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@rubylotus34
Lotus
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- She/Her
- Mostly Lesbian
- INFP
- Pisces
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Favorites- Remy Bond, Strawberry Shortcake, Cinnamoroll, Lana Del Rey, Lolita, The Song Of Achilles, SatoSugu, Steven Universe, Alex G, My Little Pony, Sophie Woodhouse, The Last Unicorn
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I am the priest’s favorite lamb, a tragedy nerd, media analyst, writer, reader, presenter, party planner, pessimist, yearner, shedtwt refugee, and yaoi enthusiast
It's been awhile since this fandom has had one of these circulate so I thought I'd start a new one!
Rules: Make yourself with this Picrew, tag the last song you listened to and then tag your moots!! 💕
No Pressure Tags: @marimayscarlett @der-echte-richard-kruspe @dandysnob @meinewellemeinstrand @namelessrammgirl @goldengodcannibal @mstarajoy @to-worlds-more-beautiful @kira-astra-infinitum @bloody-kissez and anyone else interested in this!!
removed the reblogs for scrolling convenience.... aaanywhoo...
i may still be questioning my sexuality but ik im bi adjacent so here ya go!!! i think this is pretty similar to my irl self, taking some inspo from my persona because i don't rly like how i look irl... that bastard ugly af oml
last song ::
tags under the cut...!!!!
yayayayayaayyy ty 4 tagging me aedyn :3
WHAJSHFKFHFKF THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TAG!!!!
I did two because I couldn’t decide 🥲🥲
and my last song:
(I was trying to learn it on piano but my keyboard is SHIT)
OK!! Tagging: @notlikeotherwarlocks , @jamm3rz , @jacobmustdie , @what-id-like-to-be-called , @princessofthepathetic , @my2amgaythoughts , @princessofthepathetic , @clankyclangclang , @nowhere-4ever , @blurryfacedvik + open tags!!
my hair's not blue YET but soon...soon
Last song:
(im listening to it as i type this so its more like current song but whatever)
tags: @notegotisical @nicorosberg-evildeedsupporter @caughtin4kay @rubylotus34 @saturnssandwyrm @blurryfacedvik @squareguitar @efajdiyefeb123
I was tempted to add bangs, but decided to keep that for next time ;)
@notegotisical @nicorosberg-evildeedsupporter @caughtin4kay @p4nd4rii
List five songs you love then send this ask to 10 moots
In no particular order
- Lamb (Coco & Clair Clair)
- Summer Song (Remy Bond)
- In My Feelings (Lana Del Rey)
- Stuck In Your Head (IVE)
- Rot Daughter (Sophie Woodhouse)
Thanks for asking :3
TW: 4n4 Mention
Omgg Ana called me, do I pick up??
Pros for-
- Being loved
- Feeling beautiful
- Clavicles
- Thigh gap
- No period
- Easy to lift
- Smaller tits
- Thin hands
- Revenge arc
- Collar bones
- “You look sick”
- Snatched
- Control
- Impressing others
- Validation
- Reaching UGW
- Wearing cute clothes
- Clear skin
- Being thinspo
- Starvation high
Cons for-
- Stinky breath
- No yummy foods
- Worried family
- Unhealthy hair
- Limited emotional regulation
- No ovulation
- No ass
- Hospital
- Lying to family
- Always cold
- Bradycardia
- Dizzy
- Fatigue
- IV
-Blood draws
- Mood swings
- EKGs
- Binging
Pros against-
- Building muscle
- Yummy foods
- Experiencing joy
- Waiting two years (but then I’ll need to be fully independent)
- Not binging
- Maintaining healthy relationships
- Enjoying art
- Feeling the vibrancy of life
Cons against-
- Overweight
- Bloated
- Repulsive
- Body dysphoria
- “You look so healthy”
- Puffy face
- Undisciplined
- No independence
- No control
- “You’re not fat, you’re curvy”
- Unattractive
- Unflattering clothes
- What’s your biggest fear? “Gaining weight really fast like you”
You ever dream about someone you miss with all your heart. In your dream they forgive you for your mistakes and give you a second chance. Then you wake up.
