sometimes i get really motivated to be happy!! like i want to be the person who always has spare lip balm and hand sanitiser and chewing gum to lend to people at train stations and i want to take naps on long journeys and wake up with the sunshine pouring through the window and scattering the shadows across the faces of the people i love the most. and i want to sit and feel wholesome and loved and content, when I’m alone and with people. i want to enjoy life and drink smoothies, and have a tiny pocket sized notebook to write down every nice thing i see and every nice thing i do, and every sad thing i see. and i can use that to change the sad things in the future. i want greenery and sunset-yellow hues and messy palettes of experience and mistakes to be learnt from. i want fulfilment and contentment, and i want to be able to deal with the sadness and not fall victim to it anymore. i want to be able to practice self love and self care, and pass that love and care onto the other people who surround me. i want to remove toxic people from my life before they even become a part of my life. i want to photograph everything, document everything. take a little piece of everywhere i go so i have something to remember my life by to remember my feelings by, something to reminisce about, causing rushing feelings of nostalgia and somewhat endearing melancholy
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