other than kind of sad. 

don’t get me wrong, i love my character and i’m still going to write him but just because i disappear for a while doesn’t mean that i’m giving him up. idk. i’m stressed and i feel like my being slow is ruining a lot of things and not just in the blog aspect of it either.

[ponderation]

Sea Cliff In Turquoise Waters. by Radu Frentiu