I’m so lame :(
Summer rebrand time!
What moodboard should I base my summer on?
1 (Aphrodite devotee, costal grandma) 🌷🕯️
2 (Summer witch, creek girl)🌻🐈⬛
3 (2000’s barbie, pastel bimbo)💝🧁
TW: 4n4 mention
It’s crazy how much you will change in a year.
One year ago I had a sleeping heart rate of 38 BPM, my nails were blue from lack of blood flow, I lost my period, my hair was falling out, and I destroyed my relationships with my family, friends, and partner. It was horrible.
Despite how miserable I was, my biggest fear was to change. I was terrified of not being in control.
But now, I’m hosting a summerween pool party with my best friends. I’m going to eat a hamburger, wear a swimsuit, and sing karaoke. There will be so many variables I can’t control, but I’m going to be okay. Yes, I gained weight, but I also gained life.
Recovery is worth it, it’s incredibly difficult, but it’s possible and it’s a journey worth taking.
ya should do the sapphic flag or genderfluid flag!!!
(the ones i currently identify with ^^)
I will, thank you for the suggestion! :3
Happy Pride Month!
I see a lot of people hate on Pride, and I know it’s cliche to say that Pride is for everyone but it really is. The whole message behind Pride Month is that you are beautiful and you should be proud of the person you are.
Whether you’re an ally, closeted, questioning, or out and proud, Pride is a time to embrace yourself. Every part of you is gorgeous and you deserve to be unapologetic about who you are!
Reasons why I’m sad this week…
(apologies for the oversharing!)
- He went to every performance or event, except for mine. I was really hoping that he would be here. I wanted him to be proud of me or impressed or anything.
- I’m pretty overweight but in forced recovery so I can’t fix it. I also need to gain even more weight, which is crazy because I’m already so heavy.
- I didn’t have time to study for my math test because of my performance. I can try to cram tonight, but then I won’t be asleep before way too late. I’ve also got chemistry homework to do.
- The only thing I can think of is how envious I am of her. Everything she does, from the way she smiles to her weight, I am jealous of. I feel so awful though, because everyone loves her and she’s really nice.
casual survey: reblog if you want to kiss a girl right now
Maybe I should focus on myself.
If a relationship is in my future, it will come to me. I do not need to force anything, a lasting romance will find me.
Should I make a separate account to talk about my OCs and little guys?
Yes, I love hearing you yap!!
No, I hate you!
Ehh, it’s you’re account
Actually life is beautiful, I do have time, and the world is worth living in.
I’m actually so obsessed with him.
It’s impossible for him to feel the same way I feel about him, but I still want him to value me. I see him with my peers and it makes me sick. I hear other people talk about him and I feel an overwhelming sense of shame. I’d do anything to just have a conversation with him, to hear him drone on about any stupid topic.
He’s so bright and I really just want the best for him.
When he mentions my name, I lose my breath. It’s so stupid and I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. I feel like such a loser and I probably am, but I just wish we were closer.
TW: 4n4, forced recovery
I am playing a metaphorical game of cards. It is long and I am losing badly, everyone wants me to lose this card game.
I could try to win quickly and get over the shame of losing. Yet if I do that, then I’ll end up losing the game completely.
So my only choice is to suffer through this game, pretending to be beaten black and blue. However, with this path I have an opportunity to win the game.
So basically, short term relief with long term consequences or temporary suffering for net gain.
I know that I need to do the later, but it’s just really difficult to pretend to lose this game. This means everything to me, it feels like the one thing I’ve ever been good at and I can’t lose it.
I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I lose both ways.
I think we should embrace listening to really cringe music from 2014. I feel like music now is just aesthetics not actual art. Don’t get me wrong aesthetics are so cool and really important in artistry, but also I want substance yk.
